Do you have the attitude of leading people [e-sports]

"Am I asking you this!" Alan collapsed.

If it wasn't for the doctor's order not to let him use too much force, he would shake Lu Shen's shoulders crazily now, to see what this man was thinking all day long.

"Didn't I tell you everything I know?" Lu Shen said innocently.

"You did tell me! But why did you suddenly say that his friend is good-looking for no reason!" Alan said angrily.

"Because it's really pretty." Lu Shen said, "I have to let you talk about it."

Alan: "..."

Ah yes yes yes you are right.

Ah Lan still remembers that there was a female commentator named Qinai in LPL last year, with wavy hair, cat-like electric eyes, charming and bright, and the team's mid laner Tiara's eyes were straightened when she saw her.

She approached Lu Shen on her own initiative, holding a notebook carefully made, dressed so exquisitely that even a lock of hair hanging from her forehead was carefully styled, appeared at the door of the STAR training room, stopped Lu Shen and asked delicately: " Brother Shen, I didn’t understand some parts of the replay game before, can you explain it to me?”

The white fingers painted with water-red nail polish handed the notebook to Lu Shen, but Lu Shen didn't even look at it: "I remember that there are special game analysts for the commentary, you should ask them."

Then he went straight to the front desk to get the takeaway milk tea he ordered for his brothers, leaving Qinai standing there, her face pale with anger.

A Lan who sneaked out the door and looked forward to what would happen: "..."

From then on, A Lan thought that in Lu Shen's eyes, all human beings share a standard modeled face, and it turns out that he also sometimes thinks other people are good-looking.

So after recovering, Ah Lan became interested again: "Which commentary? Do you have any photos? Show me, you think it looks good, how beautiful it must be."

"You can't say she's pretty." Lu Shen thought for a while, "He's a man."

Alan:?

He couldn't slow down again.

Forget it.

A Lan gave up using common sense to speculate on what Lu Shen was thinking, and wanted to change the topic, but Lu Shen continued: "I accepted the interview with his commentator friend, and you should be able to see the finished film in a few days."

Alan:? ? ?

"No?" Alan felt that things gradually exceeded his understanding, "You actually agreed to an interview during the offseason? Is his commentator friend a big guy? The big guys in LPL don't seem to be particularly good-looking."

"Not a big guy, but a rookie." Lu Shen said, "He's also from the LCK."

what……

The shock on Alan's face turned into a distressed understanding expression.

If it was this background, then Lu Shen's goodwill and special treatment for this commentary is understandable.

People will always have empathy for those who have experienced the same difficulties as themselves. Of course, the difficulties and struggles do not refer to "playing the LCK", but refer to everything that Lu Shen has experienced there since he went to the LCK at the age of 17.

Alan patted Lu Shen on the shoulder: "Then you can really make friends. After you get acquainted, maybe you can ask him if he knows wine."

Lu Shen smiled, noncommittal.

The story goes back to five years ago, when Lu Shen was 17 years old.

At the end of the LPL's youth training, the results were surprising. During the trial training period, Lu Shen performed very well, but he did not receive an offer of interest.

Including the home team that invited him, when Lu Shen asked again, the other party also said, "Think about it again."

After several failed attempts, a well-meaning LPL team manager asked him to come over and confessed to him: "Let's put it this way, kid, as long as it's an LPL team, no one will sign you, and no one will do nothing for you. If a newcomer with good grades offends others, I advise you not to try."

The young man in front of him didn't say a word, his straight facial features were hidden in the shadows and he couldn't see clearly.

The manager also felt that it was a pity, and sighed to comfort him: "You are so powerful, you are so handsome, and you can become rich and rich as an anchor, why do you have to play professionally? It's hard and tiring, and you've got injuries all over your body."

Lu Shen let out a "hmm".

A month and a half later, he flew to South Korea alone.

He went to LCK, a team called LTG.

Before that, Lu Shen had never heard of this team, but the other party was willing to give him a substitute spot. Only when he was able to enter the professional arena could he be seen by other teams. Lu Shen had no choice.

But the LCK is harder than expected.

The captain of LTG is nicknamed "pike", a ferocious and brutal carnivorous fish, and his temper is similar.

What's more embarrassing is that Pike is a jungler, and Lu Shen is also a jungler. Lu Shen has a piercing light and is indifferent. Almost as soon as they meet, Pike marks him as a strong enemy.

Pike took the lead in isolating Lu Shen, asking everyone to speak only Korean in front of Lu Shen, and deliberately speaking fast, asking Lu Shen to call everyone Big Brother.

At the end of the season, he refused to let Lu Shen return to China, forced him to train more times, and always forced Lu Shen to pick some heroes who he thought could not play wild in the training games, deliberately embarrassing-although in the end, he honed Lu Shen It has become a sea of ​​heroes where everything can go wild.

Lu Shen joined the team in the spring split, and he didn't expect to be able to play this season. He was waiting for the chance to play in the summer split.

In that summer split, LTG's record was rotten at the beginning, and the subsequent record didn't matter, which was just right for training.

As Lu Shen expected, the management wanted to give him a chance to rotate two games, but was stopped by pike on the grounds that "he can't communicate well with his teammates yet".

Lu Shen had to sit on the bench for another season.

After more than half a year wasted, Lu Shen began to doubt whether his decision was correct or not, and he still waited with a glimmer of hope.

Until the end of the summer split, the four LCK teams, including LTG, jointly held an online anonymous chat board for fans and players.

The anonymous chat board was a popular activity in the LCK at that time. It was a dedicated platform, similar to the Penguin anonymous group, and it was conducted in the form of text live broadcast. The audience only knew that it was the players who answered the questions, but they didn't know who it was.

This kind of dialogue has a program effect. For example, if the audience asks what a certain contestant likes to eat, several people will answer different answers, and they will even make noise. Discuss for days.

The LCK League has arranged several operational personnel to help with online activities.

These operators are responsible for monitoring the activity and information of the players in the background to ensure that the players are not in trouble. They can also chat with the players privately and provide topics for players who are not very good at talking to actively communicate with the audience.

In fact, in general chat board activities, the contestants are only anonymous to the audience, and the operation can see their IDs.But in this operation, not only can't see the real ID of the players, they don't even know the players' teams, they can only see the vests that have been reviewed by each team before the game and confirmed that the players' real identities will not be revealed.

This kind of behavior of riddlers is completely manipulated by the team. They are afraid that players will complain about the team, or that the management will help other teams poach players, so they use this method to prevent private associations.

The only front desk hosts who could see the team members' IDs were staff sent by several teams themselves, and all the chat records of the front and back were also under surveillance.

Some players have great opinions on this kind of operation, but Lu Shen himself doesn't feel much. Anyway, he has nothing that others like to see or not, so he just typed the letter "o" as his own vest.

On the night when the event officially started, all members of the LTG team stayed in the conference room.

The base is in the suburbs, the sky outside the window hangs down, and the lonely lights outline the silhouette of the distant mountains.

The meeting room was air-conditioned, and Lu Shen was arranged to sit in the air.

The light above his head is not very bright, the laptop in front of him is quite stuck, the screen is still a little flickering, the framework of the communication platform is very complicated, the light gold ID is the player, the light blue ID is the operation, Lu Shen's backstage private chat box is blank.

The news at the front desk is very lively. The light gold player ID and the water green audience ID are coming and going, but Lu Shen is too lazy to participate. He is just a substitute with only a short line of words and no photos on his personal profile page. Someone will ask him, and this event has nothing to do with him.

The team members sitting next to him sometimes typed quickly to tease the operation of the docking. Anyway, they are anonymous and not responsible. Sometimes they cut to the front desk to communicate happily with fans, and at the same time they chatted loudly.

As they were talking, they suddenly looked at Lu Shen who was sitting withered together, and started laughing.

Lu Shen ignored them. He didn't care about the feeling of being isolated. Anyway, he couldn't understand what these people were talking about. Anyway, they could only torment him at best.

Until he turned his gaze back to the screen and noticed today's date.

10 month 9 number.

Lu Shen was startled, and his mind went blank for a moment.

Like a castle made of sand, there was a slight sound somewhere, and then in an instant, the seemingly impenetrable defense line collapsed.

Today is Lu Shen's 18th birthday.

Lu Shen went abroad alone in the spring when he was 17, to the autumn when he was 18, the road he has experienced has not been smooth.

But he persisted, he told himself that the road to pursue dreams is not easy, and everything that does not defeat me will only make me stronger.

But on the night of my 18th birthday, I was blown by the cold wind, sitting in a conference room full of my teammates, participating in activities that had nothing to do with me, listening to their ridicule.

Lu Shen finally felt that he was beaten.

So what if he understands Korean, Pike said he didn't understand.

So what if he has developed a skill that he can play in the jungle for any hero given to him in the rigorous training game, he has no chance to play at all.

He was 17 years old, living alone in a foreign country, with no relatives, no friends, no language and no way to communicate. He lived through this lonely life for more than half a year, in order to be able to play professionally and step onto a higher stage.

But in fact, a third-rate player can say "he can't communicate with his teammates" with a smile, and he can be pinned down on the bench and unable to move.

The sparrow on the branch still has companions who can chatter, but he left his hometown and was alone. The only friend who can chat is Wang Kuokuo, who is in the last semester before the college entrance examination, and he doesn't want to be disturbed.Even if he is lonely enough to die and depressed enough to explode, he can only digest it by himself.

At the age of 17, Lu Shen thought that he risked everything to be a better 18-year-old.

At the age of 18, he suddenly did not understand what the meaning of his persistence was.

Just when the thoughts of self-destruction reached their peak, the message box in the background suddenly flashed.

An operator sent him a private message.

Lu Shen saw the light blue id: wine at a glance.

Wine sent a short paragraph in Korean, followed by cute emoji.

Lu Shen probably understood the meaning, he was asking him why he didn't post a single message, he wanted to take the initiative to interact with the audience, he knew that the other party was doing it for his own good, but he was really not in the mood to do this right now.

He doesn't want to live this lonely life with no end and no hope. He is already considering whether to retire and return to China as an anchor.

Lu Shen replied.

-sorry

-kanbudong

The Chinese pinyin he speaks on purpose, the operation can't understand, so they should understand his lack of cooperation.

The operation of this kind of activity is very busy, and if you know that he doesn't cooperate, you won't talk to him anymore.

However, to Lu Shen's surprise, a few seconds later, a line of words flashed on the screen.

Probably the wind in a foreign country is too cold.

So much so that when the 18-year-old Lu Shen saw the line of warm Chinese characters on the screen, his nose was sore.

-wine: Are you Chinese too?

The author has something to say:

Gentle Xiaojiang redeems the lost boy (bushi)

Let me tell you that Lu Shen has no love for wine, and he will fall in love with Xiaojiang himself in the future, not any vest.

-Corrected the timeline to make it correct.