Trapped in Asura Field after paranoia relapse

Lu Shui had nothing to say.

He just managed to get up from the ground, holding his mother's shoulders with both hands: "You are drunk, go to sleep for a while."

Zhang Guihua glanced at her son.

Her son is growing up very well.

People from all over the world knew that she, Zhang Guihua, gave birth to a beautiful boy, and before he arrived, someone came to propose marriage to Lu Shui.

But they were all rejected by Zhang Guihua.

Originally, she just had a mentality of forgetting her mother when she had a daughter-in-law, and she didn't want Lu Shui to get married.

Later, when Lu Shui knelt in front of her, her sky collapsed.

"Your father is a pervert, do you want to be a pervert too?!"

Zhang Guihua, who was born in the countryside all her life, doesn't know what "homosexuality" is. She only knows that it is wrong and disgusting. If she speaks out, she will be stabbed in the back.

But Lu Shui didn't do anything, but silently endured her scolding.

Zhang Guihua was carried on Lu Shui's back.

Her small body seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and Lu Shui had to bend her waist when she landed on Lu Shui.

Lu Shui slowly put his mother on the bed, and wiped her hands and feet carefully.

Only he himself knows why he obeys his mother.

A woman, who has been married to her husband for seven years, takes care of her husband and raises her children.

If it wasn't for that car accident, she would never have known that her husband lied to her.

It turned out that her husband did not love her, or even a woman, but a man.

So since he was a child, he thought that he had to support the family, protect his mother, and achieve what she wanted.

but……

"Oh, perverted, perverted!" Zhang Guihua was so drunk that she hiccupped.

Lu Shui put a half-wet towel on her forehead, and listened to Zhang Guihua's resentment, but gently covered her with the quilt.

Maybe, as my mother said, he is a pervert.

A pervert who knows he shouldn't love, but always falls in love with men.

Lu Shui sat in the dining room, listening to the movement in the bedroom, but did not move for a long time.

There was a puddle of water and debris on the ground where he had just been knocked over when he was pushed out.

The crystal clear water reflected Lu Shui's face.

His expression was awkward and bitter.

The mess all over the ground was cleaned up by Lu Shui.

He remembered that there were two cats waiting for him next door, so he simply tidied up, and after confirming that his mother was asleep, he opened the door.

The tall figure of the man blocked Lu Shui's way.

Lu Shui opened his mouth wide and said in surprise, "Yan Xing?"

With one hand in his pocket, Yan Xing scratched his head uneasily with the other: "I left something at home, so I want to come to you to get the key."

Lu Shui blinked, closed the door calmly, walked to Yan Xing's house and opened the door for him.

As soon as Yan Xing stepped in, he heard Lu Shui ask him, "How long have you been standing at the door?"

How long?

It probably started with the phrase "You are the same as your father".

Yan Xing didn't speak, his expression made Lu Shui instantly understand what he meant.

Lu Shui put the key on the shoe cabinet in the entrance, and was about to leave, but Yan Xing grabbed his wrist.

"Don't go back." Yan Xing stepped forward and pressed the doorknob behind Lu Shui.

With a "click", the door was closed by Yan Xing.

Lu Shui glanced at Yan Xing, with a wry smile on his mouth.

"Didn't you hear? I'm a pervert, a pervert who sees that my dad is gay, and wants to fly moths to the flame."

Yan Xing's hand was still holding Lu Shui's fair wrist.

He just exerted a little force, and Lu Shui, who was still in a trance, was pulled into his arms.

"Fool."

"Sexual orientation is innate. If it is so easy to change, then there will be no love other than heterosexuality in this world."

Lying in Yan Xing's arms, Lu Shui heard Yan Xing's throbbing heartbeat.

He felt his heart beating violently.

Two different hearts are beating at different frequencies, and eventually they all belong to the same frequency.

"You are different from your father, don't let other people's faults become your burden."

Yan Xing patted Lu Shui's back soothingly with one hand, and slowly led him to sit on the sofa.

He looked at Lu Shui and remembered Lu Shui's expression when they first met.

He finally understood why Lu Shui always had melancholy on his face.

Yan Xing lowered his eyes and stroked the hair on the back of Lu Shui's head.

They cuddled together like two trapped animals.

"I envy you very much." Lu Shui muttered to himself, as if he was talking to Yan Xing, but also as if he was talking to himself.

Yan Xing's eyes trembled, he nodded and smiled.

"You have a pair of lovely parents, and you have an older brother supporting the family, so you have no worries at all..."

Lu Shui listed Yan Xingjia's advantages one by one, he raised his head slightly, and met Yan Xing's deep eyes: "But you are not living happily."

Yan Xing's hand on Lu Shui's body suddenly let go, he stood up with a smile, and narrowed his eyes: "Aren't you drunk too? I didn't see you drinking just now."

"I'm not drunk, I'm sober." Lu Shui grabbed Yan Xing's tie and forced Yan Xing to bend down to face him.

"You envy your brother, envy him being able to have high hopes."

"It's obviously the same age, but because he was born a few seconds earlier than you, the eyes of adults will only fall on him, the light belongs to him, you just need to be responsible for playing."

Lu Shui's every word made the corners of Yan Xing's mouth lower and lower: "You avoid the industry related to him, and you deliberately don't associate with your family, isn't it because you want to make some achievements in your own field? ?"

Yan Xing grabbed Lu Shui's hand, and his gloomy expression suddenly softened: "You really are...you know people with your eyes."

Just by visiting his house twice, you can accurately guess what's on his mind.

"Lu Shui, I think you are more suitable to be a counselor than me."

"So do you know how much I envy you?" Lu Shui's two index fingers touched the corners of Yan Xing's mouth, and gently pulled it up.

Yan Xing immediately understood what he meant.

Unlike Yan Xing, Lu Shui has been regarded by Zhang Guihua as the future pillar of the Lu family since childhood.

When his father was in a car accident, he pinned the whole family's hopes on Lu Shui.

This "love" was so heavy that Lu Shui couldn't even breathe.

"Ah."

Yan Xing gritted his teeth and squeezed out a laugh, and rubbed Lu Shui's face vigorously: "You are already like this, and you still want to comfort me?"

Lu Shui waved Yan Xing's hand away and looked at him with a smile: "Because you've been laughing very unhappy."

Unhappy things, as long as he alone bears enough.

Lu Shui raised his eyebrows, and pulled Yan Xing towards him: "But I have a question that I don't quite understand."

"what?"

"Why did you resign?" Lu Shui was puzzled, "You are already very famous in Shanxin, and going to university will not be better than Shanxin."

Yan Xing's mouth suddenly crooked,

He frowned and stared at Lu Shui hesitantly.

Lu Shui also looked at him.

"You... don't know why I resigned?" Yan Xing asked word by word.

Lu Shui nodded honestly.

Yan Xing immediately laughed flamboyantly: "This secret, you have to realize it yourself."

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The author has something to say:

Ah Shui, move your little head and think about it!