Small goals, first to be the world's first [Competition]

"At the end of that training camp, both Zhang Anrui and I successfully entered the national team. The number of people entering the national team in each training camp was not many, but there were not many. Everyone has different strengths, and the treatment and attention they receive are naturally different."

"I was in the middle and lower ranks of the first team. Because of Zhang Anrui's strength and fame, he was valued and sought after by everyone as soon as he joined the team."

Speaking of the last few words, Du Yi's expression became a little weird.

weird?

Su Yuan felt something was wrong, couldn't help but interrupted and asked, "Pursuing...?"

The members of the national team are also capable athletes. According to Du Yi's description, Zhang Anrui was only a 19-year-old young player of the new generation who had not yet achieved results in the international arena. It is too much to use the word "sought after". Strange.

After all, the players of the national team are not fans, so why should they pursue a teammate who is on the same team?

But Su Yuan frowned, recalling the attitude of those seniors towards him when he was in the national team, he suddenly fell silent.

The authorities are obsessed, but the bystanders are clear. Su Yuan jumped out of his own perspective in the memories, sorted out his memories of his time in the national team as if God was watching, and then reacted in a daze and bewilderment.

Could it be that the enthusiastic attitude of those seniors towards him at that time was also pursuing him?

But, why, at that time, I didn't have any real achievements?

Su Yuan is still young, and the environment he has always been in is also very pure. Whether it was before he was a teenager or after he went to the underworld at the age of 13, the people he came into contact with were full of kindness and tolerance towards him, so he had always taken it for granted that the country The enthusiasm of the team seniors is the traditional atmosphere of the national team. I never thought that this overwhelming enthusiasm could be mixed with twists and turns of different ideas.

He looked at Du Yi with a face full of confusion and doubt, waiting for his answer.

Du Yi paused just now, just to give Su Yuan time to react. Now that he saw Su Yuan's expression, he knew that he had reacted, so he continued: "Although I am no longer in the national team, I can also roughly imagine the attitude of those team members towards you. Are they all very warm and friendly, they are all self-proclaimed big brothers to you, telling you to go to them if you have difficulties, and you can go to them to play if you have nothing to do. "

"Tell you that if you are sad, you must tell them, they have a way to make you happy; tell you to cheer for the game, and keep telling you that you must be a Ziwei star, and the future of national table tennis depends on you."

Su Yuan paused, nodded hesitantly, and wanted to say something, but Du Yi gently raised his hand to stop him.

"I know, you may think that their personalities are just like this, and there's nothing wrong with being cheerful and enthusiastic?"

Su Yuan nodded, he looked at Du Yi and said seriously: "Well, I trust my intuition, at least I don't think they have any malicious intentions."

Although he wanted to know what was wrong with the national team, Su Yuan also believed in his own personal experience. The enthusiasm of the seniors for him was not fake, nor was their usual hard training.

He frowned slightly, looked directly into Du Yi's eyes, and said without flinching: "Brother Du, do you have any evidence? If not, please don't implicate them casually, they are all very hardworking and good people. "

Su Yuan said this very seriously.

Du Yi was stunned when he heard the words, and looked at the young man across the dining table with a hint of protection and sharp eyes. The protection was for those seniors, and the sharpness was for him, but Du Yi didn't feel offended at all, instead he paused , suddenly smiled softly.

"Sorry, and thank you." With a smile like the spring breeze helping a willow, Du Yi apologized to Su Yuan without thinking, and then thanked him.

The apology is for the misunderstanding caused by my previous words, and the thank you is for myself and for the seniors of the national team. It is hard not to be moved by the young man's sincere trust and maintenance. I am also because of Su Yuan's encouragement I just got back on my feet. I hope those people in the national team can also wake up under the leadership of such a little sun.

Su Yuan is different from Zhang Anrui. Du Yi is very clear about this. Su Yuan will not be crushed, and such resilience may bring a new dawn to the national team.

Under Su Yuan's somewhat puzzled eyes, he smiled silently, did not explain, but continued to talk about the previous topic.

"Do you know why I said that? Because that was their attitude towards Zhang Anrui at the time." Du Yi shook his head lightly, "I don't deny that their personalities are like this, and they really don't have subjective malice, but They were indeed used as tool people, and when Zhang Anrui was about to collapse...the last straw was pressed."

"The straw is their enthusiasm and full of expectations."

"Xu Jiaping, Qi Chengren, Lu Liangji...have you met these people, or heard their names?" Du Yi asked.

Then he got the answer of "I don't know, I have no impression, I have never seen" from Su Yuan as a matter of course.

"Hey, a bunch of cowards, they didn't come to provoke you because you have been live broadcasting before." Tang Yingjie raised his head from the meal, and said with a "chi" sarcasm.

Du Yi nodded, this time he no longer concealed his disgust, and said directly to Su Yuan: "It doesn't matter if you haven't heard of it, and you don't need to remember their names, they are not worth remembering, you As long as you know that they are "pro-Wu faction", that's enough."

Pro-Wu faction?Wu Cangsong, or Wu Qingbai, or maybe both?What happened to Zhang Anrui's collapse? Su Yuan was a little distracted thinking that Du Yi just mentioned that he quit the national team because of a fight. Could it be that he was fighting with Zhang Anrui?

Du Yi did as Su Yuan wished, and then finished the story that was just interrupted.

The only international competition that players who have just entered the national team can participate in is the World Table Tennis Professional Tour. However, although the rule is that players registered with the Table Tennis Federation can go, in fact, the quota still belongs to the national team, and in the end it will be determined by the national team. The team coach reviews the roster again.

And there has always been an unwritten rule in the national team, if the strength is not up to the middle and upper reaches, don't go to the international arena to lose face.

"It's ridiculous, it seems that it is not ashamed to go to the middle and upper reaches of the team before going to the international arena. Some people are just a trick to control people, which has invisibly elevated the status of international competitions in the hearts of athletes. I don't want the athletes to be more international. The experience of the competition. In this way, as long as you lose a few times in international competitions and fall from the clouds, you will not be able to get up."

Hou Wenyuan next to him heard this, sneered and "helped" to add a little "small detail".

Du Yi didn't refute, he nodded in agreement, and said: "A Yuan is right, Zhang Anrui was thrown like this, and has never recovered since then."

It may be that some people have some evasion hidden in their hearts, or it may be that Chen Fei's retirement from the national table tennis team has made the athletes lose some blood. No one has ever opposed this regulation. No one will find any problem with this regulation, and will find it very reasonable.

At that time, Du Yi naturally accepted this rule, thinking of working hard to reach the middle and upper reaches of the team and then go to the international arena, but Zhang Anrui was ahead of him.

"Zhang Anrui's strength is good, and he is qualified to play in the national team, but he has a problem, his mentality fluctuates a lot."

In the beginning, Zhang Anrui played a few regular rounds of the tour. Because there were no top-tier players, they all got good results. Even if they lost, the loss was not too ugly. Internally, Zhang Anrui appears to be very fringe, and Zhang Anrui, who is in the limelight, has faintly become the "first brother" of the national team.

"He has been praised by everyone, and the "pro-Wu faction" I mentioned just now revolves around him every day. Brothers and brothers go to greet each other. The strength of those "pro-Wu factions" in the team It can be regarded as the middle and upper reaches, and I can be regarded as the tail of the crane in the first team, gradually Zhang Anrui chatted with me less and less, and we gradually alienated."

Du Yi's expression became a little cold, and he was no longer as gentle as before. Seeing this, Tang Yingjie reached out and patted Du Yi's shoulder lightly, as if to comfort him.

Du Yi didn't refuse, he lowered his head and slowed down a little before he spoke again: "I didn't notice anything wrong at the time, but I was a little envious, and I felt a little bit emotional that when the child grows up, he wants to soar in the sky by himself. He doesn't come to me. Training is just messing around with that group of people, and it’s not easy for me to intervene, so I can only focus more on my training and occasionally pay attention to his recent situation.”

"Everything went well in the beginning, and I gradually let go of my heart, thinking that he was more and more responsible for him, until one day when I returned to the national team after the game, he suddenly knocked on my bedroom door, Come in and talk to me with a lost face."

"Brother, I don't want to fight anymore, I want to retire."

If you don’t participate in foreign competitions, there are many competitions in China. At that time, Du Yi had just returned to the national team after participating in a domestic competition. Before the stool in the dormitory was warmed up, Zhang Anrui came over and suddenly threw a bomb, which knocked Du Yi into a daze.

"What's going on?!" Du Yi stood up abruptly and asked Zhang Anrui, his tone mixed with suspicion and anger.

Who would be angry when his junior brother suddenly said that he was going to retire and stop playing, let alone when he was still on the rise in his career and had a bright future?

Therefore, Du Yi's tone was involuntarily rushed at first, but he quickly forced himself to calm down and asked Zhang Anrui why he said that and why he suddenly said that he wanted to give up.

But Zhang Anrui sat on the edge of the bed huddled up and buried his head in a ball, not daring to raise his head, nor would he answer.

"Are you injured?" Du Yi asked worriedly.

Zhang Anrui shook his head, but still didn't speak.

It's not an injury, so what reason can there be masculinity, mentality?

Du Yi suddenly thought of something, took out his mobile phone and searched, and sure enough, he found the reason.

"Don't tell me that your mentality has collapsed because you were shaved bald by Enoch Robb 4:0."

This time, Zhang Anrui didn't shake his head anymore.

There was silence in the dormitory for a long time, Du Yisheng laughed angrily, he stood up from the stool, walked to the bed, abruptly raised Zhang Anrui's head buried in his knees, and looked at him.

"If you lose a game, you have to retire? Zhang Anrui, although you had ups and downs in your mentality before, you are not such a cowardly person, not to mention that you are the number one in the world. It is strange to lose. Improve your strength to win next time." It's okay if you leave him? What are you afraid of?"

Zhang Anrui stared at him blankly for a while, finally found a trace of focus, and said in a difficult voice: "Senior brother, it's not that I'm afraid, I can't beat it, that kind of strength, I can never beat it, senior brother, I can't do it , I really don’t want to play anymore.”

"Brother Xu and Ren told me not to take this loss to heart. Although Enoch Robb is about the same age as me, our country and Germany have a different starting point. A very good result, saying that I am not ashamed of my status as the first brother of the national team."

"But when they said this, I felt even more sad. Brother, I don't want to be normal. It's a shame to have my head shaved. It's embarrassing to the whole world. I really can't beat it. I won't be able to beat it in the future. Our country is not strong enough. I really can’t, brother, let me retire.”

Du Yi listened to Zhang Anrui's narration that almost lost his logic, and remained silent for a long time.

In the end, Du Yi slammed the door and walked out, the conversation ended, and the two broke up unhappy.

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