Sick beauty learns to tame little wolf

The corners of Lu Mingting's eyes were slightly red, but he didn't cry. "You know? My aunt always told me that I should be filial to my mother, because she has paid too much for me. But—"

Speaking of this, Lin Ran noticed that Lu Mingting's throat was slightly choked, and he continued: "But, I would rather she give up on me 17 years ago, because I don't want to come to this world at all, you know? Dye? I don't want to at all."

Lin Ran patted his back lightly with the hand holding his back, and murmured: "I know, I understand."

Lu Mingting didn't speak, but looked at him as if asking him, do you really understand?

Lin Ran continued: "I really didn't expect you to be willing to tell me this. I swear I will never tell others. I think it is impossible for a person to have such bad luck. Isn't there an idiom called Wujitailai?" ?”

"What do you mean?" Lu Mingting came back to his senses and asked.

Lin Ran explained: "When a person's bad luck reaches the extreme, good luck will come. I am willing to share some of my good luck with you."

Lu Mingting immediately shook his head and refused, "No, you'd better keep it to yourself. At least make your health better."

Lin Ran thinks about it, he is right, after all, health is also a very important thing in life.In this way, it is actually difficult to define who is lucky and who is not, he or Lu Mingting.

After a while, Lu Mingting's condition seemed to improve a lot. He seemed to have remembered something and emphasized: "I didn't say this to show you bad luck."

"I understand." Lin Ran slightly nodded in agreement.

Seeing Lu Mingting's light brown eyes regain their usual arrogance, Lin Ran finally felt relieved.He understood Lu Mingting's psychology very well, and he didn't want himself to look at him with sympathy.But Lin Ran couldn't help but want to try to do something, to help him share even a little burden on his shoulders.

So, Lin Ran asked directly: "But, I still want to help you, what should I do?"

Lu Mingting felt that Lin Ran's eyeballs were darker than ordinary people's, even close to pure black. When he stared at someone, he always made people feel his focus and seriousness, as if Lin Ran was born with a strong ability to communicate with others. The ability to empathize.

Such eyes make Lu Mingting dare not look more, but he can't help but want to look.

"Hold on." After Lu Mingting finished speaking vaguely and perfunctorily, he sniffed lightly, his mood seemed to have calmed down a lot from the memories just now, and the sad emotions just now were gone from his tone of voice. He has become the school bully again who usually makes the lower grades scared when they hear his name at school.

This undoubtedly relieved Lin Ran a lot, and he asked again: "Do you hate that scum?"

Lu Mingting nodded: "Of course I hate it. I peeked at these things from my mother's diary. Since I was a child, I saw that other children have parents, but I don't. Every time I ask my mother these things No matter, she will go hysterical and crazy without exception, this person is like a taboo in our family and cannot be mentioned. "

After a pause, Lu Mingting continued: "Whenever she goes crazy, I hate him very much. But I really want to find him, and ask him face to face, why can a person be so bad, my mother was so good-looking a little girl back then. Girl, how could he have the heart to hurt her like that."

The expression on Lin Ran's face suddenly became a little strange. Seeing Lu Mingting looking at him strangely, he explained: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's really rare. Very few sons call their mother a little girl."

Lu Mingting spread his hands helplessly, and explained: "There is no way, she has only increased in age over the years, not in wisdom. She is probably younger than me in mental age. Sometimes I am a little envious of her. It's good to not have to think about anything."

Lin Ran thought it might not be because his mother was too young mentally, but that he was too precocious because of too many responsibilities. Thinking of this, Lin Ran felt sorry for him even more. Lin Ran asked: "This Sunday, I and Let's help your mother sell dolls together. Can you?"

Lu Mingting glanced at him with complicated eyes. It was obvious that both of them remembered an unpleasant experience in the past. If Lin Ran hadn't fainted in time, a physical conflict would probably break out between the two of them.

But the sense of anticipation of being able to do something with the boy on the opposite side overcame Lu Mingting's sporadic sensitivity and self-esteem, and he finally compromised: "Come if you want."

Lin Ran wanted to secretly buy the order while he was going to the bathroom. Unexpectedly, the young boss was immersed in typing and sending text messages on his mobile phone. When he finally had time to look up, he knew Lin Ran's intentions. At that time, he rejected him very simply and rudely, just not taking his money.

Lu Mingting thought that his aunt could not refuse the kind invitation of his high school classmates, and went to a classmate reunion in a neighboring city today. Bai Xiaomo was the only one at home, so he packed some food for her.

Very different from the treatment Lin Ran received, Lu Mingting quickly paid the bill.

Just as they were about to leave, a tall young man walked in with a cake. It turned out to be Xiong Jianlin. Lin Ran noticed his arrival and made the small owner of the barbecue shop smile happily.

Coach Cubs recognized the two of them and immediately warmly invited them to eat cake together.

However, Lu Mingting insisted on taking Lin Ran away, saying that he would not bother.

When he got home, Bai Xiaomo was still making dolls while watching TV. As expected, the TV series were Korean dramas—the kind of Korean dramas whose plot rhythm was so slow that a love story would require dozens of episodes, and the plot would not stop replaying.Lu Mingting turned off the TV, and gave Bai Xiaomo the porridge and barbecue that were still hot after packing.

When Bai Xiaomo saw that there was food to eat, she immediately put down the things she was busy with and started to eat. She was so focused on eating that she didn't even notice that her hair fell on her face and rubbed against the oily mutton skewers.

Lu Mingting brushed her hair from her face to behind her ears, skillfully tied her a ponytail with a rubber band, and asked, "Is it delicious?"

Perhaps it was because she realized that Lu Mingting's tone was much gentler than usual today, so she gave him a suspicious look, and after confirming that there was nothing unusual, she nodded with certainty.

Then Lu Mingting checked whether Bai Xiaomo had taken his medicine on time today, and then went to clean the room that Bai Xiaomo had made a mess of.

As the saying goes, a long illness makes a doctor. Lu Mingting knows better than the doctor that those medicines are the reason why Bai Xiaomo always looks dull and drowsy, but these side effects are not important. Compared with these, he is more afraid that one day Bai Xiaomo's condition is so serious that he suddenly develops Go crazy and jump off the balcony.

Then he really has nothing in this world.

He has no need to live.

After Lu Mingting finished drying his clothes, he found that Bai Xiaomo, who was sleepy after eating, had fallen asleep lying on the table.

He gently carried her from the table to the bed and covered her with the quilt.Then he carefully wiped off a grain of rice sticking to the corner of her mouth with a paper towel.

Before going to sleep, Lu Mingting habitually looked at his old mobile phone which obviously had some problems.

Not bad today, the phone screen didn't light up for more than 20 seconds.At dinner today, Lin Ran picked up his mobile phone that Xiong Jianlin sponsored and had used for many years. After studying it, he didn't know how to turn it on and send text messages, which shows how antique this mobile phone is.

The forest is full of dye: "Shall I bring you something tomorrow?"

It was blank: "The eldest young master doesn't want to give me a mobile phone, does he?"

The forest is all dyed: "How do you know?"

Blank: "Smart."

Lin Jinran: "Okay, you are not humble if you dare to say that you are smart in front of Xueba. I just replaced this mobile phone last month. Anyway, it is useless in the drawer now. It must be better than what you use now." much stronger."

Blank: "Lin Ran, are you really not worried that I'm a bad person?"

The forest is full of dye: "What are you worried about?"

It was blank: "I have such a bad father, maybe I also have bad blood in my genes."

Lin Zhiran: "Don't worry, a person's personality is not born, but related to his growth experience and education. No matter what others think, at least I don't think you are bad."

When Lin Ran was typing, he even typed out "I even think you are very good", but for some reason, he silently deleted these words.

When Lu Mingting saw the sentence "At least I don't think you're bad", he suddenly felt a lot lighter, as if he had found the person he had been looking forward to for a long time.

At that moment, he thought of many past events. He remembered that when he was a child, every time he went to a new environment, there would always be children who approached him, but after knowing the real situation of his family, no one was willing to continue to be friends with him. .

There are even some excessive dead children who will share these embarrassing and private things for him with the whole class, so as to laugh at him and humiliate him.

People are always easy targets for bullying when they are very young, maybe it can be because he is fat, the reason can be because he has poor grades, or it can be like him, just because he is a fatherless little friend.

And Lu Mingting felt that if he had to choose between being bullied and being bullied by others, it would be better to choose the latter.

Lu Mingting felt that he had a lot to say to Lin Ran, but felt that these words were a bit too hypocritical for a boy like him, so he deleted them one by one, leaving only two words "thank you" in the end .

However, before it was time to post, Lin Ran may have sent another message because he had waited too long.

The forest is full of dyes: "The top student finally finished his homework, he is sleepy, and he is going to sleep."

Lu Mingting had no choice but to reply: "Good night".

Lu Mingting turned off his phone and lay down in the dark night, wondering if it was because he ate too much at night, it was rare that he couldn't fall asleep.

He closed his eyes, and there were still those almond-shaped eyes that looked at him with the wet eyes of a docile deer, the cheeks that were too white and blushed at every turn, and himself. The pair of slender hands that gave him a delicate touch in the swimming pool...

Maybe it's the lingering heat brought by holding hands, that strange touch spread to his dream, Lu Mingting had the most excessive dream ever.

In the dream, he couldn't help but wanted to reach out to touch that soft body, and the people under him didn't seem to resist much, as if they were more obedient than his usual appearance.

In fact, even when the other party is speaking righteous words to educate others on the podium, Lu Mingting still thinks that he is very good. On the one hand, that slender and unhealthy body makes him a little worried, but it also makes him feel that maybe Well pushed down.

When Lu Mingting found out that he wanted to bully him, he was shocked.Fortunately, he quickly convinced himself that it must be because after Lin Ran was annoyed by him, the expression on Lin Ran's face with the corners of his mouth raised slightly because of anger was too vivid and cute.

However, Lu Mingting in his dream wanted to seek more, besides holding him tightly in his arms, he even wanted to kiss his crimson lips that exude the luster of ripe strawberries under the steam...

In fact, he wanted to do more and more excessive actions, when suddenly a cold voice rang in his ears: Dead gay!

However, this voice did not come from the voice in the swimming pool today, but from the dream he had often had since he was a child——

The man in the dream suddenly turned around, and let out a deafening roar from his face without facial features!

Lu Mingting woke up instantly.

Panting heavily, he touched his lower body with his hands, and it really was a mess.

This was originally a normal physiological phenomenon of a 17-year-old boy. What shocked Lu Mingting was how he had such a terrifying and beautiful dream.

What shocked him even more was why the object of his dream was him.Lu Mingting felt faint guilt in his heart, he felt sorry for Lin Ran's kindness to him.

Lu Mingting, who crept up to wash the sheets at two o'clock in the morning, even though he was unwilling and a little bit wronged, secretly made up his mind that even if he really liked him, he couldn't let him know even if he was killed.

Even if Lin Ran doesn't dislike homosexuality psychologically, after all, he has always liked girls.