punish honey

Looking at the back of Ming Yi leaving, Yuan Jie has mixed feelings. He knows that there is a kind of emotion in this world that exists between the same sex. He has always thought that such things only appear in novels and TV, although he does not reject it. However, if it happens to me, it is still a little difficult to accept. I have always followed the rules since I was a child, and I don’t think my life will change in the future.But the development of reality escaped his control a little bit, what should we do?Yuan Jie lived in anxiety all day long. He wanted to deliberately keep a distance from Ming Yi, but he always had expectations in his heart.

Of course Ming Yi didn't know about these complicated emotions, he was always looking for various reasons to hang out with Yuan Jie.This Friday, Mingyi took Yuan Jie to a bar. It was a completely different time from reality. The rotating reflective ball refracted various colored lights, and the deafening music rushed into the heart from the ears. The sommelier is doing every movement professionally, which will always cause screams from the beauties next to him. Young men and women twist their bodies along with the explosive music, and the dim light hides their desire to vent their hearts. Such an environment house god Yuan Jie It was the first time I experienced it. The fresh and exciting feeling combined with the depression of the past few days made it easier to integrate into it. Yuan Jie had never danced. While drinking, watching the red men and women on the dance floor shake their heads and shake their heads, it can be somewhat infected and relax.

Ming Yi is not like Yuan Jie, who just sits there and drinks honestly. He has already got into the crowd and danced to the music. It is hard to see that Ming Yi is quite good at it. Although he does not know those professional dance moves, but the casual The swaying looks very comfortable. There are many handsome men and women in the bar, but Yuan Jie’s eyes only follow Ming Yi. He is really an attractive man. He is meticulous when he does things and can always complete all the work well , is very good at taking care of people, always considers everything carefully, even if he is a bit hateful when he is a rascal, he can always make people happy so that people can't hate him, if he really likes such a person, it shouldn't be too bad.

The night in the city is as seductive as it is, especially in such an atmosphere full of ambiguity. People who have never met one second can be hugged close to each other the next. People are animals that admire desire. Once the desire is dissatisfied, after loving sentimental.

After Ming Yi was tired from dancing, he sat down next to Yuan Jie, picked up a bottle of beer and had a drink first. At this time, the music in the bar changed to a lyrical style, so that the people after the madness could have a rest.

"Yuan Jie, go dance too, it's fun."

"Hehe, no, I don't have any cells in this area, but you dance well, and it seems that you often come to play."

"I have no choice. Now business is inseparable from wine and sex. It is inevitable that customers will be taken to various entertainment venues. If you go too much, you will get used to it."

While they were chatting, a beautiful woman in hot clothes sat next to them with a wine glass, smiled at them and said, "Hey, can we have a drink together?"

Ming Yi obviously has more experience than Yuan Jie in this kind of thing: "It's an honor to drink with beautiful women." After speaking, he raised the wine glass in his hand to the beautiful woman, then took a sip, and the beautiful woman drank it simply: " The handsome guy doesn't seem to come to play often."

"Hehe, yes, I'm usually busy with work."

"Hehe, handsome guy, you are very dishonest, it doesn't look like you danced just now."

"Hahaha, you are so smart, I was spotted by you."

"Then you shouldn't be punished with alcohol!"

"Hehe, okay, I'll drink."

"I think the two of us are quite boring, why don't you come with me to play with our sisters?" The beauty issued an invitation, holding Ming Yi's arm with one hand, and pointing to a man not far from here with the other. Table guests, male and female.

Mingyi looked at Yuan Jie, his questioning eyes were waiting for Yuan Jie's reply, Yuan Jie just shook his head with frowning, because he was very upset to see that woman Li Mingyi so close.Seeing that Yuan Jie didn't want to go to Ming Yi and Ming Yi refused, the woman helplessly spread her hands to say goodbye, and before leaving, she wrote a call to Ming Yi and said that she could contact her next time she came out to play.

Ming Yi put the phone number in his pocket and looked up at Yuan Jie, and he changed into his usual super-frequently appearing face with an angry bun face. Ming Yi asked him what was wrong for a while inexplicably.Yuan Jie said, "You're such an unscrupulous guy, you probably often hook up with women outside."

"Hey, I've been wronged. You clearly saw that she came here first to strike up a conversation."

"She didn't come here because you must have discharged yourself when you were just dancing."

"How could I, hey, no, I was attracted by a beautiful woman, why are you angry, could it be that you are jealous?"

"I'm not angry, let alone jealous, I just despise you."

"Hey, look over there." Ming Yi thought about a corner of the bar.

"What?" Yuan Jie looked in the direction of the finger, seeing the two men hugging each other and kissing fiercely, Yuan Jie's face burned instantly.

"Have you seen it?" Ming Yi wanted to test Yuan Jie's attitude towards homosexuality.

"I see." Yuan Jie said calmly.

"Why are you so calm, don't you think it's strange?" Yuan Jie's reaction was beyond Ming Yi's expectation.

"What's so strange, it's just two men kissing." In order not to let Ming Yi see that something was wrong with him, he deliberately said calmly.

Ming Yi was overjoyed. If this was the case, would he have more hope? He continued to probe: "But they are all men, gay, GAY, don't you find it disgusting?"

Yuan Jie groaned in his heart, "I also hope that I can be disgusted, so that I don't have to be so distressed." But he can only say: "I don't think this society is very open now."

"Then if I say I am the same, will you say it so calmly?" Ming Yi almost blurted out, he thought Yuan Jie was crazy, so that he didn't think about the consequences at all.

"...Ah!" Yuan Jie's mouth was wide open, his head was blank, all the sounds around him had disappeared, and it seemed that all the functions of his body were unable to digest this information. He was wondering whether he was right. Homosexuality, one of them popped up all of a sudden, and he is still the object of his entanglement, God, you are playing with me.

Seeing Yuan Jie staring at him without speaking for a long time, Ming Yi trembled a little. What if he kept his distance from him, what if he stopped talking to him?I really regret that I said it so soon, have I always been strategic?Why are you so impulsive today. "Are you talking? Didn't you say that the society is very open now? Why do you still look at me with such shock and contempt?"

"Uh, I didn't mean that, and I won't despise you, but what you said was so sudden that I didn't realize it for a while, ha ha, ha ha." Yuan Jie took a sip of wine to suppress his shock.

"Really?"

"Well, really."

"Hey, well, this is really unacceptable, I understand." Ming Yi asked the waiter for some beer.

Seeing that Ming Yi wanted to drink, Yuan Jie wanted to persuade him to come, but Ming Yi's rare look of disappointment dissuaded him, and he directly told his friends about his sexual orientation. When he was helpless, he was searching for homosexuality on the Internet before. Call this behavior - coming out of the closet.Did he come out to himself?I have always been conflicted between liking and not being able to like him, and now I think that I suddenly got a passport for feelings. Does this mean that I can like him?Then if I admit that I like him, isn't it that I admit that I am also gay?God, it's such a complicated problem again, if it continues like this, one day it will definitely be insane.

The author has something to say: I feel so slow, it seems that I can finally get to the point, and I want to despise myself!