[Comprehensive Manga] Ann

And the vision was even more blurred, and it began to flicker brightly or secretly.

When the vision was finally dark, it seemed that Misaki heard a voice that was almost crying...

Sure enough, I shouldn't be here today...

It's time to find out, the so-called illness...

Only four days left...

☆, 6 hospitals

When Takumi walked into the door of the ward, what he saw was Misaki who was sitting on the side but already asleep on the corner of the bed, and Anri who was making quiet gestures to him.

Takumi walked gently to the other side of Anli, looking at the boy as if he wanted to say something.

Anli, who looked like that, just smiled lightly, and the expression between his brows and eyes was too gentle, which made people feel sad for no reason.

His eyes seemed to soften in the sunlight, and when the wind blew through the window and blew his short purple hair, it seemed that Anli would disappear in the next second.

Too much, unreal feeling.

Takumi frowned slightly, and gently rubbed the boy's short purple hair with his hands, feeling the real touch under his hands, and felt a little relieved.

"Don't keep touching my head, I'm already 15 years old!"

Anri showed a dissatisfied expression, and moved Takumi's hand away, but still deliberately lowered his voice.

15 years old ...

Tuo Haimo read, feeling sad, like a silk thread, tightly wrapped around his heart, although small, but too dense, a little suffocating.

Recalling the scene of Misaki and Minako crying bitterly in the doctor's office after listening to the doctor's words, there were other people crying silently beside them.

"Is there no way? The doctor really has no way? Can surgery be done? It doesn't matter how much it costs!"

Minako seemed to be crying to the point that she had no strength left, she supported the table with one hand, and tightly held the doctor's sleeve with one hand, her eyes were full of pleading.

"It's not a matter of surgery. The patient's body is incapable of surgery. Moreover, the patient's heart has reached a state where it cannot support the patient's life... If you receive treatment, you should still have half a year."

The doctor also looked powerless, looking at Anli's report with a sorry expression on his face.

"How could this be? No, have you been fine all this time? How could this be..."

Misaki knelt on the ground weakly, and tears kept falling after listening to the doctor's words. It was obvious that Anri was in good condition before, and he had never had an illness, nor had he said that he was uncomfortable...

"Obviously you don't know anything!"

At this time, Yoshida who was on the side ran over impulsively and grabbed Misaki's clothes.

"Yoshida, calm down!"

Shi also ran from behind and grabbed Yoshida.

"How can I calm down! I keep saying, tell Anli to go to the hospital, go to the hospital, but he never listens, what's going on now. Even if you come to the hospital now, there is nothing you can do!"

Yoshida spoke loudly, his face was full of tears, and his hand was still firmly holding Misaki.

"You, why don't you come to school to see Anli! Anli, Anli, it's always like this. Whenever I feel uncomfortable, I go to the tree to listen to music. It used to be only a few times a week. Recently, I always stay under the tree. You don’t even come to class..." Yoshida shook Misaki, his blue pupils were full of tears and stared at Misaki, "If, if you can come and visit Anri often..."

"Yoshida, sister Anli, it's already hard..."

Shi also grabbed Yoshida's hand and pushed him away, although he also had a very uncomfortable expression on his face.

"It's my fault. I should stick to my own ideas. I, how could I, how could I let Anli do this alone..."

Yoshida stared blankly at Shiya, finally cried and sat on the ground with his head in his arms.

Zhi didn't speak, but tears kept flowing from his eyes, looking at Yoshida who was sitting on the ground, sitting beside him, with the same expression of self-blame.

"This child, this period of time must have been very hard..."

After hearing what the two teenagers said, the doctor also had a rather uncomfortable expression on his face.

"Anli, my Anli...why, you don't tell mom anything..."

Minako cried even more sadly, her body trembling constantly, that child is only 15 years old, 15 years old...so sensible, why, why did she take him away from me so cruelly.

And Misaki bit her lower lip fiercely, clenched her hands tightly into fists, tears kept streaming down, and only Anri's face seemed to be seen in her blurred vision.

Idiot brother... idiot brother...

Why didn't you say anything, why did you have to bear it alone, why, didn't let us know until the end...

If, if I, I don't become the student council president, don't care so much about the school, don't care so much about grades, will it, will it be Anli, won't bear so much alone...

Feeling his shoulders being gently put on, he turned his head lightly, and what he saw was Takumi's blurred face.

"Don't cry...go and see him."

I felt that I was gently hugged in my arms, and my tears were wiped away by warm fingers, but that kind of temperature made me unable to stop crying. I could only hold on to the shirt of the person in front of me tightly, and then threw myself into it and continued to cry.

And that person just sighed, and then hugged himself even tighter.

After that, Yoshida Kazushi also cried and went to Anli, but he didn't know what he said to him, and finally went home crying.

As for Minako, she was still sitting on the chair outside the ward, with a haggard look, her eyes were full of despair and sadness, as if she dared not open the door.

Misaki still walked into the ward...

So now, Takumi is like this, looking at the young man in the hospital gown, he doesn't seem to feel any dark emotions at all, just looking at himself angrily, with dissatisfaction still in his purple pupils.

This kid, you know?There is not long life left...

"It turns out that my brother-in-law will also look at me with that expression..."

Anri looked at Takumi's expression, but smiled, and then leaned gently on the pillow behind him.

"You, why didn't you tell Misaki..."

Takumi looked at the boy's smile, but felt more complicated emotions.I know...

"If I still have two months to live, at least until the last day, I hope they are happy."

Anri looked at the sleeping Misaki with tender emotion in his eyes.

"Then, two months later..."

Takumi said with a blank face, after two months, everyone will blame themselves for not being able to face Anli's death...

"Then, it's not my business. I'm a very selfish person."

Anri looked at Takumi, with the same indifferent smile on his face as before.

Takumi didn't speak, just continued to look at Anli.

"You, will help me take good care of my sister, right?"

After being silent for a long time, Anri spoke, with a hint of reluctance and helplessness in his eyes, and gently touched Misaki's long hair scattered on the bed sheet.

"meeting."

Takumi looked at Anli's eyes and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he was only a 15-year-old child...

"I won't say anything. If you don't take good care of your sister, I'd be a ghost and I wouldn't let you go."

Anli shifted his gaze to Takumi's face, and finally showed a helpless expression, his purple pupils were a little dim.

"I know, I'm not coming back."

At that moment, Takumi felt suffocated.

That kind of voice is too immature, too ethereal, and too sad, making people afraid to listen.

Looking at the young man's eyes, I felt depressed and uncomfortable.

"This is, I'm in school, the key to the cabinet, which contains a gift I gave to my sister, help me finish it."

Anri took a key from the table on one side and handed it to Takumi.

Takumi didn't speak, but took the key silently.

"Promise me, give this gift to my sister with your own hands." Anli looked at Takumi intently, with seriousness on his face.

"it is good."

Anri heard Takumi's words, and the corner of his mouth curled up into a bright smile.

Really, it's very warm, as Misaki said, it seems that seeing Anri's smile is like being healed suddenly.

The room fell into silence again, Anli just looked out of the window, and Takumi just stood aside and remained silent.

"Are you scared?"

Anli turned her gaze around, looked at Takumi's green eyes just looking at herself, and asked herself if she was afraid.

are you afraid?

"Anri, are you scared?"

Takumi reached out and touched Anli's head again, didn't say that everything will be fine, didn't say don't be afraid, didn't say that you have to persevere, just asked the 15-year-old boy, are you afraid?

Yes, be afraid.

Sadness appeared in Takumi's eyes, and he gently stroked the soft hair under his hand, but he was only 15 years old, how many people can let go of everything calmly like that, how many people can face death calmly, how many people It's easy to say you're not afraid.

Will cry.

This boy who is so attached to his family, this boy who, like Misaki, always likes to bear everything by himself, will cry and say that he is afraid and doesn't want to leave.

"I'm not afraid."

Takumi looked at the boy's face in surprise, but what he saw was that kind of relieved smile, under that kind of smile, everything seemed to fade away.

"I'm just a little bit reconciled."

"Mom, sister, Yoshida, Shiya, and many others, we will never see each other again..."

The boy's voice was just floating in the air like this, but it seemed that it would disappear immediately when the wind blew, and even the boy with purple hair would disappear without a trace.

"Everything has an ending, and my ending..."

Takumi didn't hear the boy's last words clearly, but saw the shallow wry smile on the corner of the boy's mouth, as if nothing was put into that world in his eyes.

With such lonely eyes, it seems that the whole world is lonely.

"Take my sister out, she must be very tired."

Such a lonely Anli seemed like a hallucination, but for a moment, he saw the ordinary Anli again, with a lazy expression, yawned lightly, picked up the earphones from the table and put them on his ears, Close your eyes and start listening to music.

Just like that, leaning lightly on the pillow, under the sun, everything seemed too beautiful.

When Takumi picked up Misaki and turned around to take Misaki out, he found that the woman in his arms seemed to be trembling weakly, her orange eyes were filled with tears, and the tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes. He tightly covered his mouth with one hand, as if trying not to let himself cry out.

So, have you heard it all...

"Whoa..."

When the door closed, Takumi put Misaki down.

Misaki hugged Takumi tightly, his shirt was wet with tears, just like that, she tried her best to suppress her voice, but she felt so uncomfortable that she was about to die.

"Misaki..." Takumi touched Misaki's long hair, but hugged Misaki tightly, as if wanting to give her all the warmth.

"Anri, Anri..." Misaki just kept calling Anri's name softly.

"Anli, I'm still by your side, and so am I."

☆, 7 deaths

Time flies, seven days, that's all.

In the blink of an eye, life is over again.

She slowly stretched out her hand, as if she had penetrated the sunlight, she held her hand and wanted to hold the warmth tightly, but she couldn't grasp anything.

In front of him, the lake surface was too calm. Under the refraction of the sun, the lake surface was so dazzling that he wanted to cry.

Quietly, alone, leaning against the tree, feeling the warmth brought by the sun, such a faint breath, it is obviously a real feeling that cannot be real, but it seems that nothing can be touched.

Just, just for a moment.

All of a sudden, the heart tightened, and suddenly accelerated, and the hands tightly clutched the clothes on the chest, breathing quickly.

His face was pale and almost transparent under the sun, and cold sweat kept streaming from his forehead.

It seems that the light in front of my eyes is getting dimmer, my vision is black and white, and it keeps flashing, I am dizzy, I can't tell the direction, even when I stand up to support the tree, it seems that I have not touched anything. to the same.

The dizziness became more and more dizzy, and the breathing became more and more difficult, as if the air was slowly being sucked out, like a fish out of water, slowly suffocating, waiting for a desperate death.

Taking the first step with difficulty, and staggering out of the second step, the whole world seems to be spinning, so dark, so dark...

Kneeling down on the ground, with his left hand, he stretched out the water, but he could no longer feel that cold feeling.

Already, invisible, my own figure in the lake, it seems that the heart has stopped beating, unable to breathe, unable to move, unable to think.

Is it sinking?

The head was immersed in the water, and the body sank slowly, and the whole person was completely submerged in the water.

Such a world is too dark, and the body is too cold.

Turning around, what I saw was the sun, which was too bright, and still, it was so dazzling that I wanted to cry.

last of the last,

stretched out his hand...

That is the untouchable warmth, my belonging, is the eternal fall...

I am leaving,

really, leave

To a world that I don't even know.

I won't miss you,

I won't come back again,

I won't, it's Ayuzawa Anri again...

That's good, at least, I've said goodbye...

What I'm most afraid of is leaving without even saying goodbye.

then, goodbye

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Dear mother, sister:

When you read this letter, I have already left and took the third train today to go to other cities.

I think you guys will blame me for sneaking away like this without even saying hello...

Ha ha ^_^!I just know that you will definitely not agree, so I made this decision.

To be honest, I don't know where the next stop will be, but it will definitely be a place that is completely different from my current life.

I know I'm capricious!However, capriciousness is synonymous with me, Ayuzawa Yasari.Now that I've been self-willed so many times, my mother and sister won't mind if I do it a few more times, right?

And I'm 15 years old, I can already make my own decisions!I really made this decision after careful consideration!

It's not my style to stay in the room by myself all day, I still like to stay outside, and it's better to be free to do what I want.

So I am going to take a good trip without my sister. My sister is too annoying, and she will definitely not agree with me to go.Mom, I can’t take it either, my mother is always worried about this and that... Well, I know I was wrong, I shouldn’t say that, but I really want to go out for a walk alone.

Well, don't worry about me, I can take care of myself by myself.

If you have time, remember to accept my postcards, I will definitely send many postcards back!

Help me and Yoshida Kazuya, I went out to play alone~

The two of them must be so jealous!Hehe, just to make them jealous, why do they usually look so stingy.

If you are a sister, you should get along well with your brother-in-law, I am very optimistic about you~

If you are a mother, you must take good care of your body. I don’t want to see my mother in the hospital when I come back. I will be very sad!

I thought I had a lot to say, but now I don't know what to say...

In short, I am very reluctant, but as a man, of course I have to break into my own world!

Still, sorry for making you worry.

I am so self-willed, always like this, relying on my sister and mother, always spending money indiscriminately, not studying hard, and always thinking bad thoughts, I must be a headache for my sister and mother...

However, I am also growing up.

One day, one day, I will become a man who makes my sister and mother proud!

My birthday wish has yet to be fulfilled...

The next exam, I escaped again, although I was actually very happy, as for the money, I have secretly saved the pocket money that my sister gave me before.

It's a pity that I gave up such a clever birthday wish.

Well, I'm leaving.

Don't miss me too much, I don't miss you, just play happily there.

Sister, Mom, thank you...

Really, thank you...

Be happy~

Safe

……

Anri, gone.

On the second day of hospitalization, I left a letter and disappeared.

Then, it never appeared again, and Anli couldn't be found no matter what.

[Since I've been self-willed so many times, my mother and sister won't mind if I do it a few more times, right? 】

How can you not mind, how can you be so willful, can't you stay in the hospital well?Knowing clearly, the body is already, already so reluctantly, why, why, don't say anything?Why, even leave at the end?

Obviously, obviously, you know it yourself...

[So I am going to take a good trip without my sister, she is too annoying, and she will definitely not agree to my going. 】

Now that you know I don't agree, why leave?

Since you're leaving, why didn't you call me...

I would agree, I really, would agree.Don't care about his exams, don't care about his student union president, don't care about his salary, I, I am your sister.

Anri, you are my only younger brother.

【At first I thought I had a lot to say, but now I don’t know what to say...】

Then stay and talk slowly, obviously we still have a long time.

Why, don't stay, I know, it's the last time, at least, at least don't leave so easily.

【Mom, you must take good care of your body. I don’t want to see my mother in the hospital when I come back. I will be very sad! 】

deceive...

Anri, lying is a bad boy, you can't lie...

Obviously, I don't plan to come back again.

【My birthday wish is still not fulfilled...】

I hope that everyone can get together again next year, that Anli's health will recover, and that Anli will be happy. In the end, none of them can be achieved...

Obviously, everyone is looking forward to it...

【Then, I'm leaving. 】

【Sister, Mom, thank you...】

【Be happy~】

This is the last farewell...

No, I won't come back again.

Obviously, she looked so sad, but she still left alone.

"Misaki..."

Behind him, a figure slowly appeared.

"Anli, did you find Anli?"

Misaki immediately turned her head, looked at Usui Takumi who was walking over and said anxiously.

"Not yet." Takumi shook his head in a low voice.

"That idiot! Idiot! You think you're leaving alone like this, it's great! You obviously don't understand anything! Leave all the mess to us, and let us all worry so much! Why, why did you stay Just leave with one letter! Could it be, would you rather leave alone than stay with us?"

Misaki was crying, with an angry expression on her face, grabbed Takumi's collar and pressed it against the wall, asking Takumi as if asking questions.

And Takumi just looked at Misaki quietly, Misaki's crying face reflected in his pale green eyes.

"Wait for me, wait for me, find Anli! I will definitely drag him home, tie him to the bed, and never let him go anywhere! Every day, every day, I will be by his side, teach him every day, let him do the papers, and let him go. Take away all the comic books! Let him watch some shoujo anime, his mind is full of useless things; let him always look like this irresponsible...I, I will definitely..."

Misaki was crying and talking, but in the end her voice was choked with sobs and she couldn't speak anymore, she held on to Takumi's collar tightly, but couldn't say anything while leaning against his chest.

"This is what I found in Anli's cabinet..."

Takumi waited for Misaki to gradually calm down, picked up a paper bag on the ground and handed it to Misaki.

And Misaki, staring at the glass-like eyes, looked at the paper bag with tears on her face. She remembered that Anri said that this was his unfinished gift, and he wanted Takumi to complete it, and gave it to her personally.

"This is……"

Misaki opened her eyes wide, looked at the papers in the bag, and was stunned for a moment.

"They're all designs for wedding dresses."

As Takumi said, he glanced at the papers, the design of the wedding dress, every tiny detail was drawn, just a pattern, a piece of jewelry, you can see how much effort was put into completing such a design.

"Well, bastard, why, how could you draw such a picture..."

Misaki's tears fell again, completely unconscious, just looking at those drawings like this, stroke by stroke, wedding dress, headgear, shoes, jewelry, it seems that everything that can be thought of has been drawn on it, Designed, so fine and perfect...

It's like, suddenly subverting all my understanding, I never knew that Anli could draw, and could draw so well, even design.

But, why, it is the last wedding dress...

"I will finish it and give it to you with my own hands."

Takumi stretched out his hand and brushed a strand of Misaki's hair behind his ear, the expression on his face was gentle enough, but with a touch of sadness.

Misaki stared blankly at Takumi, was it because of this?That's why I must give the key to Takumi.Therefore, let Takumi complete this gift.Therefore, Takumi had to give this gift to himself.

It seems that I have asked too many why...

It's just, still can't accept the reality so simply.

She couldn't believe that Anli had less than half a year left to live.

She couldn't believe that Anli had been suffering alone for so long without saying anything.

She couldn't believe that the wedding dress design that Anli had prepared long ago had been given to Takumi.

She couldn't believe that Anli just left like this, no, she won't come back...

fool, liar, bastard...

Why, she, would have such a bad brother.

Why do you still like this brother so much even though you know you are such a bad brother, but you can't stop crying...

No matter it is, with a wicked smile on his face, watching himself wearing a maid outfit;

No matter when, with an expression of indifference, but spending money indiscriminately;

No matter it's the coquettish expression, when she just threw herself into her arms to take advantage;

She loves Anli so much...

Takumi looked into Misaki's eyes, with a hesitant look on his face, and finally held the MP4 in his pocket, as if he wanted to say something, but finally he just moved his mouth but didn't say anything.

When, after sending Misaki home, he stood at the door of Misaki's house, but he just quietly leaned against the wall, looking at the night sky, without sunlight, it really felt very cold.

He took out the MP4 from his pocket, and there was only one song in the music list.

Put the earphones gently on your ears, soothing music, sweet female voice, beautiful melody...

Thinking of that child's purple eyes and the most brilliant, pure smile at the birthday party, but at this moment, I feel unspeakable pain in my heart.

So, is that a lie - DITS...

DrillInTestSkill...

"Dying In The Sun..."

In my ears, I kept repeating the lyrics.

DITS...

Anli's real birthday wish is to disappear under the sun...

Looking at Misaki's crying face, he still didn't say anything.

If Misaki knew about Anri's birthday wish, she would be even more sad...

It seemed that the purple-haired boy was sitting in the shade of a tree, the sun was shining through the leaves, casting mottled shadows, and the boy was just leaning against the tree with his eyes closed.

The sun is so warm, it seems to cover the whole world, with such a clear light, everything seems to become hazy, beautiful and incredible.

It seems that he saw that the purple-eyed boy opened his eyes, with a faint warmth in his eyes, showing a satisfied expression like that, and stretched out his hand, as if wanting to catch the sun.

In the end, unable to grasp anything, he withdrew his hand, but those clear purple eyes couldn't hold anything, as if he was lonely in the whole world.

There was a trace of coldness across the face,

I just feel that the air I breathe is a bit cold,

The starless night sky is too lonely,

The road alone is too sad...

☆, 8 episodes

Typical student follow-up record form of Guangya Junior High School

Student name: Ayuzawa Yasato

Class: Grade [-] and Class [-]

Sex: Male

Students' cognitive ability and psychological analysis:

A very smart student, but not studious, with a personality between mature and immature, not interested in learning, but has a lot of ideas.The student has a good interpersonal relationship in the class. Due to physical reasons, he has a lot of absenteeism, and there are also big problems in the handing in of homework, but he is a very cunning student.

Tracking records:

【May [-]】

Ayuzawa Yasato was late, failed to hand in homework, missed three classes, and listened to music under the tree on the playground.

【May [-]】

Talking with Ayuzawa Yasato, hoping to call the parents to talk, the classmate silently injected eye drops behind his back and pretended to cry, so as to gain sympathy, and finally let the student go.

【May [-]th】

Ayuzawa Anri sent a birthday present to the teacher, a gift of black sexy stockings. I hope I can use this stocking to successfully get a boyfriend in the next month. I kicked Ayuzawa Anri out of the classroom, and then found this classmate under the tree in the playground.

【May [-]】

Ayuzawa Anri got the first grade in the class in the test. He was very surprised. Seeing that Anli was still sleeping on the table when the test papers were handed out, I can only say that I have taught a genius, a very naughty genius.

【May 25】

Found Ayuzawa Anli and Yoshida, Shi also read eighteen banned magazines in the class, confiscated.Later, when I talked with Anli in the office, I found that I couldn't answer the child's question. The questions are as follows:

"Why can't I watch this?"

"Is there a law?"

"Then when can I watch it?"

"No one told me what to do? Or teacher, can you teach me?"

"Teacher, you haven't done it yet, have you?"

I was kicked out of the office...

【May [-]】

Ayuzawa Yasato avoids work and leaves early.During the period, a female classmate confessed to Anli Ayuzawa, but was rejected because she was not enough loli.

I was dragged to the classroom for ideological education. The student's answer was, "Next time I will say that I like the type of teacher. She has a hot body, but she is a standard pure and old-fashioned beauty."

After Anli left, he decided to call his parents and found that the number was empty.

【June [-]st】

Ayuzawa Yasato finished his homework for the first time, and it was an incredible morning.

【June [-]th】

Today's test, Anli had a heart attack in the morning, Anli said to go to the infirmary to rest, and found that Anli was not in the infirmary.According to Yoshida Kazushiya, he went to the school festival of Xinghua Academy.

Anli was absent from class more and more, and his health seemed to be getting worse. I was a little worried.

【June [-]th】

At the parents' meeting today, I didn't see Anli's parents, and I wanted to have a good conversation with them.Ayuzawa Anri's answer is that her sister is the president of the student council and is very busy; her mother is not in good health and she doesn't want to bother her.

I believe what this kid is saying is true, so I decided to go home next week.

The classmates in the class are secretly organizing a birthday party for Anli at school.

[June [-]]

According to Kazushi Yoshida, I helped Anli celebrate Anri's birthday earlier at the coffee maid shop yesterday, knowing that Anli's sister was working as a maid, no wonder Anli always said that she likes to subdue tempting girls.

Ayuzawa Anri finished his homework for the second time, did not sleep in class, was not late or left early.It was found that the student was always reading books on fashion design during class, and it was speculated that Anri's future career direction would be a fashion designer.

Overall, an incredible day.

Anri's birthday party is almost ready, and the birthday cake has been ordered.

【June [-]】

Anli didn't come to school, but went to the Xinghua Academy's sports festival.

Looking forward to Anri's birthday party tomorrow.

【June [-]】

Anri didn't come.

Yoshida Kazushi also entered the classroom with red eyes at noon.

Anli suffered a heart attack and was hospitalized in serious condition.

The birthday party, but the main character didn't come, the children were crying, and I hid in the office and cried secretly.

【June [-]th】

Anli didn't come, to be precise, Anli left.

Leaving the hospital just yesterday, no one knows where Anli went.

【June [-]th】

A boy named Ubing Tuohai from Xinghua College took what was in Anli's closet. It was a stack of blueprints for his sister's wedding dress.

Finally, I understand why Anli read books on fashion design earlier. This is the reason.

【June [-]】

I got a postcard from that kid and a set of leopard-print sexy lingerie.

There are only three lines on the postcard:

"I wish the teacher to get a boyfriend as soon as possible!"

"I'm really lucky to be a teacher's student. But it's a pity that I didn't graduate under the teacher's hands..."

"Thank you teacher, goodbye."

Just three lines, but I cried.

【June 25】

I took a month off from school.

I just can't stabilize my emotions, as long as I am in class, I always think of that student;

Maybe, as soon as I turned around, I could see the purple-haired student wearing earphones, lying on the table and falling asleep;

Maybe, looking out the window, you can see Anli lying under the tree;

Perhaps, as soon as An Li's name was called, he could see the purple-eyed boy walking towards him helplessly with an aggrieved expression...

I remember that my mentor said before that if I want to be a teacher, I am too emotional.

Every time I put too much emphasis on feelings, so when the students graduate like this, wouldn't they be depressed to death.

It's a pity...the student I liked the most, left before he graduated...

Sitting on the train, thinking about where that boy would go.

As a result, I couldn't remember anything.

All I could think of was that boy's smiling face.

I like that young man's smile, as long as the corners of his mouth are slightly raised like that, his purple eyes are full of slyness, and he looks at himself with crooked eyebrows, such a pure smile seems to be healed all at once.

But, just thinking about it now, there is a feeling of wanting to cry, and the eyes are soggy, as if the tears are about to fall in the blink of an eye.

I never thought that that naughty young man would just leave quietly one day without doing anything. No one knows where he is until now.

Really, annoying boy, don't you know that everyone will be worried?He just left like this...

I don't know, will I be sad?What kind of postcards do you still want to send, what kind of thank you teacher, at least tell me yourself.

I can't find it, I can't find that lazy boy who walks slowly and always listens to music with headphones;

I can't find it, I can't find it, the purple-haired boy who always skips class and lies under the tree;

I can't find it, I can't find that student who is so worrying even if he leaves...

On the platform in another city, there are people coming and going, but there is still no one I want to find.

Helpless and terrible, I can only stand in the corner and cry, tears always come out of my eyes, I can't see the whole world clearly, no matter what other people think of me, it's just that I can't stop crying...

I lost my student...

【July [-]st】

I'm back, back to my own city