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After answering, she squinted her eyes. There was no expression on her face, and no emotion could be seen in her eyes. She just took a step forward.
Gray stepped forward and grabbed the doorknob, but felt that it was extremely heavy at this time, but what should be faced must always be faced.
"If you make up your mind, don't hesitate. As long as you turn around, heh, you don't even think about leaving."
Poliusika turned his head and glanced at Gray who was about to open the door. He didn't know if he said something casually, and then left directly with his cloak on.
Gray paused, looked back at Poliusika's back, didn't know what it meant, but still opened the door and went in.
He has walked through this door many times, but this is the first time he has felt such a depressed feeling. The purple-haired boy half lying on the sofa looked a bit decadent, and his face was still a little gloomy. Hearing the sound of the door opening, Slowly straightened up, and then a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but it looked a bit bitter.
"I thought you would leave directly, but seeing the situation, you are here to say goodbye to me."
The boy lying on the opposite sofa sat up, still did not open his eyes, his voice was a little low, it sounded ethereal in the empty house.
"Dean..."
When Gray heard Dean's voice, his heart trembled, but he didn't know what to say.
"It's okay, I understand. No matter what, I can't compare with the guild."
There was a gentle smile on Dean's face, and he seemed to understand Gray's thoughts very well. Such an understanding appearance made people confused about what the real Dean looked like.
Looking at Dean's expression, Gray frowned slightly, his throat was dry and he didn't want to say a word, or he didn't know what to say at all.No matter what, he still owed Dean.
However, everything has to be understood.Dean was not prepared to really take revenge on him. If he really wanted to take revenge, Dean would not wait until now. However, Dean is still living in the shadow of the past, and Dean's past has a relationship with his own existence. Great relationship.
Gray wants to go back. After all, the guild is his home that he cannot part with. Moreover, if he leaves, does it mean that Dean can start a new life of his own, unlike what he is doing now, as if he is living for me.
From the room, he took out the small bag he was carrying.From the guild to here, the only luggage he brought was this bag.
Walking in front of Dean who was still sitting on the sofa, he opened the zipper and took out a rabbit puppet from the pouch. It's been a long time since the Muppets.
"This is for you."
Gray squatted down and put the puppet in Dean's hand.
"So, you still remember..."
Dean touched the puppet in his hand, and when his fingertips touched the long ears of the puppet, he understood what he was holding.
"I originally borrowed money to buy this because I was going to apologize to you, but I didn't expect this gift to be given out until today."
Gray's expression was also a little more relaxed. Looking at the pink rabbit doll, Dean once said that he wanted this, but he thought he was unmanly and had no money, so he never agreed.When he really bought it, he couldn't see Dean. He had kept the rabbit for so many years, but he didn't expect that there would be a day when he could give it to him.
After he promised Dean to leave the guild, he only brought this luggage to the guild every day, that is, he could take it away directly when he was preparing to leave.He also thought about how Dean would torture him, but he also admitted it. He just hoped that after his death, Dean could open this luggage and take a look.
"Thank you, I like it very much."
When Dean heard Gray's words, the corners of his mouth curled up a bit, and he finally felt bright and happy. The boy reached out and touched the rabbit's ears, obviously liking it very much.
"Dean, that's it, live a little more positively."
Gray looked at Dean's smile, the corners of his mouth slowly raised, and he reached out to stroke the boy's hair.At the very least, stop living decadently in the darkness of the past, and give yourself a goal to live well.
"I see."
After listening to Gray's words, Dean nodded obediently, probably because he really listened to it.
"Then you go."
After the purple-haired boy paused, he still spoke lightly.There was no retention, no rejection or threat. This young man seemed a little strange, and he was not quiet like him.
"I should live here often in the future. As you know, I have always loved this village, and the villagers treat me very well. You don't have to worry about my life alone. If you are free, you can always come You can come back and see me."
Dean said, stroking the little rabbit puppet in his arms.
"Although I'm still a bit reluctant, but I also understand the importance of the guild to you, Gray. In the final analysis, it's time..."
Gray's past is in the guild and missions, all his companions are the shining points of his past memory, such a little bit of memory stitched together with blood and friendship, shining brilliantly;
So, in Dean's past, whose fragments are spliced together?
After all, it was time that separated the two people, and the staggered time guided the staggered paths. Perhaps, except for one intersection point, there was no follow-up.
Dean also understood this, but he only cared about this intersection point, and he had no follow-up to talk about.
"Grey, you can go back to the guild. As long as you remember, there is a man named Dean waiting for you at your home, then that's fine."
The boy sitting on the sofa had a bright and warm smile on his face. That clear smile seemed to contain everything in the world. No color could compare to such a bright smile.
Such a moment seems to be frozen suddenly, and then remains in the memory of the most beautiful moment forever.
"I'm leaving."
Looking at Dean's smile, Gray seemed to be infected as well. Although he still felt a little bitter in his heart, he stood up and felt a lot more relaxed.
Turning around, he walked to the door with steady steps, but when he put his hand on the doorknob, he paused again.
For some reason, there was a feeling that after leaving, I would never see Dean again.
This door is like the most powerful barrier. As long as he takes a step, he may not be able to go back. He will completely disappear in Dean's world, or in other words, Dean will completely disappear. Completely leave your own world.
Such thoughts made Gray stop suddenly, feeling an inexplicable sense of fear and pressure, which made him shake suddenly, and then turned his head involuntarily, wanting to see Dean's face.
When he turned around and saw Dean's face.
Gray seemed to finally understand why Poliusika said that to herself.
The purple-haired boy on the sofa sat there quietly, holding a pink colored puppet in his hand.
The boy's face was not the bright smile he saw just now, but... crying.
Finally saw those purple pupils, but the purple pupils were misty and filled with tears, the tears kept falling from the eye sockets, just sobbing silently.
A drop of crystal cleared across the cheek, and then drew a perfect straight line in the air, but it was only broken into a little dark mark on the rabbit doll, but there seemed to be a faint sadness spreading around the boy.
As for the young man, he just cried quietly and looked at his back as he left.
Gray suddenly stopped, stopped at the same spot, looked at Dean's face in a daze, moved his lips, but didn't say a word, all his determination to go back to the guild was shaken at this moment.
Quietly watching Dean put the puppet on the sofa, and then walked over step by step, standing in front of him, Gray looked at the pair of hazy purple eyes and the tear-stained face, but was completely flustered know what to do.
"Aren't you going?"
Dean looked at Gray's face, then at his hand on the doorknob, and spoke softly.
"Why not go now?"
The boy was obviously crying, but his face was expressionless, he just looked at Gray intently.
"You're crying..."
Gray frowned slightly and put down his right hand that was on the doorknob, and then touched the boy's cheek with his hand. When he felt the cool liquid on his cheek, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
"So what, you don't care."
Tears were still streaming from the boy's face, but a mocking smile curled up on the corner of Dean's mouth.
"Man is such a ridiculous and contradictory animal, isn't he?"
"I once knelt on the ground, crying hoarsely, begging you so pitifully not to leave me, but you didn't turn around to look at me, and left me behind."
"But today, I smiled and sent you away..."
"But you turned around."
Gray looked at the boy in front of him, but couldn't say a word.
On that tear-stained face, there was a mocking smile that didn't match at all, and he just looked at him steadfastly, his hazy purple eyes were filled with only himself.
"Dean, stop thinking about the past."
Gray paused, but still spoke, but his voice was muffled.He didn't know how to make Dean forget the past, but he really hoped that Dean could live in peace.
"Grey, do you think I'm important to you?"
Hearing what Gray said, the young man stretched out his hand to hold Gray's hand on his face, and the tears on his face gradually stopped.
Gray was a little surprised by Dean's sudden change of words, but still nodded.
He is sure of this, Dean is very important to him, he owes a lot to Dean, and Dean is his irreplaceable family...
"I used to want revenge on you."
"Let you be like me, lying helpless on the cold operating table, use that sharp knife to stab cruelly through the chest and tear your body apart, let your blood splash wantonly, use your The blood came to stain me red, looking at you in pain and madness, and then took out your internal organs one by one, and put them in a jar. Of course, I will keep everything about you and look at every part of you every night , so I'm sure I'll sleep well."
"However, later, I felt that this was not enough. What to do, I was so jealous that I was going crazy when I saw all your information. I am jealous of all the existences that have you, whether it is a guild or a companion. I want Destroy all of this, destroy everything you care about, and then watch you collapse into madness, leaving only blood-red hatred in your eyes, and then I can completely own you."
"However, I changed my mind the other day."
Dean said with a smile, his purple pupils were paranoid and distorted, and there was a hint of excitement and madness, but this kind of excitement was only short-lived, and the feeling of emptiness and confusion gushing from the bottom of his heart made him suffocate. What is more eternal is something that makes Gray care about himself.
Yeah, kill Gray, so what?
Destroy the guild, kill all the companions, so what?
For Gray, all his feelings come from the guild and his companions, not himself at all.That kind of madness and hatred is meaningless to me.
"Grey, I'm dying..."
The young man said the amazing news easily, and then jokingly looked at Gray's suddenly surprised eyes.
"Dean, don't talk like that!"
After hearing all the previous words, Gray could accept them, but this sentence was not acceptable. Gray held Dean's hand tightly, hoping that Dean would tell him immediately that this sentence was just a lie to him, whether it was a lie or not. Whatever the reasons are, he will accept them with great joy.
"So what?"
"My internal organs have failed to support my remaining life, and the side effects of the previous drugs have become more and more serious. I have started to vomit blood every day, and sometimes the body has been painfully convulsed and unable to move. After that, only It's going to get worse. Maybe I'll be in pain every moment and want to die immediately, and then I can only curl up on the bed and linger."
"In the end, I beg you to kill me, maybe..."
"Stop making such jokes, Dean."
Gray looked at Dean in shock, but there was panic and fear in his eyes, and uncertainty in his voice, but he really wanted to hear that Dean could laugh and say that he was lying to him.
"Grey, you won't leave, you will watch me struggle day by day and finally die."
The young man's tone was filled with unreasonable confidence, and his face also had a bright smile that didn't match, as if he was looking forward to this result, looking forward to his own painful struggle, and looking forward to seeing Gray's expression of panic and fear for himself.
"Okay, actually, what I just said was a lie to you."
Suddenly Dean said it with a smile again, looking at Gray's expression, he laughed and seemed to find it very funny.But Gray's expression didn't change at all, he just looked at Dean.
"I've been fooled so many times, why are you still so easily fooled? I've finished my words, and if you want to leave, you can leave now. But there is another lie, you must listen to it..."
The boy walked forward, reached the sofa, grabbed the ear of the rabbit doll on the sofa, picked it up, looked at the rough doll with some joy, and hugged it tightly in his arms.
Dean turned around and looked at the young man standing at the door, the corners of his mouth raised in a big arc.
"Grey, I've always loved you dearly."
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"Dean, I'm leaving."
Sitting on the steps, there are two children.A man with short black hair, wearing a white short-sleeved shirt, with an unsuitable mature expression on his small face, frowning slightly looking at the boy beside him.The boy next to him has short purple hair, a bright smile on his face, and a bag of food in his hand, looking very happy.
"Well, Gray, don't work too hard if you practice with Aunt Ulu..."
There was a pure smile on the face of the purple-haired child, and those clear eyes stared at the young man beside him with a joyful light, and there was also a faint feeling of admiration.
"Dean, I mean, I'm not coming any more."
Looking at Dean's smile, Gray clenched his hands tightly into fists, with complex emotions in his eyes, and finally said it word by word.
"... Gray, what are you talking about?"
When Dean heard Gray's words, he was stunned for a moment. The smile on his face quickly stiffened and disappeared, but he quickly concealed it again. The bright smile floated up again, but it was a bit far-fetched. He looked at Gray strangely. .
"I've already told Rita that she will find a good family to adopt you."
Gray stood up, his dark gray pupils trembled, but he was more determined.
"I do not want!"
The boy sitting on the steps stood up, spoke loudly, then trotted and stood in front of Gray, looking at the child who was half a head taller than him, but his eyes were covered with mist.
"Grey, what's the matter? Is it, what did I do wrong, or do you think I'm hurting you?"
The purple-haired boy had a bit of stubbornness on his face, but he ran up to grab Gray's hand, and there was some pleading in his soft childish voice, and he just looked up at Gray's serious face with clean and pure purple eyes. Face.
"I promise, I promise that I will be obedient in the future, I will not complain to you that this place is not good, and I, I will not find you on purpose again, and I will not say anything that I want to practice with you to bother you."
Dean looked at Gray with a determined expression, and tried hard to think about whether he had done something that Gray was not satisfied with, which is why Gray said that.
"Dean, I can't take care of you."
Gray looked like he was about to cry, but he still didn't shed tears. Instead, he held on to his child persistently. He felt more and more depressed in his heart, but he still said it sullenly.
"No, I don't need Gray to take care of me. I can take good care of myself. Aunt Rita has always said that I am very good, right?"
Dean looked at Gray's face, his voice was already a little crying, and his hands trembling a little, he held the boy's hand tightly.
"Dean, this is the last time I'm here."
"To shut up!"
Gray looked at the boy who suddenly exploded, a little stunned, but not surprised.
Seeing the purple-haired boy finally cry, the tears fell drop by drop, just crying and looking at himself like that, but he saw his indifferent face in those hazy purple pupils.
"Grey, you promised me that you would always take care of me!"
"Do you think that when Daliola attacked the village, you were the only one suffering, and you were the only one who became an orphan? Me too! I always think of the past, although my father and mother always quarreled, but the relationship has always been very good Although Uncle Moya at the door is very sissy, he likes it very much, and he will bring me candy every time. And..."
The purple-haired boy was very excited at first, he spoke loudly, and then in the small crying, he even spoke intermittently. In the end, he couldn't understand what the young man was whimpering, but he was just crying all the time.
The black-haired boy, looking down at the crying Dean, loosened his clenched fists, and then stretched out his hand to touch Dean's hair stiffly. The black bangs cast a shadow on the boy's face. Understand Gray's expression now.
"Grey..."
The purple-haired boy felt the heat on his head, and raised his head with tears on his face. When he saw Gray's face, he immediately rushed over and hugged it. Dean's white shirt shoulders also had a dark patch color.
"Grey, I don't know what I did wrong, but don't be angry, okay, I'm sorry, I apologize, please don't leave me, okay?"
"It's not that you did something wrong. It's because I'm too busy to take care of you. So it's better to let other people adopt you. They will give you a home. You don't have to live here anymore, and you will have your family. Take good care of you."
"It's okay, you can rest assured and practice with Aunt Ulu, I will never disturb you. You don't have to buy food for me, I live a good life, and you don't have to visit me often. One month, No, just visit me once every two months, that's fine."
The boy with tears on his face pulled Gray's shirt nervously, his hazy purple pupils were full of fear and anxiety.
"I am leaving."
The black-haired boy looked at Dean's expression, his face became gloomy, and then he grabbed the boy's hand that was holding his clothes, and then shook it away, lowering his head and preparing to leave quickly.
"Don't go..."
Dean stared wide-eyed, looked at Gray's back, cried even harder, and immediately ran forward to grab Gray.
"Please, don't go, you can't leave me, you promised me that you will take care of me! Please, Gray, I only have you..."
The purple-haired boy who was holding Gray's arm tightly, with obvious crying and pleading in his voice, was crying with tears on his face, but the tears kept falling.
The originally stable and happy family was destroyed by Daliola on that day.The dilapidated village, the corpses everywhere, the overflowing blood and the frantic screams.
Those scenes were deeply engraved in my mind like a curse from a demon, and every time I would sink into that crazy and bloody dream, I could only tremble, cry, and hide hysterically under the quilt Suppressing the urge to scream, the horrible memory is like the fear imprinted in the soul - it cannot be wiped out.
Every time he woke up from a dream, he would cry and tremble, but he never told Gray.
Yes, Gray has already practiced with Ulu...
And him, he couldn't do anything, he could only drag Gray back.If this is the case, why should Gray continue to worry about himself, he just needs to live here obediently.
Even if he was terrified in his heart and trembling to the point of suffocation, but...it doesn't matter, Gray is still there. He promised himself that he would avenge Deliola and take care of himself.
The black-haired boy's head was lowered, but his eyes were also red, and there was a layer of mist in his eyes. Hearing the boy's trembling voice, he clenched his fists tightly, as if he was making up his mind.
Gray moved his hand and made a gesture in front of his chest, but ice formed on Dean's feet, imprisoning the boy's footsteps on the ground, preventing Dean from taking a step away.
"Grey..."
The icy coolness from the soles of the feet made the boy look at Gray even more terrified. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move his feet, so he could only grab Gray's arm even harder. His big purple pupils were full of pleading and fear.
"I won't come again, take care of yourself."
The black-haired boy with his head bowed said in a low voice, his voice was a little muffled, he vigorously shook off the hand of the child behind him, and then ran away without looking back, but tears finally slid down his cheeks.
And behind him, the sound of the boy's collapse and crying was heard...
"Jingle Bell~Jingling Bell~"
He stretched out his hand and skillfully pressed down the alarm clock, sat up from the bed with some headaches, and stretched out his hands to rub his temples.
The boy frowned tightly, got up from the bed, and walked directly into the shower room with heavy steps. The icy cold water sprayed out from the shower, as if he thought that this would quickly calm down his complicated mood.
Go to the mirror and look at the person in the mirror.
Because of the water, the black and bluish hair rested on his cheeks docilely. There were thick dark circles on his face. It seemed that he had not slept well. The boy's face was pale, and his gray pupils were just looking at something blankly. , and the more eye-catching one is the dark blue Fairy Guild logo on the chest.
I had that dream again...
The boy stretched out his hands to cover his head with some headaches, walked out of the bathroom, took out a bottle of beer from the refrigerator and took a big gulp, then collapsed directly on the sofa, closing his eyes.
Recently, I always have dreams, or think about... Dean for no reason.
Memories poured out like a broken hourglass.
I don't know if it's because I'm too guilty and regretful, or because——
The past time is so short that even the memory has become a habit.
"Grey, you are too much influenced by Dean..."
I remember at that time, Poliusika looked at himself and just said such a sentence lightly.
What was it like at that time?He must have looked haggard and embarrassed, and then sat on the edge of Dean's bed in a daze, holding Dean's hand tightly, and his eyes stayed on the purple-haired boy who fainted from the pain.
Every day is like a mental delay...
【Grey, you won't leave, you will watch me struggle day by day and finally die. 】
These words kept echoing in my ears, like a prophecy...
And this prophecy finally came true.
Every day, I've never been so scared to wake up...
That feeling of fear spread wildly in my heart like a weed, and finally seemed to be in a vacuum world, but that kind of oppressive and painful mood forced me to stay by Dean's side, watching him go to death little by little .
What kind of mood is this?
Obviously he was lying on the bed, but he felt that he was too far away from him.
Powerless, the feeling of powerlessness rising from the bottom of his heart that made his soul panic, he couldn't do anything.
He could only sit beside the boy and watch him—death.
This is probably Dean's purpose.
He was obviously coughing up blood, bright red blood flowed from his mouth, and the white clothes were covered with blood, but the boy looked at him ironically, as if he felt that it was very frightening for him to stay by his side in a flustered and frightened manner. Ridiculous as well.
Mingming was convulsed with pain all over his body, but he still curled up silently, with a weird smile on his mouth, as if he didn't care about his pain at all, just looking at his expression.
And his flustered and powerless expression was reflected in those purple eyes, leaving him nowhere to escape...
【Grey, I have always loved you deeply. 】
Sitting alone in an empty home, it was obvious that he lived like this before, but now he felt a little cold.
Looking up, he seemed to see Dean standing in the living room he was familiar with, holding the puppet of the little pink rabbit. Then the boy turned around, with a bright smile on his face, and bright purple eyes in his beautiful purple pupils. smile.
And that was the boy's last words.After that, until the boy coughed up blood and finally stopped breathing, the boy didn't speak once, as if he used this method to remind himself of this sentence.
"Deep love?"
Gray said softly, no one in the empty room could respond to him.
What is deep love?
Gray didn't understand, maybe, he didn't understand Dean's deep love even more.
That kind of emotion is too heavy, so heavy that I can't accept it, but it is forced on my body, I can only be forced to suffocate, and then the mental depression and pain are almost crazy.
"This is the result you want to see, right?"
The corner of the mouth raised a bitter arc, only to feel that the sockets of the eyes were astringent, so he covered his eyes with his hands and closed them.
[Grey! 】
Deep in the memory, that always bright and dazzling figure called him like this.
That child, with a big and bright smile on his face, happily ran towards him with clear and admiring eyes. His short light purple hair was shining with a faint golden glow in the sun, and he seemed to be able to feel the warm touch of the child rushing towards him. .
It's just that it's impossible after all...
He still went back to the guild, back to his home, but for some reason, he always felt that everything had changed.
I don't know exactly what changed, but I just feel that there is one person missing.
And that person just happened to be very important to him.
The days still go on, no matter the painful and depressing memories for me, those are all in the past.
The boy who wanted to avenge himself died after he succeeded in taking revenge.
Everything is back to the starting point...
It was obviously a brand new starting point, but he was a little confused.
"Dean, tell us something about you and Dean."
Sitting on the train, Lucy looked at herself who was silent, but suddenly said this sentence. Instead, she was the one who was a little at a loss. Looking at other companions who were also looking at her, he was a little hard to speak.
"Dean, he is...a weak child. That's what I thought when I saw him for the first time. He hides behind Aunt Haruko, very afraid of strangers."
When I saw the child for the first time, the purple-haired boy timidly hid behind Aunt Haruko, his hands tightly grasping the corner of Haruko's skirt, and there was a little anxiety and shyness in those purple pupils.
"However, after getting in touch with him, I found that Dean is actually a child who likes to laugh. No matter what, even if he fell down, he would still get up with a smile. It was obviously painful, but he insisted not to cry."
Later, I don’t know why Dean seems to like to follow him very much. He always has such a bright and pure smile on his face. Even if he fell down during the fight, he just got up with red eyes and said with a smile that it didn’t hurt.
"Dean and I have a very good relationship and have always regarded him as a younger brother. Once, we went to steal Uncle Wia's tomato at the door together. Although we were caught on the spot, we still pretended nothing happened."
When I went to steal tomatoes to eat, it was just a prank that children like. After the uncle found out, both of them stuffed the tomatoes into their clothes, pretending that they didn't know anything. In the end, the uncle didn't care about it, and the two of them ran away happily Go to the small yard to share the food.
"I also went to work together. We were both children, but we insisted on moving bricks. Once he was injured, and I was beaten by my father because of this."
At the beginning, I said I was going to work, but when I was young, I went to work as a coolie for exercise, and Dean also followed me to move bricks. At that time, I accidentally hurt his foot, and my father taught me a lesson. himself, but Dean ran over crying and said it was all his fault.
"I also accidentally ate a few pieces of candy from Dean, because of this incident... I had a fight with Dean for several days, and finally found out that those candies were bought with money from his part-time job, and he was going to give them to me on my birthday. .”
At that time, he once saw candies in the bag at Dean's house, and he ate a few of them casually. He thought it was nothing, anyway, he and Dean had never distinguished anyone's things, but he didn't expect that after seeing Dean, But it was rare to lose his temper, holding the remaining candy and twisting himself out.
"He once wanted a rabbit puppet, but I said it was too girly, so..."
Outside the glass of the store, Dean once looked at the rabbit doll in the cupboard and said he wanted it. At that time, he looked at him expectantly, but he just glanced at it casually, said a few words, and then dragged Dean away. up.
"so……"
The words were choked in his throat, but he couldn't say anything, his vision of other companions became blurred, and his hand touched the warm liquid from his cheek.
Inadvertently, tears have slid down from the cheeks drop by drop.
Why cry?
Obviously, even when he saw Dean stop breathing in front of him, there was no ripple in those purple pupils, he just looked at him calmly, incomparably calmly, the corners of his mouth slowly curled up in the last second, and finally slowly He closed his eyes and stopped breathing.
He didn't cry, he didn't shed a tear, he just felt tired.
Just now, but crying...
He propped his head on his hands, his eyes were wide open, and tears kept falling. He didn't understand at all, how could such weak tears flow out.
Aren't these memories from a long time ago?But he just thought about what happened when he was a child. When the warm scenes of the past came to his mind, he couldn't control the sad emotion.
"Grey..."
Lucy, who was sitting beside her, looked at herself worriedly.
"It's me, I promised to take care of him all the time."
He finally heard his own voice, it was low and hoarse, but there was tremor inside.
"So, the person who broke the contract again and again is me..."
Dean, he did nothing wrong, it's all his fault.
The real liar wasn't Dean, it was him.
However, no matter how much he regretted it and how much he wanted to redeem it, everything could no longer be realized.
the indescribable voice of the heart,
At this moment, it can only be turned into cheap and cowardly tears.
When he arrived in the parallel world of Edras, looking at those familiar but unfamiliar companions, he looked for them, maybe he could see that person.
Even if it wasn't him, at least he could see him.
However, I got a negative answer from my other self. Obviously, the other partners gathered together even though they had different personalities, but there was no Dean. It felt very strange, as if Dean was not The feeling that it should exist in its own world.
"Who the hell is Dean?"
Looking at the self who was wearing heavy clothes and looked at him very curiously, Gray felt like he wanted to smile wryly.
"If you see him, please give this to him for me."
From the small bag I carried with me, I took out a pink rabbit puppet, and put the puppet in front of my other self. That person took it and looked at it excitedly, but I felt a sense of loss for no reason feeling empty
Gray stepped forward and grabbed the doorknob, but felt that it was extremely heavy at this time, but what should be faced must always be faced.
"If you make up your mind, don't hesitate. As long as you turn around, heh, you don't even think about leaving."
Poliusika turned his head and glanced at Gray who was about to open the door. He didn't know if he said something casually, and then left directly with his cloak on.
Gray paused, looked back at Poliusika's back, didn't know what it meant, but still opened the door and went in.
He has walked through this door many times, but this is the first time he has felt such a depressed feeling. The purple-haired boy half lying on the sofa looked a bit decadent, and his face was still a little gloomy. Hearing the sound of the door opening, Slowly straightened up, and then a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but it looked a bit bitter.
"I thought you would leave directly, but seeing the situation, you are here to say goodbye to me."
The boy lying on the opposite sofa sat up, still did not open his eyes, his voice was a little low, it sounded ethereal in the empty house.
"Dean..."
When Gray heard Dean's voice, his heart trembled, but he didn't know what to say.
"It's okay, I understand. No matter what, I can't compare with the guild."
There was a gentle smile on Dean's face, and he seemed to understand Gray's thoughts very well. Such an understanding appearance made people confused about what the real Dean looked like.
Looking at Dean's expression, Gray frowned slightly, his throat was dry and he didn't want to say a word, or he didn't know what to say at all.No matter what, he still owed Dean.
However, everything has to be understood.Dean was not prepared to really take revenge on him. If he really wanted to take revenge, Dean would not wait until now. However, Dean is still living in the shadow of the past, and Dean's past has a relationship with his own existence. Great relationship.
Gray wants to go back. After all, the guild is his home that he cannot part with. Moreover, if he leaves, does it mean that Dean can start a new life of his own, unlike what he is doing now, as if he is living for me.
From the room, he took out the small bag he was carrying.From the guild to here, the only luggage he brought was this bag.
Walking in front of Dean who was still sitting on the sofa, he opened the zipper and took out a rabbit puppet from the pouch. It's been a long time since the Muppets.
"This is for you."
Gray squatted down and put the puppet in Dean's hand.
"So, you still remember..."
Dean touched the puppet in his hand, and when his fingertips touched the long ears of the puppet, he understood what he was holding.
"I originally borrowed money to buy this because I was going to apologize to you, but I didn't expect this gift to be given out until today."
Gray's expression was also a little more relaxed. Looking at the pink rabbit doll, Dean once said that he wanted this, but he thought he was unmanly and had no money, so he never agreed.When he really bought it, he couldn't see Dean. He had kept the rabbit for so many years, but he didn't expect that there would be a day when he could give it to him.
After he promised Dean to leave the guild, he only brought this luggage to the guild every day, that is, he could take it away directly when he was preparing to leave.He also thought about how Dean would torture him, but he also admitted it. He just hoped that after his death, Dean could open this luggage and take a look.
"Thank you, I like it very much."
When Dean heard Gray's words, the corners of his mouth curled up a bit, and he finally felt bright and happy. The boy reached out and touched the rabbit's ears, obviously liking it very much.
"Dean, that's it, live a little more positively."
Gray looked at Dean's smile, the corners of his mouth slowly raised, and he reached out to stroke the boy's hair.At the very least, stop living decadently in the darkness of the past, and give yourself a goal to live well.
"I see."
After listening to Gray's words, Dean nodded obediently, probably because he really listened to it.
"Then you go."
After the purple-haired boy paused, he still spoke lightly.There was no retention, no rejection or threat. This young man seemed a little strange, and he was not quiet like him.
"I should live here often in the future. As you know, I have always loved this village, and the villagers treat me very well. You don't have to worry about my life alone. If you are free, you can always come You can come back and see me."
Dean said, stroking the little rabbit puppet in his arms.
"Although I'm still a bit reluctant, but I also understand the importance of the guild to you, Gray. In the final analysis, it's time..."
Gray's past is in the guild and missions, all his companions are the shining points of his past memory, such a little bit of memory stitched together with blood and friendship, shining brilliantly;
So, in Dean's past, whose fragments are spliced together?
After all, it was time that separated the two people, and the staggered time guided the staggered paths. Perhaps, except for one intersection point, there was no follow-up.
Dean also understood this, but he only cared about this intersection point, and he had no follow-up to talk about.
"Grey, you can go back to the guild. As long as you remember, there is a man named Dean waiting for you at your home, then that's fine."
The boy sitting on the sofa had a bright and warm smile on his face. That clear smile seemed to contain everything in the world. No color could compare to such a bright smile.
Such a moment seems to be frozen suddenly, and then remains in the memory of the most beautiful moment forever.
"I'm leaving."
Looking at Dean's smile, Gray seemed to be infected as well. Although he still felt a little bitter in his heart, he stood up and felt a lot more relaxed.
Turning around, he walked to the door with steady steps, but when he put his hand on the doorknob, he paused again.
For some reason, there was a feeling that after leaving, I would never see Dean again.
This door is like the most powerful barrier. As long as he takes a step, he may not be able to go back. He will completely disappear in Dean's world, or in other words, Dean will completely disappear. Completely leave your own world.
Such thoughts made Gray stop suddenly, feeling an inexplicable sense of fear and pressure, which made him shake suddenly, and then turned his head involuntarily, wanting to see Dean's face.
When he turned around and saw Dean's face.
Gray seemed to finally understand why Poliusika said that to herself.
The purple-haired boy on the sofa sat there quietly, holding a pink colored puppet in his hand.
The boy's face was not the bright smile he saw just now, but... crying.
Finally saw those purple pupils, but the purple pupils were misty and filled with tears, the tears kept falling from the eye sockets, just sobbing silently.
A drop of crystal cleared across the cheek, and then drew a perfect straight line in the air, but it was only broken into a little dark mark on the rabbit doll, but there seemed to be a faint sadness spreading around the boy.
As for the young man, he just cried quietly and looked at his back as he left.
Gray suddenly stopped, stopped at the same spot, looked at Dean's face in a daze, moved his lips, but didn't say a word, all his determination to go back to the guild was shaken at this moment.
Quietly watching Dean put the puppet on the sofa, and then walked over step by step, standing in front of him, Gray looked at the pair of hazy purple eyes and the tear-stained face, but was completely flustered know what to do.
"Aren't you going?"
Dean looked at Gray's face, then at his hand on the doorknob, and spoke softly.
"Why not go now?"
The boy was obviously crying, but his face was expressionless, he just looked at Gray intently.
"You're crying..."
Gray frowned slightly and put down his right hand that was on the doorknob, and then touched the boy's cheek with his hand. When he felt the cool liquid on his cheek, he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
"So what, you don't care."
Tears were still streaming from the boy's face, but a mocking smile curled up on the corner of Dean's mouth.
"Man is such a ridiculous and contradictory animal, isn't he?"
"I once knelt on the ground, crying hoarsely, begging you so pitifully not to leave me, but you didn't turn around to look at me, and left me behind."
"But today, I smiled and sent you away..."
"But you turned around."
Gray looked at the boy in front of him, but couldn't say a word.
On that tear-stained face, there was a mocking smile that didn't match at all, and he just looked at him steadfastly, his hazy purple eyes were filled with only himself.
"Dean, stop thinking about the past."
Gray paused, but still spoke, but his voice was muffled.He didn't know how to make Dean forget the past, but he really hoped that Dean could live in peace.
"Grey, do you think I'm important to you?"
Hearing what Gray said, the young man stretched out his hand to hold Gray's hand on his face, and the tears on his face gradually stopped.
Gray was a little surprised by Dean's sudden change of words, but still nodded.
He is sure of this, Dean is very important to him, he owes a lot to Dean, and Dean is his irreplaceable family...
"I used to want revenge on you."
"Let you be like me, lying helpless on the cold operating table, use that sharp knife to stab cruelly through the chest and tear your body apart, let your blood splash wantonly, use your The blood came to stain me red, looking at you in pain and madness, and then took out your internal organs one by one, and put them in a jar. Of course, I will keep everything about you and look at every part of you every night , so I'm sure I'll sleep well."
"However, later, I felt that this was not enough. What to do, I was so jealous that I was going crazy when I saw all your information. I am jealous of all the existences that have you, whether it is a guild or a companion. I want Destroy all of this, destroy everything you care about, and then watch you collapse into madness, leaving only blood-red hatred in your eyes, and then I can completely own you."
"However, I changed my mind the other day."
Dean said with a smile, his purple pupils were paranoid and distorted, and there was a hint of excitement and madness, but this kind of excitement was only short-lived, and the feeling of emptiness and confusion gushing from the bottom of his heart made him suffocate. What is more eternal is something that makes Gray care about himself.
Yeah, kill Gray, so what?
Destroy the guild, kill all the companions, so what?
For Gray, all his feelings come from the guild and his companions, not himself at all.That kind of madness and hatred is meaningless to me.
"Grey, I'm dying..."
The young man said the amazing news easily, and then jokingly looked at Gray's suddenly surprised eyes.
"Dean, don't talk like that!"
After hearing all the previous words, Gray could accept them, but this sentence was not acceptable. Gray held Dean's hand tightly, hoping that Dean would tell him immediately that this sentence was just a lie to him, whether it was a lie or not. Whatever the reasons are, he will accept them with great joy.
"So what?"
"My internal organs have failed to support my remaining life, and the side effects of the previous drugs have become more and more serious. I have started to vomit blood every day, and sometimes the body has been painfully convulsed and unable to move. After that, only It's going to get worse. Maybe I'll be in pain every moment and want to die immediately, and then I can only curl up on the bed and linger."
"In the end, I beg you to kill me, maybe..."
"Stop making such jokes, Dean."
Gray looked at Dean in shock, but there was panic and fear in his eyes, and uncertainty in his voice, but he really wanted to hear that Dean could laugh and say that he was lying to him.
"Grey, you won't leave, you will watch me struggle day by day and finally die."
The young man's tone was filled with unreasonable confidence, and his face also had a bright smile that didn't match, as if he was looking forward to this result, looking forward to his own painful struggle, and looking forward to seeing Gray's expression of panic and fear for himself.
"Okay, actually, what I just said was a lie to you."
Suddenly Dean said it with a smile again, looking at Gray's expression, he laughed and seemed to find it very funny.But Gray's expression didn't change at all, he just looked at Dean.
"I've been fooled so many times, why are you still so easily fooled? I've finished my words, and if you want to leave, you can leave now. But there is another lie, you must listen to it..."
The boy walked forward, reached the sofa, grabbed the ear of the rabbit doll on the sofa, picked it up, looked at the rough doll with some joy, and hugged it tightly in his arms.
Dean turned around and looked at the young man standing at the door, the corners of his mouth raised in a big arc.
"Grey, I've always loved you dearly."
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"Dean, I'm leaving."
Sitting on the steps, there are two children.A man with short black hair, wearing a white short-sleeved shirt, with an unsuitable mature expression on his small face, frowning slightly looking at the boy beside him.The boy next to him has short purple hair, a bright smile on his face, and a bag of food in his hand, looking very happy.
"Well, Gray, don't work too hard if you practice with Aunt Ulu..."
There was a pure smile on the face of the purple-haired child, and those clear eyes stared at the young man beside him with a joyful light, and there was also a faint feeling of admiration.
"Dean, I mean, I'm not coming any more."
Looking at Dean's smile, Gray clenched his hands tightly into fists, with complex emotions in his eyes, and finally said it word by word.
"... Gray, what are you talking about?"
When Dean heard Gray's words, he was stunned for a moment. The smile on his face quickly stiffened and disappeared, but he quickly concealed it again. The bright smile floated up again, but it was a bit far-fetched. He looked at Gray strangely. .
"I've already told Rita that she will find a good family to adopt you."
Gray stood up, his dark gray pupils trembled, but he was more determined.
"I do not want!"
The boy sitting on the steps stood up, spoke loudly, then trotted and stood in front of Gray, looking at the child who was half a head taller than him, but his eyes were covered with mist.
"Grey, what's the matter? Is it, what did I do wrong, or do you think I'm hurting you?"
The purple-haired boy had a bit of stubbornness on his face, but he ran up to grab Gray's hand, and there was some pleading in his soft childish voice, and he just looked up at Gray's serious face with clean and pure purple eyes. Face.
"I promise, I promise that I will be obedient in the future, I will not complain to you that this place is not good, and I, I will not find you on purpose again, and I will not say anything that I want to practice with you to bother you."
Dean looked at Gray with a determined expression, and tried hard to think about whether he had done something that Gray was not satisfied with, which is why Gray said that.
"Dean, I can't take care of you."
Gray looked like he was about to cry, but he still didn't shed tears. Instead, he held on to his child persistently. He felt more and more depressed in his heart, but he still said it sullenly.
"No, I don't need Gray to take care of me. I can take good care of myself. Aunt Rita has always said that I am very good, right?"
Dean looked at Gray's face, his voice was already a little crying, and his hands trembling a little, he held the boy's hand tightly.
"Dean, this is the last time I'm here."
"To shut up!"
Gray looked at the boy who suddenly exploded, a little stunned, but not surprised.
Seeing the purple-haired boy finally cry, the tears fell drop by drop, just crying and looking at himself like that, but he saw his indifferent face in those hazy purple pupils.
"Grey, you promised me that you would always take care of me!"
"Do you think that when Daliola attacked the village, you were the only one suffering, and you were the only one who became an orphan? Me too! I always think of the past, although my father and mother always quarreled, but the relationship has always been very good Although Uncle Moya at the door is very sissy, he likes it very much, and he will bring me candy every time. And..."
The purple-haired boy was very excited at first, he spoke loudly, and then in the small crying, he even spoke intermittently. In the end, he couldn't understand what the young man was whimpering, but he was just crying all the time.
The black-haired boy, looking down at the crying Dean, loosened his clenched fists, and then stretched out his hand to touch Dean's hair stiffly. The black bangs cast a shadow on the boy's face. Understand Gray's expression now.
"Grey..."
The purple-haired boy felt the heat on his head, and raised his head with tears on his face. When he saw Gray's face, he immediately rushed over and hugged it. Dean's white shirt shoulders also had a dark patch color.
"Grey, I don't know what I did wrong, but don't be angry, okay, I'm sorry, I apologize, please don't leave me, okay?"
"It's not that you did something wrong. It's because I'm too busy to take care of you. So it's better to let other people adopt you. They will give you a home. You don't have to live here anymore, and you will have your family. Take good care of you."
"It's okay, you can rest assured and practice with Aunt Ulu, I will never disturb you. You don't have to buy food for me, I live a good life, and you don't have to visit me often. One month, No, just visit me once every two months, that's fine."
The boy with tears on his face pulled Gray's shirt nervously, his hazy purple pupils were full of fear and anxiety.
"I am leaving."
The black-haired boy looked at Dean's expression, his face became gloomy, and then he grabbed the boy's hand that was holding his clothes, and then shook it away, lowering his head and preparing to leave quickly.
"Don't go..."
Dean stared wide-eyed, looked at Gray's back, cried even harder, and immediately ran forward to grab Gray.
"Please, don't go, you can't leave me, you promised me that you will take care of me! Please, Gray, I only have you..."
The purple-haired boy who was holding Gray's arm tightly, with obvious crying and pleading in his voice, was crying with tears on his face, but the tears kept falling.
The originally stable and happy family was destroyed by Daliola on that day.The dilapidated village, the corpses everywhere, the overflowing blood and the frantic screams.
Those scenes were deeply engraved in my mind like a curse from a demon, and every time I would sink into that crazy and bloody dream, I could only tremble, cry, and hide hysterically under the quilt Suppressing the urge to scream, the horrible memory is like the fear imprinted in the soul - it cannot be wiped out.
Every time he woke up from a dream, he would cry and tremble, but he never told Gray.
Yes, Gray has already practiced with Ulu...
And him, he couldn't do anything, he could only drag Gray back.If this is the case, why should Gray continue to worry about himself, he just needs to live here obediently.
Even if he was terrified in his heart and trembling to the point of suffocation, but...it doesn't matter, Gray is still there. He promised himself that he would avenge Deliola and take care of himself.
The black-haired boy's head was lowered, but his eyes were also red, and there was a layer of mist in his eyes. Hearing the boy's trembling voice, he clenched his fists tightly, as if he was making up his mind.
Gray moved his hand and made a gesture in front of his chest, but ice formed on Dean's feet, imprisoning the boy's footsteps on the ground, preventing Dean from taking a step away.
"Grey..."
The icy coolness from the soles of the feet made the boy look at Gray even more terrified. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move his feet, so he could only grab Gray's arm even harder. His big purple pupils were full of pleading and fear.
"I won't come again, take care of yourself."
The black-haired boy with his head bowed said in a low voice, his voice was a little muffled, he vigorously shook off the hand of the child behind him, and then ran away without looking back, but tears finally slid down his cheeks.
And behind him, the sound of the boy's collapse and crying was heard...
"Jingle Bell~Jingling Bell~"
He stretched out his hand and skillfully pressed down the alarm clock, sat up from the bed with some headaches, and stretched out his hands to rub his temples.
The boy frowned tightly, got up from the bed, and walked directly into the shower room with heavy steps. The icy cold water sprayed out from the shower, as if he thought that this would quickly calm down his complicated mood.
Go to the mirror and look at the person in the mirror.
Because of the water, the black and bluish hair rested on his cheeks docilely. There were thick dark circles on his face. It seemed that he had not slept well. The boy's face was pale, and his gray pupils were just looking at something blankly. , and the more eye-catching one is the dark blue Fairy Guild logo on the chest.
I had that dream again...
The boy stretched out his hands to cover his head with some headaches, walked out of the bathroom, took out a bottle of beer from the refrigerator and took a big gulp, then collapsed directly on the sofa, closing his eyes.
Recently, I always have dreams, or think about... Dean for no reason.
Memories poured out like a broken hourglass.
I don't know if it's because I'm too guilty and regretful, or because——
The past time is so short that even the memory has become a habit.
"Grey, you are too much influenced by Dean..."
I remember at that time, Poliusika looked at himself and just said such a sentence lightly.
What was it like at that time?He must have looked haggard and embarrassed, and then sat on the edge of Dean's bed in a daze, holding Dean's hand tightly, and his eyes stayed on the purple-haired boy who fainted from the pain.
Every day is like a mental delay...
【Grey, you won't leave, you will watch me struggle day by day and finally die. 】
These words kept echoing in my ears, like a prophecy...
And this prophecy finally came true.
Every day, I've never been so scared to wake up...
That feeling of fear spread wildly in my heart like a weed, and finally seemed to be in a vacuum world, but that kind of oppressive and painful mood forced me to stay by Dean's side, watching him go to death little by little .
What kind of mood is this?
Obviously he was lying on the bed, but he felt that he was too far away from him.
Powerless, the feeling of powerlessness rising from the bottom of his heart that made his soul panic, he couldn't do anything.
He could only sit beside the boy and watch him—death.
This is probably Dean's purpose.
He was obviously coughing up blood, bright red blood flowed from his mouth, and the white clothes were covered with blood, but the boy looked at him ironically, as if he felt that it was very frightening for him to stay by his side in a flustered and frightened manner. Ridiculous as well.
Mingming was convulsed with pain all over his body, but he still curled up silently, with a weird smile on his mouth, as if he didn't care about his pain at all, just looking at his expression.
And his flustered and powerless expression was reflected in those purple eyes, leaving him nowhere to escape...
【Grey, I have always loved you deeply. 】
Sitting alone in an empty home, it was obvious that he lived like this before, but now he felt a little cold.
Looking up, he seemed to see Dean standing in the living room he was familiar with, holding the puppet of the little pink rabbit. Then the boy turned around, with a bright smile on his face, and bright purple eyes in his beautiful purple pupils. smile.
And that was the boy's last words.After that, until the boy coughed up blood and finally stopped breathing, the boy didn't speak once, as if he used this method to remind himself of this sentence.
"Deep love?"
Gray said softly, no one in the empty room could respond to him.
What is deep love?
Gray didn't understand, maybe, he didn't understand Dean's deep love even more.
That kind of emotion is too heavy, so heavy that I can't accept it, but it is forced on my body, I can only be forced to suffocate, and then the mental depression and pain are almost crazy.
"This is the result you want to see, right?"
The corner of the mouth raised a bitter arc, only to feel that the sockets of the eyes were astringent, so he covered his eyes with his hands and closed them.
[Grey! 】
Deep in the memory, that always bright and dazzling figure called him like this.
That child, with a big and bright smile on his face, happily ran towards him with clear and admiring eyes. His short light purple hair was shining with a faint golden glow in the sun, and he seemed to be able to feel the warm touch of the child rushing towards him. .
It's just that it's impossible after all...
He still went back to the guild, back to his home, but for some reason, he always felt that everything had changed.
I don't know exactly what changed, but I just feel that there is one person missing.
And that person just happened to be very important to him.
The days still go on, no matter the painful and depressing memories for me, those are all in the past.
The boy who wanted to avenge himself died after he succeeded in taking revenge.
Everything is back to the starting point...
It was obviously a brand new starting point, but he was a little confused.
"Dean, tell us something about you and Dean."
Sitting on the train, Lucy looked at herself who was silent, but suddenly said this sentence. Instead, she was the one who was a little at a loss. Looking at other companions who were also looking at her, he was a little hard to speak.
"Dean, he is...a weak child. That's what I thought when I saw him for the first time. He hides behind Aunt Haruko, very afraid of strangers."
When I saw the child for the first time, the purple-haired boy timidly hid behind Aunt Haruko, his hands tightly grasping the corner of Haruko's skirt, and there was a little anxiety and shyness in those purple pupils.
"However, after getting in touch with him, I found that Dean is actually a child who likes to laugh. No matter what, even if he fell down, he would still get up with a smile. It was obviously painful, but he insisted not to cry."
Later, I don’t know why Dean seems to like to follow him very much. He always has such a bright and pure smile on his face. Even if he fell down during the fight, he just got up with red eyes and said with a smile that it didn’t hurt.
"Dean and I have a very good relationship and have always regarded him as a younger brother. Once, we went to steal Uncle Wia's tomato at the door together. Although we were caught on the spot, we still pretended nothing happened."
When I went to steal tomatoes to eat, it was just a prank that children like. After the uncle found out, both of them stuffed the tomatoes into their clothes, pretending that they didn't know anything. In the end, the uncle didn't care about it, and the two of them ran away happily Go to the small yard to share the food.
"I also went to work together. We were both children, but we insisted on moving bricks. Once he was injured, and I was beaten by my father because of this."
At the beginning, I said I was going to work, but when I was young, I went to work as a coolie for exercise, and Dean also followed me to move bricks. At that time, I accidentally hurt his foot, and my father taught me a lesson. himself, but Dean ran over crying and said it was all his fault.
"I also accidentally ate a few pieces of candy from Dean, because of this incident... I had a fight with Dean for several days, and finally found out that those candies were bought with money from his part-time job, and he was going to give them to me on my birthday. .”
At that time, he once saw candies in the bag at Dean's house, and he ate a few of them casually. He thought it was nothing, anyway, he and Dean had never distinguished anyone's things, but he didn't expect that after seeing Dean, But it was rare to lose his temper, holding the remaining candy and twisting himself out.
"He once wanted a rabbit puppet, but I said it was too girly, so..."
Outside the glass of the store, Dean once looked at the rabbit doll in the cupboard and said he wanted it. At that time, he looked at him expectantly, but he just glanced at it casually, said a few words, and then dragged Dean away. up.
"so……"
The words were choked in his throat, but he couldn't say anything, his vision of other companions became blurred, and his hand touched the warm liquid from his cheek.
Inadvertently, tears have slid down from the cheeks drop by drop.
Why cry?
Obviously, even when he saw Dean stop breathing in front of him, there was no ripple in those purple pupils, he just looked at him calmly, incomparably calmly, the corners of his mouth slowly curled up in the last second, and finally slowly He closed his eyes and stopped breathing.
He didn't cry, he didn't shed a tear, he just felt tired.
Just now, but crying...
He propped his head on his hands, his eyes were wide open, and tears kept falling. He didn't understand at all, how could such weak tears flow out.
Aren't these memories from a long time ago?But he just thought about what happened when he was a child. When the warm scenes of the past came to his mind, he couldn't control the sad emotion.
"Grey..."
Lucy, who was sitting beside her, looked at herself worriedly.
"It's me, I promised to take care of him all the time."
He finally heard his own voice, it was low and hoarse, but there was tremor inside.
"So, the person who broke the contract again and again is me..."
Dean, he did nothing wrong, it's all his fault.
The real liar wasn't Dean, it was him.
However, no matter how much he regretted it and how much he wanted to redeem it, everything could no longer be realized.
the indescribable voice of the heart,
At this moment, it can only be turned into cheap and cowardly tears.
When he arrived in the parallel world of Edras, looking at those familiar but unfamiliar companions, he looked for them, maybe he could see that person.
Even if it wasn't him, at least he could see him.
However, I got a negative answer from my other self. Obviously, the other partners gathered together even though they had different personalities, but there was no Dean. It felt very strange, as if Dean was not The feeling that it should exist in its own world.
"Who the hell is Dean?"
Looking at the self who was wearing heavy clothes and looked at him very curiously, Gray felt like he wanted to smile wryly.
"If you see him, please give this to him for me."
From the small bag I carried with me, I took out a pink rabbit puppet, and put the puppet in front of my other self. That person took it and looked at it excitedly, but I felt a sense of loss for no reason feeling empty
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