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Liang Xinhe got up and went to the bathroom of the ward, mopped the floor with a mop, collected the garbage bags and threw them away.

She sat for a while, and really didn't want to spend the night in the hospital wearing dirty pants, so she went to the nurse and told her she was going to be discharged from the hospital. After completing the relevant procedures, she was discharged from the hospital.

Standing at the gate of the No. [-] Hospital, she was in a daze for a while, where is my car?

Thinking about it, after she fell down, the car was driven back to the company by a colleague, it was safe and she didn't need to worry about it.

She clicked on the taxi app and hailed a car.

Leaning in the back seat of the car, her complexion was dull, with tiredness between her brows.The car windows were lowered, and the cold wind mixed with the rain drifted in, taking away the tears.

The shadows of the trees swayed, passing by a large square, the fountain in the center was radiant, and there were few people. On rainy days, there was no lively atmosphere, only the fluffy rain and fog.

She stretched out her hand and spread it out, feeling the silent vapor, the lonely vapor.

It was almost twelve o'clock when she got home, and after taking a hot shower, she felt that she had recovered a bit.

Holding a cup of hot water, she pulled the blanket over the sofa, turned on the floor heating, curled up and fell asleep.

The world is so quiet, and the perception is numb, and a sleep can relieve all worries.

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Ning Xi received a call from Zhang Nisi at four o'clock in the morning that day. She was reading too late at that time, and she just lay down and was not asleep.

Early morning phone calls can be disconcerting.

Zhang Nisi had just arrived in West City when her grandma passed away.Grandma is the only person in Zhang Nisi's family who supports them together, and she is also very friendly to Ning Xi.

The news was sudden, Ning Xi moved too fast, and felt dizzy when she got out of bed and changed clothes.

"You wait for me, I'll go there right away."

Zhang Nisi said with tears, "You haven't driven for a long time, I have asked the driver to pick you up, you wait at home..."

"Okay." After Ning Xi finished speaking, she sighed slightly, "Are you okay?"

Zhang Nisi burst into tears in the microphone.

Grandma Zhang Nisi's home is in Yongcheng next to Xicheng. It took two hours by car. When she arrived, it was already dawn.

People in the Zhang family are busy, and there is a special person in charge of all matters related to the funeral. The Zhang family is large, and the members of the family have not yet come together. Ning Xi only needs to accompany Zhang Nisi to stabilize her emotions.

The two stayed together silently, quiet for a while, talk for a while, and cry for a while.

The Zhang family and Zhang Nisi have many children of the same generation, so they would come over to talk to them from time to time, and most of them knew Ning Xi, and thought they were still together, so they were polite to her.

Time passed long and fast, and finally an elder came over to let them all go to rest, and come back when they are needed.

Zhang Nisi led her to the villa next door.

The two passed the common corridor, the sky was dark, and the light rain turned over the pagoda tree in the courtyard, and passed them gently.

"How's it going?" Zhang Nisi asked in a low voice.

"pretty good, how about you?"

"Not bad." Zhang Nisi glanced at her sideways, "Is there anyone you like?"

Ning Xi pursed her lips, but did not answer.

They entered through the side door and pressed the elevator. Zhang Nisi looked at her in surprise, but Ning Xi did not deny it.

She smiled lightly: "That's fine, we all look forward."

Ning Xi was not surprised that Zhang Nisi had a companion by her side, so she nodded, but still didn't say anything.

On the second floor, Zhang Nisi opened the door of a room for her: "This room has been cleaned, you should go to sleep first."

"Ah."

"Xi, thank you for coming."

"Should be."

The two stood by the door, looking at each other.

"I don't want to be alone, can you accompany me?" Zhang Nisi's beautiful eyes were full of water, "Shall we talk?"

Ning Xi looked into her eyes, let out a sigh of relief, and agreed.

The bedroom has a queen bed.

Ning Xi said softly, "Go to sleep, I'm on the sofa." She said and sat down.

Zhang Nisi took off her shoes, lay on her side, covered with a quilt, and cast her eyes on her: "Tell me about your current girlfriend, what kind of person is she?"

But Ning Xi said: "You took a plane for more than ten hours, and you haven't had time to rest here, so you should take a nap first."

"Why do you always avoid this topic, well, let me say it first," Zhang Nisi said, "my friend, who is a year or two older than me, Chinese, can't speak Chinese, her father I met my uncle, divorced my wife, and have a child."

She said that Ning Xi just listened, without any turmoil in his expression, while Zhang Nisi observed, feeling both relaxed and a little sad.

"We don't have any restrictions, we can see each other when we want, and we don't make promises to each other, so we are very free."

She said she was waiting for Ning Xi's response, and after waiting for a while, she said, "If this is the relationship you're looking forward to, then I'm happy for you."

Zhang Nisi snorted softly, was noncommittal to her response, and asked instead: "What about yours?"

There is more or less agitation in the words.

Ning Xi's eyes showed a little helplessness: "My situation is different."

"I guessed it would be different, I thought you wouldn't have a newcomer so soon with your temperament, haha, so I'm even more curious..." Zhang Nisi's tone was somewhat sour.

Ning Xi lowered her eyes: "She is very nice, very cute, very gentle, and very caring."

Zhang Nisi stared at her: "Sounds much better than my ex?"

Ning Xi: "This is not a competition."

Zhang Nisi snorted: "The former and the present are always a competition."

Ning Xi's chest rose and fell slightly, but did not respond to this sentence.

"But no matter what, I'm sure I'll win." Zhang Nisi smiled, "Some of us can't be replaced by others, right?"

Ning Xi put aside her approaching gaze and remained silent.

Zhang Nisi felt a little bored, so she closed her eyes and rested.

Ning Xi rubbed her sore eye sockets, she was so tired, she closed her eyes and went to sleep.

The curtains were drawn down, and the room was quiet and dark. They took a rest in a daze for a while, but none of them really fell asleep.

"Xi, is it right for us to do this? Is it really good for us to break up?" Zhang Nisi's voice echoed faintly in the room, "If after a few years, we find that we still can't really part with each other, then what? manage?"

"Sisi," Ning Xi paused, and said tactfully, "Being friends is the best for us. Being lovers, we will only resent and hate each other. In the end, we can't even be friends."

"You don't have to have a new appointment to deny everything we have before, right?"

Ning Xi: "I didn't..."

Zhang Nisi simply straightened up, choked up and accused: "How good is this woman? Do you need to belittle me face to face like this?"

Ning Xi took a deep breath and fell silent.

"Why, don't you talk again?"

"Are you dumb in front of me?"

"You're the same again!"

One sentence after another, spit out from her lips.

Ning Xi's eyes were calm, she didn't speak, just watched her quietly.

Zhang Nisi's chest rose and fell heavily, and under her gaze, she gradually realized what she said, she covered her eyes dejectedly, and choked up.

Ning Xi looked at her and sighed, got up, but sat back down again.

"I'm really bad to you. You should break up with me. Why do I always say such bad things to you..."

"I just can't help it, why? What the hell do I want?"

"I obviously love you..."

"No, Sisi, we don't have love anymore." Ning Xi looked at her and said, "Love should give us hope, courage, and strength, instead of asking us to exhaust everything to love."

Zhang Nisi let go of her palms and stared at her blankly.

……

"You can rest here, I'll go next door." Ning Xi stood up and walked out of the room.

Ning Xi went to the next room and lay down to rest. She took off her glasses, took out her mobile phone, and put it on the bedside table. She was exhausted and fell asleep quickly.

After an unknown amount of time, she was woken up.

Standing in front of her bed, Zhang Nisi handed her the glasses with a calm expression: "My father and uncle have finally discussed it, saying that the old rituals will not be followed, and we will go to the funeral home."

"Come back and eat the funeral feast."

"Do you want to go together? If not, I'll ask the driver to take you back."

Ning Xi rubbed her forehead and felt her head was heavy. She wasn't sure what time it was. Seeing that Zhang Nisi's words were obviously duplicity, she said quietly, "I'll accompany you there."

"You and I ride in the same car, and our car has to be the last one. I'm not married yet. It seems to be according to some custom."

"Well, according to your arrangement." Ning Xi took the phone, "Wait for me for a few minutes, I'll check WeChat."

Zhang Nisi glanced at her mobile phone: "The signal here is not good, you can find a place downstairs."

"it is good."

"Don't go too far."

Ning Xi went to the bathroom to freshen up. When she came out, Zhang Nisi had already left. According to her impression, she took the elevator downstairs.

The sky was completely dark, and there were a few lonely street lamps dotted between the buildings, burning brightly in the rain and fog.

She exhaled a few breaths and turned on her phone.

When she looked at WeChat, her mind buzzed, and she quickly regained consciousness and listened to those few voice messages.

Hastily dialed Liang Xinhe's phone number: "Xinhe..."

Hearing the phrase "Where did you go", she felt a surge of guilt in her heart, asked about her injury, and heard her say that the film was fine, it was just a minor injury, Ning Xi felt relieved, but she couldn't do it right now. rush over.

"Can you...can you come and accompany..."

Ning Xi felt a pain in her heart, and was about to say something when Zhang Nisi came to her side at some point, and when she called out "Xi", Ning Xi's expression changed instantly.

She had no choice but to say a few words to Zhang Nisi, then turned around and walked away quickly, explaining the situation to Liang Xinhe, but Liang Xinhe's tone seemed to change in an instant: "...I just wanted to ask you by the way."

Her tone was too polite, more unfamiliar and polite than the first acquaintance, with a kind of panic and forbearance that wanted to hide something, said words such as "it's okay" and "rest assured", and said that her friend Han Kailiang was accompanying her , hastily took up the line.

Ning Xi stood outside the courtyard, the night was falling, light rain had wet her hair, she clutched her phone, sighed deeply, and frowned.

"Are you still going?" Zhang Nisi stood in the corridor, looking at her with far and near eyes.

To take the old man for the last time.

It took more than four hours for the intermediate affairs to be delayed back and forth.

During the period, Ning Xi was distracted from time to time, paying attention to the situation of her mobile phone, and the more she thought about it, the more worried she became. If Han Kailiang was really by Xin He's side, then she would not say "Can I go and accompany her..."

She must really want to go there by herself.

I should also go to accompany her, it is very inconvenient to be alone in the hospital.

The more Ning Xi thought about it, the more anxious she became, so she didn't stay for the banquet when she arrived at the villa. She checked the time, and it was one o'clock in the morning.

This time, she couldn't get a car to go back to West City, so she went to find Zhang Nisi and asked her driver to give her a ride.

Zhang Nisi did not agree: "You can leave after eating."

"I'm in a hurry."

Zhang Nisi glanced at her: "I don't agree."

Ning Xi glanced at her, stopped talking, turned around and left. She walked out of the gate of the villa and clicked on the taxi app.

Grandma Zhang Nisi's villa is in the suburbs, and there are no cars around this point.

She took a deep breath, the temperature in the early morning was even lower, and her hands and feet were cold, and the heat rushed out.

Tell my cousin to pick her up?Too far away to be realistic.

Go to Zhang Nisi's other brothers and sisters for help?Maybe, maybe, it will work.

If it doesn't work, you can only wait until six o'clock in the morning, when there should be a car.

Ning Xi let the rainy wind blow her cheeks, planning one plan after another in her mind, calculating the possibility.

Before that, she was looking for something to eat, but she hadn't had any rice in the whole day.

She put her hand into her pocket to keep warm, and took out a piece of chocolate. When she saw the word "pralus", her heart suddenly felt sour.

This was the night before yesterday, when she went downstairs to throw out the garbage in the community, she happened to run into Liang Xinhe who was picking up the courier.

"I bought chocolate. It is said that this brand is good. Here is a piece for you." She stuffed the chocolate into her pocket.

"There are other flavors. If you want to eat, you can cook for it." Liang Xinhe smiled, blinked at her, and quickly turned away, as if a little ashamed.

The sourness in Ning Xi's heart was getting stronger and stronger, and she finally couldn't help but want to call He Ruyi.

"Ning Xi."

Zhang Nisi held up a black umbrella and watched her behind her back for an unknown amount of time, with a calm expression on her face: "Let's go."

After a while, Ning Xi got into the driver's car of Zhang's family. She glanced back and saw that the umbrella was gone.

From Yongcheng to Xicheng, it was only a two-hour journey, just a short journey at a time point in life, but it was the last node for her and Zhang Nisi.

Since then, they will no longer meet.

Everyone has their own way.

What they are going now is their own choice, and they can only go by themselves.

They may have companions, but they end up walking alone.

But who in the world is not like this? But who in the world is not afraid of loneliness, who has someone he likes and can resist getting close?

Ning Xi thought, if she rushes over to meet Liang Xinhe now, is there still time?

The author has something to say:

Ning Xi should be the youngest person in my book, so she is the least popular.blame me blame me~