[Death] Are Aizen angry today?

The farthest distance in the world is not the distance between trees, but the branches that grow from the same root, but they cannot depend on each other in the wind;

The furthest distance in the world is not that the branches cannot depend on each other, but that the stars looking at each other have no intersection track.

The moonlight is cool.

Wuyue clearly remembered that after saying "kiss you", that man suddenly showed a wicked and brilliant smile.

"Actually, apart from tit-for-tat and sword-sharp tension, there is another kind of atmosphere between us, which is also very suitable...that is, ambiguity."

Speaking of this word, he seemed a little embarrassed, and turned his gaze elsewhere cautiously.

Fortunately, he didn't take it seriously, and he didn't show the expression of "blushing with embarrassment" that he could use as a sarcasm.

Wu Yue was very satisfied with her composure.

She didn't want to continue the unnecessary entanglement, so she told him that she was going to go back with a look of lovelessness.

At that time, Aizen rarely smiled brightly and easily.

He slowed down, walked beside her, and sighed:

"I really want to be a book...

"Record my life story, personality preferences, psychological thoughts, everything related to me in it, and then put it in front of you for you to read...Although most of the content is dark and obscure, making you depressed...But I still hope that you can finish reading these difficult plots and see the end... not only the dark side, I also want to ask you to spend more time to understand my strengths... okay?"

When the voice fell, the air subtly stagnated for two seconds.

The man's demeanor is sincere and sincere.

The condescending tone combined with the calm smile, in the black and white background, entangled an indescribable sadness, which was more uncomfortable than the fragmented appearance he had pretended before.

He is serious.

Sure enough, it is more sincere to respond to sincerity with sincerity...

Moonless thought.

"It doesn't matter if you don't need to turn it into a book, because I've already read and understood you."

She suddenly smiled indifferently, and continued to say in the eyes of the other party who gradually deepened: "Why did you show that expression? Didn't you always want to find someone who understands you and understands you? Isn't that why you have expectations for me?" , Do you keep me by your side? Even if you get what you want most, you can’t smile frankly, you really have such a contradictory personality..."

A silent sigh invaded the cold air.

The girl's thoughts fell into the trap of memories.

From the day they reunited, she could feel the capricious contradiction hidden in Aizen's heart.

He obviously chose the path that goes against the world, but he can't be completely cold-blooded and ruthless, even when he kills someone, he has to reserve mercy.

He had obviously killed his love for her in the cradle, so he could have cut off contact with her, but because he couldn't bear the loneliness, after her resurrection, he brought her to the virtual circle on the grounds of "promise" and deliberately made up for it.

He has repeatedly emphasized his determination to become a god, but it is difficult to give up the emotional needs of human beings.

Starting from the night of the summer festival, he turned his face and apologized over and over again, and his words, deeds and behavior became more and more incongruous.

This is really a contradiction.

Still enough to kill himself.

Aizen must be aware of this, but he didn't stop himself.

Did he not want to?

wrong.

Even he couldn't stop it.

It is too difficult to change himself, that's why he yearns for someone who understands him so much.

Because of understanding, we can accept, or prevent.

Aizen doesn't need to be accepted by others, so what he really wants...the failure that he has never had, and someone who reaches out and stops him before he falls into the abyss.

But it was too late now.

Whether it is the tragedy that happened to him or the tragedy he caused to others, it has reached the point of no return.

Even if Wu Yue understands, it is in vain.

It is impossible for him to stop the road that has been planned and opened up for many years for her, and it is impossible for her to stop him, let alone stop him.

Because they are not people on the same road.

I understand everything about you, but I can't accept everything about you, and I can't even stop you.

Because I, whose peace was destroyed by you, just want to witness your self-destruction process.

He knew she was that person, but everything he had done was destined to prevent her from being that person.

Hard to blame, unforgivable.

In the end, I can only become a bystander outside your story, even though we were so close to each other's hearts.

This is an unresolved sadness.

The desolate sound of the wind passed by, ruthlessly tearing away the girl's free and easy face layer by layer, leaving only an ugly scene of wanting to cry without tears.

The brown-haired man, who was speechless before, suddenly laughed out loud, but his hazel eyes remained motionless, as if they were filled with ice that could not be melted.

"Wuyue...don't look at me with that kind of pity...it will make me feel very uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that I want to kill you..."

With a bitter smile in his eyes, he walked up to her, and gently brushed the red corners of his eyes with the back of his finger.

"I hope you understand me, but I didn't ask you to pity me... being looked at by you with this expression will make me wonder if I'm really so miserable..." A subtle tremor spread from his throat to his fingers tip.

"You're right, I'm really contradictory... I got the understanding I dreamed of. On the one hand, I felt relieved. I was so excited that I wanted to get you and keep you by my side forever. On the other hand, I was crazily shouting 'like you How can mortals understand me', it is such a sad thing that a little girl can understand my life, it even makes me feel ashamed of being frustrated, I wish I could kill you right away..."

The cold palm that was taken away by the cold wind once again held the girl's fair cheeks, Aizen leaned slightly, pressed against her forehead, and said in a gentle voice that had never been heard before:

"Tell me what to do, Wuyue... wanting to get you, wanting to kill you, these two extreme feelings exist at the same time... the aggressiveness of either side can make the other side stronger, which is killing you , or kill myself, or go to a place that only we know to start again... They pushed me to the limit, and made me entangled so much that I was about to go crazy..."

There was a sticky and hot body temperature coming from his forehead, as well as a subtle pain caused by skin friction.

Wuyue lowered her eyes desolately, and said: "Isn't this a very simple choice, you did this a long time ago, in the cell of the ninth squad..."

The picture of that day is as clear as yesterday, and she still can't forget it.

Aizen suddenly laughed, "It seems that your heart still rejects me rationally, that's why I didn't realize that I can't bear the fact of losing you now...Although I know, I have already lost you..."

He sighed softly, moved his palms down, around her shoulders, and embraced her in his arms with a gentle and slow movement.

It is obviously such a close distance, a distance that can be hugged by reaching out.

But still can't touch it.

Obviously can see each other's face clearly, feel the trembling heartbeat and breathing.

But still can't touch it.

When did this feeling start?

She faded like the fallen leaves in late autumn, and became as thin as a sheet of paper. Sitting in the golden sunlight, it gave people a sense of déjà vu that was slowly melting.

Existing intact in front of his eyes, reading the verses on the page lightly, the voice and face that gradually went away reminded him all the time that she was no longer here.

When did this feeling of "losing her" begin?

Hugging the person in his arms tightly, Aizen's sad eyes fell into the night sky helplessly.

"'Sorrow, there is nothing greater than death in the heart', the meaning of this sentence is that the saddest thing is to be depressed and unable to extricate oneself, as if the heart has been turned into ashes, and it is no longer indifferent to everything around it."

Is it.

It wasn't until he heard her say these words at noon on that sunny autumn day that he came to his senses—it started when the boy died.

He thought that removing the thorn called "Phoenix Temple Beginning" stuck in the flesh and blood of the two would allow them to have each other without reservation, but he still underestimated the influence of that person.

It was the first love that couldn't even say "I love you".

Don't make such a joke, okay?

He had never expected her to fall in love with him, but when the established fact of "she won't love you" was in front of him, he still felt a kind of unbearable sadness and despair that would squeeze his chest.

There is no going back.

He could only sigh over and over again, the palm of his hand caressed down her long hair through the night.

Wuyue, I just want to talk to you simply, without any temptation to cover up, I want to greet you every morning, say goodbye to you at night, I want to tell you all my thoughts, I want to be sad or happy before you The first person I thought of at the time, I thought about it until a long time later.

But our current situation makes it impossible for me to even say these words.

In your eyes, they are all lies.

As if afraid that she would disperse from her arms, Aizen's arms couldn't help but tightened.

Yet he still felt it wasn't enough.

The person in his arms was so quiet that he had the illusion that he was embracing endless loneliness.

The moonlight coated the sand with a thin layer of frost. After scanning around, he realized how barren the empire he ruled was.

Unspeakable pain ripped from his body.

Since there is no turning back, there is no choice but to go on, and there is no choice but to continue this road of 'becoming a god'.

She leaves him with no choice.

This one-way affectionate hug lasted for a long time, but Aizen finally let go.

"Wu Yue, until now, don't you want to try to stop me? The entire Soul World, and there are [-] souls in Karakura Town, do you really want to stand by and watch?"

The topic changed, and the blond girl suddenly read the man's determined heart.

She stood still and replied with a smile, "You won't succeed, you don't want to change the corrupt world at all, maybe you do have something you want to change, but what you want most in your heart is what you just told me—— Who do you want to stop you."

Aizen raised her eyes in surprise, "Why are you so sure."

"Because I found that you never mentioned from the beginning to the end what the world you want to look like... You can't be sure that it will be safe, and you can't promise to bring everyone happiness after the turmoil..."

Wuyue laughed lazily, and asked easily: "In your so-called world, can the souls of the corpse world no longer have high and low distinctions? Are there plans for welfare, education, medical care, military, and various facilities? How to maintain the balance of the Three Realms, can you be stronger than the Spirit King?"

The man smiled slightly, stared at her, and motioned for her to continue talking.

"If you really care about all sentient beings, you should, like Lelouch, bear all the charges and stand before the cross of the new world to die after all the dust settles, because only those who have the consciousness of death are qualified to lift the cross." The muzzle... But you obviously don't want to die, and you won't rush into war without even giving your subordinates a plan for the future. This only shows that to you, it doesn't matter whether other people live or die and the world is subverted. The excuse of dragging the three worlds into the abyss is just to satisfy your selfish desire to become a god..."

Wuyue's eyes gradually turned cold, and even his voice was soaked in the coldness of the night, "But what you can't get is valuable, and you are full of contradictions. You who have been strategizing all this time may yearn for failure deep in your heart." ...Since then, the original power has been full of loopholes, how could it possibly win?"

After a lengthy and detailed explanation, Ai Ran showed a satisfied smile after a long absence, and he couldn't help but feel a little bit emotional, "I thought you were not interested in these macroscopic things... I didn't expect that you could observe it in private better than anyone else." In-depth... However, being able to understand me beyond imagination makes me a little proud, and I am convinced that you can understand me..."

"Don't rush to be proud, you will lose badly."

"So what?" The man chuckled, "Even if I can't change the world, I will become a god. No one can stop me...except you..."

The accent cleverly placed at the end of the sentence adds an untimely ambiguity to the chat atmosphere.

Wuyue ignored it, but her eyes became more piercing.

"If you were my friend, I'd probably beat you sober to stop you from doing such a wrong thing. Too bad you're not."

She suddenly sneered, stepped forward and grabbed Aizen's skirt, and emphasized sharply—"You have forgotten the most important thing...that is, the gods will never create existences beyond themselves! You want to remove him from It is absolutely impossible to pull it down from the altar!"

"Oh..." Lan Ran's eyes were slightly cold, she stretched out her palm and held her wrist tightly, "Since you think I have no chance of winning, do you still want to watch me fall into the abyss with your own eyes?"

"No." Wuyue said in a deep voice, "I want to push you into the abyss with my own hands."

Such a challenge made Aizen's froze smile a bit ugly, "But I don't think you have that ability."

The girl suddenly chuckled, "Who knows. We are not like you. We have always been alone. We are different. We have partners."

Hearing "we" one after another makes Ai Ran really angry, and he clearly understands that none of these personal pronouns contain him.

It was indeed unconvincing, but her footsteps still followed her involuntarily, and walked in the direction of Xuye Palace.

"I suddenly feel that it's not good to have someone who knows me too well, and I'm restrained in every way... Sure enough, it's right to get rid of you as soon as possible... Hey, Wu Yue, what do you think?"

"I'm very happy, you can finally understand how I feel...Hey, wait, Naogui Nao, why did you draw your sword..."

"Don't worry, I just want to show you the scroll... In order not to damage the birthday present you gave me, I tied it under the spirit thread..."

"You mean the coiled handle of the box? Did you tie it yourself?"

"That's natural. Although it took a little effort, the result is good."

"It's a twisted roll... It seems that the color and texture are still a bit different. It shouldn't be easy to use, right?"

"It doesn't matter, in my opinion, it's all forest green, besides... I don't often use knives..."

"Uh...you're right..."

"But then again, who is the 'Lelouch' you just mentioned...?"

"Eh?" The girl scratched her head in embarrassment, "How do I explain this... Well, do you know 'Two-dimensional'?"

A conversation between friends brought the tangled night to the end, the white sand gradually went away, and the magnificent castle was in sight.

Everything will pass.

tomorrow is a new day.

The author has something to say:

Finally, the most complicated literary and inner part is over.

A lot of dialogue was designed and deleted during this time.

I will resolutely not write so many dialogues in the future, it is too nerve-wracking.

The most depressing part has passed, I hope I can clearly express the reasons for the entanglement between the two of them, concerns, difficulties, and various complicated emotions... There is still a strong desire to win and lose, and no one can easily bow their heads and admit it The other party is right, they are true to each other, suppressed, and pretended... I feel that their personalities are quite similar, and they are always tempting wildly on the verge of defeating each other...

Well, it can be regarded as Aizen's bad taste~

Finally, Demon King Lulu, Saigao~