Small goals, first to be the world's first [Competition]

Fans can see that Xu Lixin is not in the right state. As his teammate, Su Yuan naturally feels more deeply.

During the training camp, Su Yuan noticed something, but in this competition, Xu Lixin's problem was fully exposed.

His poor competitive state directly led to his loss in the game.

In fact, Su Yuan could probably guess the reason, and since he guessed, as a friend, he felt that he needed to meet Xu Lixin even more.

Although it was not what I wanted, I was indeed the fuse.

"Dong dong."

Su Yuan pulled Zhong Yu to the door of Xu Lixin's dormitory, and knocked on the door of his dormitory nervously.

"Who?" The voice inside the door came from far to near.

Before Su Yuan could answer, the door opened in front of them.

"Su Yuan, Zhong Yu?" Xu Lixin stood behind the door, looking at them with some surprise, his face looked a little tired.

"Come to see me? Come in and sit down." Xu Lixin turned sideways, leaving a passage.

The roommate who lives with Xu Lixin is Mu Xiangming, the captain of the men's team. When he saw Su Yuan and Zhong Yu walking in, he seemed to know what they were doing here immediately. He was obviously relieved and smiled at them. laugh.

"I'm going out for a walk to digest food, you guys talk." Mu Xiangming stood up, stretched his waist, waved to the other three people, then left the dormitory with ease, and helped them bring their clothes. He opened the door, leaving room for the three of them.

It's been three or four o'clock since dinner, and it's time to take a walk to digest food?

No one believes it.

However, the hearts of the few people present were like mirrors, and no one tried to expose it.

The bell also needs to be tied.

Mu Xiangming knew, so he left space for them, Su Yuan and Zhong Yu also knew, so they came.

The three of them sat around the small table in the room, looked at each other, and the room fell into a moment of silence.

Su Yuan opened his mouth and was about to speak, but Xu Lixin's voice sounded first.

"Am I a bit hypocritical?" Xu Lixin looked at them and said with a wry smile.

Obviously they participated in the previous action together, and even provided some evidence and their own experience, but when the truth came out and they sent Wu Qingbai and others to prison with their own hands, Xu Lixin felt a little sad.

It's not completely sad, Xu Lixin himself is a little confused about his complicated emotions now.

There is sadness, self-blame, and the absurd feeling that my sports career is robbing other people's happiness.

Seeing all the truth, Xu Lixin realized how lucky he was under Wu Qingbai for so many years. Although he was a little cautious, the facts cannot be denied. Instead, he was escorted by Wu Qingbai for many years. I'm afraid his talent would have been taken away by those people long ago. How could he have played for so many years and became the first brother of the national team.

But this discovery made Xu Lixin feel like he was sitting on pins and needles.

There are so many people with better talents than him, why is he the last one left?Xu Lixin would rather that this person wasn't him, and now he doesn't have to suffer and suffer so much.

He has doubts about what he has obtained now, and even about his own strength, which is why his state has plummeted recently.

Even his current achievements are all obtained by his own hard work and hard work.

As Su Yuan who has also experienced everything, he knows what Xu Lixin is thinking, and he understands it very well.

Su Yuan knew that he was equally lucky, and also knew that his luck was different from Xu Lixin's, but if he put himself in Xu Lixin's position and imagined, he could empathize with Xu Lixin's current self-doubt and pain.

"No." Su Yuan shook his head firmly at Xu Lixin, and answered him.

"Everything you have now is due to your desperate sweat and hard work." Su Yuan paused, looked at Xu Lixin, and seriously proposed: "Let's go meet Wu Qingbai, how about?"

Xu Lixin raised his head abruptly, and after a long silence, he replied: "...OK."

The conversation came and went quickly.

When Mu Xiangming returned to the dormitory after walking outside in the dark for a long time, he found that everyone had left early, and even Xu Lixin was already lying on the bed and tucked into the quilt to sleep.

This internal summary match has officially ended, and all five places in the World Table Tennis Championships have been released. The players have been given a four-day holiday and will return to the national team after four days to prepare for the next few competitions this year and the new year. A new round of the ITTF Professional Tour has begun.

Several people from Su Yuan typed to apply. Although they were not Wu Qingbai's relatives, due to their special identities, the application was approved on the penultimate day of the holiday.

They went back to City B ahead of schedule, and on the last day of their vacation, they went to the prison to meet Wu Qingbai.

Through a glass, they saw Wu Qingbai in prison uniform.

He looked very calm, and he even seemed to be in better spirits than when he was a coach.

Wu Qingbai nodded to several people through the glass, as if he already knew their purpose.

Within half an hour, Wu Qingbai told everything from his point of view and feelings, even though all the truth was clear to everyone.

Including his original intention, as well as, his own depravity, the wrong way he went.

It's not to win sympathy by saying anything, and Wu Qingbai also knows that his sins cannot be made up for by talking about it.

For those buried athletes, their lost future and time cannot be compensated.

It's not that Wu Qingbai didn't know anything about what happened during this period of time. Now that he saw Xu Lixin's face, after leading him for so many years, he could see that his condition was not good.

Wu Qingbai has deep feelings for this athlete he saved.

It was his own fault, he felt very sorry, he just didn't want Xu Lixin to have such a big burden when he said this.

One's own fault should not be borne by others.

"Why did you choose me?" Xu Lixin asked, staring straight at Wu Qingbai behind the glass.

Wu Qingbai recalled, "At that time, I saw Su Haizhong and Chen Fei, and I felt a lot, and then I realized that I seemed to have gone the wrong way. I happened to see a child who stayed alone after the training. I thought, He's fine."

That child at that time was Xu Lixin.

"At that time, I happened to be able to save one person, and at that time, besides Fade Chen, you were the one with the best talent."

"I thought about it for a long time at the time, and recalled my coaching career. It seemed that nothing had been achieved. Deep down, I still wanted to leave a spark for Guoping."

"Xu Lixin, you didn't do anything wrong. It was me who was wrong. It was the group of people we went astray. You just got what you deserved. Your achievements are all your own hard work. It's a lot of pressure."

"Everything is fine now, and so am I. Xu Lixin, believe in yourself, and keep going."

"And Su Yuan, thank you."

"And... sorry, come on."

Finally, Wu Qingbai stood up and bowed deeply to them.

Both stood up and ducked.

"It's not us who should be sorry." Su Yuan said.

But he stood, staring into Wu Qingbai's eyes, and after a while, he still said: "But don't worry, the next national team will definitely be reborn from the ashes."

Wu Qingbai's sins cannot be made up for, and Su Yuan will not accept this apology for the time being, but he is willing to admit Wu Qingbai's original intention and is willing to take over the fire of Guoping.

Xu Lixin didn't speak all the time, but the slump on his body had disappeared, and his eyes were full of thoughts and renewed fighting spirit.

Half an hour was almost over, but Su Yuan and the others ended the conversation here and chose to leave.

"Let's go." The prison guard said to Wu Qingbai seriously.

Wu Qingbai looked away from the backs of several people, lowered his eyes: "Okay."

The holiday is over and everyone returns to the national team.

Before the World Table Tennis Championships in April, the first stop of the new year for the national team members is the first platinum stop of the ITTF Tour in March - the German Magdeburg Open.

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Last night's short track... hey QAQ

After watching the women's singles... QAQ Russian women's singles is really, really exciting