Small goals, first to be the world's first [Competition]

"Boom boom boom" "Boom boom boom"

Su Yuan knocked on the door of Zhong Yu's room.

Usually, Zhong Yu could always open the door quickly, but this time, Su Yuan waited for a long time, but the door still didn't open, as if there was no one in the room.

But Su Yuan knew that Zhong Yu was inside.

He put down his hand knocking on the door, and just stood outside the door quietly, very patiently.

After a while, the door still opened.

Zhong Yu was wearing decent casual clothes, but his hair was still wet, as if he had just taken a shower, and silently explained to Su Yuan why he hadn't opened the door just now.

Only Zhong Yu knew that he didn't take a bath at all, he just stuck his head into the sink and rinsed it with cold water, just an illusion.

He had made up his mind to persuade himself not to open the door, but he sat quietly for a long time, and the knock on the door did not ring again. He felt that Su Yuan might have left, and his heart was extremely sour, but he still couldn't help it.

Not knowing what kind of mood he was in, he washed his head with cold water, carefully and apprehensively turned the doorknob, and opened the door.

Since he felt that Su Yuan had already left, why did he use cold water to create an illusion?

Zhong Yu didn't know.

Maybe it's just to calm myself down, or maybe...

What if?

What if... Su Yuan didn't leave...

Reason and emotion in Zhong Yu's heart were in a fierce confrontation. He hoped that Su Yuan would leave, but also hoped that he would not leave.

But when he opened the door emotionally and saw Su Yuan standing outside the door watching him quietly, his hand holding the doorknob and the beat trembled slightly.

He was reluctant.

There was a war between heaven and man in his mind, but Zhong Yu could still maintain his usual gentle and flawless smile, and said a little apologetically to Su Yuan: "I'm sorry, Yuan Bao, just now I didn't have time to take a shower even if I opened the door, come in."

"It's all right." Su Yuan shook his head lightly at him, then walked into the room.

Zhong Yu closed the door and was a few steps behind Su Yuan. Where no one was looking, his hands were behind his back and were packed extremely tightly. Even though his nails were trimmed cleanly, he still left several deep marks on his palms. But Zhong Yu didn't seem to feel any pain at all.

Su Yuan took off his shoes directly, sat cross-legged on Zhong Yu's bed, stared straight at Zhong Yu, and asked straight to the point: "Shanyu, what's the matter with you these days?"

Was it still noticed, but it was already very difficult for him to conceal that kind of strong emotion, and there was really no way to pretend that nothing had happened.

Zhong Yu forced a smile, got on the bed too, and hugged Su Yuan from behind, not letting him see his expression, "It's okay, I'm just angry at some shameless operations by the organizer."

Su Yuan nestled obediently in Zhong Yu's arms, feeling the vibration in his chest, feeling that this matter was not that simple.

Maybe it's just intuition, but he has always believed that his intuition about yams can't be wrong.

He felt the hesitation and fear deep in Shanyu's heart, but he didn't know what Shanyu was worried about.

So he asked directly.

"Sweet potato, what are you afraid of?"

Zhong Yu's hands trembled.

Su Yuan felt the two powerful arms surrounding him tighten him even more.

What are you afraid of?

I'm afraid that you don't see me in your eyes, that you don't have me in your future, that you and others...

He was afraid too much, but he dared not say a single one.

Zhong Yu remembered things very early. In his childhood memories, he was always busy with his parents who didn't see each other for a month, an empty house, and long-term no fixed place.

Because of his parents' work, it can be as short as a few months, and the longest is no more than a year. Zhong Yu has never stayed in one place for a long time, and because of his own personality, he has always been a loner and has no friends. .

It has to be said that he was a little withdrawn at the time.

Even the nanny doesn't like him, but changing places and changing nanny, he has always been able to maintain a superficial peace, until one time a nanny stole his food and wanted to beat and scold him, he was unwilling to give in and fought hard Both sides were hurt, and the ceramic vase was smashed on the nanny's head.

He scratched and scratched himself in several places, and the babysitter was almost lost by him.

Zhong Yu's parents realized something was wrong at that time, so they settled down in Province Z.

It was also at that time that Zhong Yu began to pretend, pretending to be calm, so as not to worry his parents anymore.

Then, Zhong Yu met the light of his life.

Like the sun, but not scorching, warm and healing.

Su Yuan broke into his life unexpectedly, so Zhong Yu had a real childhood, and at the same time, built "gentleness" into his soul, even though he was not such a gentle person originally.

Su Yuan was so dazzling that he was attracted to approach unconsciously, but when he really got close, he began to worry about gain and loss again.

The picture of Wen Tuantuan and Su Yuan embracing was firmly engraved in his mind. It looked so beautiful, a man and a woman, a perfect match.

Even though he knew that Su Yuan hadn't enlightened yet, he still found that scene extremely eye-catching.

Zhong Yu admits that he is a selfish person.

When he discovered his feelings, he also struggled and thought about letting go, just being an older brother, but in the end he still found that he was reluctant to let go.

Just like the piece of wood held by a drowning man, Su Yuan is the only beam of light that pulls him back into the world of normal people.

Just thinking that Su Yuan might be with someone else in the future makes him mad with jealousy.

But he also knew that Yuan Bao was an independent person, he should not and could not interfere in his life.

He is very selfish, he wants to boil the frog in warm water, and then wait until he wins the Olympic Games, and when he is really qualified to stand beside Yuan Bao, then ask him if he can give him a chance to pursue it.

He is a very proud person, but when facing his light, he will always unconsciously reveal a trace of inferiority complex in his bones.

Zhong Yu silently rested his chin on Su Yuan's soft hair, and said in a low voice with a fragility that he didn't even notice: "I'm afraid you will leave..."

Su Yuan didn't know why he said that suddenly, but he felt his heart throbbing.

Su Yuan pursed his lips, raised his hand, rubbed Zhong Yu's hair, and smoothed it skillfully.

He could feel that Zhong Yu said this very seriously, so he also answered seriously.

"Won't leave."

After a pause, he seemed to feel that such an answer was not enough, so he added another deadline.

"lifetime."

From the heart.

Su Yuan felt Zhong Yu's arms wrap around him even tighter in an instant, and even felt a little pain, but he didn't make a sound or struggle, but just accompanied him quietly.

As time passed slowly, Su Yuan saw the red mark on Zhong Yu's palm, and an inexplicable, sour feeling welled up in his heart.

After a long time, Zhong Yu let go of his arm, and gave a soft "en" in a hoarse voice.

"Go back and rest, thank you, Yuan Bao." Zhong Yu seemed to have completely recovered and rubbed Su Yuan's hair with a smile before sending him out the door.

Su Yuan walked back to the room step by step, feeling a little insomnia.

On the other side, the lights stayed on all night.

At three or four o'clock in the morning, when some netizens who cultivated immortals refreshed, they actually posted new news about Zhong Yu.

On the night when he won the singles gold medal in the World Table Tennis Championships, he actually went back to his old job and released a song.

Perhaps, it was not a complete song, but just a melody, and Zhong Yu hummed softly.

Fans thought the song was a celebration, but when they clicked on it, it turned out that wasn't the case.

Sour yet firm.

Like a crush.

The author has something to say:

Today my dad cut off his hand in the car and accompanied him to the tetanus and delayed for a while, I really can't write a love scene, it's too hard QAQ Qiuqiu let's stay together! !