I'm in the world of comprehension swordsmanship three CP

When Ye Xuanyan and Oneiroi became good friends, Ye Chen and Wu Taotao also mingled together. Wu Taotao is really a very gentle and considerate woman, and anyone who gets along with her will involuntarily develop a good impression.

"Aren't you happy recently?" Ye Chen asked while lying on the bed, looking at the new words of Dream God.

"Oh, it's not like that." Wu Taotao stretched lazily.

Yechen is doing things on the sidelines. As a human emperor, he still has a lot of things to do. It is impossible for him to leave things to others like Ye Xuanyan and Yan Se. He is not as good a son as Ye Xuehe, nor is he as good as Lu Weijin. apprentice.He does have an apprentice, but this traitor can't see anyone all day long, and every time he finds him, he has to go to Tangmen to find someone.

Last time when he went to Tang Jiye's place to look for Lu Fenying, he found that Lu Fenying had gotten a little fatter, and he really had a good time these days.

I heard that Tang Jiye is upright, but he has good cooking skills.He treats Lu Fenying very well, and often cooks for him himself, so Lu Fenying naturally gained weight.

Ye Chen suspected that this was how Lu Fenying was abducted by Tang Jiye.

Lu Fenying was tricked by his master back then, so he refused to accept his affairs.As for Qu Shuoxue, he doesn't even care about the affairs of the Saint Clan, but also cares about Yechen's affairs, just kidding, it's impossible!

His father Qinglong Canghao can handle it, but Qinglong Canghao and Li Xi promised back then that they only need to care about her and nothing else.

In this regard, he did a good job, and he really didn't care about Yechen's work.

There was no other way, Yechen had to deal with it by himself.

Wu Taotao said with emotion: "You man is so busy." In comparison, Ye Chen is really idle.

Wu Taotao's tone was imperceptibly envious. She envied Ye Chen, envied him for crying and laughing wantonly, obeying his heart, expressing his emotions, and doing what he wanted to do.

And she didn't even dare to breathe for a moment.

"It's okay, the main reason is that my brother has just created some worlds, and when the small world is complete, there will be nothing much to do." The main reason is that there are not enough people, there are not as many people under the Lord God, let alone the characters under the Dream God. Each of the super IQ abilities has exploded.

After all, his brother has just become the World Master, and he still needs a little bit of exploration.

He wasn't worried that Ye Chen couldn't deal with it here. He and Yan Se restored the land and human connections back then, and his grasp of the rules was stronger than Ye Chen's.

Ye Chen doesn't have any ambitions, he just wants to be a kid spoiled by his brother, roam freely and yearn for freedom.

Ye Xuanyan once said that life is too hard, if you can't act according to your own will, then life is so boring, after all, he can protect them.

With his current strength, he can naturally protect Ye Chen from doing anything wrong.

Ye Chen was a little worried about Wu Taotao's condition. As far as he knew, Wu Taotao committed suicide because of depression. Later, Qin Yifeng's obsession attracted the prayer system, which changed Wu Taotao's life.

Her depression was cured under the treatment of her male mother, but it relapsed during pregnancy, and this time she couldn't get rid of the dark shadow no matter what she did.

It is said that the main god is looking for the whereabouts of the demons.

Wu Taotao is the Exquisite Heart of Seven Apertures, and the Exquisite Heart of Seven Apertures is a very powerful existence. The highest level of the Exquisite Heart of Seven Apertures can even spy on the rules, but most people with the Exquisite Heart of Seven Apertures will not live long.

People with seven apertures and exquisite hearts are prone to inner demons, and are easily paranoid. Back then, the Dream God also stripped off all his emotions to get rid of the threat of seven apertures and exquisite hearts.

Wu Taotao obviously has no way to do this, if he wants to solve Wu Taotao's troubles, he must solve his inner demons.

But if it is true that the main god is looking for the demon, then it is not surprising why Wu Taotao is so protective of the main god.

"By the way, are you really okay with this?" Ye Chen was very worried about her. He had seen people with depression before. He was young and promising, and the male god in every girl's heart chose to die because of depression.He was very worried about Wu Taotao's situation.

Perhaps the scariest thing about depression is not the disease itself, but the incomprehension of outsiders.

Even people who really love patients can't understand why they become like this, even they themselves don't understand, for example, Wu Taotao is so talented and capable, if she doesn't have depression, no matter what she does, she will get twice the result with half the effort and have a bright future. It's bright, not to mention that she has a mother who loves her, a lover who really loves her and doesn't want her to suffer.

She is happier than most people.

Wu Taotao has spied on her peers, and she is the happiest among them.

Others have more or less witnessed the ugliness and struggled between the ugliness and kindness of human nature. For example, Xia Zelan even split her own evil in order to be able to live a normal life.

But Wu Taotao has been spoiled by everyone since she was a child. Everyone around her is not stingy with their tenderness to warm her. Perhaps this is the reason why she can persist until now.

She is treated tenderly by the whole world, and she also uses her tenderness to warm others.

But no one taught her how to forgive herself.

Wu Taotao's parents are in free love. They love each other very much, but no amount of love can compare to firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.

Qin Yifeng is a very strong and ambitious woman who has achieved something at a young age. She wants to manage her small family better and take the whole family to a better place.

But Wu Taotao's father is a very lazy person, he is happy to stay where he is.He loves Qin Yifeng, but he can't understand her painstaking efforts.In his opinion, their family is good enough, and there is no need to argue about it.

But Qin Yifeng has a long-term view. The society is developing too fast. If they don't work hard, they will soon be left behind. Obviously they can give their daughter a better life. Why don't they work hard and regret it when they are old?

Wu Taotao's father couldn't see these things, he had no ambitions, he was a standard good man, he was never stingy in helping others, it wasn't that he was bad to Qin Yifeng, it was just that their personalities were not compatible at all.

In a marriage, if one person strides forward while the other stands still, or even goes backwards, problems are bound to arise.

So quarrels and cold wars are a natural thing. If there are too many quarrels, the love that was once will be wiped out.

Neither was wrong, but both were wrong.

The young Wu Taotao has seen with her own eyes how loving her parents are, and she once looked forward to such a beautiful love.

However, the parents who were once true love fought like enemies, and the beautiful world in Wu Taotao's heart collapsed.

She didn't even know who was to blame, her father was not at fault, her mother was not at fault, so whose fault was it, maybe her fault, if she found out earlier, maybe it would be different.

She put all her sins on herself, she didn't dare to talk to her, she didn't even dare to love someone, the collapse was only in an instant.

In the second life, she collapsed faster, and it is not surprising that her depression relapsed.

She is a paranoid herself.

"When Haoqimeng died, would you feel guilty?" She asked.

Ye Chen looked at her and seemed to understand something, "Yes."

It is false to say that he has no self-blame and confusion, he is also a human being, so he has no guilt or confusion at all.But he has done his best, even if he blames himself, it is useless, not to mention that people are looking forward, and obsessing over past regrets and pains is worthless.

Wu Taotao was silent.

Even if she didn't speak, Ye Chen knew what she was thinking. Wu Taotao was strong, but fragile.

"Even the world lords can't do things, otherwise how could they become lonely people." Ye Chen said.

Even the world lords can't get what they want, and they also have regrets and guilt, let alone them.

"But..." Wu Taotao lowered his eyes.

Ye Chen raised her face with domineering hands, looked directly into her eyes and said seriously: "No but! Wu Taotao, remember, there has never been omnipotence in this world."

Even if he is the main god, he can't live in peace with other world lords. In the end, Wu Taotao was able to regain his favorability, and the other world lords didn't reject him so much.

Under the gaze of those clear and serious eyes, tears welled up in Wu Taotao's eyes involuntarily.

She knows, she knows that she is not omnipotent, but she also knows that she could have done better.

She is caught in a strange circle from which she cannot escape.

"Junzile doesn't want you to be like this, try to believe in yourself, even if you trust others, no one will blame you, and your Jialele will not blame you, so don't blame yourself, you are not wrong, no need Go tangled up in the past." Ye Chen said to her seriously.

Tears were boiling hot, dripping down on his palm.

Qiang Ru Wu Taotao was also crying at this moment, from soft sobs to loud howls.

"I know, Lele...very good, he never blames me..." But, such a good person, she has abandoned her twice.

In the first life, she left behind Jun Zile, her mother and the unborn Jun Sitian.Jun Zile takes care of her mother alone, and grows old alone.

In the second life, she and Jun Zile still met and fell in love, but for her obsession, she still chose to leave Jun Zile behind and become a tasker. She wanted to save her mother.

How does she face Jun Zile who was once discarded by her? The more he loves her, the more guilty she feels. Even facing Qin Yifeng and Jun Sitian, she is full of guilt.

She got bogged down and made others pay.

Seeing her sobbing, Ye Chen didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only sit gently beside her and tell her that she was not alone, he was by her side.

He couldn't understand Wu Taotao's guilt.He knew that his birth represented the death of his grandmother, but everyone said it was a passing of life.

He once heard his grandfather mention that he was supposed to be called Ye Qingyan, and this name looked like a brother to his brother at a glance.But his brother doesn't like it, talk lightly, people speak lightly, don't give up lightly.

My brother doesn't want him to be like that, knowing how to give up and choose is also a kind of wisdom.

Xuanyan is a very high-level word. I searched it on Du Niang and found that it represents many meanings, such as metaphysical speeches or speeches, books of Laozhuang and Zhuangzi, and Taoism.

Xuanyan is more like an ideal.

Dust represents the earthly world, which is called the human world by the Buddhist and Taoist families, as opposed to the ideal world imagined.Ye Xuanyan hoped that he would be a member of the world, say what he wanted to say, do what he wanted to do, become who he wanted to be, and be his unique self.

Ye Chen had already walked away as if avoiding suspicion, Yan Se glanced outside the room, and said to Ye Chen, "You're not jealous."

Inside, a man and a woman hugged each other, but Ye Chen didn't expect that he didn't show generosity at all.

Yechen knew that he was making fun of him, so he said, "Why are you jealous? I believe in Xiaochen."

The relationship between them is not simple love, the trust in each other has long surpassed the so-called love.

Yan Se laughed teasingly. She didn't know who it was back then, because those female cultivators lost their temper a lot when they wanted to introduce Ye Chen.

Speaking of which, Yechen has really changed a lot. He was still a rebellious wild leopard back then, but now he has become a real emperor, steady and powerful, calm and self-reliant.

Ye Chen stayed with her until she stopped crying.

"If there is no way to talk to them, go talk to the main god, isn't he very nice to you? Go tell him that you are very unhappy and you want to rest for a while. If it's just this request, it should be okay. "Ye Chen tugged at her sleeve and proposed.

Didn't it mean that the main god favored Wu Taotao the most?

"Is it really possible?" Wu Taotao said sobbing.

Ye Chen patted her on the shoulder and encouraged: "It's really okay, listen to me, you go and talk, I will ask my brother to support you, if it doesn't work, you can go and complain to your parents Ge Daddy. Don't be afraid, you can of."

Wu Taotao's life is too tiring. She always buries all the responsibilities and pressures in her heart and bears them silently. She needs some time to learn to reconcile herself.

Wu Taotao is not a weak person. If she is really weak, she will never be favored by the Lord God. She is just trapped in her own world because of depression. As long as the shadow that traps her is torn away, she will shine brightly .

The Lord God looked at Wu Taotao in surprise, and after confirming again and again that she had indeed said something that did not fit her personality, he asked, "You said you were unhappy and wanted to ask for leave?"

His capable subordinate wished he was so busy three hundred and sixty-five days a year that he had no time to think about the things that bothered her.

Wu Taotao pursed her lips and nodded, her eyes determined.She is indeed a very paranoid person, otherwise she wouldn't be stuck in a dead end.

The Lord God stretched out his hand towards her, she closed her eyes slightly, but those hands landed firmly on the top of her head, with a little warmth.

Wu Taotao opened his eyes in surprise, and looked at the main god in confusion.

The Lord God smiled, "Am I that fierce? If you want to rest, go and rest. Isn't the dream world created by Dream God and Xuandi about to open? You can just go and have fun. By the way, bring Jun Zi Le and Jun Si Tian. "

There was light in Wu Taotao's eyes, and she said in surprise: "Really?"

"Yeah. Let's go and have fun." The Lord God encouraged him, "Have a good time, maybe you can have a second child."

The pleasant smile on Wu Taotao's face stopped, well, today, the main god is also a day of inappropriateness.It's nothing. He has to urge her to have a second child every time. She doesn't want to have one at all?