Watermelon-flavored wind and you

Originally, on the evening of the first day of summer vacation, when Jiang Hanxi sent Tao Shuran home, the two went to buy some sportswear together. Although it was Jiang Hanqi's brand, the style and color were all picked by Tao Shuran. Seeing that the two of them had a bag of couple clothes in each hand, ah, it's not crossed out, girlfriend clothes, Tao Shuran was very satisfied.

According to Jiang Hanqi's meaning, it is to act according to the original plan before the summer vacation, first to exercise in the small park, and then go to the library to study together after breakfast. This will not only ensure the fun of the activities, but also improve the learning efficiency. In Jiang Hanqi's selfish heart, she also wanted to leave more memories of the two of them in some places.

But how could Tao Shuran, who had just unlocked the new venue, do what she wanted? When Jiang Hanqi sent her to the door of the house, she stood still in front of the flower bed downstairs.

The summer faded late, and the newly replaced light yellow flowers in the flower bed glowed slightly orange against the ochre-colored sunset, and Tao Shuran's cheeks were also covered with a light pink: "Jiang Hanqi, Thank you for taking me to your house today, I'm so happy and glad you're willing to show it to me." Love you too.

With just such a sentence, the original plan was cancelled, and every day since then has become more logical.

Every morning after getting up, Tao Shuran is the same as in the past few months, poking her head out of the window, and she can see Jiang Hanqi standing quietly by the flower bed in the light-colored sportswear she picked, People who are used to dressing in black and white were forced by her to give up their original dressing style, which actually added a bit of delicious girlishness.

That's right, she was just an adult...

Tao Shuran, who had just grown up for half a year, was still brushing her teeth when she thought of this, and couldn't help but want to smack her lips.

Then she suddenly realized a problem——

How old is Jiang Hanxi?

Shencheng has always had strict requirements on the age of admission. Although Tao Shuran’s birthday is in November, due to the regulations, children born in the second half of the year must be postponed to enter the next class, so her age is among her classmates, but she is considered older. Yes, one year older than the students born in the first half of the year.

What's more, Tao Shuran's kindergarten had a foreign language exchange class at the time. Tao's father and mother Tao inquired about it and found that the educational philosophy of this class was excellent, so they sent her to train her for two full years.

Therefore, Tao Shuran is two years older than the normal school children.

Jiang Hanqi should have entered school normally, right...?

When is her birthday?

There is a word "cold" in the name, it should be born in winter, what month is the twelfth lunar month of that year?

After thinking about it, Tao Shuran picked up her mobile phone and began to search. Flipping through the calendar, she began to feel something was wrong again.

Although Jiang Hanqi always has a stable temperament that does not match that of high school students, and he looks like a child who started school late, but according to the intelligence and ability of the boss, it is very possible to skip a grade. Maybe Jiang Hanqi is actually It's very young.

...Thinking that she might be several years older than the goddess, Tao Shuran felt a surge of sadness in her heart.

But these are all just her own wild thoughts after all, it is not easy to know her birthday.

So, when she changed her clothes and jumped all the way downstairs, before Jiang Hanqi could say hello to her, she simply asked, "Jiang Hanqi! When is your birthday?"

Jiang Hanqi obviously didn't expect this, but she was only slightly taken aback. After all, it was a very simple question, so she quickly replied: "June 6."

"???" Tao Shuran was shocked at first, and then made an exaggerated expression, pretending to be angry on the surface, but she was really unhappy in her heart, "That was last month! Why didn't you tell me!"

Really have to wait for her to ask.

When they were talking, the two were walking side by side in the middle of the roadside trees. The sun had not yet risen, and the morning light leaked through the gaps between the dense leaves and dripped on them. Jiang Hanqi smiled calmly, and she shook slightly. She shook her head and said, "Because it's not my birthday."

Tao Shuran naturally didn't believe it, but why did the birthday person prepare a birthday gift for her? Although her thoughts drifted to the birthday in her dream several times, she didn't show it on her face. Tao Shuran said solemnly, "No , I won’t allow it, you have to pass.”

The topic ended immediately. What Jiang Hanqi said was the truth. She had never had a birthday, and she really didn’t need such a thing. What's more, she doesn't like excitement.

But Tao Shuran didn't think so in his heart.

First of all, this year’s birthday must be made up for her, forget it in the past, but this year is their first year together, bah no, it’s their first year of studying together, at least not from this year onwards broken.

Secondly, even this passing time has to be paid attention to.Tao Shuran’s birthday is November 11th, and the day Jiang Hanqi gave her a birthday gift was on January 13nd of the following year. I don’t know why it was delayed by 1 days. Since it’s already late this year, it’s better to delay it a bit. Postpone it for 2 days, and wait until August 50 to give her a gift, which can be equal to my birthday, which can be regarded as implying my own small thoughts. Two and a half hundred add up to one hundred days, which is perfect; It means a long life, that is to say, they will definitely live forever, bah no, they live a long life.

In the end, with enough time, it was natural to choose a gift for Jiang Hanqi. She sewed a bookmark for herself. It is estimated that even the petals were found and dried by herself. Tao Shuran naturally had to prepare carefully. , the theme was easily determined, and I had to make a commemorative and meaningful personal object by myself.

Tao Shuran finally showed a satisfied smile. Under her concentrated planning, she already had a general direction in her heart. This result made her feel very happy, her fingers started to itch, and she was restless when doing the questions. She was a little stuck in her thoughts, resting her cheek on her left hand, shaking the fingertips of her right hand quickly, and turning the pen between her fingers quickly.

call out--

A mistake, the dark blue fountain pen flew out from between the fingers, and drew a parabola in the air. The end of the arc happened to land on the hem of Jiang Hanqi's snow-white shirt. When it touched a hard object, it changed the direction of movement. , fell straight to the ground, spun around twice, and finally stopped.

"..." Tao Shuran's train of thought was interrupted in an instant, and only the abrupt and dazzling dark marks on the snow-delicate fabric were left in his eyes.

Before she opened her mouth to apologize, Jiang Hanqi's reaction was already a step faster. He bent down and picked up the pen on the ground. When he handed it to her, he smiled lightly, and his tone seemed to have some lightness: "Ran Ran I'm in a good mood today."

Tao Shuran, who had been punctured, pursed her lips and puffed up her small mouth, and blinked her big and round almond eyes, and the water in the dark pupils was splashing and splashing. She thought for a while, and said seriously: "I'm just very happy, because today I found out that Jiang Hanqi's birthday is on the summer solstice, I think it's very good."

When Tao Shuran spoke seriously, her already sweet voice became a little softer. She was clearly biting the words one by one, but the whole sentence stuck together, very much like her favorite glutinous rice cake, which was filled with yogurt.

Jiang Hanqi always liked her like this, but when he heard the second half, it seemed that some hidden buttons were triggered by some key words, and his eyes became a little dodge.

"Why is it so good at the summer solstice?" Jiang Hanqi lowered his eyes, the corners of his lips were still raised, and his tone was full of carelessness, as if sighing lightly that today is another sunny day.

"Because it's summer, and summer is a particularly good season." Tao Shuran spoke very naturally, "Among all the seasons, summer is the only period that is filled with three months of long days and short nights, and the summer solstice is the whole On the longest day of the year, there is plenty of sunshine, but the temperature is pleasant, neither too dry nor too hot.”

Tao Shuran's favorite season is summer. Although he also dislikes its heat waves, isn't such a sunny day more gratifying than any other time?

As she spoke, she took a sneak peek at Jiang Hanqi leaning on the seat with her eyes still downcast, probably not seeing her sneaking up on the red cheeks, paused, and then said again: "Just, Just like you. When you told me you were born on that day, I was like, wow, that's super reasonable. Because you, you're like you were born for that day... like daylight, Bright and dazzling, but like the climate in early summer, warm but not blazing, it just hangs in the sky for a long time, dispelling the darkness of morning and evening."

What Tao Shuran said was sincere.

The arrival of Jiang Hanqi is very lucky for her. Whether it is a relationship between a lover in a dream or a relationship with a friend in reality, it makes her feel very relaxed and comfortable.

She had no childhood, and the past six months had been the happiest time in her life.

Tao Shuran's life before her master's degree was determined by her parents, and Jiang Hanqi was the biggest accident in her long ten years under the shadow of exams.

In the past, it was an unattainable name and an unattainable figure, but it was like a lighthouse. Even if it was diluted by the distance and there was only a little light on her body, it still attracted her to climb to a higher place.

And now, she approached her, inviting her like a miracle to walk by her side.

She is her good teacher and helpful friend, leading her from the cold winter to the blooming summer.

Probably because Tao Shuran's words were too reserved, or too unrestrained to exaggerate the facts, the smile on Jiang Hanxi's face deepened, and even the end of her eyes slightly raised, and her eyes quickly swept away. After passing Tao Shuran, she hung down again, making it hard to see the emotion in her eyes, only her gentle voice could be heard full of smiles: "But Ranran, this year's summer solstice is June 6."

Jiang Hanqi stood up before Tao Shuran, who had no idea what it meant, stood up. She picked up the black pen beside her and scanned the paper that Tao Shuran had made today, outlining many mistakes.

The review progress has been developed to the number sequence, and it really is Tao Shuran's weak point, there are too many zooming methods, there are nearly twenty kinds listed alone, and she is not focused on the exercises today, so naturally she can't do it well.

"Ran Ran think about these topics again, I'll go take a shower and change clothes, okay?" Jiang Hanqi said gently, with a discussive tone, and habitually raised his left hand to comb the other's hair The high ponytail was tied up in mid-air.

Tao Shuran, who was flipping through the exercise book with her head down, felt a little ashamed at this moment, and naturally couldn't detect her small movements. She nodded in agreement, and then swiped her pen and devoted herself to the calculation seriously.

Jiang Hanqi turned around and left the study room, but the smile on his face had long been put away.

She opened the closet, took out a shirt of the same style as the one she was wearing, and walked into the bathroom.

After the Yuba was fully opened, she stood in front of the mirror and took a look at herself. The originally clear eyes now had cloudy precipitation. She sighed softly, and her heart was full of mockery of herself.

It's true that she doesn't celebrate her birthday, and she doesn't want to celebrate it, but on the contrary, she actually cares about this day more than anyone else.

The days when the sun shines directly on the Tropic of Cancer are not fixed, and the days Tao Shuran said are not wrong.

But Jiang Hanqi knew that the year she was born was the day after the summer solstice, so every year since then, her birthday has become the day after the summer solstice.

Not at the peak, but the starting point of the fall.

How much can a man hate his own children?

Be beaten and scolded, ignored.

The master and hostess don't care, no matter how many servants there are, they still won't care about the child.

No one came to ask her to eat, and she was often so hungry that she almost fainted, and then she gradually learned to take care of herself.

The iron pot was so heavy that she couldn't even lift it, so she could only cook the simplest white rice and eat it mixed with soy sauce and salt.

No one remembered that she was of school age, that she was supposed to be in kindergarten, or that she was supposed to be in elementary school.

It wasn't until she was eight years old that her grandfather suddenly remembered that she had a granddaughter and sent someone to ask her, and she was sent to school.

There is no choice of school, it is nothing more than being assigned to the nearest school.

If she didn't know the reasons for everything, she could justifiably resent her parents.

It's a pity that the price of being too smart is that in a childhood that should have been carefree, I learned about the pain of others, the pain that is somewhat related to myself.

For example through text.

Her respected mother, the respected Dr. Jiang, is now a powerful presence in the medical world. She is beautiful, noble, intelligent, and decisive; but few people know that she once suffered from severe prenatal anxiety and postpartum depression. A medical genius who has been a medical genius for many years also chooses to vent his emotions in his not-so-proficient mother tongue.

"When I opened my eyes again, everything finally calmed down. They told me that I would recover soon. I shook my head, but they only thought I was suffering. Only I knew that there was no possibility of recovery."

"My life has been tied up with a burden since then. My career and future have stagnated. Just because of an accident at an unfortunate point in time, I can lose my qualifications for a promotion. What about in the future? They don't believe that I can I can do it, and when they looked at me, there was pity, regret and sarcasm in their eyes, and they told me that this is an inescapable fate."

"I forced myself to bear a new identity. It was an overestimation, a misjudgment, and a regret that could not be washed away in my whole life."

"The sun still sets very late. But I know that today is the day after the summer solstice. From today, from now on, the night will overwhelm me day by day."

This is the most sad and desperate time of her mother. The words written in the diary are the words of a person who is struggling in pain.

Although it is unreasonable and pretentious to think about it now, Jiang Hanqi was only two years old when she found this diary, and her mother's handwriting was elegant and fierce. When she wrote in resentment, the ballpoint pen even scratched the paper. Hiding in the study, I looked through the dictionary for a day, but I still couldn't understand the meaning.

But, again, through words.

Dr. Jiang's condition finally reached its peak when her spouse was successfully promoted. When the outbreak broke out, the time and place were not even considered.

Late at night, in the empty living room, she didn't know that a pair of small ears were trembling slightly hidden behind the spiral staircase. She grabbed the man by his collar and hysterically asked "why" over and over again.

"Do you dare to say that you didn't do anything? I'm so young, my career was ruined just like that!"

"I shouldn't have softened my heart back then. Giving birth to her was the worst decision I've ever made! I've had a good life all my life, why did I have such a failure!"

In the huge space, after the late autumn rain, it was cold and damp, and the hoarse voice from the long-term tension broke through the last protective screen.

The fallen leaves gathered and scattered, and the jackdaws roosted in shock.

That was Jiang Hanqi's first time stepping into that scene, which her mother had described for her since she was born.

On the other side, the quarrel continued.

"Yes, yes, yes!" The man finally lost his last patience, and the sarcasm was full of unbridled hatred, "Then let's go up and strangle her to death, and end all of this, shall we?"

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The author has something to say:

Let me explain, Mama Jiang studied abroad since she was a child. After returning to China for further study, she is also used to reading original medical books. Because the language logic is greatly influenced by foreign languages, she has always had a bad grasp of her mother tongue in writing. Although she is still used to writing in her mother tongue, she still uses words and sentences. It would be awkward, especially when she was in a relatively broken stage of life.

Mother Jiang is a professional player, and her marriage with her classmates is based on her face + meeting her needs. She agreed to dink at the beginning, but I don’t know why/Of course there is a chance of winning the lottery if you wear a condom.

The following article will not explain whether the man has tampered with it.