MY STAR YOUR STAR

"How could it be?! If so, how could he hide it from me!" He almost yelled, and he couldn't believe it in his heart.

"It's not wrong, Zero. If you want to ask why, it must be because..." After a short and long pause, Jiu Lanshu pulled the panicked and defenseless Cone Shengling into his arms, and pulled his Pressing his head to his neck, he said softly, "He doesn't want you to face the pain of death alone again and again, Zero."

"Impossible, you lied to me, Jiulan..." The strength in the body seemed to be lost in an instant, and the person being hugged could not support his own weight, and clinging to the vampire's chest, he repeated in a low voice, " Don't make such a joke, Jiulan, you lied to me..."

Sorry, zero.Perhaps Chun was right to do this, I shouldn't have told you, but, he didn't know, doing so also cut off the toughest thread on your body.

I just don't want that blank, hopeless void to appear in your eyes again.

Jiu Lanshu, holding the boy's body in his arms, said this in his heart.

The snow is still fluttering and wantonly covering the world, and it seems that there are only these two people left in the silent world. No matter how lonely or hurt, there is only each other.

PS: Here the host explains the setting, Junichi is the child of Zero and Yuki, a boy, died of natural causes, because he is not a pure blood, as for why Zero is alive, of course it is because Zero is special in various aspects, although Junichi died, but his lifespan It is still far larger than normal human beings. Chun is a child of Chunyi, a boy. As for why it is called Chun, the host thinks it is both convenient and commemorative, so~

Let’s gossip at work~ The host said before that he felt like he was abusing Zero all the time, both physically and psychologically, no matter whether it was imposed by the hub or not... Probably the host really thinks that Zero is suitable for pain.Both Shu and Zero are characters with a strong sense of asceticism in the poster's mind, perhaps related to the attribute of vampires. Shu's sense of asceticism contains mysterious and dark elements, while Zero's sense of asceticism contains pain and purity, just like being entangled by thorns Like a bound cherub.At the end of the manga, Yuki and Zero are said to be light, but the host thinks that from the perspective of light, the light on Zero is stronger than Yuki. After all, Yuki can be regarded as being raised with care, except for being entangled in humans and vampires I have never encountered any troubles or what can be called difficult things because of my identity and entangled in the choice of pivot point. The strong light must be able to break through the darkness after the baptism of pain. If there are really some abuses against zero in the original work, from the perspective of personality, it should be the tenacious existence in zero that he desires but does not have. Bright and warm jealousy~ The pain sets off Zero's uncompromising stubbornness and also attracts Shu and You Ji, one is the phototaxis in human nature and the other is the unique motherhood of women.But girl comics are for girls with good wishes after all, Yuuki can’t be too bright and bright, otherwise she will become my king Saber, who needs a male protagonist, if it is changed to ambiguous and beautiful, the setting of zero is definitely rejected A character who is chased by countless minor attacks

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"Father, Zero...Is he alright?" Suisheng Zero, who has locked himself in the glass study room without saying a word since returning, made Shinichi very worried, although she didn't know what happened.

Jiu Lanshu stood outside the study door with a secretive expression, "Go and rest, Shinichi."

Although she was still worried, Shinichi, who knew that she could not intervene in the problems between the two fathers, went back to the room to accompany him.

Tuk Tuk Tuk.

After the knock on the door, there was silence and no response.Jiu Lanshu gave up asking and directly unlocked the door.What came into sight was Cone Sheng Ling lying on his back on the carpet under a starlight.The heavy snow was finally willing to return to a brilliant starry sky at night, and the starlight reflected the lavender eyes of Cone Shengling.

Closing the study door tightly, stepping on the thick and soft carpet silently, Jiu Lanshu silently came to Zhui Shengling, he squatted down, looked down at him, and looked at him.

"What are you thinking, Zero?" The deep and gentle voice reflected the silent night gently.

Zhui Shengling looked at Jiu Lanshu, then closed his eyes again, "What were you thinking when you were lying here?"

Stretching out his hand, wrapping his index finger around the scattered silver-white hair, twirling it in circles, sticking his fingertips to that beautiful side face, raising his head, looking at the beautiful night sky beyond the dome, Jiu Lanshu's voice was loud Very vague, "A lot, or, nothing."

Not conflicting with the touch on his face, Cone Sheng Ling, who was lying on the ground with his eyes slightly closed, spoke in the same voice as before, but spoke extremely slowly, "I'm wondering why it's only me."

Jiu Lanshu's fingers froze, he knew what Zhui Shengling was talking about, why only I am immortal, why only I have to experience the pain of life and death again and again, why only I can't be freed.

The pure-blooded ancestor finally revealed a look of guilt that could be called guilt from an angle that Cone Shengling couldn't see.

For you are with my sins, zero.

"do you hate me?"

"Do you need an answer from me?"

No need, Jiu Lanshu smiled, hating or not hating has long been meaningless to Zhui Shengling, even if he once committed an unforgivable crime against this person, it has already dried up with time and the passing of You Ji What is left is the fate that is constantly intertwined.

"Do you want to hear about Qianqiu?"

"Okay." The lavender eyes once again reflected a piece of starlight.

Jiu Lanshu let go of the strands of hair coiled between his fingers, and lay down on the carpet next to Cone Shengling. The hand that had just left the silver hair held the palm of the person beside him that still had human warmth.

The person being held did not resist, but this rare obedience made Jiu Lanshu feel a dense pain gushing from his heart.

In the quiet night, the first ancestor told Zhui Shengling about the history of human painters, from a penniless art student when he first met, to an old man who raised his grandson alone. In less than a hundred years, human beings have a short but long life.

A short and long life full of joys and sorrows.Jiu Lanshu told like a bystander that after his wife died of illness, Liang Tai's parents died in a traffic accident, and Qianqiu was in great pain.

Cone Shengling, who was always silent in his voice, gradually lay on his side, curled up beside him, even his own hand was tightly clenched, making him feel the trembling coming from this body coldness.

Chiaki, who was brought up by cold air, suffers from a disease that cannot be cured by human medical technology.

"Maybe I can save him, Zero, but Qianqiu refused. I respect his choice and let him meet the inevitable end in a human way."

"Why did you tell me, Jiulan." With her disheveled hair, she couldn't see her expression clearly, and her voice was vague.

It doesn't matter whether it's a question or a question, Jiu Lanshu turned sideways, embraced the person beside him, and whispered in his ear: "Zero, Qianqiu came to this world as a normal human being, grew up, married and had children, Regardless of happiness or misery, let him leave this world as a normal human being."

"No!" A hoarse growl echoed in the room.

"You will, Zero, you should also know the existence of Chiaki and Ryota."

This was the first time that Zhui Shengling hugged Jiulanshu tightly, like a drowning person clinging to driftwood, his whole body was cold and trembling.

Kissing the cool forehead of the young man in the messy hair, the tenderness in the eyes can shatter the starlight in the sky, Jiu Lanshu sighed and said, cry, Zero.

But after waiting for a long time, there were neither tears nor sobs.What are you still suppressing at this moment, Zero.

"If you want, accompany Qianqiu in his last days. He likes you."

TBC

one period

Cone Health Zero did nothing after all.

When he came to the door again, Qianqiu had already finished the painting.Jiu Lanshu said lightly, "Go and get it back for Ling."So, in the thick fog, Zhui Shengling went out alone.

Along the way, I seemed to think a lot, but also seemed to think of nothing, and I arrived unconsciously.After ringing the doorbell, it was the young servant who opened the door.

I was told by the servant that the master has a temporary visitor, please wait in the study for a while.When asked who the guests are, they are Chiaki's students.

The room we met last time should be a studio to be precise, but this time it is the real study room. The most obvious bookshelves are all kinds of books about painting.Ai Shengling stared at a photo hanging on the wall. It was a group photo of three generations. At that time, Ryota was only a baby in swaddle. Behind them are Ryota's parents.From Ryota's facial features, traces of parents can still be glimpsed.They are clearly unfamiliar men and women who have never seen before, but from the photos, they can still feel the indescribable intimacy, just like seeing the portrait of Qianqiu in an art exhibition.

Sure enough, Jiu Lanshu's various behaviors were not impulsive and aimless, he had been planning it for a long time.

The tea on the table was still steaming, and I heard bursts of hearty laughter from the next door.There are men and women, and there are many of them. , Zhui Shengling turned his footsteps, came to the door of the studio next door, visited slightly, the studio was fully open, looking from the outside to the inside, Qianqiu was surrounded by a group of people in the middle.

Elegant and stable middle-aged people, wild young people, and young people who are similar in age to Ryota.

I don't know anything about painting. Listening to the content of the conversation, in addition to professional exchanges, there are also some daily conversations between master and apprentice. The atmosphere is very cheerful.