Big guy loves me, what can you do to me

"Sister, I brought Shang Shang to see you again!" Fu Zi'an put a large bouquet of flowers on the bedside, and pulled Shang Ning to his side, "Look, I said that my sister's condition is much better. .”

Seeing Shang Ning coming, Fu Ziyao greeted her very happily and invited her to sit down, which was a treatment that no one else had ever had.

Even the attending doctor said that Mr. Shang must have a special attraction, which can calm the patient's emotions and improve the treatment effect.

It sounds really nice... Shang Ning could only smile awkwardly.

Not long after the results of the physical examination came out, Shang Ning contacted the most authoritative psychiatrist in China. According to his analysis, the drugs used by Shi Fang's mental hospital to patients were not in compliance with the regulations.

In other words, their treatment plans did not help Fu Ziyao's condition at all, and would lead to a worsening of the condition, and in more serious cases, even death.

All these things can only explain one problem, Fu Ziyao may be the only witness of the accident that year, curing her will do no harm to Lin Xiaojia.

So Lin Xiaojia used her relationship with Fu Zi'an to recommend her to send her sister here for treatment, so as to achieve her goal of permanently sealing her mouth.

This woman... I really don't know how much harm it will bring her if she continues to lie dormant by Xiaofu's side.

Not only Shang Ning, but even Fu Zi'an's back felt chills when he heard this.

She never thought that there was a poisonous snake hiding beside her all the time, waiting for the opportunity to move.

Without Shang Ning's reminder and help, she and her sister would have died miserably.

It's really life-threatening.

Without warning, Fu Zi'an began to suffer from insomnia at night, and after turning off the lights, she always felt that someone was staring at her in the dark. This hairy feeling made her unable to sleep alone.

So, logically, she took Niannian and moved into Shang Ning's room and occupied her bed.

Of course, it's not completely dominating, the two of them can at least sleep on the same bed, it's just that during the New Year's Eve, the quality of their sleep has plummeted.

"Xiaofu, pay attention to rest, your dark circles are so big." After half a month of conditioning, Fu Ziyao became more awake.

Her tone of voice was very gentle, as if she had always treated Xiaofu as a child, and even touched her head in distress.

Although Shang Ning didn't make a sound and just sat quietly, Fu Zi'an was still shy.

Who wants to be treated like a child at the age of 27...

"Sister Yao, don't worry, we'll keep the cat outside from tonight." Shang Ning said so, but actually it was quite difficult to implement.

It's not that she hasn't tried keeping the cat outside, but in the middle of the night she heard Nian Nian's miserable cry, and when she opened her eyes, she met Fu Zi'an's begging eyes, "It's so pitiful, let's put it in , okay?"

Forget it... as long as she is happy.As a result, the two of them haven't had a good night's sleep for more than half a month.

"Xiaofu, when will my parents come to see me?"

Fu Zi'an, who was peeling oranges, paused, his eyes darkened for a few seconds, and then he forced a smile, "Mom and Dad are busy recently, and I will come to see you in two days, two days."

When Fu Ziyao is awake, she always asks the same question: Where are my parents?

She was stimulated, not only went crazy, but also completely forgot the fact that her parents had died, and she was full of anticipation that they would come to see her. This situation has lasted for five full years.

Fu Zi'an never found a suitable opportunity to tell her the truth, nor did he dare.She was afraid that her sister would be further stimulated and would never recover.

So she told this lie for five years, and her sister also believed it for five years. She didn't know how long she could keep it, until she died, could she still bring it into the grave?

Xiao Fu broke the peeled orange into two halves, gave half to her sister, and handed the other half to Shang Ning who was sitting beside him, "Here."

"Thank you."

Fu Zi'an took the hand holding the orange back when she was about to touch it, and looked at Shang Ning with some doubts, "I said you don't need to be so polite with me, next time I will thank you a thousand times, and I won't give it to you." ah."

"It can't be my fault, I'm used to it." Shang Ning explained to her with a normal face, "Didn't I tell you not to thank me before, did you listen?"

It seems to be the case.

Fu Zi'an thought about it, and realized that Shang Ning had done nothing wrong, so he handed the orange back.

She just thinks that Shang Ning is a bit strange recently, he won't buy her this and that at every turn like before, and he won't offer to help her solve any problems in life, as if he suddenly put her away.

This is actually the best way, because Fu Zi'an finally doesn't have to bear the pressure of being unfavorable in front of Shang Ning.

Especially when she used two months' salary to pay back the 1 yuan Shang Ning gave her, and the other party accepted it without saying a word, she felt that the world was much brighter.

It should be said that the sense of distance between the two is much smaller, and I don't know if it is an illusion.

After all, the hospital is a hospital, and Fu Ziyao also needs adequate rest. After listening to the doctor's explanation of her recent situation, the two left here after finding that there was nothing wrong.

But the two of them didn't go home directly, because Fu Zi'an said that he would invite Shang Ning to drink coffee.

She found a part-time job in a bar, where the wages are paid daily, and she can work from [-]:[-] p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m. on weekdays. Except for weekends, she has to work all day, which does not affect her normal work and life in the slightest.

Shang Ning helped her find this job. The company did not clearly stipulate that employees are not allowed to work part-time outside. Fu Zi'an needed this extra income, so he recommended her.

Fu Zi'an has a good tongue and kung fu, and often doubles or triples the customer's spending budget, which makes the boss very happy.

"No trouble at the bar?"

"No, everyone regards drinking as a hobby, and most of them just have a drink, and there are no troublemakers." In half a month, not only did she not meet troublemakers, but she also made friends with many guests.

"Shang Shang, thank you for helping me find such a job." Fu Zi'an felt that her Mercury retrograde period was coming to an end, and things were going in a good direction. If she could live such a stable life from now on Enough.

"You don't need to thank me, I just gave you an opportunity, the interview is all up to you." Shang Ning didn't lie, she just told the bar owner that someone was going to interview, but she didn't say who it was.

At the same time, there were three other people interviewing with Xiaofu, and whether she could be selected depends on her own ability.

In fact, it is not impossible for her to directly buy a bar and open it for Xiao Fu, but she remembers what Xin Yan told her to eliminate the gap between the two.

The most fundamental reason for the gap is the living and growth environment of the two. Fu Zi'an originally had a happy family, but a car accident changed everything.

Compared with herself from a wealthy family, she really has no reason to be confident in front of her.

She should have gradually narrowed the gap by doing so, right?

"Try this, it seems to be a new muffin cake from their family." Fu Zi'an spent a lot of money today, even daring to buy new products, and she can tell at a glance that she finally has money in her pocket.

Shang Ning pierced a small piece with a fork, put it into her mouth and tasted it carefully, showing a smile, "Mm, it's quite delicious."

Today is the weekend, there is nothing important, the two of them can relax in the coffee shop and chat for a while.

When Fu Zi'an saw Shang Ning's hesitant expression for the third time, he finally couldn't help but put down his coffee cup and sat up straight, "Shang Shang, do you have anything to ask me?"

"Yes...but I'm afraid it will bring back bad memories for you." Shang Ning said hesitantly, she rarely showed such an embarrassing expression.

Bad memories...that must have something to do with her family.

Fu Zi'an shook her head and said no. For her, she had already told Lin Xiaojia about these things. People like that have the right to know her past, so why can't Shang Ning do it?

Rather, besides her sister, she is now the most qualified person to talk to her about her family.

"The car accident took away my adoptive parents. I am an orphan, the kind that no one wants. My sister is not my own sister. My surname was not Fu."

Not happy either.

Shang Ning did not expect that she would take the initiative to mention it, so she listened attentively, her appearance was more serious than her work.

"There was also the fire 15 years ago. On the day of the fire, my adoptive parents came to pick me up. We were supposed to leave that afternoon, but there was a landslide and the only road to the county was buried. It's over, we didn't make it." These were the questions she asked the director of the orphanage later.

Because her memory is blurry, like a quilt covered with a layer of gauze, she can't uncover it by herself, and she can't see the details clearly.

"The dean said that after the fire broke out that year, some kind-hearted people paid to help transfer the homeless children to an orphanage with better conditions in the city. Was it your father who did it?"

"Yeah." The scene in Shang Ning's memory is not much different from what she described, "Actually, our family went to the orphanage to solve the problem of winter clothing for the children there, but who knew...that happened. "

Fancy’s predecessor was just a cotton clothing factory. The legal representative at the time, Shang Bin, was Shang Ning’s father. He received a request from the welfare home for the children’s winter clothes.

Without saying a word, he took his family directly to donate clothes. The original plan was to return on the same day, but the road surface was damaged by landslides, and the clearing work would not be completed until the next day.

At the kind invitation of the dean, the family decided to stay overnight in the building of the orphanage.

When the fire broke out that night, Shang Ning happened to be in the bathroom.When she came out again, the corridor was already filled with thick smoke.

She was so frightened that she completely lost the consciousness of self-help. She stood there crying and waiting for someone to come and save her.

The fire was getting bigger and bigger, and she couldn't find her family. She could only hear her mother calling her name in the dark, but suddenly, the voice calling her name let out a scream, and then there was only the crackling of the flames burning the wooden boards around. sound.

The surrounding temperature continued to rise, and she once thought that she would die in the fire.

But in the next second, a strong hand grabbed her arm and took her out.

Later, before she had time to ask her name, she was taken away by her crying father. She only remembered that the bracelet on that man's hand was exactly the same as Fu Zi'an's.

But her mother was not so lucky. The scream came when she was hit by the falling steel pipe.

The sharp end of the steel pipe pierced through her thighs, and the whole body seemed to be nailed to the ground.Desperate and stinging, no one knows what kind of pain this woman experienced before she died.

Shang Ning never thought that ordinary weekends, which she regarded as an outing, would separate her and her mother from now on.If she had known this earlier, she would have tried her best to stop her father from coming.

"If I had known something like that was going to happen... I wouldn't have let Mommy go..."

It's a pity that if there is no if, her mother will not come back.

Seeing that Shang Ning suddenly stopped talking, Fu Zi'an guessed that she had thought of something sad when she heard her talk about her mother.

But what can she do?Comfort each other?

But before she was ready, Shang Ning regained her composure and raised her head, "I'm fine, let's continue talking about you. Do you still have any memories of your biological parents?"

According to Shang Ning's assumption, Xiaofu's lack of self-confidence now is mostly the fault of her biological parents.

A child who is abandoned without knowing anything will not be so obsessed with his biological parents when he grows up.

But once the child is abandoned after gaining self-awareness, she will subconsciously think about what mistakes she made, why her parents hate them so much, and even abandon them.

If this problem can be solved, Fu Zi'an's mentality will change a lot, at least he won't be so inferior anymore.

"Yes." Not only that, Fu Zi'an was quite impressed with her biological parents.

Because it was hard for anyone to believe that she had been abandoned twice, both by her biological parents.

"I grew up in an orphanage, so I didn't have much impression of my parents at first, and I didn't care for them who abandoned me. But when I was five...or six years old, the dean told me that my biological My parents are coming to pick me up."

Fu Zi'an still remembered how she felt at that time, and she was not at all happy.She had a good time in the orphanage, where she had her friends, the amiable dean, and her favorite shrimp cakes.

It was a delicacy that could only be eaten every Friday at that time. She could remember it so clearly because her biological parents chose to take her away on Friday.

That day, she didn't eat shrimp cakes.

"Afterwards, at my biological parents' house, I lived pretty well. I didn't have to worry about food or clothing. They should have their own small business and didn't treat me badly. But after they abandoned me, they even gave birth to a younger brother. I'm three years younger, quite a cute kid." Fu Zi'an smiled forcedly, obviously, this was the memory she really wanted to forget.

"Xiaofu, don't say anything that hurts, okay?" Shang Ning couldn't bear to see her in pain, she couldn't empathize with her, so she felt sorry for her even more.

But Fu Zi'an ignored it, as if he hadn't heard it, and continued to talk: "At that time, I felt that I could accept them slowly and forgive them for abandoning me when I was young, until later... I Dumped by them for the second time."

The happy days lasted for more than a year. Fu Zi'an still remembered that it was her birthday, but her biological parents were not very happy, and they didn't even buy her a cake.

Her biological mother brought a bowl of noodles, watched Fu Zi'an eat it, and suddenly cried into tears while holding her, and kept repeating: "I'm sorry", "It's our fault" and other words.

Fu Zi'an could even see his biological father secretly wiping tears.

That night, the house was very lively, because her biological parents had been packing their luggage until midnight, and she got up to go to the toilet by accident, and what she saw was the scene of them carrying things with big bags and small bags to the door.

At that time, she thought that there were some travel plans at home, so she didn't think much about it.

The next day she woke up and faced the empty house alone, thinking that her parents had gone to work, but when she saw it, her brother was gone.

At first, she just had a vague guess.There are still a lot of packets of instant noodles at home, and Fu Zi'an eats these things for two meals a day.

Such a life is not difficult, she still has the key with her, and she can go out every now and then, but the neighbors she meets all look at her with pity.

She was familiar with this look, like when they were condescending to those stray kittens and puppies.

It's just that a week later, a group of people came to the door of the house. They looked like hooligans near the urban-rural junction. Her brother was all dressed in black and told her to get out of the house.

She later found out that her biological father and biological mother had failed in their business and owed debts. In order to prevent being pursued by creditors, they took their youngest son and ran away overnight.

With his brother, not with her.As it should be, she never really belonged to this family.

The creditors were quite kind, seeing that the little girl was so young, they gave her 50 yuan and asked her to find a way out by herself.

But a child who is only seven years old, how can she survive in a cruel environment?

Some people's kindness is based on their self-satisfaction, never considering the actual situation.

"I never spent the 50 yuan they gave me. I thought I was quite smart. I chose to go to the police immediately, saying that I was abandoned by my parents. I still remember their incredible expressions."

Over the years, they have received many calls to the police, and the reporter said that he had picked up an abandoned child.But it was the first time that Fu Zi'an came to the door and said that he was abandoned.

At the very beginning, the police attached great importance to this case and searched the family's residence according to the clues provided by Fu Zi'an, but found nothing.

The home owner was a man named "Qi", but he had been dead for many years, and the police could not contact his family members.

Later, because the surveillance system was not popular at that time, Fu Zi'an could not provide more effective information except her name, and the police had no choice but to help her find her parents.

In the end, after going round and round, she was sent back to Yangpu Orphanage.

"That day was also Friday. I was happy when the police sent me back, but the dean told me that not only today, but there will be no more shrimp cakes in the future."

The dean told her that the production of shrimp cakes had been discontinued long ago, and it was the third month since she left here.

"Xiaofu..." Shang Ning's hand on her lap had long been clenched into a fist. She couldn't imagine how such a person is qualified to be a parent? "I'm sorry, I didn't know your past was like this..."

"Shang Shang, it's not your fault, there's no need to apologize."

After finishing speaking in one breath, Fu Zi'an felt that the psychological burden was reduced a lot, but when he saw Shang Ning's frowning face, he looked even sadder than her.

"Okay, what are you doing frowning, don't frown, it doesn't look good."

After Fu Zi'an finished speaking, she realized that this sentence was very familiar. It seemed that not long ago, she also said to Shang Ning that frowning made her look ugly.

"I feel sorry for you."

When Shang Ning said that she felt sorry for her, she was indeed the one who said it, even if Fu Zi'an no longer believed that she would express her thoughts so bluntly.

"What's your heart hurting?" Fu Zi'an asked back with a smile.

"All. I feel sorry for what you have gone through."

Fu Zi'an didn't want the atmosphere to be so serious, and she vaguely sensed that something was wrong with Shang Ning's mood, and was about to say something when her wrist was suddenly pulled.

"Xiaofu, can you trust me a little more?" Shang Ning's eyes were full of sincerity, and she didn't show any sign of letting go of her hand, "No matter what happens in the future, I will never leave you to face it alone. of."

"I know, it's okay, things are going in a good direction, and I also believe that life will get better and better."

When the passing guests saw the unusual behavior of the two, they cast suspicious glances sideways.

Fu Zi'an was embarrassed by others, so he hurried to break Shang Ning's finger, "I really trust you, let go first, it hurts..."

"Feel sorry……"

Shang Ning withdrew her hand, and rubbed her hands twice, looking a little at a loss.

She didn't know what she was thinking just now, probably because she was afraid that Fu Zi'an would not believe her, so she grabbed her hand directly.

This kind of physical contact was too abrupt, and she was so worried that Xiao Fu would hate it.

Shang Ning looked aggrieved, with her head down, like a primary school student who just finished training, Fu Zi'an laughed out loud when she saw that appearance.

"Shang Shang, it's okay, I don't hate physical contact, it's just..." Fu Zi'an lowered his voice and approached her ear, "I feel embarrassed to be seen by others outside."

The hot air hit her ears, and Shang Ning shivered as if she had been scalded.

After finishing speaking, Fu Zi'an seemed to want to prove something. He looked around and found that no passer-by was looking this way, then held Shang Ning's hand, "Look, I really don't dislike you. Hey, Shang Shang, your hands look so good."

Shang Ning's fingers are slender but still sensual, the knuckles are covered with appropriate meat, and the wells are not protruding, especially the touch, smooth and delicate, it can be seen that it has been cared for carefully.

"Don't..." Shang Ning originally said, don't touch her, but she felt strange when she got to her mouth, and swallowed the second half of the sentence.

"I don't want anything?"

"Don't seduce me."

"Cough, cough——" Fu Zi'an choked on his saliva because he was too shocked, his face turned red from coughing, and he withdrew his hand in a panic, "Wh...what do you mean I seduce you? I..."

"Okay, I'm just joking." Shang Ning smiled after she finished speaking, as if she was really teasing her.

joke……

Fu Zi'an didn't expect that Shang Ning's words would have such a big impact on her. It's already past one o'clock in the middle of the night, and she was lying on the bed, staring straight at the ceiling.

She didn't dare to visit Shang Ning, without warning or reason.

Niannian was so honest tonight, probably because Shang Ning bought her a new toy, and it was sleeping soundly while hugging it.

Xiao Fu heard rustling in her ears, subconsciously turned her head to look, and through the moonlight outside the window, she could see Shang Ning's searching gaze, which was looking at her.

"What's the matter, can't you sleep?"

"kind of."

"Want a bedtime story?"

What an outrageous solution this is...

Fu Zi'an complained silently, and in the next second, Shang Ning was muttering, "Let's tell a story about the little prince and the red rose today."

The author has something to say: Some people are not qualified to be parents.

It's another day of thinking about Director Xin, woo woo woo