Studying medicine can't save President Ji

"Have you seen enough?" Guan Shanyue raised her immature face and intentionally returned these words to her intact.

The doctor's position and the "patient's" position are separated by the desk, her eyes flashed, "No."

"Ms. Ji, if you are not sick, don't take up public resources." Guan Shanyue repeated.

"...Okay." Ji Canghai stood up, she hadn't changed at all after all these years, but the sense of oppression on her body was put away, she was more calm and introverted, inadvertently ready to go.

As for Guan Shanyue, they are two completely different people from before.She is a fake of herself.

Ji Canghai's still dignified face became softer, "Doctor Guan, take a good rest."

"Thank you." She smiled again.

Ji Canghai just left.

When she came in on the 19th, Guan Shanyue suddenly felt very tired, her smile dimmed, but she still dutifully asked about the inspection.

"Why don't you doctors smile?" The patient was a little unhappy.

She barely bent her eyes, "I'm sorry, I'm too tired today."

After finishing the consultation and leaving work, she walked out of the hospital. In early November, the first snow in Yandu had already fallen.

She didn't take the subway or bus, and walked alone on the road. The blind road stretched all the way to the telephone poles. It was very cold today, and the gray sky was still lingering.

Sometimes she lowered her head, sometimes she suddenly stopped to look around, and raised her head blankly to look at the intersection ahead, as if she didn't know where she was, and the sound of vehicles rolling over the asphalt road entered her ears.

She wanted to sigh again.She did sigh too, after that, she waited until the green light and walked forward.Confused, helpless, unwilling.

She walked through the zebra crossings one by one, as if counting the steps of her own life. At the end of the gray and white stripes, the traffic lights kept ringing, and there was the whistle of the traffic police in the distance. She was caught in the crowd, and a corner of a white shirt suddenly appeared in front of her eyes .

The white didn't move, it was right in front of her, as if it stood there day and night, until she was born, and stood until she died.

She stopped and didn't look up.There was no heating outside, but she still showed the white shirt.She turned around to leave, and retreated to the traffic light.

Ji Canghai whispered, "Stop."

"What?" She didn't look back.

"Follow me. Back to Nanzhang."

Ji Canghai walked to her side, stretched out his hand towards her, revealing the cuff of his white shirt, "Fucking every time",

This shirt, she remembered.

It was Children's Day at that time, and her name was Guan Canghai at that time, and she said that she would wait until she grows up.

She remembers that she always likes to talk nonsense, and she also remembers that she will wear this dress in summer.

She asked, "Why do you wear long sleeves on a hot day?"

She replied, "Isn't this from you?"

Nine years have passed, why can I still wear it?How worn is this?

Just know how to pretend to be pitiful.

"Why should I go with you?"

Ji Canghai lowered his head and thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "I don't know."

Guan Shanyue laughed, and the mist that she exhaled covered her clear and pure face, she walked straight to the bus waiting hall not far away, bypassing her.

Ji Canghai followed her silently, the glass doors of the buses passing by their reflections.

Guan Shanyue has grown taller.

"Cold?"

"not cold."

silence.

The No. 350 bus stopped with a "squeak".

"Ji Canghai, it's too late." Guan Shanyue said suddenly.

There were people on the bus platform one after another. She got on the bus wrapped in thick clothes of various colors. It was warmer in the car. She sat down by the window in the back row and looked out the window.

Ji Canghai didn't seem to understand, and sat beside her, "Why is it so late?"

Guan Shanyue didn't look at her, she leaned on the back of the chair, a few strands of messy black long hair brushed out like that day, but a little thinner, she said, "You are always like this."

Always pretending that nothing happened, but the fact is that not only did it happen, but it was deeply buried between them.

Guan Shanyue's face was covered in the light halo outside the window, flashing on and off as she passed by the shadows, Ji Canghai just sighed, as if she had nothing to say, she leaned closer and raised her hand to separate her. Putting on the clothes and touching her lower abdomen, "Does it hurt today?"

Ji Canghai knew what day it was, she used to always turn pale from the pain, and she had to stay by her side to fall asleep.

Guan Shanyue didn't push her hand away, but she still had no expression on her face, "I won't be in pain a long time ago."

He added, "It's not because you drink too much hot water."

In the past, Ji Canghai always remembered her menstrual period, and prepared brown sugar water or ibuprofen in advance, but later he just said "drink more hot water" when he was busy with work.

Ji Canghai wanted to laugh unrepentantly, he really held a grudge.She didn't take back her hand, looked at her sideways and said, "We didn't take the bus very often before."

Guan Shanyue didn't speak.When going out with Ji Canghai, he usually drives by himself, and she always likes to put her on the co-pilot.

"You always like to lean against me when you take the bus."

Only then did Guan Shanyue give her a little look, "What do you want to say."

She said, "I'm also taking the bus now."

Guan Shanyue didn't bother to talk to her, closed her eyes, "Take your car, don't bother me."

She Ji always is someone who always says what she wants in the company, and the cooperation projects come one by one, and the big director Xi Rui has to give her three points, but she hit a wall with the little physician Guan Shanyue.

Ji Canghai: "Oh, good."

After finishing speaking, she really didn't bother her anymore, just stared at her sleeping face silently, until the Quode map arrived to remind her, she touched the top of her hair and said, "It's the stop."

Guan Shanyue opened those cat-like eyes inexplicably, "How do you know where I live?"

"I want to know it's not easy."

Guan Shanyue smiled mockingly and said, "Yes, you just don't want to know."

Ji Canghai was speechless again, and followed her. This place is far away from the city center, and they are all old tube buildings. Bamboo sticks are set up in a haphazard manner, and clothes and towels of various colors are hung on them to dry, and they are blown against each other by the wind from time to time. Some of the blackened walls became as hard as lead blocks under the cold wind, and some were still dripping water.

Guan Shan’s monthly salary is only 9 yuan, and he works night shifts 3 days a month. With [-] internal interventions, he can barely eat and live in a small rented house in the outer ring of Yandu, where every inch of land is expensive. .She turned around and walked through the alley to Unit [-]. Just as she was about to go up the stairs, Ji Canghai answered the phone and said to her, "Wait for me."

Guan Shanyue:?

Such a big face.

Ji Canghai turned around and walked out of the alley. There was a silver Huracan EVO parked there. Secretary Shao Xingzhi drove the car to deliver things, then found a parking space and parked it. "Mr. Ji, then I'll go first."

Ji Canghai nodded and said, "Well, be careful."

"Thank you, Mr. Ji."

When she fell back, Guan Shanyue stood on the stairs looking down at her and said, "How long are you going to follow? I'm home."

"You come with me." Ji Canghai said again, "Your home is not here."

Guan Shanyue was speechless for a while, unable to understand what people said, turned around and went up to the fourth floor, took the key to open the door, and there was a "squeak -" door shaft rubbing sound.

Ji Canghai didn't wait for her to close the door, but also walked into the room. The rental house was indeed very small, with only one bedroom and one living room, with a dining table in the center and a low sofa in the corner. There were no extra decorations, and the walls were covered in dust It fell down to reveal the gray wall.

The windows are a bit small, and there is no balcony. The overall light is dim. The kitchen is just a few steps away, with a few bowls piled up scatteredly. The door of the dark and damp bathroom is closed, and there are many scratches on the wooden door.

"What are you doing in here?"

"I have no place to live."

Guan Shanyue sneered, "Mr. Ji, it's better to just find a kennel on the street than here."

"Then will you go with me?"

"What do you think?" She asked back, and entered the room without waiting for her answer.

Ji Canghai asked her outside, "What do you want to eat?"

"I don't want to eat anything."

"Didn't you just get off work and didn't eat?"

Guan Shanyue didn't speak.

Ji Canghai took a few steps to the kitchen, only to find a bag of water dried noodles, which was sealed with a plastic clip, and there were no extra vegetables.She boiled the water and put in some noodles. After a while, the noodles rolled and spread out, floating on the water with their teeth and claws dancing. There was very little seasoning that could be placed, and it looked very bland.

She put her face on the dining table and said, "Go to bed after eating."

No sound.

"Guan Shanyue." She made a gesture to break into her room.

Guan Shanyue opened the door, and was once again trapped in her shadow.She has grown taller, but it's not enough, she can only reach her chin, she didn't expect her to be so close to the door, and almost crashed into her arms.

Guan Shanyue quickly stopped in her tracks, turned sideways to avoid her, and did not touch her body as if she had practiced qinggong.

Ji Canghai clicked his tongue secretly, and Guan Shanyue quietly sat down on the dining table, eating clear soup and water noodles without saying a word.

It's been a long time since anyone cooked noodles for her. It's just ordinary egg noodles, a little hot, but still has Ji Canghai's own taste, just like many years ago.

Tears fell into the bowl, she thought she had forgotten it long ago, it turned out that the relationship between them was full of memories.

Ji Canghai doesn't know how to comfort others, and only knows to cry silently with her. Every time she comforts others, it always backfires, so she chooses to remain silent, and the habit has been maintained until now.

After Guan Shanyue finished crying, she washed the dishes and entered the room again, without even looking at her.

What does it mean to turn your face and deny people?

Ji Canghai had no choice but to sit down on the low sofa, feeling that his legs could not be stretched straight, the mobile phone signal was also poor, there was some water seepage in the corner of the wall, the radiator was working half dead, the sky was dark, and the snow was about to bury the street lamp in the flying catkins.

Guan Shanyue tied up her long hair and came out with her clothes, revealing a small and pure face. Ji Canghai asked her, "Take a bath?"

"En." She responded lightly and entered the bathroom, and after a while, there was the sound of water, and the bathroom light was dim, as if casting her figure.

Ji Canghai lowered his eyes and looked at the phone. There was nothing pending. Then he locked the screen and stared at the plaque on the opposite wall in thought.

After Guan Shanyue took a shower, she came out in her usual wide white T-shirt, with light water stains on her chest, slightly reddened by the steam, as if she didn't exist, and went straight into the room.

Ji Canghai had no choice but to go into the bathroom, and after taking a shower, he opened the door of her room and said, "The water pressure in the bathroom is so low and the temperature is so low."

"Your adjectives are so boring, so boring." She returned what she said nine years ago.

Really vengeful.

Ji Canghai bent his slender legs and got on her bed.

"What are you doing? Go to the sofa."

"Where can I sleep?"

"Then I'll go."

Ji Canghai held her down, "Just stay here."

"Don't hold me." She pushed her hand away.

The small bed that could barely sleep two people was separated by Guan Shanyue, Ji Canghai turned over and said, "The bed is a bit hard."

"Your body is too expensive, hurry up and find another place to live tomorrow."

"With me?"

"Not with."

"Then I won't look for it."

"..."

After being quiet for a while, Ji Canghai turned sideways to face her, suddenly grabbed her hand and pressed it to his heart and asked, "Doctor Guan, what is the symptom of a fast heartbeat?"

"The causes of tachycardia are divided into physiological and pathological, physiological including pregnancy, strenuous exercise, anxiety, etc., pathological including anemia, cardiomyopathy, heart failure, etc."

"Which type are you? I don't have an EKG, so I don't know." The softness and warmth remained on her fingertips like water, and she withdrew her hand, "Also, don't touch me."

"Why is it called tachycardia?"

"Also called tachycardia, technical term, don't think too much about it."

"Doctor Guan, does tachycardia count as a technical term when I see you?"

"...Ji Canghai."

"Ok?"

"To shut up."

"Oh."

Ji Canghai stopped talking. She couldn't remember when was the last time they slept together like this. They slept together many times, but they were never as far apart as they are now.

Whether it's distance or something else.

She leaned over there quietly.