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After returning home, Ning Xi's cold symptoms came.

Headache, runny nose, chills, hoarse throat.

She stayed at home, boiled a big pot of porridge, drank some when she was hungry, and found cold medicine.

It was Liang Xinhe who stayed behind.

It has been a great help.

She originally wanted to send a message to thank him, but when she thought that she was not like an old house bug like herself, she had a busy job, so it was better not to bother him, and when she had a chance, she would thank them well.

She took the medicine and fell asleep.

She thought she would dream of Zhang Nisi, but in fact she didn't. The dream was full of chaos, and she fell asleep unconsciously in the chaos.

Everything is a foregone conclusion.

They finished their cold meals that day and bid farewell peacefully and amicably.

Zhang Nisi said that she would not stay in Xicheng anymore, she would go to settle down with her family abroad, but her grandma is still in Xicheng, she doesn't come back often, she hopes that Ning Xi can visit her occasionally.

Ning Xi agreed.

Zhang Nisi also took the painting with her.

Maybe the ending has already been decided, maybe she is sick, so the pain is not very strong.She's seen what it's like to be a married couple—her parents.

They are obviously educated and self-cultivated people, but when they see each other, they quarrel and stare at each other fiercely, wishing that the other party would die on the spot.

Fortunately, she and Zhang Nisi will not become like this.

Ning Xi took the medicine for three days, and with the persistence of a bowl of porridge, her symptoms were relieved, and she finally felt a little angry.

After the relief, another pain came.

It's not a very severe pain, but just desolation, a desolation that penetrates deep into the bone marrow, like rheumatism on a cloudy day.

Zhang Nisi sent her a text message before leaving, it was very simple: "I'm leaving."

Ning Xi looked at it for a while, but couldn't reply for some reason.

She had nightmares for several days afterwards.

Sometimes it's a first-person perspective, sometimes it's a third-person perspective.

She was lying in bed sleeping, and when she woke up, her arms were missing, and sometimes a leg was missing.

She watched herself screaming and trembling, knowing that she was dreaming, but there was nothing she could do.

The psychiatrist said: "There is a person who has traces in your life for 20 years, and her existence is everywhere in your life map. Now that you are separated, some residual emotions are normal."

Ning Xi was silent for a while before saying, "I can adapt."

She can adapt to a person's life.

As a teenager, she was very afraid of loneliness. After having Zhang Nisi, she experienced the deepest sweetness and the deepest loneliness.

She is no longer her 16-year-old self, and of course she can live alone in the future.

needs time.

She will take her time.

The sisters were connected, and He Ruyi called her.

After listening to it, she was silent for a while, and instead of digging deeper into the topic of their breakup, she said, "Buy a plane ticket and come over and play with us."

"We are from Feilu Island in Sanya, you should go there too, let's play together, don't stay at home all the time, if you are not sick, you will get sick if you are bored."

Ning Xi was not very interested.

The mobile phone was changed, and the little girl's crisp voice sounded again: "Aunt Biao, why don't you come, come and play with me!"

Ning Xi's voice softened a bit: "Ninny..."

"Auntie," the little girl said coquettishly, "My brother and his girlfriend are staying in Sanya, and my father has gone back to work. It's just me and my mother. If you don't come, I will be annoyed to death by her!"

"Ahem, hey, your mom and I are right next to you!" He Ruyi sneered.

"Biao Aunt, Biao Aunt, why don't you come, come here, or else my daughter will be sad, and a hole will be broken in my heart."

This made He Ruyi laugh: "Who did you learn this from? Well, Ning Xi, my sister called you here, don't you even give her face?"

"That's right! You don't have to give my mother's face, you have to give it to me." The little girl said sternly, "Buy the ticket now!"

Ning Xi finally couldn't help smiling: "Okay, okay, just obey!"

After picking up the line, she really checked the flight status immediately, bought a ticket to Ludao tomorrow, and got up to pack her luggage.

She still had mild cold symptoms, so she went downstairs to buy some medicine.

She stayed at home for a long time, and only when she came out did she realize that it was completely dark.She walked slowly, went to the pharmacy to buy medicine, and was a little hungry after shopping. After thinking about it, she went to the noodle shop.

"Miss, what do you want to eat?" The proprietress was still as enthusiastic as last time.

Ning Xi lowered her eyes and smiled: "The tomato juice is fine."

She casually scanned the store, and there were quite a few people. When Banchuan came up that night, she ate for most of the night and sat for a while before paying the bill and leaving.

When entering the elevator, she was alone, she pressed the button, and when the door was closing, a female voice shouted: "Wait." She pressed the pause button.

The one who came in was an unfamiliar woman, dressed in a formal white-collar beauty, and smiled to herself: "Thank you. Thank you."

Ning Xi nodded and lowered her eyes.

Looking at the time, it was almost eight o'clock.

She slid the phone away, as if she wanted to type something, but in the end she didn't.

On the next day, she flew to Ludao to join He Ruyi's mother and daughter.

During the summer vacation, there are a lot of people visiting Ludao, and the weather is very hot.Ning Xi followed the energetic mother and daughter to many scenic spots.

The last stop is Gulangyu Island.

Although there are many people, the blue sky, sea, white clouds and soft sandy beach are really refreshing, and Ning Xi's mood is also better.

After playing for a while, He Ruyi was going to buy some special products to send to relatives and friends.They took a taxi and came to Huang Shengji.

After handing over her daughter to Ning Xi, He Ruyi carried the basket to the shelf to pick it up.One basket was not enough, she filled it up and picked up another basket.

The child was getting impatient, so he picked up a bag of pork to eat, and looked for a place to play games with his tablet.

"Sister..." Ning Xi looked at He Ruyi who was busy scanning the QR code to mail, and asked puzzledly, "What are you buying so much for? You can find it online."

"What do you know, I have been posting on Moments where I am playing these days. Buying things locally is similar to buying things online, but the friendship is different!"

"Others receive souvenirs, oops, you still miss me when you go out to play, and you will feel better when you receive them!"

Ning Xi thought about it, and felt that what she said was quite reasonable: "Do you need to send so much?"

"A few of your brother's colleagues, as well as younger sisters who play better friends, and the parents of the family committee," He Ruyi opened the memo on the phone to check, "About 20 of them."

Ning Xi: "..."

What a big fight.

As he said that, He Ruyi gave her a sideways glance: "Don't you need to buy anything?"

Ning Xi was taken aback for a moment: "I..."

He Ruyi reminded her a little resentfully, "Send it to Xiao Liang!"

Ning Xi suddenly realized, that's right, he helped her several times, she couldn't show nothing at all.

She immediately picked up a basket to choose the goods, and He Ruyi smiled and gave her advice, "Buy the dried meat and eight treasures, choose eight of them, Xiao Liang doesn't know if they can eat spicy food or not?"

Ning Xi: "I don't know, buy something that is not spicy,

He Ruyi: "Dried meat, diced meat, meat floss, meat willow, meat floss, beef and pork, you can choose any two."

Ning Xi hummed, then went to another shelf, and picked out several kinds of snacks, such as taro cake and pineapple cake, and also picked out two kinds of tea and some refreshments for herself. Consciously let out a breath, and suddenly felt that there was no such a big human burden.

He Ruyi glanced at her, shook her head with a smile and sighed, and went to find her daughter.

Ning Xi also picked out a few snacks suitable for the elderly, packed them and sent them to Grandma Zhang Nisi.As for Zhang Nisi herself, she hesitated for a while and did not choose.

That night, she returned to her high school days in a dream. Zhang Nisi and she were both wearing school uniforms. In the summer evening, beautiful clouds were burning in the sky, dyeing the classroom a warm orange.

Time is slow, everything is beautiful, and she is the only one in the classroom, feeling like she has a quiet and beautiful space.

She didn't want to go home so soon, so she sat down and did her homework.

Tired of writing, she leaned on the window sill and looked into the distance.

At this time, she saw Zhang Nisi, she and a few friends who had a good time were chatting with each other while walking, smiling very brightly.

In the dream, 16-year-old Ning Xi stared at Zhang Nisi for a long time, and 36-year-old Ning Xi "watched" this scene in the dream for a long time.

She woke up with tears in the corners of her eyes. She covered her face for a while and felt relieved.

There is no doubt that Zhang Nisi will live a happier and more free life without being with herself, and she will get used to living alone.

She took out her mobile phone and finally replied to the message from several days ago, "Okay, safe."

"I wish you a safe journey, the bridges are strong, and the tunnels are bright."

The author has something to say:

The last line of the poem is from Jahit Tarangi's "Train"

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