It is better to fall in love than to tear down CP [entertainment circle]

After the door opened, Luo Yunqu packed some breakfast from the cafeteria downstairs and put it on the table in the room.

Seeing Bu Qingyun covering herself under the quilt again, she thought that he was suffering from alcoholism, so she lifted the quilt, revealing a fair and handsome face. To her surprise, there were two spots of blush on his face, and the tips of his ears were also red.

"Aren't you feeling well?" Luo Yunqu put his hand on his forehead, thinking he had a fever, "Why don't you eat something first, and I'll accompany you to the hospital later?"

Bu Qingyun opened her eyes, sat up from the bed, and looked at him with serious eyes, "Luo Yunqu, did I do anything excessive last night?"

Luo Yunqu knew that he was thin-skinned and didn't want to embarrass him, so he said against his will, "No!"

"You liar!" Bu Qingyun usually looks cold, but she is very frank about her feelings, "I, I kissed you last night, although it was an accident, but the fact happened, I only understand what you said now The meaning of the words."

Of course Luo Yunqu understood what it was saying.

"We've only been 'friends' since last night."

To his surprise, since getting to know Bu Qingyun again, the other party has constantly refreshed his cognition. He never imagined that a pair of artist's hands can make such delicious meals; Such a powerful explosive power; in the seemingly soft temperament, it is wrapped with frankness and bravery.

"Then, since you already know, shouldn't you be responsible for your actions?" After hearing this, Luo Yunqu's heart seemed to blossom, and he tried his best not to raise the corners of his lips.

Bu Qingyun seriously recalled the feeling of getting along with Luo Yunqu in the past period of time. Thinking of a certain scene, her cheeks blushed, with a little shyness, "I, I kissed you, this is something between lovers, I don't Escape. But I have never been in love, and I don’t know what true love is. In my heart, it should be as pious as faith, it is absolute dedication and dedication, and the compatibility of the soul is far greater than the physiological instinct. At least be dedicated, never give up, if the other party can tolerate all my shortcomings in ordinary years, I am willing to grow old hand in hand with him.”

Luo Yunqu listened intently to his understanding of love. In this regard, he was also ignorant. He used to disdain to touch things, but now he wants to try because of his words.

"So, for that person who can accompany me for the rest of my life, I hope he thinks the same as me." Bu Qingyun looked at him steadily, with a look of disappointment flashing in his eyes, "Luo Yunqu, you are handsome , Rich, wise, is the lover that many people dream of, but you... Behavior is sloppy, dominated by hormones, relying on your own money, just squandering desires at will, not my ideal lover. "

For Bu Qingyun's accusation, Luo Yunqu couldn't escape, his heart seemed to have collapsed and fell to the ground, and what he wanted became clearer as the other party denied him.

Isn't what he wants is the kind of love that Bu Qingyun said?

It's just that I never dared to expect extravagantly in the past.

Now, in Bu Qingyun's few short words, his heart was shaken upside down, and his evasion in the past 22 years was almost shaken to pieces.

At this time, Luo Yunqu's usual frivolity suddenly disappeared, and he knelt in front of Bu Qingyun like a puppy about to be abandoned, "So...you don't even give me a chance? I am frivolous, I am slutty , but that was before I met you, now, I can change it! I know those are just desires, I want to settle down, I also want a real love, can you give me a chance, let me be close to you ?”

After Luo Yunqu finished speaking, he looked at him anxiously.

Although Bu Qingyun said that, there was no escape in his heart. He had a good impression of Luo Yunqu, and he would often be teased by him to make his face blush and his heart beating. Although these are all caused by hormones, it is undeniable that this is the beginning of love .

His fair cheeks became more and more rosy, and he pulled Luo Yunqu up from the ground, and said softly, "Okay, let's not be friends!"

When Luo Yunqu first heard it, he was still at a loss, but he immediately reacted, and a burst of ecstasy came to his heart, "You mean, we are not friends, we are..."

"Above friends, not boyfriends." Bu Qingyun slightly hooked the corners of her lips at him, "Sorry, I am also a layman when it comes to love, and I don't want to blaspheme it in ignorance. I am willing to learn with you."

"Learn how to love someone?" Luo Yunqu's amber pupils were shining brightly, feeling that he was being pulled out of the filthy quagmire.

"You, are you willing?" Bu Qingyun's black pupils were stained with a trace of shyness, and she suddenly blinked at him.

Luo Yunqu was electrocuted for a moment, and his heart trembled with great hope, "I wish for it!"

Bu Qingyun nodded, while Luo Yunqu unconsciously took the other's hand, inserted his fingers between the fingers, and held it firmly. At this moment, the two pairs of pupils reflected each other's appearance.

After Luo Yunqu was overjoyed, he was still uneasy and asked, "But, you really don't care about my past?"

"Frankly speaking, I care, but what's the use of caring? It's all in the past," Bu Qingyun didn't want to lie, but he has the deepest experience of the past, and people will grow up. From now on, you are willing to make changes for me, why should I be entangled in the past? Shouldn't we live in the present?"

After hearing this, Luo Yunqu was so moved that he was about to cry. He was full of excitement and was about to hug him, but was interrupted by a series of cell phone ringtones.

Bu Qingyun picked up the phone from the pillow and saw that it was Ji Bo calling, and suddenly felt a little uneasy.

"Hi, is that Xiaoyun?" Ji Bo's voice was dull and hesitant on the phone, "I know you're all busy at the end of the year, so I didn't want to tell you, but your mother's condition is really not very good. She was in a coma for a day. Into the intensive care unit late."

"What's wrong with my mother?" Bu Qingyun clenched the phone tightly, her knuckles gradually turning white, "She was fine when she left, why did she become seriously ill after only a few days?"

Ji Bo's voice was full of self-blame, "Hey! It's all my fault. It's not the end of the year, and the store's business has doubled compared to usual. As you know, your mother is not in good health. From being busy in the morning to [-] or [-] o'clock in the night, her body can't bear it, and she doesn't work if she is asked to rest, she will not be tired."

Hearing this, Bu Qingyun's voice trembled, "Okay, Uncle Ji, I'll ask Brother Ji for leave right now, and I'll go back tomorrow at the latest. You must tell me about her situation at any time."

After hanging up the phone, he frantically ran out of the room and walked towards Chen Ji's room.

Luo Yunqu looked worried and followed behind him.

But when he was about to reach the door of Chen Ji's room, Bu Qingyun stopped suddenly, leaned on the wall, buried his head in his arms, and followed closely, his shoulders trembling.

Luo Yunqu knew that he was crying, so he didn't speak, just stood quietly and waited for him.

Bu Qingyun cried for a while, then turned her head suddenly, her eyes were red, "My mother is seriously ill, but we have another show tomorrow night, if I go back now, what will the audience think of "FUNK Boys", we just At the beginning, every performance is so important, the team is not mine alone, I can't drag everyone down, but if my mother leaves at this time, I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life."

Luo Yunqu patted him on the shoulder and saw that his body was trembling uncontrollably, like a rotten wood that had been eaten away inside, and would fall down with just a slight push, so he simply hugged him into his arms and stroked him gently Soft black hair, "You can do whatever you want, don't worry about us, it's just a performance, I believe they can all understand, Brother Ji will understand you too."

Bu Qingyun leaned in his arms, felt the steady breathing from his broad chest, felt like a bird fleeing in a storm, and finally found a branch to shelter in, although at a loss, there was at least a leaf to block it.

"However, the foundation will be disappointed, and the TV stations that cooperate with us will think that we have broken our promise. Once this established impression spreads in the circle, who will cooperate with us in the future? I can't ignore everyone because of myself." Qing Yun struggled painfully, "If it was just me, I would leave now without hesitation, but we are a group!"

Luo Yunqu patted him on the back, helped him up from his arms, his eyes were full of determination, "Okay, I will accompany you back after our performance."

Bu Qingyun hasn't eaten much since last night. When he nodded, Luo Yunqu felt for a second that he would collapse at any moment.

By the time of the New Year's Eve, it was already a day after the end of the performance. Bu Qingyun's stage was still burning like the day of "TG Music Festival", but when he got off the stage, he asked Chen Ji for leave, without even makeup When I had time to unload, I hurried to the airport and checked the time, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

Luo Yunqu followed behind him while dragging their suitcases while taking off their make-up.Their stage appearance is very explosive, if it is not removed in time, it will attract a large number of fans, and it will not be so easy to leave.

He handed Bu Qingyun a wet wipe, "Take off your makeup quickly, and it will be hard to leave when you meet fans when you leave the studio hall."

Where did Bu Qingyun think about anything else, she wiped it off with a wet towel, "Luo Yunqu, are you okay? You really don't have to go back with me."

"There's no need to go back with you?" Hearing this, Luo Yunqu's face darkened, obviously unhappy, "Didn't you say you would give me a chance to get close to you? Are you going to go back on your word?"

"No, I didn't mean that, I..." Seeing that Luo Yunqu was unhappy, Bu Qingyun was at a loss, but he didn't know why he said that.

Sitting in the taxi that was already waiting in the studio, Bu Qingyun was silent, thinking about this question all the time.

It wasn't until they boarded the plane that Bu Qingyun figured it out, pulled Luo Yunqu's sleeve, and explained to him, "Just now... Maybe it's because I was used to being ignored when I was a child, no one cares about me, and no one will treat me But now, suddenly someone is willing to accompany me and care about me, and I feel uncomfortable. In fact, I still feel that I am insignificant. I will be flattered when others treat me well. So..."

Luo Yunqu's eyes were full of tenderness and pity, "So, you have a burden for others to pay for you?

Bu Qingyun nodded.

"In the future, I will let you get used to being cared about by others, getting used to being treated well by others, and asking others to treat you well as you like." Luo Yunqu said this without thinking, let it happen, and come from the heart.

Looking at the two blushes on Bu Qingyun's cheeks, Luo Yunqu couldn't even believe it himself. He really can, can pay for someone, so does it prove that he also has the ability to love?

An unprecedented sense of fullness filled his heart, making him feel for the first time that there are things in life that are more worth pursuing than money, property, and status.

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It's school and work, I wish the cuties a new year of study and progress, work smoothly, okay?╭(╯ε╰)╮