My boyfriend is weak and can't take care of himself

Talking about the memory that Beiyao has been unwilling to touch for a long time, it is as if it was salvaged from the bottom of the sea, with a damp smell rushing to the tip of his nose.

There seemed to be iron chains buried in the dark room, waiting to climb up on him again and lock him firmly in the original pool.

The suffocation and pain reappeared on his body, Tan Beiyao blinked quickly, and pulled himself tightly into the opponent's arms.

The familiar and reassuring smell of Gu Cangxing's body dispelled the fishy smell in his memory.

Want to tell him?

Tan Beiyao lowered his eyelids, and after a while he called out his name softly.

"Gu Cang Xing."

"I'm here."

"I..." The always eloquent man got stuck.

At this moment, he seemed not afraid of being pushed back into the darkness again, but he was afraid that this embrace would no longer accept him.

Tan Beiyao's voice was very soft, "I dare not say what to do."

Gu Cangxing looked at him and smiled, "It looks like it's a serious secret if I find out."

"Ah."

"How serious? Will it hit you?"

Tan Beiyao also smiled, which was uglier than crying, "You probably don't even bother to hit me when you know."

Gu Cangxing looked at his expression seriously, and after a long time, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and took off his watch.

"Then how about this? I'll give Yaoyao 10 minutes to confess. During this time, no matter what you say, I promise not to get angry with you. No matter what it is, if it is something that I am sorry for, I will forgive you. "

Gu Cangxing put the watch on the table, "This is special treatment for children, only this time, cherish it."

Tan Beiyao's big tears fell down, blurring the outline of the gentle and tolerant lover in front of him into a silhouette.

It's for "Yaoyao" for 10 minutes, but is he talking about Beiyao?

"Gu Cangxing, are you and... me, childhood sweethearts?"

"Yes." Gu Cangxing thought he was looking for a sense of security from this aspect, and thought about the intersection of the two when they were young, "The Tan family and the Gu family are family friends, and our two families have been very close since my great-grandfather's generation." You were still young at that time, so I probably don’t remember it. One year during the holiday, you came to Gu’s house to play. I was doing my homework in the study, and you followed me around and called my brother, and even asked me for candies... Yaoyao? What’s wrong?”

The person in his arms clutched his clothes tightly, sticking to his body as if he had lost his strength.

"Gu Cangxing, please hug me again."

Gu Cangxing hugged him tightly.

Time passed by every minute and every second, but the person in his arms didn't say a word.

1 minutes left.

How serious is this secret that he dare not even mention it?

Gu Cangxing sighed.

Forget it, he is seven years younger than him, and he is still a child.

If it was the 31-year-old mature Tan Beiyao, he should be able to tell.

But it doesn't work right now.

The 21-year-old kid in front of me has just been raised by him for less than two months, has not been soaked in a honeypot, and the wound has not fully healed, so how dare he reveal his own scar to show him?

"Child." Gu Cangxing pinched his waist and let him sit on his lap.

The kid who usually dared to say anything was crying non-stop at this moment, and his lower lip was biting red.

Gu Cangxing took the child's hand and covered his ears with his hand.

"Speak." Gu Cangxing wiped his tears, "You can whisper, I can't hear you."

Just like a timid child has confessed.

What could the secret be? The kid had an ex-boyfriend, or he lied to him about something before, Gu Cangxing thought, and he didn't care.

As long as the kid in front of me stays with him well in the future, forget everything that happened before.

If ten years later, this secret has not sunk to the bottom, the mature Tan Beiyao is willing to treat it as a little gossip after dinner, and Gu Cangxing is willing to listen to it again.

Now let it settle down again, together with those scars on his body, slowly become the "past".

Tan Beiyao covered his ears, watching him patiently waiting for him to tell the secret, feeling like a thief.

He lowered his head, but he didn't even dare to admit that he was a thief in a low voice, he just opened his mouth, "...don't want me."

time up.

Gu Cangxing gently pressed the back of his head, and put his face on his shoulder.

"Okay, okay, it's all over." Gu Cangxing followed his back that was shaking from crying.

"I'm sorry... Gu Cangxing, I'm sorry."

"Well, I forgive you."

Talk about Beiyao sleeping alone at night.

Gu Cangxing tucked in the quilt for him, and turned on the night light.

"Your overlord is very angry today." Gu Cangxing flicked his forehead, "This kid will sleep by himself tonight as punishment."

But when he got up, the person lying on the bed was holding onto his clothes and would not let go, Gu Cangxing always wanted to be soft-hearted towards him, so he could only hold his hand.

"Sleep, I'll leave when you fall asleep."

After crying for so long, Tan Beiyao thought he would suffer from insomnia, but unexpectedly fell asleep soon.

After falling asleep, he had a strange dream.

In the dream, he looked like three or four years old and lived in a tall house.

There were no windows in the house, and the sunlight couldn't come in. Xiao Tan Beiyao walked and walked while leaning on the wall, and it took a long time before he reached the door.

He opened the door, and it was spring outside, with chickens, ducks and a few pigs running all over the mountains and fields.

Xiao Tan Beiyao walked forward slowly.

There is a beautiful castle not far away, and there is a big snow-white dog at the gate of the castle.

Xiaotan Beiyao squatted in front of the big dog. He was very hungry and wanted to discuss with it.

"Look at the amount of rice and meat in your bowl. Can you finish it? I won't compete with you for meat. Let me eat some rice."

It didn't work out.

The dog ate too fast, and Xiaotan Beiyao was timid and didn't dare to snatch it. He watched helplessly as the dog ate up all the rice in his bowl.

He rubbed his flat stomach, a little aggrieved.

He can also be a dog, why no one raises him?

Xiaotan Beiyao continued to walk forward - he didn't know where he was going, but he always felt as if he walked a little further, walked through the swamp, and there would be someone waiting for him, giving him delicious food, and taking him away. Raised fat.

But now Xiaotan Beiyao is as thin as a bamboo pole, and falls down after walking two steps.

He often fell and got up from the ground to pat the dirt.

Hey, why is he wearing a small white suit?Where is his padded jacket?

Xiaotan Beiyao was a little anxious, he only had that one padded jacket, and he had to wear it in winter.

It was too cold in winter, and he would freeze to death without a padded jacket.

Xiao Tan Beiyao wanted to go back to find the padded jacket, but was grabbed by someone.

He turned his head, and there was a kid a little older than him, who was also wearing a white suit, looking at him coldly.

"Take off your clothes! It's not yours!"

Xiaotan Beiyao obediently took off the white suit, and was taken aback after taking it off, it turned out that the padded jacket was under the suit.

Xiao Tan Beiyao was happy.

The child standing in front of him was very unhappy: "The shoes are mine too!"

Xiaotan Beiyao took off his shoes to him.

The older child was still upset: "Where did you hide my candy?"

The candy was in the pocket of the padded jacket, and it was for Xiao Tan Beiyao.

Xiao Tan Beiyao tightly clutched his pocket, "It's mine! I'll give you all the clothes and shoes, and the candy is mine!"

"It's not yours, you stole it!" The older child accused him.

Someone wanted to snatch the candy from his pocket, so Xiaotan Beiyao clutched his pocket tightly.

"It's mine..." he cried.

It seemed that someone sighed in his ear, Xiaotan Beiyao felt that his whole body suddenly floated up and melted into a large soft and warm cloud.

He buried himself in the clouds with attachment, as if he tasted the taste of sugar in his pocket.

——It is sour and sweet.