Studying medicine can't save President Ji

My sister is getting more and more busy.

Guan Shanyue unlocked the phone over and over again, but no new message came.

The last chat was the end of the message she sent.

Ji Canghai: Well, study hard

Guan Shanyue: Thank you sister, go to bed early

Ji Canghai seldom told her what he was busy with, so that every time we chatted, she was always looking for topics. Yesterday she sent Ji Canghai another message,

Guan Shanyue: Hahahahaha The teacher said that although I am not good at medical skills, I am very good at handling the relationship between doctors and patients

Guan Shanyue: Let all the younger brothers and sisters learn from me, otherwise they will be beaten sooner or later

Guan Shanyue: But today the teacher said that I remember the knowledge in the book very well, so please ask me if you have any questions

Guan Shanyue: I don’t know if he still remembers that I just said a few days ago that my medical skills are poor.

Ji Canghai hasn't replied to her yet.

Since the last time he came to Yandu, Ji Canghai has been here a few times, but the time he stayed was very short. Basically, he flew back in a hurry after seeing each other.

After finally waiting for the winter vacation, she returned to their home in Xishan District, and Ji Canghai was also on business trips every three days.

Although she would bring some small gifts back every time, whenever Guan Shanyue carefully asked when she would come back and hoped she could spend more time with her, Ji Canghai always replied, "I don't know, it depends on the situation. You stay at home obediently." on."

Even a few days before the Chinese New Year, Ji Canghai came back late at night, a little drunk, and pressed her on the sofa as soon as he saw her.

Guan Shanyue endured her slightly rough movements, and called her sister softly, and then Ji Canghai fell asleep on top of her.

Guan Shanyue gently traced her eyebrows and eyes. Sometimes she is indifferent and arrogant, sometimes malicious, and sometimes very childish. Which one is the real her?Maybe both?

Guan Shanyue couldn't help getting deeper and deeper, wanting to see her more, but she didn't allow herself to cross her bottom line.

For example, if Ji Canghai knew that she was alone or having a party with her classmates, she would be angry. In order to satisfy her desire for monopoly, Guan Shanyue refused if she could, and pretended to be sick when she couldn't.

Now everyone at school knows that she never participates in activities, only her roommates know that she is afraid that her sister will be angry.

Guan Shanyue sometimes felt like a resentful woman in a deep boudoir, being firmly controlled by her, as if she couldn't do without her at all.

But Ji Canghai seldom reveals his secrets to her. Guan Shanyue often feels that he has never really owned her.

Just like on New Year's Day, Ji Canghai didn't come back from other places, and she was the only one in the huge house. Hearing the noise from far and near, she felt a little sad. She asked,

"Sister, can I call?"

Ji Canghai, who was thousands of miles away, sighed and didn't reply to her message, why couldn't she find something to do by herself?

But Ji Canghai bought the latest flight and went home without saying a word. The first thing he said when he entered the door was,

"I'll feed you and clothe you, what else do you want?"

Guan Shanyue was very afraid that she would be angry and that she would leave, but she still wanted to cry when she saw her face, she said, "Sister, I'm sorry."

Ji Canghai looked at her, seemingly helpless, and just said, "Don't have another time."

Ji Canghai doesn't like her being too clingy, and he never speaks sweet words, and never apologizes for what he did wrong.

But Ji Canghai would count down the countdown at the most ambiguous and ecstasy moment, stuck in time and whispered in her ear, "Happy New Year."

At that moment, the fireworks and firecrackers prohibited by Nanzun City exploded in her ears.

Ji Canghai fell asleep beside her, she opened her eyes and looked out the window, and suddenly saw the screen of the mobile phone next to the bed turned on, and someone sent several messages to Ji Canghai.

Why is there still a message in the middle of the night?Guan Shanyue was a little curious, picked it up and looked it up, the person who sent the message was Ji Canghai's friend for many years, Guan Shanyue knew her.

On a thunderstorm night a few years ago, when Guan Shanyue called Ji Canghai, she was the first to answer the phone, and then Ji Canghai, who was afraid of thunder, rushed home.

Her name is Shen Jianhuan, and the note Ji Canghai gave her is "Jianhuan 0814", and the number behind it is probably her birthday.

She asked Ji Canghai: Waiting for your little ancestor to sleep, the countryside is like a war at night, wake up and listen

Then a few voices.

Guan Shanyue scrolled up, and just before Ji Canghai fell asleep, they were still chatting.

Shen Jianhuan: Are you home?

Ji Canghai: Arrived

Shen Jianhuan: The egg cakes here are authentic, bring some back and call them together

Ji Canghai: Well, don’t be too sweet, last time it didn’t work

Shen Jianhuan: ...you are the most picky

Friends who have been friends for many years never need to deliberately greet each other. Most of their conversations are about work and life, and they often meet directly.

Shen Jianhuan: I'm back in Nanzhang, let's go to a restaurant

Ji Canghai will return: go

Even when Ji Canghai was the busiest at work and didn't contact her for two or three days, he still didn't forget to ask Shen Jianhuan to bring back desserts and snacks from all over the world, although most of the time they were fed to her.

But Ji Canghai never told her about the bitterness at work, and never told her about any unhappy things.

Ji Canghai has his own friends and his own life, it seems that Ji Canghai's life will not change if he is separated from her.

But they also mentioned Guan Shanyue in their conversation.

Shen Jianhuan would say: It's not easy for people to be so big, so be nicer to them

Ji Canghai said: Don't talk nonsense

Shen Jianhuan said again: You don't tell her anything, it's easy to worry about gains and losses

Ji Canghai said: As long as you understand

Ji Canghai said: What did I tell her?I said that I almost failed to win the bid for today's project, I said that no matter how long the belt is, I can't wrap around the beer belly of the other boss, I said that the eyes of the dry-cooked people in the personnel department are blind again, I said that there is always a little secretary who wants to rely on me to get the job?

Ji Canghai said: She is too young to understand anything, as long as she is obedient

After a long time, Shen Jianhuan said: I think you are a bastard, and you think there is a generation gap after you have laid hands on others?

Ji Canghai: ...shut up

Guan Shanyue knew that Ji Canghai never regarded her as a true and equal lover, their worlds were too far apart, and their status was too unequal.

Ji Canghai likes her, and he will not allow her things to be coveted by others.

If there is a place for her, it might be the most favored, cute and well-behaved little animal around Ji Canghai.

She also knows that Ji Canghai is very measured, and it is impossible to have any emotions beyond friendship with other people, but the person Ji Canghai wants to share with is not her, and Guan Shanyue is far away from her life.

Only when she couldn't help shedding tears did she realize how much she cared about Ji Canghai's repeated silence towards her.

You don't want to talk to me, but I don't have my life?Wouldn't I have nothing to say?

I am willing to share everything about me with you every day, and I will be very happy as long as you answer a sentence or a half.

You don't like me going to parties, I never go.

You like to listen to my sister, and I called you too. You like me to be sensible and well-behaved, so I also try my best to do it.

I just want to be closer to you.

But why can't you?

Guan Shanyue trembled slightly, tears flowed more and more fiercely, the soft white pillow was wet, her ears seemed to be blocked by humming, the world in front of her eyes trembled and rippled.

She gently put the phone back on the bed, and read the sentence that she hadn't found yet:

Ji Canghai said: If I tell her about my bad luck at work, it will appear that I am so unreliable, how can she rely on me?

Ji Canghai woke up, with a sleepy voice, and asked her, "What are you doing?"

Guan Shanyue bit her lip, tried hard to suppress the choking in her voice, turned her back to her, and said softly, "It's okay, I'm dreaming."

Ji Canghai hummed, and lazily put his arms around her from behind, buried her on her neck, rubbed the tip of his nose gently with his warm breath, "Go to sleep."

At that moment Guan Shanyue was stunned, and suddenly her heart softened unbelievably, the tears falling from the end of her red eyes swept through her hair, turning from scalding to icy cold.

Am I asking too much?

She is also in love for the first time, and like me, she has never liked others, maybe she just doesn't know what to do.

She is unique to me, and I am unique to her, isn't that enough.

But she used to gently tell me not to cry and tell her everything.

Does it still count?

Guan Shanyue didn't know that she fell asleep in the arms of the woman behind her.

Ji Canghai looked at her slender nape with a gloomy look in his eyes.

When Guan Shanyue woke up, the bed beside her was already cold, and Ji Canghai left again.

There was a steaming breakfast on the dining table, just like every morning when she was there.

After the winter vacation, she went back to school, and the two of them lost even more communication.

Guan Shanyue comforts herself every time, she is too busy, don't always disturb her work.

The next moment I thought, what on earth is she busy with?Don't even have time to reply to the message?Or does she simply not want to go back?

She couldn't figure it out, so she had to silently swallow what she didn't say.

Guan Shanyue remembers making her angry once, she said with a cold face half threatening,

"Where can you go without me?"

In fact, she didn't want to go anywhere.

In the past, she only cared about her own feelings, but now she puts Ji Canghai first in everything. She also knows that Ji Canghai likes to use both soft and hard, and uses both grace and power.

But it's not that she doesn't hold grudges, it's just because she likes her.

Later, the eight-year clinical medicine program had to start selecting a supervisor. Guan Shanyue didn't know whether to choose to be the director of basic medical science purely academic, or the director of the affiliated hospital with a lot of clinical experience.

Guan Shanyue was at a loss and needed someone to point her in the right direction. All the problems she encountered in the past had been referred to Ji Canghai, and she could always help her solve them calmly.

Ji Canghai answered the phone, it seemed a bit noisy over there, she asked, "What's the matter?"

Guan Shanyue was stunned by her tone for a moment, and opened her mouth cautiously.

Ji Canghai seemed a little impatient after listening, "You can just ask the students from the previous class?"

"But I..."

"Okay, I'll ask someone to help you later." Ji Canghai interrupted her.

Not long after that, Ji Canghai sent her an answer from an expert in the clinical industry. It was very detailed. Guan Shanyue suddenly didn't know what to say, so she just said to her:

Thank you sister.

It was Ji Canghai who wanted to control everything about her, and it was Ji Canghai who let her go first.

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The author has something to say:

Inequality of status and lack of communication are two major killers of relationships

I feel sorry for my family Yueyue.

The bastard Ji Canghai was thrown and counted down.