The days when I fell in love with Nagato Yuki

Too many things happened that day, Lin Lu followed Nagato to her house almost in a trance.

Like a puppet, Nagato followed Nagato through the empty living room. Lin Lu sat down at the low table under the warm quilt. Nagato glanced at Lin Lu and walked towards the kitchen.

"Do you want to make dinner? Let me help..." Lin Lu, who came back to his senses, looked at the dark sky outside the window, and planned to get up while talking.

"It's okay." Like a tea doll, Nagato came back with hot tea on a tray and went across to Lin Lu, poured a cup of tea and pushed it in front of her, "Drink it."

"...Thank you." Lin Lu picked up the tea a little flattered, and drank it in small sips. The hot tea flowed into her belly, and the warmth spread out, making her squint in comfort. Eyes, the somewhat stiff body also slowly relaxed.

"Is it good?" After watching quietly for a while, Nagato asked (Lauli: This is Yuxi's first question to Xiaolu).

"Hmm~" Nodding, Lin Lu had a gentle smile on his face, "I feel much better."

"That's good." Nagato stood up, but when she was about to turn around, she paused, as if she suddenly remembered, she continued, "I'll make dinner."

"Then I will trouble you, Nagato-san." Lin Lu accepted this Nagato Yuki's tenderness and consideration with a smile, and looked at Nagato who was directly cooking a large can for several people in a large pot in the kitchen. I felt a lot of lightness and joy in my depressed mood.

It's really like brewing a potion, such a standard and meticulous movement, even Professor Snape can't pick a thorn.

If it was before today, Lin Lu might have such an interesting association, but after listening to Asakura Ryoko's words and learning more about the cosmic people, the scene in front of her eyes was tainted with a kind of sadness It means that Nagato has become a girl who was not precocious but whose parents died early. Because she is not familiar with housework, she has to cook according to the recipe described in the recipe.

"No... No matter how you put it, this kind of imagination is too absurd!" Shaking his head violently, Lin Lu tried to shake off the image of the bleak orphan girl in his mind, "Student Nagato is not so weak and pitiful! 』

Nagato, who was cooking curry, turned his head to look at Lin Lu, who had a very complex and changeable expression, tilted his head in confusion, blinked his eyes, and then turned back to continue to concentrate on cooking dinner.

It's a pity that Lin Lu didn't see Nagato's cute move.

The girl who finally broke free from her nonsensical imagination drank the water in the teacup like a survivor who just returned from the desert, and then let out a long cry that expressed the meaning of "saved". sigh.

Because it is canned food, and the rice is cooked in a rice cooker at the same time as the curry, so dinner is ready in no time.

Following Japanese etiquette, they said "I'm starting" to each other, and the two began a quiet dinner time.

Although it is a fast food that I seldom eat, perhaps because it has been cooked by Nagato, Lin Lu thinks it tastes good-of course, it does not rule out that the girl who eats dinner much later than usual is hungry, so as long as It can fill one's stomach and make any food taste delicious.

Lin Lu was the first to finish the meal, while Nagato, who had a bottomless appetite, was still eating at a leisurely pace.

"Student Nagato..." Lin Lu quietly looked at the cosmic being who had the appearance of a girl, but was actually only three years old from birth--the object of her admiration, and her mood was very complicated. .

I like you.

I really want to express my love to her so directly.

But what will be the result of doing so?

Perhaps the biggest possibility is that the two of them face to face without saying a word until Lin Lu can't hold on anymore, and with Nagato's words, maybe they can hold on until the end of time.

Speaking out is just adding trouble to Nagato who still can't understand feelings, and even if she can understand and accept her feelings, on the contrary, Lin Lu can't promise to stay with him all the time.

Nagato, who took the last bite of curry rice, seemed to be aware of it. Looking up, opposite her, a gentle girl with soft and long hair was smiling, and crystal tears flowed down her cheeks like broken pearls. The white cheeks kept sliding down, and the smile was heartbreakingly beautiful.

Before Nagato took any action, Lin Lu came back to his senses and wiped away the tears on his face, smiling at Nagato as if nothing had happened: "Let me wash the dishes."

After that, he put away the dishes for the two of them like the master, and went to the kitchen sink to clean them up.

Because there was a magic riot before, although it was not as serious as the one when I first met Nagato, it was inevitable to cause physical fatigue, so Lin Lu washed up early after cleaning the dishes, and went back to the room to sleep.

Nagato quietly watched Lin Lu enter her room, still sitting in front of the low table, not moving at all--although this high-end apartment has a luxurious configuration of three bedrooms, two bathrooms and one living room, even if one room is excluded for some reason The unusable Japanese room (note: this is related to the plot of the original novel, which will be written later), and Lin Lu's current bedroom—but she still has no plans to return the remaining bedroom, although it is just a room other than tatami An empty room with nothing else, but it also showed that Nagato had no intention of going back to the bedroom from the very beginning.

In fact, Nagato, who is a cosmic being, doesn't have to do this either, as long as she enters standby mode until school tomorrow, she has been doing this for the past three years.

On the first night of living together, Lin Lu made a decision in his heart never to show his love to Nagato.

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The next day, Lin Lu overslept a little bit, and after getting up, she hurriedly washed herself. Although she felt a little strange about Nagato, who was sitting in front of the low table wearing a school uniform just like last night, she didn't think much about it-- After all, she never thought that Nagato would supplement life energy through human eating, but used standby instead of sleeping, which is a bit contradictory.

However, although in the eyes of people in the universe, they are both unnecessary time-consuming things, eating and sleeping seem to have different values ​​for Nagato Yuki.

It's a pity that even Lin Lu, who lived in an orphanage as a child and didn't have much desire/demand for food and drink, really couldn't agree with Nagato's eating habits.

When Lin Lu finished washing up, she saw Nagato cooking a new flavor of canned food in the kitchen, resisting the little ominous premonition in her heart, and asked cautiously: "Student Nagato, are these for breakfast?"

"Yes." Nagato, who was stirring the food in the pot, replied lightly.

"Isn't the portion too much?" Lin Lu said, looking at the two almost full pots on the stove, which seemed to be more than last night.

"There is still lunch." Nagato's face was very hazy due to the fog rising from the heating of the food, and Lin Lu couldn't see her expression clearly.

"That's it..." Lin Luqian smiled, "May I ask what's for dinner today?"

Blinking, Nagato turned his head slightly and said, "Canned tuna?"

"Well, it's a question sentence.This should be asking for my opinion... Although this look is very cute, I really can't just admit defeat like this, otherwise, I guess I will have to eat canned food in the future. 』

Lin Lu thought helplessly, raised the most gentle smile, and said to Nagato: "Hey, Nagato-san...can you please give me the task of cooking?"

"..." Nagato turned back speechlessly, looking at the gurgling food in the pot, looking a little hurt.

"No...I'm not saying Nagato-san, the food you cook is not delicious, that's definitely not what I mean!" Lin Lu shook her hands in a panic, and explained, "I just...just very I'm sorry, yes! That's it, I just feel sorry for disturbing Nagato-san, so I want to do something."

"..." Nagato turned off the fire, and began to put today's breakfast on plates, and put the rest of lunch into the bento box.

"..." Is this an awkward situation? Lin Lu thought silently, and could only tell the truth tactfully, "Okay, actually, I want to say--it's rare that Nagato-san uses human food to replenish energy , It would be too wasteful and a pity to only eat canned food. So, let me cook, I know a lot of dishes."

I don't know if the truth played a role, or if he was seduced by Lin Lu's last coaxing words, Nagato looked at Lin Lu with those dark eyes that were not covered by glasses, and said: "Okay."

Seeing this, Lin Lu finally relaxed and showed a cheerful smile.

Although I have decided not to express my love to you, you are always in my heart.

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Not long after going out, the two ran into a woman.

"You...are you Asahina-senpai?" Lin Lu asked in surprise.

Although she is a few years older and has a more mature demeanor, the adult woman in front of her, wearing a beige shirt and black skirt like an ordinary white-collar worker, is undoubtedly Asahina Mikuru, and she is her future.

"Long time no see, Lin-san, Nagato-san..." With a slight bow, the grown-up Asahina greeted the two with an adult style, even when facing Nagato Is it because this weak-tempered senior has finally grown up after a few years, or does it mean that the relationship between her and Lin Lu Nagato has improved in the future?

The three of them didn't delay for too long. Asahina (big) expressed his desire to meet Ah Xu alone during lunch break today, hoping to borrow the club activity room.

After Nagato agreed lightly, the large Asahina left.

But what made Lin Lu very concerned was that before the other party left, he whispered something in her ear: "Student Lin, please work hard, I am very optimistic about you and classmate Nagato!"

"What does this mean? It's not what I thought... right. 』The tranquility of the girl's heart lake was shattered by such a sentence, and ripples slowly rippled round and round.

After coming to the school, Lin Lu temporarily became the acting monitor of the class because of Mei Chu's "suspension of school".

During her spare time and lunch break, Lin Lu had to explain Meichu's work to her teacher, and also had to deal with the students who asked her why Meichu had dropped out of school. The time passed quickly.

"The fifth class next door should be the same, or maybe it's even more exaggerated. After all, Asakura Ryoko suddenly changed schools and is going to move to Canada." Lin Lu thought about Nagato's use of information to manipulate and modify the information, and suddenly became a little worried, "I hope Haruhi's attention will not be aroused, otherwise I don't know what changes will happen." 』

After school, Lin Lu habitually walked to the club classroom, but met Nagato on the way.

"Haruhi Suzumiya will not go to the activity room today." Nagato said to Lin Lu, "She is going to investigate the matter of Ryoko Asakura's transfer. Just in case, I want to go back."

"Me too." Lin Lu said.

"Let's go." Nodding his head, Nagato said that he should take the first steps.

Taking a breath, Lin Lu followed, walking side by side as usual, but separated by about a step.

The girl had already made up her mind, and even though Asahina's words in the morning contained some hints, she couldn't shake her hard-won consciousness.This small step is the distance between Nagato and Nagato drawn by herself.

She puts a barrier between herself and her crush

That's not solid steel and concrete

It's not the heart-breaking ice

Just a thin layer of glass

Through this glass, the girl can always pay attention to the person she loves

It is also this glass that prevents the girl from taking any further actions

Glass is not a special material

very fragile and can be easily broken

But the girl's determination is firm

At the same time, she knew that the people on the other side of the glass would not approach her actively.

It's not because the other person's heart is cold and heartless

It's the charm that girls are deeply attracted to by her

That figure standing quietly and slowly moving forward

Perfectly interprets what is meant by "eternity"

so keep going

Let this fragile glass become the most unbreakable barrier

in this way

Beloved you can continue to maintain a flawless posture

Go forward without worries and worries

I want to keep watching you from this side

Be a small embellishment in your eternal journey

The author has something to say:

It's school, so I can't update it frequently.For the time being, let me promise the weekly update first. If there is any change, I will let everyone know.

In other words, why did it develop in the direction of heart abuse as soon as I wrote it? This is unscientific, I originally wanted to write about a sweet cohabitation life...

As a result, the character moves by itself.