Before Zou Rong was born, the family always thought it was a girl, so that they could make up a "good".He has loved two people in his life, one is Ji Mo, and the other is still Ji Mo.

He didn't like to talk since he was a child, and he liked to be alone.Later he thought it had a lot to do with his older brother, tall and handsome, lively and cheerful, with excellent character and learning, like a luminous body, he is the focus of the crowd wherever he goes.And Zou Rong's existence seemed to set off how good he is.

Zou Rong likes musical instruments, but his parents let him play basketball with his brother on the grounds that he is not well developed.He likes liberal arts, because he is the first in his elder brother's science class, so he must apply for science, so that it is convenient to guide him in his studies, even if he sees the numbers and gets dizzy.He also likes puppies, but his elder brother hates them. He said that Zou Rong is not in good health, so it is best not to keep dogs at home.

Of course, his parents and elder brother treated him very well, what they regret most is why Zou Rong is not a well-behaved and obedient girl.Speaking of this, Zou Rong really wanted to call the girls in the class to walk around in front of them. Now there is a new creature, they are called "female men".

Live according to their requirements every day, and go back to the room alone at night, that is the most relaxed time for Zou Rong.He is no longer that simple and boring Zou Rong, with the wings of imagination, he can become anyone he wants.

But, that's not why he wants to be an actor.The most fundamental reason is that he wants to be noticed, to be loved, and to be a luminary in the crowd.

His family has always disagreed with his becoming an actor, and he went on a hunger strike for three days before he was released to take the art test.It was one of only two revolts in his life.

The result is that like most newcomers, they are picked around like cheap Chinese cabbage in the market, and they don't even have the position to say "no".

Even if he became an actor, he was still unknown.He doesn't know anything, he can only work hard. The director's evaluation of him is that he is a very dull person, and the acting is even more dull.Audiences are not afraid of watching bad movies, they are afraid of boring movies.

He began to play soy sauce in major movies to make him look familiar. Some newcomers debuted at the same time, such as Ji Fei, and some changed careers. Only he signed a contract with a big company based on his good looks, and then he became worse and worse.

The saddest thing is that 85% of his body burns didn't get as much attention as Ji Fei's scandal. This is really entertaining to death.It's impossible not to be jealous, but that's Jimo's brother, and he can only bless.

Of course, he didn't want to be noticed when he became that ghost, so let him die quietly alone.On the first night after the explosion, he really thought so.

He was lying on the hospital bed alone, there was no one around him, it was pitch black, and only the cold machine accompanied him.He wanted to speak, but he couldn't make a sound, his throat was full of blisters.His body was already numb. Since he was brought in, the doctor had cut his skin, exposing the blood vessels to the air, and not a single drop of blood flowed out.

But when he survived that night, the thought of committing suicide gradually disappeared.He even survived such a difficult moment, what obstacles will he face in the future?There will never be a worse time than now.

The next day, Ji Fei came to see him, he knew how ugly he was, it could be seen from his surprised expression.Ji Fei said: "I didn't expect you to be injured so badly?"

He struggled, his voice was hoarse, and he couldn't get the full tone out, and if his face wasn't burned, you could definitely see the terrified expression on his face.

"What's wrong with you? Doctor!" The closer he got to Zou Rong, the bigger Zou Rong's reaction became.

Later the nurse came in, Ji Fei was invited outside the ward, and Zou Rong gradually calmed down.

For several days in a row, Ji Mo would come to see him, in a corner he couldn't see.Zou Rong knew it, so he wouldn't face the door of the room even when he was sleeping.Sometimes when Ji Mo didn't come, he would breathe a sigh of relief, and then be alone for a long time.

Why do you like Ji Mo?Because he has never been in a relationship, and Jimo is the first person to smile at him nicely, it's that simple.Others may walk away after a few words with him and find that he is not enthusiastic, but Ji Mo will not, he will tell others: "Zou Rong is a very good person."

Maybe it's because, with him, people will pay attention to him.

He is withdrawn, selfish, and cowardly, but in Jimo's eyes, he is a cold-faced, warm-hearted, and somewhat confused younger brother. He is also working hard to better fit the image in his heart, if he hadn't encountered the explosion.

If he was given a chance to do it all over again, would he take that play?The answer is yes.Because only in this way can he meet Ji Mo, he is the only bright color in his boring life.

However, he absolutely does not want to be the weakness that restrains him.

The first time he saw himself after being burned was because the man gave him a mirror. The man in the mirror had a swollen face, his head was tightly wrapped in bandages, and the exposed skin was like a sausage. .Is this what Ji Mo sees every day?Zou Rong seemed to be stuck in a freezing lake, he wanted to scream but couldn't.The man ripped off his oxygen mask, lowered the brim of his hat and walked out of the room.

He was like a dying fish, breathing heavily, struggling less and less, the mirror fell to the ground, and his mutilated face was broken together.

In his most critical moment, it was Ji Fei who saved him, and he called the doctor.

But if it wasn't for Ji Fei, he might not be what he is today.He was standing in Ji Fei's place.But after going through the scene just now, he wouldn't think so.

Ji Fei asked: "Who took off your oxygen mask?"

Zou Rong is actually a very independent person, he only does things step by step, and he has a big secret in his heart, he has no master, he told himself that he must never tell anyone.

Yes, that person is Wu Yu.

He can't speak out, because no one will believe him, they are rivals in love, and others will think that he has a mental problem or deliberately framed him.Perhaps, this is really a dream of his?Wu Yu is not as good as what Ji Mo said, so he doesn't have to live with guilt every day.

Yes, falling in love with a man who has a lover is the worst and worst thing he has ever done in his life.

He found countless reasons for himself not to speak out, but he missed one. He was afraid to see Jimo feel sad.

Every time Ji Mo saw someone he thought was good, he would say that he was like Wu Yu.Of course he also told him: You are very similar to Wu Yu from before.But he often said: Wu Yu is still the same as before, nothing has changed.So much so that later, Zou Rong even thought that if Wu Yu was no longer around one day, he could replace him.

He often wakes up alone at night, wondering how there can be such a despicable person like himself in this world.Every time I swear, I will never get close to Jimo again at dawn, but I still can't help but lean towards him when I see him the next day.

He never thought that he could really replace Wu Yu, and Wu Yu went to jail for prostitution.

After that, Ji Mo came to see him almost every day, and he also changed from resisting at the beginning to silently accepting.

He is inconvenient to move, he urinates and defecates on the bed, and Jimo doesn't think he's dirty, sometimes he cries when he can't poop, and Jimo will always comfort him.

He often told him jokes, but he didn't laugh much anymore. His laughter was like a broken gong, hoarse and rough, and he didn't even want to speak.

Just like him, Ji Mo stayed by his side until he was discharged from the hospital.

He doesn't want to drag him down, but he still has a fluke mentality, so I will stay by his side for one more day, just one day.

They moved in together after discharge from the hospital.Zou Rong said: "I don't want to burden you, and I can go home."

Ji Mo said, "You still have to have a skin graft, and I'll leave when you're fully recovered."

If he was destined to leave in the first place, why should he be left with so many fantasies?The root of human suffering often comes from greed.If he only wanted to be able to see him from a distance as he did at the beginning, then he wouldn't be in such pain.He wants love, not sympathy.

The day after he was discharged from the hospital, Zou Rong disappeared.Because he has no position to ask Jimo to love him at all, he is just a burden, even if Jimo really falls in love with him, he will leave.

He went to five cities and was found by Ji Mo every time.Every time he finds him, Jimo will make him promise that he won't leave quietly next time. Looking at Jimo's tired face, he can't help but agree.But he will still leave.

Maybe the reason why Ji Mo persevered in looking for him was not because he liked him a little bit, but because he knew that he, a person who couldn't tell the difference between southeast and north, could not survive alone.

After being found for the fourth time, Ji Mo said, "Can you stop running?"

Zou Rong nodded. There were no scars on his face, but it still looked unnatural.

Ji Mo stared at him for a while, and finally said helplessly, "Even if you want to leave, wait until my brother's wedding is over before leaving."

Seeing his surprised look, Ji Mo said, "My brother and Xu Yanchen's wedding was registered in the United States."

Zou Rong's heartbeat accelerated suddenly, getting married, he thought that people like them would never have anything to do with marriage in this life.When can he get married too?He stared blankly at Ji Mo until Ji Mo poked his face.

"What are you thinking about?"

Zou Rong shook his head. Ji Mo's small actions often made him feel that he was pampered.

When he was found for the fifth time, Ji Mo took him to a place—prison.When Wu Yu's face appeared inside the iron gate, he knew that he would never be as great as he imagined.

Ji Mo smiled, the kind of smile from the bottom of his heart, every time he talked about Wu Yu, he would show this kind of smile.

He is moving away from him gradually.

This is the second resistance in his life, he took Jimo's hand.Even if he went to hell, he would not regret it.

"Ji Mo, I like it."

A sharp screech of brakes drowned out his low murmur.

Ji Mo asked loudly: "What did you say?"

Zou Rong smiled, little by little, let go of his hand.

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