She made herself visible only to me

After school, Zhou Mo sent Su Nian back home.

At the gate of the Railway Family Courtyard, Zhou Mo stopped the car, took Su Nian's hand and refused to let go.

"Baby, you have to take good care of yourself when I'm not around..." Zhou Mo said reluctantly.

Su Nian nodded, and suddenly asked, "Ah Mo, you... when can you come back?"

Zhou Mo touched Su Nian's head and sighed, "About a month."

After finishing speaking, she said again: "The password of the door lock at home is your birthday, you can go back to live at any time."

"You're not here, won't I be caught as a burglar if I go to your house again?"

Su Nian joked.

"The Silver Queen and sunflowers on the balcony, you have to remember to water them." Zhou Mo instructed.

Su Nian nodded obediently.

Finally, she plucked up the courage and said, "Ah Mo, I want to change classes after school starts..."

"Transfer to liberal arts class?" Zhou Mo said softly.

"Well. As you can see, I really don't have any talent for science..."

After finishing speaking, Zhou Mo fondled Su Nian's hair and said softly, "As long as it's your decision, I will support it."

"Just like you have been persuading me to do what I love, I also hope that you can stick to every choice you make."

Su Nian gave a heavy "hmm" and said reluctantly, "Then...then you can go..."

Before parting, Zhou Mo hugged Su Nian gently again, and she whispered in Su Nian's ear: "Baby...be sure to be fine...wait for me to come back..."

Su Nian kissed Zhou Mo's ear quickly, turned his head and ran away.

Behind him, Zhou Mo called softly, "Baby, I love you."

After returning home, the driver was already waiting downstairs.

"Miss, Mr. Zhou is busy with the company, he asked me to take you to the airport."

Zhou Mo nodded and got into the car.

As soon as Su Nian got home, she saw a message from Wu Sinian on her phone.

"Can we still be friends in the future?"

Su Nian took out a bottle of yogurt from the refrigerator and replied, "We have always been good friends."

"You... you were with her today, weren't you?"

Su Nian replied, "Yes."

After waiting for a long time, Su Nian saw that there was no message in the dialog box on the phone, thinking that Wu Sinian had rested, so he put down the phone and prepared to take a shower.

"I hope you can always be this brave."

"Yes." Su Nian replied, "Good night."

After taking a shower, Su Nian picked up her phone and sent Zhou Mo a message: "Ah Mo, what should I do?"

"What's wrong baby?" Zhou Mo was reading a mathematics journal, thinking about the idea of ​​a difficult problem above.

Before the two of them confirmed their relationship, Zhou Mo took the initiative to chat with Su Nian, but now it's the other way around.

Su Nian said coquettishly, "You've only been away for less than an hour...I...I miss you..."

Followed by a crying emoji.

Zhou Mo smiled across the screen, and she sent a hug emoticon, and then told Su Nian: "There seem to be a lot of snacks at home, baby, remember to get them."

Su Nian sent an OK gesture, and Zhou Mo sent another photo of the airport.

After saying goodnight to each other, Su Nian began to think about how to ask her family to transfer classes.

Su Feng still didn't come back today, grandma was doing a square dance with a group of aunts downstairs.

Su Nian first asked Chen Yuan for his opinion, of course he didn't want Su Nian to change classes, the two had been friends for more than ten years.

Ye Huan also disagreed with Su Nian's transfer, she was reluctant for Su Nian to leave.

The classrooms of the liberal arts class and the science class of Nanchuan Middle School are in different teaching buildings.

If Su Nian really changed classes, there would be fewer chances for them to meet each other.

After Zhou Mo left, Su Nian was in a mess.

Maybe she slept in Zhou Mo's bed for a long time, but Su Nian found that sleeping in her own bed was a little uncomfortable.

On the second day, the examination room of Nanchuan Middle School.

Looking at the clean math paper, Su Nian dragged her chin in a daze.

so boring.

Exams are fucking boring.

Su Nian took the pen and twirled it in her hand, and then began to draw on the draft paper.

After finishing the painting, I wrote a poem on it.

"Red beans grow in the southern country, and a few branches come out in spring."

"May you pick more, this thing is the most lovesick."

Among the five character ancient poems, this is Su Nian's favorite.

After the exam, everyone else went back to the classroom to continue their self-study.

Su Nian was wandering around the campus, planning to go to the canteen to buy some snacks.

Holding a large bag of potato chips and eating while walking, Su Nian started to wander around again.

Walking and walking, I came to the peony garden again.

She didn't expect to meet Wu Sinian here.

"Senior?" Su Nian called out.

Wu Sinian was standing outside the fence, looking at the peony flowers in the garden with a sad expression, and said nothing.

When Su Nian came to his side, he came back to his senses slightly, and said with a painful expression: "Do you know why only peonies are planted here?"

Su Nian shook her head, unable to guess what Wu Sinian would say next.

She just listened quietly.

Wu Sinian said slowly: "In my first year of high school, I met the most precious girl in my life."

"She is like you. She likes to wear two small braids, wears small skirts, reads a book called "The Shadow Stealer", and likes to stuff a lot of small snacks in the drawer..."

As Su Nian listened, she gradually understood why Wu Sinian once told her, "Meeting Jun Chu is like returning home from old friends."

"And then..." Su Nian interjected.

Wu Sinian didn't speak, he was silent for a long time, finally heaved a long sigh, looked up at the highest point of the administrative building, and said sadly: "Later she jumped down from there..."

As soon as the words fell, the bag of potato chips in Su Nian's hand fell to the ground with a clatter, and she felt as if her neck was pinched by something, and she couldn't breathe.

Following Wu Sinian's gaze, the dilapidated administrative building immediately gave off a lot of chills.

The back wall is covered with dense creepers, which makes people feel more and more depressing.

Only the peonies in the garden downstairs sent bursts of flower fragrance, soothing people's hearts.

Su Nian originally wanted to ask, "Why?"

However, she suddenly found that she couldn't even say a word.

She never expected such a terrible thing to happen to Wu Sinian.

He has always been so gentle, kind, careful and considerate in her heart.

It is really not easy for a person who has experienced such painful pain to still have the greatest kindness towards the world.

If it were someone else, perhaps everything would have been overwhelmed by grief and hatred.

Wu Sinian sorted out his mood, and said unhurriedly: "She is the cutest girl in the world."

"However, she chose to end her life not long after the first year of high school, just because she was suffering from severe depression at that time."

"Depression?" Su Nian was puzzled. "According to what you just said, she should be a very cheerful girl. Why is she suffering from depression?"

Wu Sinian said slowly: "From a medical point of view, there are two types of depression, one is physiological and the other is psychological."

He paused for a moment, then continued: "Physiological type has something to do with genetic inheritance, and it is innate with depressive factors... She belongs to this type..."

Su Nian stood there, full of thoughts.

In the garden, the peonies are blooming very well and beautifully.

She didn't know what to say, and comfort seemed meaningless.

If you can't empathize, keep silent.

Looking at the garden full of peonies, Wu Sinian seemed to recall the beautiful face of his lover, and recalled: "After she left, I planted this garden full of peonies."

Su Nian heard his voice showing deep melancholy about the past: "Because she loves peony the most among all the flowers."

"When she left, it was a wasteland. Now, the garden is full of flowers, but...she can't see it anymore."

Su Nian patted Wu Sinian's back lightly, and said softly, "Senior, I believe she can feel it..."

"Did you know? You planted a summer for her." Su Nian sighed, "Nianman garden is full of peonies, born for her every year."

Although the Sri Lankan has passed away, peonies bloom every year.

"Thank you." Wu Sinian looked at Su Nian and said with emotion: "In the past few years, I have often thought about a question."

Su Nian didn't interrupt, she was waiting for him to continue.

"Tell me, how can I forget someone?" Wu Sinian said leisurely, looking into the distance.

Su Nian didn't know how to answer, she thought for a while and said two words: "Time."

Wu Sinian smiled wryly: "But for me, love will only precipitate with time."

Su read silently.

Wu Sinian continued: "In the first year she left, I didn't take a class or do a single problem."

"In the second year, I blocked myself in the mountains and seas of questions every day, trying to relieve even a little bit of pain..."

"In the third year, I thought I was relieved, but in the late spring and early summer, when the peonies were in full bloom, I found that some people would never forget..."

"University, in order to understand the pathogenic mechanism of depression and develop more effective inhibitory drugs, I chose the Department of Chemistry..."

"After meeting you, I dreamed of her less often, I thought I let go, but..."

Wu Sinian didn't continue, but Su Nian continued: "You miss a person less, sometimes it doesn't mean you forget her, it's just because the love is deep in your bones..."

Wu Sinian remained silent for a long time, then nodded slightly.

He looked at Su Nian: "Thank you for letting me understand that some love cannot be transferred after all, because it is deeply rooted and unforgettable."

Su Nian smiled slightly: "Thank you senior for letting me find my true self."

She pointed to the liberal arts building in the distance, and said firmly: "Next semester... I will study there..."

Wu Sinian understood what Su Nian meant, nodded slightly relieved, and said softly: "Xiaoxiaomei, the snow scene of Weiming Lake is very beautiful, I hope you can go and see it in two years..."

Su Nianyan smiled and made an OK gesture.

After the exam, Su Nian went to the office to apply to Gao Li for transferring to the liberal arts class.

After Gao Li called Su Feng to confirm, he quickly agreed.

Chen Yuan and Ye Huan helped Su Nian transport the heavy textbooks back home.

The two of them acted like someone else owed them 800 million.

Su Nian knew that they were reluctant to part with her, so she suggested, "Choose one of hot pot and barbecue! I'll treat you!"

Ye Huan and Chen Yuan knew that Su Nian had no choice but to make this decision. After all, Su Nian's grades in science were really bad.

In the hot pot restaurant, Su Nian called a few good friends from junior high school, and the private room was full.

After the dinner, Su Nian sent Zhou Mo a message on the way home: "Ah Mo, do you still remember the peony flower in school?"

After waiting for a while, Zhou Mo called directly.

"Honey, have you had a drink yet?"

Zhou Mo could hear the drunkenness in Su Nian's voice.

"Wu Sinian planted a summer for her."

Su Nian murmured.

Zhou Mo didn't know who "she" was, and she didn't want to know, but she could hear a hint of envy in Su Nian's tone.

She looked at the mountain of proof manuscripts on her desk, and said dotingly: "Honey, I found an exact solution to the NS equation, and now I'm trying to summarize it with a formula."

Su Nian didn't know that the solution of the NS equation was one of the top ten problems in the world, so she just let out a soft "oh".

On the phone, she heard Zhou Mo continue: "According to that conclusion, I invented a more concise formula."

"Oh." Su Nian still couldn't understand.

Zhou Mo sighed, and said patiently, "I call that formula the Niannian formula."

Now, Su Nian understood.

Zhou Mo invented a formula for her.

"Why did you name it after me?" Su Nian couldn't believe it.

Zhou Mo said word by word: "Because on the road of seeking knowledge in mathematics, you will encounter many difficulties and obstacles. I want to use this formula to tell those who love mathematics, as long as you don't forget it, your dedication will definitely pay off!"

After finishing speaking, Zhou Mo added: "The same goes for feelings."

On the other end of the phone, Su Nian held the phone with tears in her eyes.

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