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After the launch of the luxury house project, the three-person team led by Liang Xinhe went on a business trip to communicate with the owner about the decoration, and then measured the house on the spot. After returning, he has been working overtime to draw pictures, hold meetings, and discuss with the team.

After five or six days of busy work, I took half a day off.

December 12th is the anniversary of her mother's death.

Depart in the afternoon and drive to the cemetery in the north of the city.

Today the temperature is only 1 degree, the sky is heavy with dark clouds, the wind is very strong, it seems that there are signs of snow.

Liang Xinhe received a call from Ning Xi on the road.

"Are you driving?"

"Well, I have to...go out for a while." Liang Xinhe said with a smile, "Don't you take a lunch break?"

"It's okay, come back for dinner tonight?"

"Ah, I'm afraid not, I will be late when I go back."

"Okay... drive carefully."

"Uh-huh."

After a pause of two or three seconds, they closed the line.

Liang Xinhe let out a breath slowly.

In the past few days, they have been getting along with each other cautiously and nonchalantly, they are all scruples about each other's feelings, and they have fallen into a cycle of predicament.

She didn't think of a good way to relieve it for a while, so she could only leave it like this for now, she believed that Ning Xi had the same idea as herself.

Liang Xinhe suddenly felt it was funny. She and Ning Xi were not young anymore, and they both had a long relationship, but they were still helpless in their relationship.

"How to be with another person well, I have always been confused, and I have never been able to learn"

"I'm afraid that if I don't do well, I will disappoint you and make you sad..."

"I wanted to wait, wait..."

In the past two days, she sometimes thinks of what Ning Xi confessed to her. Her words, eyes, and subconscious actions can't deceive people. Her love is slender, slow, and silent.

"It's you who wants to fall in love with a woman who has been in love for 20 years, so you should be mentally prepared!" A voice in her heart shouted, "Who said you should take your time, or you will be tempted and tempted so much!" Can't help it."

"You yourself thought of Zhou Yan when you were making out for the first time. This is a spontaneous reaction of your body. You have talked with Zhou Yan for seven years, and you have to make a transition. What's more, you have talked with Zhou Yan for almost 20 years, and you can't think of it once or twice. It's nothing, it's perfectly normal!"

"Whoo~"

Liang Xinhe sighed, and smiled with tears in her eyes. Even if she understood, she still hoped that Ning Xi would be closer to herself and warmer to herself.

To like someone is to accept her complete and deeper appearance, and look forward to longer and longer company, instead of just considering the joy of being together for a short time, that is not her view of love.

She believed that this was not Ning Xi's view of love either.

My mother has passed away for many years, and now she is more mature and independent, and has someone she likes.

Liang Xinhe put a bouquet of white and yellow chrysanthemums, stood in front of her grave for a long time, and said many things to her mother in her heart.

"I'll come to see mom again after I've been busy for a while."

She said softly, taking off her woolen gloves, and touched the small tombstone.

"Xinhe." Someone called her from behind.

Liang Xinhe's expression froze, and he turned around to see that it really was Zhou Yan.She wore a long dark blue fur coat, put one hand in the pocket, and smiled at herself.

"How do you..."

"Today is my aunt's death day, of course I want to come over." Zhou Yan watched her, "I'm not sure when you will come over, so I drove over to have a look, but I didn't expect to meet you in time."

Liang Xinhe pursed her lips secretly. In fact, she did not accompany her on the anniversary of her death last year, and she doesn't know what her plans are this year.

"You are interested, thank you." She smiled, her tone was not warm.

"It should." Zhou Yan looked at her meaningfully, "I thought you weren't here alone."

Liang Xinhe didn't answer her words, put on his gloves, turned around and left.

Zhou Yan followed behind her: "Xinhe, let's talk."

"We don't have much to talk about."

"I broke up with Shen Yanyan."

"I know." Liang Xinhe glanced back at her, "You didn't come here to tell me you're single, did you?"

"I'm really single..."

Liang Xinhe smiled: "Single doesn't mean you don't have a partner, right?"

Zhou Yan paused slightly, but followed.

Liang Xinhe ignored her, went to pick up the car, started it, and drove towards the city. After driving for a while, she found that Zhou Yan had been following her behind the car.The phone rang.

It's from Zhou Yan: "Let's find a place to chat, I really have something to tell you."

Liang Xinhe sighed: "Let's find a place nearby."

The phone was disconnected, and the sky seemed to be getting darker.

The two went to the hotel's coffee shop, and someone was playing "The Concerto of Love" not far away.

"What's the matter?" Liang Xinhe said directly, having no time to appreciate the quiet and elegant music.

"Are you bothering me so much now?" Zhou Yan said with a smile.

Liang Xinhe picked up the hot juice in front of him and took a sip.

Zhou Yan looked at her: "When Shen Yanyan broke up with me, she scolded me for valuing friends more than girlfriends, and said that we are inferior to others..."

These two people are really a bit ridiculous, they were the ones who cheated on them, and they all came to complain to themselves after breaking up, Liang Xinhe warmed his hands with a cup and didn't speak.

"I've thought about it a lot. I really overlooked this point before. I owe you an apology. I'm sorry."

Liang Xinhe stared at the liquid in the cup: "It doesn't matter."

"Xinhe, I've been thinking about our past, I still think about you..."

"I'm sorry, I've turned the page and already have a girlfriend." Liang Xinhe put down his glass and looked up at her.

"Really?" Zhou Yan obviously didn't believe it, "If you really have a girlfriend, why doesn't she come with you to see your aunt?"

Liang Xinhe's heart was stabbed instantly, sour.

Zhou Yan observed her expression: "Do you remember? When Auntie left, she took my hand and asked me to take care of you..."

Why don't you remember?

Liang Xinhe clenched her lips. Her mother had never been optimistic about the relationship between the two of them, because their families were too far apart, so she never agreed to move to Xicheng to accompany her, because she was afraid that Zhou Yan would mind.At that time in the hospital bed, my mother held her breath, her eyes full of worry, but she still held Zhou Yan's hand and entrusted herself to her.

There was soreness in her eye sockets, water welling up.

Zhou Yan probably also understood that what he did later was too stupid, so he could only make up for it: "I really felt too much pressure at the time, Xinhe, you have to understand that the environment we grew up in is different...including my friends, They don't understand your family environment, of course it's their fault for being mean, and it's also my fault for not protecting you, but... I want to say it's justifiable..."

Liang Xinhe suddenly chuckled: "Yes, reincarnation is indeed a skill. The starting line is different. Your starting line is indeed my end. When I am with you, I often feel inferior because of this. I didn't expect that women also pay attention to it." Right on the door."

Zhou Yan touched his nose and smiled: "All emotional models are the same..."

"Indeed," Liang Xinhe nodded, "but I realized later that I am more confident without you. My work may not be as bright in your eyes, and I don't earn as much as you, but this is the result of my hard work. One shot The front line is all on my own, I should be proud, my partner despises me from the bottom of my heart, it is not 'right' in my soul."

"Zhou Yan, you think you are more than enough for me, don't you? I should go back if you wave your hand? Wait for you obediently at home, and you don't even ask if you mess around outside, because you think I am only worthy of these, right? "

Zhou Yan was momentarily choked by her words: "...how did you interpret it like this?"

Liang Xinhe looked at her: "Zhou Yan, you are not good enough for me."

After she finished speaking, she stood up and turned around without looking back.

Zhou Yan watched her back, shook his head with a smile, and whispered to himself: "What are you talking about?"

After breaking up with Liang Xinhe, she talked with Shen Yanyan for a while, and then talked with other women. They were all young and beautiful, they knew how to play and loved to play, and they were very happy to get along, but for some reason, sometimes when she dreamed back at midnight, she would Thinking of Liang Xinhe, she came back tired from working overtime at night, handed herself a box of milk, rubbed her eyes and said to herself: "Here, the date is the freshest, drink it."

Or on the weekend morning hugging herself and acting like a baby: "Go to sleep for a while." When she really fell asleep, she would quietly get up again to do the housework, put away Zhou Yan's shoes, and iron the clothes.

In the past, she thought that these things could only be done by asking an aunt, but later she realized that the trivial details of daily life are all about her tender love.

Zhou Yan sat for a long time, smiled wistfully, got up and left.She will not admit it, some loss can only rot in her heart.

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