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ship.
Immediately found the owner of the boat, bought the boat with a 100 tael bill, and then dragged Guo Yitang down.
Guo Yitang was in a bad mood all the way, Zhuo Shiwei asked her to sit and she just sat there without moving.
"Yitang, sit still and don't move, I'll be right back." Zhuo Shiwei immediately ran ashore, bought a bunch of food, went to a tailor shop, and bought a set of men's clothes.Just come back.
Guo Yitang was still sitting in the same posture just now, but his face became more and more ugly.
Only then did Zhuo Shiwei let go of the rope and let the boat go with the wind.After a while, the boat went into the big river.They went to the same place as yesterday.
She walked over, touched Guo Yitang's hairpin, and then took it off.One by one, they were all slowly dismantled.
Guo Yitang's black hair was scattered on his shoulders like this.It was the first time for Zhuo Shiwei to look at her so closely, her outline was so clear.She is also considered a beauty among women.The eyes are like stars, and it looks a little bottomless, like a whirlpool, drawing people into it.
"Come on, put it on." Zhuo Shiwei's face became hot, he turned his head hastily, and took a few steps to get the clothes.
Guo Yitang stood up impatiently, and took off his clothes one by one. Fortunately, he was wearing a jacket and pants, so he didn't need to take off all his clothes. Then, Guo Yitang put on the men's clothes.
But before it was finished, it stopped and the sleeves fell off the shoulders.
The clothes she bought were too small for her to wear at all.As soon as the clothes were damaged, Guo Yitang felt even worse. She immediately took off her clothes, threw them into the water, and yelled at the river, "I, Guo Yitang, am a wild boy! What if I don't wear women's clothes! !"
Zhuo Shiwei was almost stunned by her actions, and hurriedly grabbed her, afraid that she would jump off in agitation.
Guo Yitang sat down again with her face flushed, and then, unexpectedly, she reached out and put her hand around Zhuo Shiwei's waist, like a child, she put her head on Zhuo Shiwei's waist.
"You, what's wrong with you?"
After a long time, Guo Yitang murmured softly, "I listened to my brother and went to meet the man, and felt inappropriate, so I just came out."
"Then my brother caught up with me and scolded me, saying that I wasn't feminine enough, gentle enough, or anything else. Why should I look down on that talented person, saying that people don't think I'm a bamboo pole, a person who only wears clothes?" I should be satisfied with a woman in men's clothing."
Zhuo Shiwei listened to her talking silently.
"Why should I decide my life so easily, why should I marry someone I don't know, why should I listen to my parents' orders and the matchmaker's words!"
The more Guo Yitang talked, the more angry he became, and the strength of his hand became stronger and stronger, and he hugged Zhuo Shiwei tightly.
Zhuo Shiwei couldn't comfort her, but she didn't know why, she was very happy in her heart, she was happy that Guo Yitang didn't like others, or they didn't like her, it didn't matter.In short, it is enough for Guo Yitang to be by his side now!
"It's okay, your brother is only worried about you because he cares too much about you. Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, a family reunion, you see it's so late, why don't you go back and have a reunion dinner with them," Zhuo Shiwei said.
"No, it's enough for me to be with you." Guo Yitang also lost his temper. After being scolded, no one can be in a good mood.And now maybe Guo Yigao is also angry, and maybe he will be scolded again when he goes back.
This seemingly unintentional sentence made Zhuo Shiwei very happy.She immediately hugged Guo Yitang back.
"Okay, then stay by my side, don't run away, don't look at others, okay?"
Guo Yitang didn't listen much, but muffled "En."
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☆、Chapter 61
The two hugged quietly in the river for a long time without thinking about anything, but after a long time, Guo Yitang heard a gurgling sound.
"Are you hungry?" She just looked up, but Zhuo Shiwei shook her head, she couldn't feel anything, she just wanted to hold Guo together.He reached out and wanted to hug her, but Guo Yitang stood up.
Zhuo Shiwei just hugged her tightly, pressing his face against her chest.
"I'm not hungry, it's very comfortable to just hold you like this." Zhuo Shiwei sighed softly.
Guo Yitang didn't care, and dragged Zhuo Shiwei to the small table. Seeing a pile of food, he quickly dispersed and ate a cake first.Only then did I realize that what Zhuo Shiwei bought were mostly snacks, and he wasn't full at all.
Zhuo Shiwei felt a chill all over his body and sneezed involuntarily.Shivering, Guo Yitang hugged him even tighter.
Guo Yitang looked up, only then did he realize where he was, what happened yesterday immediately appeared in his mind, and now, Zhuo Shiwei was still holding her.
She immediately pushed Zhuo Shiwei away, stretched out her hand from a distance, and said to Zhuo Shiwei, "Uh, good brother, don't hug each other."
"Who wants to be a good brother to you." Enraged by Guo Yitang's inexplicable words, Zhuo Shiwei returned.
"You said it yourself last night." Guo Yitang reminded her.
"I've been thinking about this all day today. I thought I could treat you as a brother, but we are all women. I think this way is impossible."
"It doesn't matter, brothers are not good, you can still be sisters." Guo Yitang said firmly.
She was wearing a middle coat and trousers. Seeing Zhuo Shiwei looking at her, she quickly picked up the women's clothing on the ground and put it on immediately.
"Look, put on women's clothes, we are sisters."
"Hehe." Zhuo Shiwei didn't know what was wrong with her, but she thought Guo Yitang's words were ridiculous, so she turned to face the river.
"It's late, let's go back."
"You threw me into the river this afternoon, you would rather joke with Xian'er than come down to save me, Guo Yitang, do you think I'm ridiculous?"
"I don't think you're ridiculous..."
"That's because you think I'm shameless and have been pestering you all the time. I don't mind if you throw me into the water. As long as you treat me a little better, I will treat you better. Do you like this kind of getting along very much?" "
"Weakness...you are my benefactor, you are my savior of Guo Yitang, I never think you are ridiculous, but I think you take your debt to me too deeply, so deep that you feel that you have to watch over me all the time I, as if I would die without warning if you weren't around, made you so worried, and I don't know how to help you resolve it... Are you really so happy when you're by my side?"
"Yes, very happy! No matter what you do! No matter how bad you are to me! I want to give you what you want, I want to accompany you in whatever you do, and I want to see what you see. I care about you, I am Zhuo Shiwei I just care about you, Guo Yitang, I can't find a reason, and I don't need a reason, as long as you don't drive me away, I'm satisfied..." Zhuo Shiwei looked at her, and said in a domineering tone that he didn't know .
"Shiwei, this is wrong, do you know that you can't follow me forever!" Guo Yitang said helplessly.
"I can be with you for the rest of my life, as long as you are willing, no one can make me leave." Zhuo Shiwei said very definitely.
"However, I don't like a woman who always follows me." Guo Yitang said vaguely.
"why"
"Because I can't control myself when I'm with you, I'll be noisy, I'll be too happy, I'll be sad, I don't want so many emotions, and you are always too close to me. You and I are both women , I hope you understand that things like hugging should be used for each other's husbands."
"Then why did you kiss me?" Zhuo Shiwei felt blurred when he heard her words.Zuer and the book suddenly appeared in my mind.
Dark lovesickness, dark lovesickness, instantly seemed to connect the first acquaintance, acquaintance, and all the past into a thread. She was almost as if shocked by thunder, and immediately understood why she had become like this these few days.
"Me!" Guo Yitang was speechless.
"I like you, Guo Yitang, I like you." Zhuo Shiwei's mind was in chaos, just wanting to say something, so she shouted suddenly, and after she finished shouting, both of them were stunned.
Guo Yitang stared at her blankly, turned his head suddenly, and wanted to jump into the water, as if to escape.
"Don't jump." Zhuo Shiwei said behind her.
Guo Yitang really stopped, she didn't look back, but her heart was beating fast, she didn't know what to say, she just felt that she shouldn't be here at this time.
There was a sudden plop behind him, Guo Yitang turned his head immediately, only to see that the cabin was empty and Zhuo Shiwei had disappeared.
"Weakness? Weakness!!!" Guo Yitang ran to the stern anxiously, only to see a shadow flopping in the river in the darkness.
No matter how hard he thumped, he didn't say a word, as if he wanted to swim to the shore.
It was only then that Guo Yitang remembered that Zhuo Shiwei didn't seem to know how to swim, otherwise he wouldn't have been rescued by Nuan Yang this afternoon.
"Shiwei, Shiwei, come back." Guo Yitang yelled, but the shadow jumped to the shore even more when he heard her voice.
But suddenly, that shadow seemed to freeze in the middle of the river, always in one place.The movement looked more and more like a struggle.
Guo Yitang was so frightened that he almost didn't have any time to think about it, so he jumped off immediately.
"Persist in the decline!" Guo Yitang shouted.
"Well, cough, cough." After getting closer, he heard that Zhuo Shiwei seemed to have choked on water, and he couldn't even speak.Gradually submerged in the water.
The water itself was very cold at night, and when she sank like this, Guo Yitang was so frightened that his whole body became cold, and he immediately rolled over into the water, constantly reaching out to grab it.He kept reaching out to grab it.But nothing can be caught.
She couldn't breathe, so she went up immediately. The river was calm and there was nothing.
If you entered the water, you would be dead, Guo Yitang cried and shouted, "Where are you?"
She plunged into the water again, all the way down, she kept grabbing, the river was unknown how deep it was, and suddenly, she seemed to have caught something.But let go again.
She was almost out of breath, but she didn't give up, and continued to chase forward along the place where she let go just now.
Finally, she touched Zhuo Shiwei's feet.Immediately pulled her to the surface of the water.
Zhuo Shiwei had already fainted, Guo Yitang hurriedly swam to the side of the boat with her in his arms and hugged her aboard.
"You can't die when you're in decline."
"You can't be in trouble!" Guo Yitang would only repeat these two sentences.
Tears kept falling, she kept pressing Zhuo Shiwei's chest, Zhuo Shiwei's face was pale and his mouth was tightly closed.
"Why are you jumping down! Why are you jumping down!" Guo Yitang yelled while undoing Zhuo Shiwei's collar.
Press her (please imagine for yourself, because I was caught by the river, and I don't want to change it) to fan her, and in a hurry, I pinched Zhuo Shiwei's nose, pointed at her mouth, and blew heavily.
"Cough..." Not long after, Zhuo Shiwei spit out a few sips of water, lying on the ground weakly, turned his head slightly, and looked at Guo Yitang. "Yitang...why are you crying?"
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☆、Chapter 62
Guo Yitang got down on the ground and hugged her tightly, "Why did you jump off by yourself? What will I do if you die? Why do you want to jump off..."
"I'm afraid you'll be cold if you jump down, there must be someone to leave, then me." Zhuo Shiwei said, coughing non-stop.
"Do you know that you almost died just now and you can't swim!"
"That's better than you jumping down and swimming. I don't want to watch you go..." Zhuo Shiwei smiled softly. He didn't dare to touch Guo Yitang.
Guo Yitang took her hand and exhaled softly, "So you have to jump down, if you die, tell me, what should I do?"
"Then you won't be embarrassed, and no one will bother you. You will be happy.."
"You die, I will accompany you." Guo Yitang looked at Zhuo Shiwei's face and said lightly.
"Fools are all together." Zhuo Shiwei smiled softly, she was exhausted.Her throat and nose hurt from the choking water just now, as if there were water plants choked there.
"Stupid Zhuo Shiwei, treat yourself so easily."
"For you, it's worth it." Zhuo Shiwei said, slowly stretched out his hand, and stroked Guo Yitang's eyebrows.
"It's weird that I like you, isn't it?"
Guo Yitang was still stunned when he heard this, not knowing how to answer.
"Don't make things difficult, I won't do anything to you, don't worry, I know how to make you happy." Zhuo Shiwei said, wanting to stand up by himself, Guo Yitang immediately supported her and let her lean on the cabin.
Treat her so lightly, "You are not allowed to do anything, just stay by my side like this. I will go on a boat now and take you home!" Guo Yitang said, firmly shaking Zhuo Shiwei's hand. He didn't say anything, but Zhuo Shiwei still smiled.
Guo Yitang immediately propped up the boat, and the boat stopped at the entrance of the alley. In the mid-autumn night, there were already few pedestrians on the road.
The boat couldn't go, Guo Yitang wanted to go to the doctor with Zhuo Shiwei on his back, but Zhuo Shiwei insisted on going by himself.But before he could take two steps, his body lightened, and Guo Yitang hugged her.
Without saying a word, just walking forward, Zhuo Shiwei looked at her face, and only said, "It's God's will to meet you, I saved you, and you saved me, so we can settle the matter, right?"
Guo Yitang didn't understand what she meant, Zhuo Shi smiled slightly and leaned on her shoulder, although there were not many people on the street, but seeing the two of them, they couldn't help whispering.
It's very strange, a woman in women's clothing is holding a beautiful boy.
Guo Yitang didn't care, and carried her all the way to the hospital.
The doctor knew she was ill as soon as he checked the pulse. Her face was pale, her whole body was hot, and her head was dizzy. First, it was because of drowning, and second, it was because she had blown the cool wind all afternoon.
Not good for walking because she just drowned because of leg cramps.
Zhuo Shiwei asked Guo Yitang to wait outside, took the medicine list prescribed by the doctor, tore it up lightly, then walked out by himself, and said to Guo Yitang with a smile, "Go back to the inn."
Guo Yitang saw that she was empty-handed, and walked forward by himself, so he didn't go back to find the doctor, and supported her all the way back to the inn.
It was already very late, and the moon viewing was over. The two of them went up to the third floor gently. Because it was too quiet, everyone could hear the sound of being hungry.
Guo Yitang who followed immediately came up to help Zhuo Shiwei open the door, helped her into the room, and said lightly, "You take a rest, I'll bring you something to eat."
"I'll accompany you." Zhuo Shiwei insisted on standing up.Guo Yitang had no choice but to drag her downstairs again, thinking that she had left a serving of porridge and fried dough sticks in the morning, so he went to the counter, and the food was still there, and beside it were two mooncakes and small sticky cakes placed by someone.
"I left it for you in the morning, but you didn't eat it." Guo Yitang said.Zhuo Shiwei glanced at it and said with a smile, "Just eat this."
"No, it's been a day, and the taste has changed, I'll cook porridge for you." Guo Yitang said, but Zhuo Shiwei stopped him.
Zhuo Shiwei took a sip of the porridge lightly and smiled, "It's very fragrant and delicious."
"Do you really want to eat these things?" Guo Yitang pointed to the porridge and said.
"With you here, simple tea and light meals are delicacies from mountains and seas." Zhuo Shi smiled slightly, his face pale.
Guo Yitang had no choice but to carry the tray into Zhuo Shiwei's room.
The two sat together, Zhuo Shiwei drank the porridge slowly, and Guo Yitang took a bite of the mooncake.
"Drink slowly." Guo Yitang said.
"En." Zhuo Shi said, drank half a bowl of porridge, and ate a moon cake.
"It's late, why don't you rest after eating?" Guo Yitang said.
At this moment, Zhuo Shiwei shook her hand and said, "You, can you forget what I said today?"
Seeing that she had never had such a sad look in her eyes, Guo Yitang nodded involuntarily.Only then did Zhuo Shiwei smile like a flower, and lay down quietly on the bed.
Guo Yitang sat quietly at the table for a while, then walked out lightly with the tray in his hand.Back in my room, seeing that there was still half a bowl of porridge left, I was a little hungry and wanted to eat it.
But as soon as she took a bite, she vomited violently.The porridge has gone stale.She looked at the bowl of porridge silently, and remembered Zhuo Shiwei's words, "with you, even simple tea and light rice are delicacies from mountains and seas."
But I felt very uncomfortable, half because it was a woman who said such things to her, and the other half was because Zhuo Shiwei was a rich lady, and for her, even rotten things could be eaten as delicacies without changing his expression.
No matter how I think about it, I don't think it's a good taste, no matter how I think about it, I feel that I am treating Zhuo Shiwei badly.Thinking of her beating Zhuo Shiwei herself, scolding her when she had nothing to do, scaring her, and throwing her into the water today, it seems that Zhuo Shiwei has always tolerated her.
For the first time, Guo Yitang felt that she was headstrong, she could listen to anyone, but in fact Zhuo Shiwei's words were the ones she didn't like to listen to the most.But Zhuo Shiwei didn't blame her, and always accommodated her.
Occasionally, I listened to her a few times because I thought that Zhuo Shiwei was her benefactor.The more Guo Yitang thought about it, the more something went wrong, he tossed and turned, his heart became a mess, like tangled mess, nothing but chaos.
At night, there were vegetable farmers rushing to the morning market by boat. She couldn't sleep, so she sat up, opened the window, and stared at the waterway in a daze.
All the time, in a daze until dawn.Seeing that it was dawn, she stood up and changed her clothes to buy fried dough sticks.
She bought a lot, because Zhuo Shiwei's food was delicious last night, and she wanted to buy more for her, and bought a pack of expensive pastries, thinking that Zhuo Shiwei would definitely like it, she couldn't help laughing.
She just prepared breakfast with a smile, and greeted Guo Yigao with a stinky face with a smile, but Guo Yigao was embarrassed and apologized to her first.She didn't care, and prepared a very hearty breakfast. Yijing also came back last night. Although they didn't have the reunion dinner together, they get together at any time. The members can eat every day.
Guo Yitang sticks to Guo Yitang after a mirror, and Guo Yitang has no choice but to ask Zuer to call Zhuo Shiwei, because Xianer doesn't like Zhuo Shiwei, and if she calls him, something will happen.
Zuer came down after a while, and said to everyone without saying a word, "Let's eat first."
Guo Yitang immediately stood up and was about to go up and call himself, but Zuer said, "Go up after eating."
Guo Yitang had no choice but to sit down, but he didn't eat a bite. Seeing that they had eaten, he stood up and walked to the third floor.
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☆、Chapter 63
At first glance, Zhuo Shiwei's door was open, and the room was neat and tidy, even the quilt hadn't been moved, but there were some water spots where she lay last night.
There were seven 100 taels silver bills pressed on the table, and nothing else was left.
Where will she go this early in the morning?Guo Yitang was very worried about her running around, so he immediately went downstairs to look for her.
Zu'er directly stopped in front of the door and said to her, "I don't think you need to look for it. She didn't want to see you, so she didn't say a word."
"Impossible!" Guo Yitang immediately shook his head in disbelief.
"Nothing is impossible. She is a young lady, she is very capricious. When you were seriously injured, she disappeared like this."
"Impossible!" Guo's veins burst out in anger.
Zuer had never seen her like this before, but had to remind her, "The horse she was riding when she came, I just looked at it, and it's gone."
"She can't leave!" Guo Yitang said still in disbelief.
"Why is it impossible? Do you think she will be by your side forever?" Zuer asked her.
"Anyway, she can't leave anyway, she must have gone out to play, I'll go find her."
"How big is Zecheng, you know, from the middle of the night to now, she has already left Zecheng in a few hours, the world is so big, where can I find it?" Zuer continued.
"Why do you have to say she's gone? She can't go, she said she'll be by my side." Guo Yitang roared loudly, and everyone in the inn stared at her.
"Do you like the look in your eyes? Everyone is staring at you," Zuer said calmly.
Guo Yitang was silent, looked at those people, and didn't say a word.
"Maybe she just didn't want you to be pointed out by others, so she left." Zuer said something, and wanted to leave.
"I don't understand!" Guo Yitang said in a trembling voice while holding Zuer back.
"There are so many things you don't understand. Who do you think has nothing to do and wants to follow you back? Who has nothing to do to follow you all day long?"
"What do you mean?" Guo Yitang was puzzled.
Zu'er walked out of the door and walked to the edge of the river. At this moment, there was no one around, so Guo Yitang followed her and stood behind her.
"You always choose not to say anything. It was then, and it is now. If you choose to say one more word, even if you give me a little hope, I don't think she will leave."
"I don't understand what you're talking about at all. I just want to know, where did she go when you said she was gone?"
"I don't know, maybe I went home." Zuer said with a sigh.
"Do you know where her home is?" Guo Yitang remembered that she had never asked about Zhuo Shiwei's hometown, not even a very vague place.
"What kind of world have you lived in all these years? You can't even see a person who cares about you so much. What else can you see?" Zuer turned around and yelled at Guo Yitang.
Guo Yitang was stunned, he didn't expect Zuer to lose his temper.
"Zu'er, why are you losing your temper? Why is everyone losing their temper at me? What did I do wrong?" Guo Yitang asked cautiously.
"What did you do wrong? You looked at her, what was in your heart? You wouldn't say it, you were silent, and you knew how many people your silence would hurt if it was a critical moment"
"Is it wrong to not speak? Can I change anything by speaking?"
"How did Shiwei treat you? You can't see it? I, a bystander, know it clearly. You have to be pointed out to understand it?"
"I never like to beat around the bush, and you know that too!"
"I didn't make you turn a corner to understand anything, let alone in terms of reading and eloquence, I am not as good as you, and I can't say no to you, but if you are so willful, one day, you will regret it!"
"Why am I willful? How can I regret it?" Guo Yitang looked at Zuer inexplicably.
Zu'er smiled lightly, sighed, and nodded, "All your mind is focused on the book. You are obviously a girl, but you are full of sourness as a scholar. Apart from the article, what else is in your head?" ?”
Guo Yitang immediately returned to "I am such a person! I am such a person! You are all inexplicable, first Zhuo Shiwei, then you, are you all unhappy to see me, that's fine, I can't leave gone."
"You treat the people around you capriciously, thinking that what you think and think must be what others think. Hurt and bully her, you don't follow the etiquette to your friends, you take men home casually, Guo Yitang, do you really feel that you have a clear conscience for what you have done?" Zuer said, pulling Guo Yitang's arm.
Guo Yitang took a deep breath, didn't look at Zuer, just said "Zuer, I tried my best, I may be really pedantic, I really don't understand the world, but I never want to hurt others, let alone hurt Shiwei."
Only then did Zu'er turn to face her, seeing Guo Yitang's somewhat lonely look, said softly, "It's useless to regret now."
So he passed by Guo Yitang and wanted to leave, but Guo Yitang grabbed her wrist and said
"You haven't told me yet, do you know where she is?" Guo Yitang only cared about this.
"I don't know, you can regret it slowly." Zu'er left quickly after leaving a sentence.
Unable to believe that Zhuo Shiwei had really left, Guo Yitang took a horse from the stable without resting all day, ran all over the city, and then went out in a boat to look for it.All the places He Zhuo Shiwei had been to had been visited several times, but there was no one in sight.
After searching for a whole day, there was no clue. Yiming also helped her find it. Nuan Yang knew it and kept looking for it. There was no news until late at night.
Guo Yitang sat on the stairs of the inn, looking at the counter where he and Zhuo Shiwei were sneaking around looking for food last night.Thinking about it, her eyes became a little blurred. She leaned against the railing and just lay there. She didn't sleep much in the past two days. She was very tired, but she couldn't fall asleep.
I had to close my eyes, and there was only the whistling wind in my ears, nothing else.
She just lay there on the stairs all night, and no one cared about her until a guest came down and saw her lying there like a dead person.
A sharp scream woke up everyone in the inn.Guo Yitang then stood up tremblingly, climbed to the third floor, and slept at the door of Zhuo Shiwei's room without going back to the room.
Because there were no guests on the third floor, no one left at all.She just lay there, as if guarding Zhuo Shiwei.
She began to regret why she didn't stay by Zhuo Shiwei's side at that time, she obviously just escaped from death and needed someone to take care of her.
It was time to eat, Xian'er took the tray, walked to her side, sat down, and pulled her to sit up.Guo Yitang looked at her and asked, "Xian'er, what did I do wrong?"
"You did nothing wrong, you are fine, don't listen to other people's nonsense." Xian'er seemed in a good mood, and brought a bowl of soup to Guo Yitang. Guo Yitang shook his head, and she fed it to Guo Yitang spoon by spoon Tong's lips.
"It seems that Xian'er is the only one who still treats me like before." Guo Yitang couldn't refuse, so he had to take a few mouthfuls.There is no taste, no taste in anything you eat.
"Of course, I'm the best for Tangtang." Xian'er smiled and kissed Guo Yitang on the cheek.
Guo Yitang quickly wiped it off, shook his head and said, "You guys always like to kiss each other, what's the point?"
"What's wrong? Kissing you means I like you." Xian'er said, stroking her eyebrows.
Guo Yitang's heart is calm, Xian'er often says that she likes her, but she is always silent, because she thinks that Xian'er's liking is for her sister.
But Zhuo Shiwei said to her twice, I like you, but he couldn't make Guo Yitang treat these words as the words between sisters.
No, I don't know why, she just thinks it's not possible.I feel that Zhuo Shiwei's love is very meaningful, and it cannot be between sisters, but she did not respond, and only thought of running away.
"Don't worry about those weird people, Tangtang, I'm here." Xian'er said, looking at her with a slight smile.
Guo Yitang pursed his lips and nodded. Since there was nowhere to be found, it could only mean that Zhuo Shiwei didn't want to see her. She came and went so freely that there was no trace of her.
Maybe she came home, maybe she got tired of playing... In any case, it's not a bad thing for Zhuo Shiwei to leave..
Coupled with Xian'er saying something from the side, Guo Yitang's mind slowly calmed down.
Yiming came back, got tired and went back to bed, went to the third floor and told Guo Yitang, Nuan Yang asked them to go to the academy to ask for a month's leave for him.
Nuan Yang said that he wanted to find Shi Wei... without any reason, Nuan Yang also left.
Guo Yitang nodded, indicating that he knew. Then Xian'er followed Yiming away.
He walked into Zhuo Shiwei's room by himself, walking back and forth over and over again.
Why can't I answer her words? Why don't I keep it?
Guo Yitang ran around in circles over and over again, but couldn't figure it out. What's wrong with my heart? I opened the window and looked at the sky outside.
Zhuo Shiwei, why are you leaving? Didn't you say you wanted to stay by my side?
If Yitang couldn't find the answer, only Zhuo Shiwei's name and some broken memories were spinning in his mind.
sleepless nights..
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☆、Chapter 64
When I returned to the academy, the fallen leaves all over the mountain were almost gone, and the entire academy was covered with fallen leaves.
It was a very bleak chill. Guo Yitang asked Zhuo Shiwei and Xia Nuanyang each for a month off.
The master didn't say anything, but just withheld their orthographic numbers for a month. An order was issued that if they don't return for a month, they will be expelled from the academy.
Guo Yitang was still the same as usual, what to do, what to eat, what to eat, but the Analects of Confucius did not refute with the master, but sat alone in the back corner.
In her free time, she was either sleeping, cleaning the study, or copying books. Everything was as usual, but she never mentioned Zhuo Shiwei again.
After more than ten days as usual, in late August, another exam was ushered in. Guo Yitang had no intention of competing for hegemony, and sat in his own position in a daze.
Not long after, she only raised her head when she heard the uproar around her. In the main hall, besides the host and the two teachers, there was another woman.
The woman was tall and slender, with a dark face, and she was very beautiful, but she was not from the Central Plains, but was born from intermarriage between the Central Plains and other ethnic groups.
She is dressed hot, her waist is exposed, her skin is white, her eyes are big and round, she has dimples when she smiles, she looks about 23 or [-] years old, she is a very mature beauty.
It is not too much to say that it is a city, it is much more beautiful than the pure Central Plains women. But it looks too wild, making frail scholars discouraged.
At this moment, her eyes fell on Nian Zigao, the best-looking dean of the North, who was also very happy to see the beauty, and kept waving his hands.
"This is a special person invited today. I don't take other questions in today's test. I just look at this woman's appearance and write down words of praise, even if it's romantic."
Everyone hadn't seen this kind of topic, but they wanted to write it again. Those nonsense poems that were said in the brothel on weekdays could be used.
They wrote quickly one by one, while looking at the beauties, talking with the people around them.
Guo Yitang sat calmly with her eyes closed. She didn't want to take the exam. If it wasn't for the rule that she couldn't leave early, she would have left long ago.
She closed her eyes and was about to fall asleep when she suddenly smelled a strange fragrance. She opened her eyes and looked at the boots in front of her without looking up.When she didn't look up, the man immediately squatted down and looked at her very closely.
Guo Yitang just looked at her without any expression, that woman is very beautiful, the closer you look, the more beautiful she is, the tulle she is wearing can't hide the beauty of her chest, Guo Yitang looks directly at her face, very calm.
"There has never been a man who was not interested in me." The woman whispered on her lips.
Guo Yitang felt the fragrance was too strong, so he couldn't help turning his head lightly, and blocked his nose with his fingers, but the woman sat down in front of her, resting her chin on her hand, and looked at her.
"Why don't you dare to look at me?" the woman asked.
Guo Yitang didn't want to talk, so he simply stood up and wanted to leave, but was yelled at by his master and sat down again.She had no choice but to lay out a sheet of paper, and then fell asleep on the table with her arms folded.
Seeing her like this, the woman couldn't help getting angry, there was a water bowl beside her, she picked it up, stood up, a bowl of black water poured from the head to Guo Yitang's feet.
If Yitang didn't say a word, everyone looked at the woman in amazement. The woman threw the bowl fiercely. She was glaring at first, but in an instant, she became gentle and pleasant again, and the transformation was very fast.
She squatted down again, "Apologize to me, and I will forgive you."
Guo Yitang looked at her inexplicably, it was Guo Yiming who quickly squeezed up, embraced Guo Yitang, and apologized to the woman repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, girl, my brother didn't do well, I apologize for him. "
The woman immediately stood up and looked down at the two of them, "Hmph."
Guo Yitang also stood up immediately, she was half a head taller than the woman, and the woman was slightly surprised by her height.
"Girl, not everyone in the world has sex, so what about a girl's beauty? After a hundred years, will she still have such a face?"
"What did you say!" The woman wanted to do something angrily.But as if thinking of his identity, he stopped immediately, folded his hands behind his back, looked at Guo Yitang, and said with a smile, "My lord is an upright man, well, I hope you won't lose your chance to become an official because of my good words." .”
"Miss, think about it too much. If a poem of praise can directly reach the officialdom, why do you need to study hard for ten years?" Guo Yitang returned and handed in a snow-white piece of paper.
Walked out of the hall early.Of course, the result can be imagined, she was detained orthographic and had to be locked up in a quiet room.But that can only be implemented after returning to the academy.
She came out early and walked aimlessly on the street.Thinking of Zhuo Shiwei's maid, she immediately went to visit her, but the building was already empty.She stared blankly at the courtyard as before, and sat on the threshold.
"What did I do wrong? Bao'er, why didn't you tell me, Zhuo Shiwei?
Immediately found the owner of the boat, bought the boat with a 100 tael bill, and then dragged Guo Yitang down.
Guo Yitang was in a bad mood all the way, Zhuo Shiwei asked her to sit and she just sat there without moving.
"Yitang, sit still and don't move, I'll be right back." Zhuo Shiwei immediately ran ashore, bought a bunch of food, went to a tailor shop, and bought a set of men's clothes.Just come back.
Guo Yitang was still sitting in the same posture just now, but his face became more and more ugly.
Only then did Zhuo Shiwei let go of the rope and let the boat go with the wind.After a while, the boat went into the big river.They went to the same place as yesterday.
She walked over, touched Guo Yitang's hairpin, and then took it off.One by one, they were all slowly dismantled.
Guo Yitang's black hair was scattered on his shoulders like this.It was the first time for Zhuo Shiwei to look at her so closely, her outline was so clear.She is also considered a beauty among women.The eyes are like stars, and it looks a little bottomless, like a whirlpool, drawing people into it.
"Come on, put it on." Zhuo Shiwei's face became hot, he turned his head hastily, and took a few steps to get the clothes.
Guo Yitang stood up impatiently, and took off his clothes one by one. Fortunately, he was wearing a jacket and pants, so he didn't need to take off all his clothes. Then, Guo Yitang put on the men's clothes.
But before it was finished, it stopped and the sleeves fell off the shoulders.
The clothes she bought were too small for her to wear at all.As soon as the clothes were damaged, Guo Yitang felt even worse. She immediately took off her clothes, threw them into the water, and yelled at the river, "I, Guo Yitang, am a wild boy! What if I don't wear women's clothes! !"
Zhuo Shiwei was almost stunned by her actions, and hurriedly grabbed her, afraid that she would jump off in agitation.
Guo Yitang sat down again with her face flushed, and then, unexpectedly, she reached out and put her hand around Zhuo Shiwei's waist, like a child, she put her head on Zhuo Shiwei's waist.
"You, what's wrong with you?"
After a long time, Guo Yitang murmured softly, "I listened to my brother and went to meet the man, and felt inappropriate, so I just came out."
"Then my brother caught up with me and scolded me, saying that I wasn't feminine enough, gentle enough, or anything else. Why should I look down on that talented person, saying that people don't think I'm a bamboo pole, a person who only wears clothes?" I should be satisfied with a woman in men's clothing."
Zhuo Shiwei listened to her talking silently.
"Why should I decide my life so easily, why should I marry someone I don't know, why should I listen to my parents' orders and the matchmaker's words!"
The more Guo Yitang talked, the more angry he became, and the strength of his hand became stronger and stronger, and he hugged Zhuo Shiwei tightly.
Zhuo Shiwei couldn't comfort her, but she didn't know why, she was very happy in her heart, she was happy that Guo Yitang didn't like others, or they didn't like her, it didn't matter.In short, it is enough for Guo Yitang to be by his side now!
"It's okay, your brother is only worried about you because he cares too much about you. Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, a family reunion, you see it's so late, why don't you go back and have a reunion dinner with them," Zhuo Shiwei said.
"No, it's enough for me to be with you." Guo Yitang also lost his temper. After being scolded, no one can be in a good mood.And now maybe Guo Yigao is also angry, and maybe he will be scolded again when he goes back.
This seemingly unintentional sentence made Zhuo Shiwei very happy.She immediately hugged Guo Yitang back.
"Okay, then stay by my side, don't run away, don't look at others, okay?"
Guo Yitang didn't listen much, but muffled "En."
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☆、Chapter 61
The two hugged quietly in the river for a long time without thinking about anything, but after a long time, Guo Yitang heard a gurgling sound.
"Are you hungry?" She just looked up, but Zhuo Shiwei shook her head, she couldn't feel anything, she just wanted to hold Guo together.He reached out and wanted to hug her, but Guo Yitang stood up.
Zhuo Shiwei just hugged her tightly, pressing his face against her chest.
"I'm not hungry, it's very comfortable to just hold you like this." Zhuo Shiwei sighed softly.
Guo Yitang didn't care, and dragged Zhuo Shiwei to the small table. Seeing a pile of food, he quickly dispersed and ate a cake first.Only then did I realize that what Zhuo Shiwei bought were mostly snacks, and he wasn't full at all.
Zhuo Shiwei felt a chill all over his body and sneezed involuntarily.Shivering, Guo Yitang hugged him even tighter.
Guo Yitang looked up, only then did he realize where he was, what happened yesterday immediately appeared in his mind, and now, Zhuo Shiwei was still holding her.
She immediately pushed Zhuo Shiwei away, stretched out her hand from a distance, and said to Zhuo Shiwei, "Uh, good brother, don't hug each other."
"Who wants to be a good brother to you." Enraged by Guo Yitang's inexplicable words, Zhuo Shiwei returned.
"You said it yourself last night." Guo Yitang reminded her.
"I've been thinking about this all day today. I thought I could treat you as a brother, but we are all women. I think this way is impossible."
"It doesn't matter, brothers are not good, you can still be sisters." Guo Yitang said firmly.
She was wearing a middle coat and trousers. Seeing Zhuo Shiwei looking at her, she quickly picked up the women's clothing on the ground and put it on immediately.
"Look, put on women's clothes, we are sisters."
"Hehe." Zhuo Shiwei didn't know what was wrong with her, but she thought Guo Yitang's words were ridiculous, so she turned to face the river.
"It's late, let's go back."
"You threw me into the river this afternoon, you would rather joke with Xian'er than come down to save me, Guo Yitang, do you think I'm ridiculous?"
"I don't think you're ridiculous..."
"That's because you think I'm shameless and have been pestering you all the time. I don't mind if you throw me into the water. As long as you treat me a little better, I will treat you better. Do you like this kind of getting along very much?" "
"Weakness...you are my benefactor, you are my savior of Guo Yitang, I never think you are ridiculous, but I think you take your debt to me too deeply, so deep that you feel that you have to watch over me all the time I, as if I would die without warning if you weren't around, made you so worried, and I don't know how to help you resolve it... Are you really so happy when you're by my side?"
"Yes, very happy! No matter what you do! No matter how bad you are to me! I want to give you what you want, I want to accompany you in whatever you do, and I want to see what you see. I care about you, I am Zhuo Shiwei I just care about you, Guo Yitang, I can't find a reason, and I don't need a reason, as long as you don't drive me away, I'm satisfied..." Zhuo Shiwei looked at her, and said in a domineering tone that he didn't know .
"Shiwei, this is wrong, do you know that you can't follow me forever!" Guo Yitang said helplessly.
"I can be with you for the rest of my life, as long as you are willing, no one can make me leave." Zhuo Shiwei said very definitely.
"However, I don't like a woman who always follows me." Guo Yitang said vaguely.
"why"
"Because I can't control myself when I'm with you, I'll be noisy, I'll be too happy, I'll be sad, I don't want so many emotions, and you are always too close to me. You and I are both women , I hope you understand that things like hugging should be used for each other's husbands."
"Then why did you kiss me?" Zhuo Shiwei felt blurred when he heard her words.Zuer and the book suddenly appeared in my mind.
Dark lovesickness, dark lovesickness, instantly seemed to connect the first acquaintance, acquaintance, and all the past into a thread. She was almost as if shocked by thunder, and immediately understood why she had become like this these few days.
"Me!" Guo Yitang was speechless.
"I like you, Guo Yitang, I like you." Zhuo Shiwei's mind was in chaos, just wanting to say something, so she shouted suddenly, and after she finished shouting, both of them were stunned.
Guo Yitang stared at her blankly, turned his head suddenly, and wanted to jump into the water, as if to escape.
"Don't jump." Zhuo Shiwei said behind her.
Guo Yitang really stopped, she didn't look back, but her heart was beating fast, she didn't know what to say, she just felt that she shouldn't be here at this time.
There was a sudden plop behind him, Guo Yitang turned his head immediately, only to see that the cabin was empty and Zhuo Shiwei had disappeared.
"Weakness? Weakness!!!" Guo Yitang ran to the stern anxiously, only to see a shadow flopping in the river in the darkness.
No matter how hard he thumped, he didn't say a word, as if he wanted to swim to the shore.
It was only then that Guo Yitang remembered that Zhuo Shiwei didn't seem to know how to swim, otherwise he wouldn't have been rescued by Nuan Yang this afternoon.
"Shiwei, Shiwei, come back." Guo Yitang yelled, but the shadow jumped to the shore even more when he heard her voice.
But suddenly, that shadow seemed to freeze in the middle of the river, always in one place.The movement looked more and more like a struggle.
Guo Yitang was so frightened that he almost didn't have any time to think about it, so he jumped off immediately.
"Persist in the decline!" Guo Yitang shouted.
"Well, cough, cough." After getting closer, he heard that Zhuo Shiwei seemed to have choked on water, and he couldn't even speak.Gradually submerged in the water.
The water itself was very cold at night, and when she sank like this, Guo Yitang was so frightened that his whole body became cold, and he immediately rolled over into the water, constantly reaching out to grab it.He kept reaching out to grab it.But nothing can be caught.
She couldn't breathe, so she went up immediately. The river was calm and there was nothing.
If you entered the water, you would be dead, Guo Yitang cried and shouted, "Where are you?"
She plunged into the water again, all the way down, she kept grabbing, the river was unknown how deep it was, and suddenly, she seemed to have caught something.But let go again.
She was almost out of breath, but she didn't give up, and continued to chase forward along the place where she let go just now.
Finally, she touched Zhuo Shiwei's feet.Immediately pulled her to the surface of the water.
Zhuo Shiwei had already fainted, Guo Yitang hurriedly swam to the side of the boat with her in his arms and hugged her aboard.
"You can't die when you're in decline."
"You can't be in trouble!" Guo Yitang would only repeat these two sentences.
Tears kept falling, she kept pressing Zhuo Shiwei's chest, Zhuo Shiwei's face was pale and his mouth was tightly closed.
"Why are you jumping down! Why are you jumping down!" Guo Yitang yelled while undoing Zhuo Shiwei's collar.
Press her (please imagine for yourself, because I was caught by the river, and I don't want to change it) to fan her, and in a hurry, I pinched Zhuo Shiwei's nose, pointed at her mouth, and blew heavily.
"Cough..." Not long after, Zhuo Shiwei spit out a few sips of water, lying on the ground weakly, turned his head slightly, and looked at Guo Yitang. "Yitang...why are you crying?"
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☆、Chapter 62
Guo Yitang got down on the ground and hugged her tightly, "Why did you jump off by yourself? What will I do if you die? Why do you want to jump off..."
"I'm afraid you'll be cold if you jump down, there must be someone to leave, then me." Zhuo Shiwei said, coughing non-stop.
"Do you know that you almost died just now and you can't swim!"
"That's better than you jumping down and swimming. I don't want to watch you go..." Zhuo Shiwei smiled softly. He didn't dare to touch Guo Yitang.
Guo Yitang took her hand and exhaled softly, "So you have to jump down, if you die, tell me, what should I do?"
"Then you won't be embarrassed, and no one will bother you. You will be happy.."
"You die, I will accompany you." Guo Yitang looked at Zhuo Shiwei's face and said lightly.
"Fools are all together." Zhuo Shiwei smiled softly, she was exhausted.Her throat and nose hurt from the choking water just now, as if there were water plants choked there.
"Stupid Zhuo Shiwei, treat yourself so easily."
"For you, it's worth it." Zhuo Shiwei said, slowly stretched out his hand, and stroked Guo Yitang's eyebrows.
"It's weird that I like you, isn't it?"
Guo Yitang was still stunned when he heard this, not knowing how to answer.
"Don't make things difficult, I won't do anything to you, don't worry, I know how to make you happy." Zhuo Shiwei said, wanting to stand up by himself, Guo Yitang immediately supported her and let her lean on the cabin.
Treat her so lightly, "You are not allowed to do anything, just stay by my side like this. I will go on a boat now and take you home!" Guo Yitang said, firmly shaking Zhuo Shiwei's hand. He didn't say anything, but Zhuo Shiwei still smiled.
Guo Yitang immediately propped up the boat, and the boat stopped at the entrance of the alley. In the mid-autumn night, there were already few pedestrians on the road.
The boat couldn't go, Guo Yitang wanted to go to the doctor with Zhuo Shiwei on his back, but Zhuo Shiwei insisted on going by himself.But before he could take two steps, his body lightened, and Guo Yitang hugged her.
Without saying a word, just walking forward, Zhuo Shiwei looked at her face, and only said, "It's God's will to meet you, I saved you, and you saved me, so we can settle the matter, right?"
Guo Yitang didn't understand what she meant, Zhuo Shi smiled slightly and leaned on her shoulder, although there were not many people on the street, but seeing the two of them, they couldn't help whispering.
It's very strange, a woman in women's clothing is holding a beautiful boy.
Guo Yitang didn't care, and carried her all the way to the hospital.
The doctor knew she was ill as soon as he checked the pulse. Her face was pale, her whole body was hot, and her head was dizzy. First, it was because of drowning, and second, it was because she had blown the cool wind all afternoon.
Not good for walking because she just drowned because of leg cramps.
Zhuo Shiwei asked Guo Yitang to wait outside, took the medicine list prescribed by the doctor, tore it up lightly, then walked out by himself, and said to Guo Yitang with a smile, "Go back to the inn."
Guo Yitang saw that she was empty-handed, and walked forward by himself, so he didn't go back to find the doctor, and supported her all the way back to the inn.
It was already very late, and the moon viewing was over. The two of them went up to the third floor gently. Because it was too quiet, everyone could hear the sound of being hungry.
Guo Yitang who followed immediately came up to help Zhuo Shiwei open the door, helped her into the room, and said lightly, "You take a rest, I'll bring you something to eat."
"I'll accompany you." Zhuo Shiwei insisted on standing up.Guo Yitang had no choice but to drag her downstairs again, thinking that she had left a serving of porridge and fried dough sticks in the morning, so he went to the counter, and the food was still there, and beside it were two mooncakes and small sticky cakes placed by someone.
"I left it for you in the morning, but you didn't eat it." Guo Yitang said.Zhuo Shiwei glanced at it and said with a smile, "Just eat this."
"No, it's been a day, and the taste has changed, I'll cook porridge for you." Guo Yitang said, but Zhuo Shiwei stopped him.
Zhuo Shiwei took a sip of the porridge lightly and smiled, "It's very fragrant and delicious."
"Do you really want to eat these things?" Guo Yitang pointed to the porridge and said.
"With you here, simple tea and light meals are delicacies from mountains and seas." Zhuo Shi smiled slightly, his face pale.
Guo Yitang had no choice but to carry the tray into Zhuo Shiwei's room.
The two sat together, Zhuo Shiwei drank the porridge slowly, and Guo Yitang took a bite of the mooncake.
"Drink slowly." Guo Yitang said.
"En." Zhuo Shi said, drank half a bowl of porridge, and ate a moon cake.
"It's late, why don't you rest after eating?" Guo Yitang said.
At this moment, Zhuo Shiwei shook her hand and said, "You, can you forget what I said today?"
Seeing that she had never had such a sad look in her eyes, Guo Yitang nodded involuntarily.Only then did Zhuo Shiwei smile like a flower, and lay down quietly on the bed.
Guo Yitang sat quietly at the table for a while, then walked out lightly with the tray in his hand.Back in my room, seeing that there was still half a bowl of porridge left, I was a little hungry and wanted to eat it.
But as soon as she took a bite, she vomited violently.The porridge has gone stale.She looked at the bowl of porridge silently, and remembered Zhuo Shiwei's words, "with you, even simple tea and light rice are delicacies from mountains and seas."
But I felt very uncomfortable, half because it was a woman who said such things to her, and the other half was because Zhuo Shiwei was a rich lady, and for her, even rotten things could be eaten as delicacies without changing his expression.
No matter how I think about it, I don't think it's a good taste, no matter how I think about it, I feel that I am treating Zhuo Shiwei badly.Thinking of her beating Zhuo Shiwei herself, scolding her when she had nothing to do, scaring her, and throwing her into the water today, it seems that Zhuo Shiwei has always tolerated her.
For the first time, Guo Yitang felt that she was headstrong, she could listen to anyone, but in fact Zhuo Shiwei's words were the ones she didn't like to listen to the most.But Zhuo Shiwei didn't blame her, and always accommodated her.
Occasionally, I listened to her a few times because I thought that Zhuo Shiwei was her benefactor.The more Guo Yitang thought about it, the more something went wrong, he tossed and turned, his heart became a mess, like tangled mess, nothing but chaos.
At night, there were vegetable farmers rushing to the morning market by boat. She couldn't sleep, so she sat up, opened the window, and stared at the waterway in a daze.
All the time, in a daze until dawn.Seeing that it was dawn, she stood up and changed her clothes to buy fried dough sticks.
She bought a lot, because Zhuo Shiwei's food was delicious last night, and she wanted to buy more for her, and bought a pack of expensive pastries, thinking that Zhuo Shiwei would definitely like it, she couldn't help laughing.
She just prepared breakfast with a smile, and greeted Guo Yigao with a stinky face with a smile, but Guo Yigao was embarrassed and apologized to her first.She didn't care, and prepared a very hearty breakfast. Yijing also came back last night. Although they didn't have the reunion dinner together, they get together at any time. The members can eat every day.
Guo Yitang sticks to Guo Yitang after a mirror, and Guo Yitang has no choice but to ask Zuer to call Zhuo Shiwei, because Xianer doesn't like Zhuo Shiwei, and if she calls him, something will happen.
Zuer came down after a while, and said to everyone without saying a word, "Let's eat first."
Guo Yitang immediately stood up and was about to go up and call himself, but Zuer said, "Go up after eating."
Guo Yitang had no choice but to sit down, but he didn't eat a bite. Seeing that they had eaten, he stood up and walked to the third floor.
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☆、Chapter 63
At first glance, Zhuo Shiwei's door was open, and the room was neat and tidy, even the quilt hadn't been moved, but there were some water spots where she lay last night.
There were seven 100 taels silver bills pressed on the table, and nothing else was left.
Where will she go this early in the morning?Guo Yitang was very worried about her running around, so he immediately went downstairs to look for her.
Zu'er directly stopped in front of the door and said to her, "I don't think you need to look for it. She didn't want to see you, so she didn't say a word."
"Impossible!" Guo Yitang immediately shook his head in disbelief.
"Nothing is impossible. She is a young lady, she is very capricious. When you were seriously injured, she disappeared like this."
"Impossible!" Guo's veins burst out in anger.
Zuer had never seen her like this before, but had to remind her, "The horse she was riding when she came, I just looked at it, and it's gone."
"She can't leave!" Guo Yitang said still in disbelief.
"Why is it impossible? Do you think she will be by your side forever?" Zuer asked her.
"Anyway, she can't leave anyway, she must have gone out to play, I'll go find her."
"How big is Zecheng, you know, from the middle of the night to now, she has already left Zecheng in a few hours, the world is so big, where can I find it?" Zuer continued.
"Why do you have to say she's gone? She can't go, she said she'll be by my side." Guo Yitang roared loudly, and everyone in the inn stared at her.
"Do you like the look in your eyes? Everyone is staring at you," Zuer said calmly.
Guo Yitang was silent, looked at those people, and didn't say a word.
"Maybe she just didn't want you to be pointed out by others, so she left." Zuer said something, and wanted to leave.
"I don't understand!" Guo Yitang said in a trembling voice while holding Zuer back.
"There are so many things you don't understand. Who do you think has nothing to do and wants to follow you back? Who has nothing to do to follow you all day long?"
"What do you mean?" Guo Yitang was puzzled.
Zu'er walked out of the door and walked to the edge of the river. At this moment, there was no one around, so Guo Yitang followed her and stood behind her.
"You always choose not to say anything. It was then, and it is now. If you choose to say one more word, even if you give me a little hope, I don't think she will leave."
"I don't understand what you're talking about at all. I just want to know, where did she go when you said she was gone?"
"I don't know, maybe I went home." Zuer said with a sigh.
"Do you know where her home is?" Guo Yitang remembered that she had never asked about Zhuo Shiwei's hometown, not even a very vague place.
"What kind of world have you lived in all these years? You can't even see a person who cares about you so much. What else can you see?" Zuer turned around and yelled at Guo Yitang.
Guo Yitang was stunned, he didn't expect Zuer to lose his temper.
"Zu'er, why are you losing your temper? Why is everyone losing their temper at me? What did I do wrong?" Guo Yitang asked cautiously.
"What did you do wrong? You looked at her, what was in your heart? You wouldn't say it, you were silent, and you knew how many people your silence would hurt if it was a critical moment"
"Is it wrong to not speak? Can I change anything by speaking?"
"How did Shiwei treat you? You can't see it? I, a bystander, know it clearly. You have to be pointed out to understand it?"
"I never like to beat around the bush, and you know that too!"
"I didn't make you turn a corner to understand anything, let alone in terms of reading and eloquence, I am not as good as you, and I can't say no to you, but if you are so willful, one day, you will regret it!"
"Why am I willful? How can I regret it?" Guo Yitang looked at Zuer inexplicably.
Zu'er smiled lightly, sighed, and nodded, "All your mind is focused on the book. You are obviously a girl, but you are full of sourness as a scholar. Apart from the article, what else is in your head?" ?”
Guo Yitang immediately returned to "I am such a person! I am such a person! You are all inexplicable, first Zhuo Shiwei, then you, are you all unhappy to see me, that's fine, I can't leave gone."
"You treat the people around you capriciously, thinking that what you think and think must be what others think. Hurt and bully her, you don't follow the etiquette to your friends, you take men home casually, Guo Yitang, do you really feel that you have a clear conscience for what you have done?" Zuer said, pulling Guo Yitang's arm.
Guo Yitang took a deep breath, didn't look at Zuer, just said "Zuer, I tried my best, I may be really pedantic, I really don't understand the world, but I never want to hurt others, let alone hurt Shiwei."
Only then did Zu'er turn to face her, seeing Guo Yitang's somewhat lonely look, said softly, "It's useless to regret now."
So he passed by Guo Yitang and wanted to leave, but Guo Yitang grabbed her wrist and said
"You haven't told me yet, do you know where she is?" Guo Yitang only cared about this.
"I don't know, you can regret it slowly." Zu'er left quickly after leaving a sentence.
Unable to believe that Zhuo Shiwei had really left, Guo Yitang took a horse from the stable without resting all day, ran all over the city, and then went out in a boat to look for it.All the places He Zhuo Shiwei had been to had been visited several times, but there was no one in sight.
After searching for a whole day, there was no clue. Yiming also helped her find it. Nuan Yang knew it and kept looking for it. There was no news until late at night.
Guo Yitang sat on the stairs of the inn, looking at the counter where he and Zhuo Shiwei were sneaking around looking for food last night.Thinking about it, her eyes became a little blurred. She leaned against the railing and just lay there. She didn't sleep much in the past two days. She was very tired, but she couldn't fall asleep.
I had to close my eyes, and there was only the whistling wind in my ears, nothing else.
She just lay there on the stairs all night, and no one cared about her until a guest came down and saw her lying there like a dead person.
A sharp scream woke up everyone in the inn.Guo Yitang then stood up tremblingly, climbed to the third floor, and slept at the door of Zhuo Shiwei's room without going back to the room.
Because there were no guests on the third floor, no one left at all.She just lay there, as if guarding Zhuo Shiwei.
She began to regret why she didn't stay by Zhuo Shiwei's side at that time, she obviously just escaped from death and needed someone to take care of her.
It was time to eat, Xian'er took the tray, walked to her side, sat down, and pulled her to sit up.Guo Yitang looked at her and asked, "Xian'er, what did I do wrong?"
"You did nothing wrong, you are fine, don't listen to other people's nonsense." Xian'er seemed in a good mood, and brought a bowl of soup to Guo Yitang. Guo Yitang shook his head, and she fed it to Guo Yitang spoon by spoon Tong's lips.
"It seems that Xian'er is the only one who still treats me like before." Guo Yitang couldn't refuse, so he had to take a few mouthfuls.There is no taste, no taste in anything you eat.
"Of course, I'm the best for Tangtang." Xian'er smiled and kissed Guo Yitang on the cheek.
Guo Yitang quickly wiped it off, shook his head and said, "You guys always like to kiss each other, what's the point?"
"What's wrong? Kissing you means I like you." Xian'er said, stroking her eyebrows.
Guo Yitang's heart is calm, Xian'er often says that she likes her, but she is always silent, because she thinks that Xian'er's liking is for her sister.
But Zhuo Shiwei said to her twice, I like you, but he couldn't make Guo Yitang treat these words as the words between sisters.
No, I don't know why, she just thinks it's not possible.I feel that Zhuo Shiwei's love is very meaningful, and it cannot be between sisters, but she did not respond, and only thought of running away.
"Don't worry about those weird people, Tangtang, I'm here." Xian'er said, looking at her with a slight smile.
Guo Yitang pursed his lips and nodded. Since there was nowhere to be found, it could only mean that Zhuo Shiwei didn't want to see her. She came and went so freely that there was no trace of her.
Maybe she came home, maybe she got tired of playing... In any case, it's not a bad thing for Zhuo Shiwei to leave..
Coupled with Xian'er saying something from the side, Guo Yitang's mind slowly calmed down.
Yiming came back, got tired and went back to bed, went to the third floor and told Guo Yitang, Nuan Yang asked them to go to the academy to ask for a month's leave for him.
Nuan Yang said that he wanted to find Shi Wei... without any reason, Nuan Yang also left.
Guo Yitang nodded, indicating that he knew. Then Xian'er followed Yiming away.
He walked into Zhuo Shiwei's room by himself, walking back and forth over and over again.
Why can't I answer her words? Why don't I keep it?
Guo Yitang ran around in circles over and over again, but couldn't figure it out. What's wrong with my heart? I opened the window and looked at the sky outside.
Zhuo Shiwei, why are you leaving? Didn't you say you wanted to stay by my side?
If Yitang couldn't find the answer, only Zhuo Shiwei's name and some broken memories were spinning in his mind.
sleepless nights..
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☆、Chapter 64
When I returned to the academy, the fallen leaves all over the mountain were almost gone, and the entire academy was covered with fallen leaves.
It was a very bleak chill. Guo Yitang asked Zhuo Shiwei and Xia Nuanyang each for a month off.
The master didn't say anything, but just withheld their orthographic numbers for a month. An order was issued that if they don't return for a month, they will be expelled from the academy.
Guo Yitang was still the same as usual, what to do, what to eat, what to eat, but the Analects of Confucius did not refute with the master, but sat alone in the back corner.
In her free time, she was either sleeping, cleaning the study, or copying books. Everything was as usual, but she never mentioned Zhuo Shiwei again.
After more than ten days as usual, in late August, another exam was ushered in. Guo Yitang had no intention of competing for hegemony, and sat in his own position in a daze.
Not long after, she only raised her head when she heard the uproar around her. In the main hall, besides the host and the two teachers, there was another woman.
The woman was tall and slender, with a dark face, and she was very beautiful, but she was not from the Central Plains, but was born from intermarriage between the Central Plains and other ethnic groups.
She is dressed hot, her waist is exposed, her skin is white, her eyes are big and round, she has dimples when she smiles, she looks about 23 or [-] years old, she is a very mature beauty.
It is not too much to say that it is a city, it is much more beautiful than the pure Central Plains women. But it looks too wild, making frail scholars discouraged.
At this moment, her eyes fell on Nian Zigao, the best-looking dean of the North, who was also very happy to see the beauty, and kept waving his hands.
"This is a special person invited today. I don't take other questions in today's test. I just look at this woman's appearance and write down words of praise, even if it's romantic."
Everyone hadn't seen this kind of topic, but they wanted to write it again. Those nonsense poems that were said in the brothel on weekdays could be used.
They wrote quickly one by one, while looking at the beauties, talking with the people around them.
Guo Yitang sat calmly with her eyes closed. She didn't want to take the exam. If it wasn't for the rule that she couldn't leave early, she would have left long ago.
She closed her eyes and was about to fall asleep when she suddenly smelled a strange fragrance. She opened her eyes and looked at the boots in front of her without looking up.When she didn't look up, the man immediately squatted down and looked at her very closely.
Guo Yitang just looked at her without any expression, that woman is very beautiful, the closer you look, the more beautiful she is, the tulle she is wearing can't hide the beauty of her chest, Guo Yitang looks directly at her face, very calm.
"There has never been a man who was not interested in me." The woman whispered on her lips.
Guo Yitang felt the fragrance was too strong, so he couldn't help turning his head lightly, and blocked his nose with his fingers, but the woman sat down in front of her, resting her chin on her hand, and looked at her.
"Why don't you dare to look at me?" the woman asked.
Guo Yitang didn't want to talk, so he simply stood up and wanted to leave, but was yelled at by his master and sat down again.She had no choice but to lay out a sheet of paper, and then fell asleep on the table with her arms folded.
Seeing her like this, the woman couldn't help getting angry, there was a water bowl beside her, she picked it up, stood up, a bowl of black water poured from the head to Guo Yitang's feet.
If Yitang didn't say a word, everyone looked at the woman in amazement. The woman threw the bowl fiercely. She was glaring at first, but in an instant, she became gentle and pleasant again, and the transformation was very fast.
She squatted down again, "Apologize to me, and I will forgive you."
Guo Yitang looked at her inexplicably, it was Guo Yiming who quickly squeezed up, embraced Guo Yitang, and apologized to the woman repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, girl, my brother didn't do well, I apologize for him. "
The woman immediately stood up and looked down at the two of them, "Hmph."
Guo Yitang also stood up immediately, she was half a head taller than the woman, and the woman was slightly surprised by her height.
"Girl, not everyone in the world has sex, so what about a girl's beauty? After a hundred years, will she still have such a face?"
"What did you say!" The woman wanted to do something angrily.But as if thinking of his identity, he stopped immediately, folded his hands behind his back, looked at Guo Yitang, and said with a smile, "My lord is an upright man, well, I hope you won't lose your chance to become an official because of my good words." .”
"Miss, think about it too much. If a poem of praise can directly reach the officialdom, why do you need to study hard for ten years?" Guo Yitang returned and handed in a snow-white piece of paper.
Walked out of the hall early.Of course, the result can be imagined, she was detained orthographic and had to be locked up in a quiet room.But that can only be implemented after returning to the academy.
She came out early and walked aimlessly on the street.Thinking of Zhuo Shiwei's maid, she immediately went to visit her, but the building was already empty.She stared blankly at the courtyard as before, and sat on the threshold.
"What did I do wrong? Bao'er, why didn't you tell me, Zhuo Shiwei?
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