Big guy loves me, what can you do to me

In the end, apart from Shang Ning, no one knew about the leakage of the company's internal information.

Although Director Xin will hear some news soon, they all have one thing in common: they will not let Fu Zi'an be blamed.

She vividly embodies the four words of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages.

To be honest, for a moment, Fu Zi'an had a not-so-glorious thought in his heart - as long as Shang Ning was around, she could be forgiven for any mistakes she made.

But soon, when she came back to her senses, she broke out in a cold sweat.

It can't go on like this anymore, the more people who lack care, the more they will become attached to others because of a little care.

In the end, once you believe that the other party will not blame you, you will become unscrupulous, get carried away, and eventually lead to disaster.

She doesn't want to be the kind of person she hates the most.

When she was about to get off work, she sent a message to Shang Ning, saying that she might not be home until very late after attending a departmental party, and she specifically emphasized that she didn't have to wait for her.

Just a few seconds later, there was a reply from the other side: [It's okay, I just want to go out to socialize, remember to call if you come back late, I'll pick you up. 】

Shang Ning is really stubborn...

The process of the party is still the same, eating, drinking and singing, and the departmental party after a long time, the old employees are very excited.

But Fu Zi'an has never been interested, especially when it came to KTV, they sang out-of-key songs and made her head explode, so she had to hide in the corner quietly.

But the atmosphere around the table was the exact opposite.

The gossip man's real name is Liu Wei, and he is very popular in both the boy and girl circles.Of course, relying on his specialty of running trains with his mouth full, there are still many unconfirmed gossips.

As the saying goes, you can't have fun while drinking, and the logistics department is mostly girls, so the gossip he tells is quite popular.

Liu Wei talked about Balabala for more than half an hour, his mouth was numb, and he was thinking of making up some gossip, when he caught sight of Fu Zi'an hiding in the darkness out of the corner of his eye.

"Xiaofu, don't lose face, come over and have a drink together."

Fu Zi'an, who was huddled in the corner of the box and tried to pretend to be dead, was caught. Liu Wei pulled her to the table and opened a paper cup for her.

A bottle of wine was forcibly stuffed into Fu Zi'an's hand. She wanted to say that she didn't know how to drink, but someone praised her for being a good drinker and asked everyone to take turns drinking with her.

I can't thank you enough...

She couldn't hide, Xiaofu grabbed the cup, thinking that it would be over after a few sips, if she came home drunk soon, Shang Ning would definitely be angry again.

No, what does it have to do with Monk Ning when she drinks?

She didn't know who she was competing with, but the more the voice in her heart told her to restrain herself from drinking too much, the more she wanted to drink more.

Didn't Shang Ning ask her to help hold back the wine before?She's an adult, it's none of her business to drink as much as she likes!

It was rare for the people around to see a girl drinking so hard. At first, she was dazed, but gradually she began to yell and boo, and the atmosphere reached a climax because of Fu Zi'an's angry behavior.

"Let me tell you, I saw Xiaofu sneaking a message with his mobile phone this afternoon. He must be in a relationship." Liu Wei leaned over with mischievous eyebrows, raised his eyebrows and looked at her seriously, "Guess who she is?" What is that person's note?"

"What?" Everyone drank a lot, stopped singing, and chatted together.

"It seems to be a double word, I didn't see it very clearly, but there is a Shang character, right Xiaofu?" As he spoke, he put his elbow on Xiaofu, "Let me tell you, we all thought you were single, didn't you?" Think about it."

Fu Zi'an hiccupped unobtrusively, and glanced around the staggering crowd, feeling that he could drink quite well.

"No, no, you read it wrong, I'm really single, and I don't know anyone with the surname Shang."

She was still sober, how could she commit such a self-destructive behavior?This Liu Wei really... wanted to cheat her, but he didn't even weigh himself!

Liu Wei stared at her meaningfully, looked at Fu Zi'an's innocent face, and didn't find anything wrong. For a moment, he thought that he was really delusional.

"Oh, don't guess, you said the surname is Shang, there are too many people with the surname Shang! Is it possible that he is one of the two bosses in our company? I want to eat!" The team leader shouted into the microphone. , everyone in the box heard it.

"That's right, don't be suspicious every day!" The people around teased Liu Wei and agreed.

Fortunately, the colleagues just listened to it for fun. The person concerned said that if there is no one, then there is no one, and he didn't care too much, and continued to sing about wine.

But the speaker has no intention but the listener has the intention. Hearing their gossip negated by the speed of light, Fu Zi'an suddenly felt that the society was too real.

The words of colleagues are like setting up a mirror for her, asking her to take a good look at what she is.

Shang Ning dared to give the word "like", but would she really dare to accept it?

It seems that the team leader's description is extremely accurate, she is thinking about farts!

At this time, Fu Zi'an's phone vibrated twice, her eyes were uncomfortable after drinking, her face was almost stuck on the screen before she could clearly see the caller's note: Shang Shang.

"Hello?" The box was very noisy, Fu Zi'an yelled at the top of his voice, but there was still no response from the other side, so he had to go out of the room in the dark, and when the door was closed, the world was quiet.

"Where are you? Will it be a long time?" Shang Ning had just finished the party, and seeing that it was almost twelve o'clock, and there was no news from Xiao Fu, she was a little worried, so she simply called to ask.

"I..." Fu Zi'an was at a loss for words for a while, but in fact, she didn't want to go home anymore.

The reason is very complicated. It may be that she is afraid that she will be reprimanded by Shang Ning after drinking, or it may be that she resists going home.

She thought that running away would solve the problem.

Fu Zi'an held up the phone and didn't speak, and there was no movement on the other end of the phone, and the surrounding gradually fell into silence.

Suddenly, there was a sound of "Aw" in the box, and she didn't know what song they were singing, which startled her.

"Are you drinking too much?"

"No……"

"Send me your location, I'll wait for you outside, don't go in." Generally speaking, when Shang Ning wants to do something, she becomes extremely persistent.

Fu Zi'an sighed, and when she heard the door of the box behind her being opened, Liu Wei leaned out ghostly, signaling that she had something to say.

"Okay, you're here to make a call."

Liu Wei didn't dare to make a sound just now, and finally waited for her to hang up the phone before speaking, "It's not bad for you to deceive those people who have drunk too much, don't try to fool me. I just saw that the caller is Shang Shang , Someone called you so late, and said that you are not in a relationship."

"What do you always care about other people's privacy? Is it fun?"

"Look at you, you have to be entertaining. It's not a big deal. If you're in love, just say it out loud."

Fu Zi'an looked at him in a serious manner, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth.

Entertaining spirit... what is that?She only knows that her privacy is uncomfortable for others to see, and is it necessary for the whole world to know about falling in love?

Not to mention that she has never been in a relationship at all, just this kind of baseless suspicion makes her a little angry.

"I'm not in a relationship. Instead of inquiring about others, you should care about yourself. Hurry up and find someone to marry, so you don't have to think about it every day."

"Let me guess...Shang Shang, referring to Manager Shang, Director Shang...or someone else?" Liu Wei continued talking to himself as if he hadn't heard it.

Does this person understand human speech?Stubborn ass!

Fu Zi'an didn't want to waste time with him on meaningless things, so he turned around and went to the bathroom, and when he came out again, he found that everyone had come out.

It seemed that he finally realized that he had to go to work tomorrow and planned to go home.

"Hey, Xiaofu, let me tell you..." Since today is the team leader's treat, everyone has poured a lot of wine in the name of "thank you", and now I can't even stand upright, "What happens in the future? Tell me... I'm covering you!"

Alcohol is really not a good thing... The team leader vomited after saying this, and Fu Zian retreated in time to avoid being vomited all over.

She went to look at Liu Wei who was on the side, helping a female colleague with a bag, grinning almost to the bottom of her ears.

Seemingly noticing her gaze, he said a few words to his female colleague and trotted over, "How are you going?"

"I called a car and it'll be here soon."

"It's late at night, it's not safe to take a taxi. Didn't the news report it a few days ago, how about I give you a ride?" Liu Wei pointed to a female colleague who was still standing in the distance, "She's here too, let's go together Let's go and have someone to take care of you."

In the night, a pitch-black Audi drove up, the speed was very slow, and it happened to stop beside Fu Zi'an.

Liu Wei glanced at the car suspiciously. The privacy film was pasted on the glass, so he couldn't see the people sitting in the inner room. He thought someone called the car, so he yelled, only to see a woman get out of the car. .

Her pure white suit looked very abrupt in the night, just standing there attracted everyone's attention.

In the next second, everyone watched her grab Fu Zi'an and throw him into the car.As if they were afraid that they would take another look at him, he quickly closed the car door.

"This... Mr. Shang?" Liu Wei's eyes were straightened. He never expected that Mr. Shang would show up here, and even put Fu Zi'an...in her car?

If the person in front of him is not Director Shang, he will call the police in the next second.

Uncle policeman, someone is robbing civilian girls in the street!

"Thanks for your hard work, you must be tired too, go home and rest early." Shang Ning looked at the people in front of him calmly, and glanced over, it seemed that everyone had drunk a lot.

It's okay, Fu Zi'an is not the only one who is stupid.

"Hey, okay, Mr. Shang, be careful on the road, goodbye!" Liu Wei nodded and bowed, and almost opened the door for her.

Watching the dark black car go away, he was free to call for a car.

There is a word Shang... At first, he thought it was Manager Shang, but now it seems that it is Director Shang.

Now it's interesting... Liu Wei twitched the corner of his mouth with a strong smile on his face.Gossip, as long as it sounds good to others, it doesn't matter if it's true or not.

Fu Zi'an was caught off guard and thrown into the car, and his ears were buzzing by the loud closing sound. When he saw Shang Ning coming in, his puzzled expression amplified, "Why are you so overreacted?"

"Didn't you drink too much?" Shang Ning looked at her still clear eyes, and was also puzzled.

"No, didn't I tell you?" Fu Zi'an pouted unconvinced, thinking that she underestimated herself too much, she drank beer in boxes, "They drink less, and they are addicted to vegetables... ... how could I drink too much."

"Then why did you stammer on the phone just now?"

"I didn't, it's just... I don't know what to say." Fu Zi'an was instantly discouraged, and huddled in his seat in despair.

The car smells really good, it's all from Shang Ning's body.

"I'm sorry, I was rude just now and left a bad impression on your colleagues."

What is she apologizing for?Did nothing wrong again.

Fu Zi'an didn't know how to explain it, she just kept saying it's okay, she was really not angry, and she didn't know if Shang Ning could understand.

"You...don't want to go home?"

Fu Zi'an was resting with his eyes closed, when he heard this, he was startled, and immediately lost all sleep, wondering how she knew.

But he still shook his head, pretending to be relaxed and replied to her, "No."

The carriage fell into a strange silence again, no one spoke, as if there was nothing to say from the beginning.

Shang Ning pursed her lips, the joy of seeing Fu Zi'an safe and sound cooled down, leaving only confusion.

"I'm sorry, I put too much pressure on you." Shang Ning thought that this sentence came from her mouth, but when she came back to her senses, she realized that it was Fu Zi'an who was speaking to her, "You are very good to me, but... ...I don't know if I can do you as well."

"You don't have to worry about it, I don't need anything, really. And I don't care at all..."

"But I care, Shang Shang, I have no choice but to not care." Fu Zi'an took a deep breath, probably because of drinking, he became overly emotional, and he could already hear crying without saying a word.

"It's not that I haven't imagined whether your kindness to me has a purpose, but this absurd idea was quickly rejected. You know that I was not happy at all when you said you liked me, On the contrary... very scared. I have no ability, I have no ability to accept other people's likes, and I also have no ability to like others."

This ability is not only on the material level, but also on the spiritual level.

No one would have thought that when she heard the word "like", the first thing she thought of was to escape.

She is not an adventurous person, let alone take risks.She didn't have the capital to wanton love, nor did she have the determination to give it a go.

She is a coward, only worthy of using the word "friend" to bind others, and she is naturally dependent on others.

Shang Ning didn't speak, she knew that Fu Zi'an's childhood was not happy, it can even be described as miserable, people who lack love are the easiest to be moved, and at the same time, they are most afraid of losing.

How much love does she have left to share with others?

"I seem to be competing with myself all the time. My best friend became the murderer of my adoptive parents. Now... I can't believe anyone's words."

It was so unforgettable that I still feel sick when I think about it now.

Shang Ning was a little tired, she had explained it many times, but Fu Zi'an was not moved at all, she stubbornly believed that she would definitely abandon her, "So...you don't even believe me now?"

Fu Zi'an's silence was like a boulder hitting her crumbling spiritual defense, and her previous assumptions suddenly collapsed.

"sorry."

"What do you have to be sorry for me?" Shang Ning's angry voice was very obvious. The reason is that every person whose wish has not been fulfilled seems to be like this, and there will be short-term anger.

But she regretted it as soon as she said it. What is she doing?

Doesn't this just prove in disguise that she will really get bored with Fu Zi'an sometimes?

Shang Ning looked at Xiao Fu anxiously, hoping to read some useful information from her expression, including her mood at the moment and her reaction to her words.

But Fu Zi'an didn't give her this chance, and turned her head to the side of the car window, watching her silhouette reflected in the car window.

"I drank too much today, and I won't remember anything when I wake up. I will only remember that Shang Shang came to pick me up, and I will remember that she took me home, and I don't remember anything else. I think... tomorrow morning , can we still eat together?"

Fu Zi'an felt that she was going crazy too, and didn't know what she was talking nonsense.Out of reason, he wanted to get rid of the relationship with Monk Ning, and out of instinct, he wanted her to accompany him more.

Selfish people often end up with nothing good, and she should understand this truth.

But she just didn't want to be the one who pierced the last layer of window paper.

She understood that the day she rejected Shang Ning out loud, the delicate relationship between the two would come to an end.

Shang Ning will not always be immersed in a failed relationship, let alone this relationship has not even begun.She still has things she has to accomplish, and she has to move forward.

As a passer-by in her hasty life, Fu Zi'an will be submerged in the crowds and memories, and will be gradually washed away.

"I understand what you mean." Shang Ning's tense nerves suddenly relaxed, and she felt very tired, "I also drank a lot tonight, so I must be drunk..."

"Ah."

"What should we do tonight, the third floor or the second floor?"

"I'll take Niannian with me, let's sleep together." Fu Zi'an felt that she had a tendency to be sick, and this kind of self-deceiving solution was probably only thought of by her.

"it is good."

It was still a reassuring room and a warm bed. Niannian seemed unaware of the twists and turns between the two masters these days, but was happy to be able to sleep between them again.

Fu Zi'an sometimes wonders, if she is not alone, but a kitten and puppy, can she accept others' kindness without regard for rewards without feeling guilty.

Don't think about how to repay the master, anyway, your life is only ten years or so.

But she is not, she is a person endowed with thoughts and emotions, and there is no way not to think too much.

There is also a sense of morality that binds her, and an irreversible inferiority complex in her heart.

"have you slept?"

"Not yet." Fuzi Anxin said that thanks to both of them being in good health, otherwise they would die suddenly if they stayed up all night.

"I can't sleep either, what are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking... what to eat tomorrow morning, lunch, and evening." Fu Zi'an was talking when he heard a laugh from the side, which seemed to be mocking.

"What are you laughing at!" Fu Zi'an couldn't help but slapped the quilt hard, just hitting Shang Ning's arm, and the man feigned pain and yelled.

"I just feel that... this is the real you, all you care about is things like firewood, rice, oil and salt, a simple worker."

"Then what are you busy with?" Fu Zi'an thought, she couldn't sleep anyway, so let's just talk, she really knows too little about Shang Ning.

"I take care of everything. I can't finish my work when I'm busy. Someone always leaves me to do all the big and small things in the company. It's very annoying."

"Then you've worked hard." It's not like Fu Zi'an has never seen Shang Ning who was busy until late at night, and sighed from the bottom of his heart that money is really hard to earn.But it's boring to keep talking about work, so I changed the subject, "You already knew that Director Xin likes you, didn't you?"

Shang Ning let out a "hmm", turned over, and lay on her back, "I'm not a fool, I can feel it, but I really just regard her as my best friend. But you are different, I know, I love you I really like it."

"Didn't you say I won't mention this..." Fu Zi'an muttered, sounding very displeased, but he didn't say anything serious, "Director Xin is a very nice person, so excellent, and so kind, no matter how you look at it, he is better than you." Am I stronger?"

"A person's excellence can only represent what others think of him, and cannot be regarded as the standard of love." Shang Ning took a deep breath. She drank tonight, and Fu Zi'an agreed to go back to live on the third floor. , the brain is too excited, "You want me to be with her so much?"

"No, I just think it's necessary for you and Director Xin to have a good chat. After all, we've been friends for so many years." Fu Zi'an didn't want to see the two of them quarreling because of this matter, and he didn't want to see Xin Yan being the loser. Gestures disappeared from their lives.

Shang Ning yawned shallowly, this scene was accurately captured by Fu Zi'an, and asked her, "Sleepy?"

"I have to sleep if I'm not sleepy, and I have to go to work tomorrow."

"Good night then?"

"OK, good night."

Hearing the breathing of the person next to her gradually stabilized, after 10 minutes, there was no movement at all, so Fu Zi'an dared to stare at her.

She thought that she was really going too far, like an unreasonable child, occupying a person, neither saying she liked it nor hating it, just keeping her by her side quietly.

What's even more outrageous is that Shang Ning can clearly see it, but she just doesn't mind her absurd behavior.

Fu Zi'an's eyelids were a little heavy, but there was only one thing she didn't dare to say to the monk, she only dared to mutter to herself after she fell asleep, "I'm timid, I can't stand betrayal anymore, so... I'm sorry Ah, I failed your liking."

Shang Ning frowned, she hadn't completely fallen asleep yet, hearing Xiaofu talking to herself, she had a faint guess in her heart.

The next night, Fu Zi'an didn't have to go to the bar after work. In order to thank Shang Ning for his help these days, he went home early and cooked a lot of dishes for Shang Ning to come back.

Sure enough, Shang Ning liked her very much. When she entered the door and saw a large table of dishes, she was overjoyed immediately, and she couldn't wait to sit at the table after washing her hands.

Today, the nanny didn't come because she had something to do, and they were the only ones at home. Halfway through the meal, Shang Ning wiped her mouth, as if she had something on her mind, and secretly glanced at Fu Zi'an, but was caught.

"Do you want to ask me something?"

"Yes." After Shang Ning nodded, he hesitated for a long time before finally being willing to speak, "I asked Lin Xiaojia, she..."

"I'm full." Just hearing this name, Fu Zi'an immediately dropped his chopsticks and ran to the bathroom on the first floor.

Her back was very flustered, as if she was afraid of something, but Shang Ning didn't say anything yet.

Shang Ning followed and pushed the door, but it was unlocked, and when she went in, she saw Fu Zi'an holding the toilet and throwing up in the dark.

"Xiao Fu!" Shang Ning choked up, she didn't expect Fu Zi'an's reaction to be so big.

"Cough——" Fu Zi'an propped his hands on the toilet seat, his eyes filled with tears, "Alright, what are you going to do with her?"

"I want to prove something."

"So? You got the answer you wanted?"

Shang Ning kept silent, and nodded slightly, only to hear Fu Zi'an yelling at her angrily, "Then why are you asking me?"

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