Lin Xuan of the Red Chamber

After returning to Lin's house for so many days, Lin Daiyu was originally a smart and thoughtful person, but she couldn't tell that although Lin Xuan treated her very well.But this kind of kindness always has an element of politeness, as if what he treats is not his own sister, but a guest who is temporarily living in the mansion.

Let's just say now, Lin Xuan's attitude towards himself and Junyao is completely different. He also embroidered a purse for Lin Xuan, but he would thank him politely, but he didn't need to say anything to Lin Junyao.Anyone with a discerning eye can see what this means, and there is no need for my family to say thank you so unfamiliar.

But if you think about it carefully, how can a younger sister not even know her brother's preferences, and ask others to tell her.

Now seeing Lin Junyao and Lin Xuan playing around, how can Lin Daiyu not think too much, her brother treats her like a guest more than siblings, who can be blamed for this.

Is it Lin Xuan's fault? What's wrong with him? I haven't seen him for so many years, and my sister, who I've almost forgotten, suddenly appeared in front of me, making him look like before. Is that possible?

Is it Lin Daiyu's fault? But she is even more innocent. She was sent to Jia's family when she was a child, and after so many years, she finally came back.Although his father loved her, he was busy with affairs and didn't have much time to care about her. His own brother treated him like a distinguished guest at home, and he was alienated invisibly, let alone Shen Shuang.Although my younger sister is often close to her, how can Lin Daiyu not see the truth, falsehood and cleverness? How much of those closeness is true and how much is fake?

Things have come to this point, in fact, the most fundamental reason is that Lin Daiyu should not have been sent to Jia's house back then.If Lin Daiyu has been living in the Lin family, then even if Lin Xuan and Lin Xuan are not biological siblings, they will always have feelings after getting along for so many years, and it will not become the situation where both of them are strangers today.

If Lin Daiyu hadn't been taken to Jia's house, then her position in the Lin family would have been stable for so many years, so how dare Shen Shuang treat her predecessor's prostitute like this.

But now that things are like this, there seems to be no point in complaining about this. All Lin Daiyu can do now is to work hard to integrate into this family.

Lin Xuanzheng looked helplessly at Lin Junyao baring her teeth and claws in front of her, but out of the corner of her eye, she suddenly saw Lin Daiyu with a bitter smile.I couldn't help but move in my heart. If you want to talk about this person, it is obvious that everyone likes good-looking people. Of course, Lin Daiyu's appearance goes without saying.Sitting there alone by such a person seemed to be aloof from the world, which made Lin Xuan feel a little uncomfortable.

Lin Xuan thought for a while, stood up, stretched his muscles and bones, and said to the two with a smile: "Since the two younger sisters have given gifts to my brother, then I can't be too stingy as a brother. Let's go, come on." I got a few good jade hairpins, and today I will let you two little girls choose carefully."

Without letting the maids do anything, Lin Xuan went in and took out a gold-rimmed box from the inner room, put it on a small table in the hall, and said with a smile: "The things inside are all my brother's private room. , Now it’s cheaper for you two little girls. Come on, pick whatever you want, today my brother and I will risk it and be slaughtered by you two little girls.”

Lin Junyao immediately cheered and rushed over, not forgetting to greet Lin Daiyu: "Sister, come quickly, brother has a lot of good things here, he is rare and generous today."

Lin Xuan also looked at Daiyu with a smile: "Yes, Daiyu, come here and choose what you like. If you hadn't come today, I wouldn't have taken out this box of treasures."

Lin Junyao was listening, and also echoed: "Yes, sister, I have been honored by you today, and my brother is not so generous on weekdays."

Seeing Lin Xuan's gentle smile and Lin Junyao's lively and lovely appearance, Lin Daiyu was suddenly moved, concealed her reddish eye sockets, and walked over slowly.

She really didn't expect that Lin Xuan, who had always treated herself like a guest, could notice her low mood just now, and now she specially brought out the treasures she had treasured to ease her mood.Maybe, her brother didn't care about her at all as she imagined, maybe, her brother just didn't know how to get along with her, but he always cared about her.

Seeing the two little girls picking up the things he likes with great interest, Lin Xuan also had a smile in his heart. Lin Xuan has also figured out some things these days.Since the grievances of the previous life have been settled by him, he should completely forget about it. There is no need to drag the grievances of the previous life to this generation.

Lin Daiyu is not Jia Min, she is innocent, he shouldn't transfer his resentment towards Jia Min to Lin Daiyu, let alone Hong Ying was really innocent back then, did she really do nothing wrong back then, I'm afraid Not so.

In fact, if you think about it from Jia Min's standpoint, she really did nothing wrong. Back then, Hong Ying's status in the Lin family had already threatened Jia Min.It is normal to attack the enemy in order to maintain one's own position.It's just that people in this world are partial, and Lin Xuan is no exception. Hong Ying is the first person in this world to enter his heart, and she is his biological mother.

No matter how good Jia Min treats him later, this friendship will be different, not to mention that Jia Min has always been selfish towards him.Perhaps in this era, as a aunt, Jia Min can do this very well, but in Lin Xuan's view, such Jia Min is destined to be inferior to Hongying.

Therefore, even though he knew that Jia Min's death would do more harm than good to him, Lin Xuan did it without hesitation. Why, it was because of Hongying's selfless love, and to make himself feel better.

In fact, Lin Xuan has always hated himself a little bit, why, why did he put all his mind into cultivation during that time, why did he ignore the abnormalities of Hong Ying and Jia Min that his opponents said.Lin Xuan always believed that he was half responsible for Hong Ying's death. If he didn't want Hong Ying to live a better life and worked hard to support her power in the Lin family, how could she threaten Jia Min.If he hadn't ignored the difference between the two of them, how could such a tragedy have happened.

Lin Xuan knew that he was wrong. Hong Ying could threaten Jia Min's status because of Shen Yuan's rise in the officialdom. As for Jia Min's thoughts, he was beyond his control.The conflict between the two is actually unavoidable, and even if he knew about it at that time, what could he do? If he could prevent it for a while, could he be able to prevent it for a lifetime.

Avenging Hong Ying was the only thing he could do for Hong Ying at that time, but would he be really happy after revenge.No matter what the reason was, Jia Min had taken care of him for so many years. A living person just disappeared from his life, leaving Lin Xuan with nothing but confusion and pain.

Over the years, Lin Xuan has been deliberately forgetting these things, he deliberately ignored Lin Daiyu's life in the Lin family.Not only because of Lin Junyao, but also because he didn't know how to face Lin Daiyu.

Why did Lin Xuan ignore what kind of life Lin Daiyu lived in Jia's house, and even tried every means to hide it from Lin Ruhai.Doesn't he know that although Lin Daiyu's boudoir name is damaged, it will not implicate him, but it will affect Lin Junyao, if it is more serious, it will even affect the reputation of the Lin family.

He knew it all, he knew the consequences of letting it go, but he still obeyed his heart.Although Lin Xuan has been a man for two lifetimes and has deep scheming plans, he still has too little experience in relationships.In his previous life, although he was able to control the wind and rain in the mall, he seemed to be experienced and omnipotent, but who knew how much of it was because his father had been escorting him all the time.

If it wasn't like this, Lin Xuan wouldn't be so easily moved by Hongying's actions, and wouldn't be so easily let into his heart.

And this is even more so in this life, he is helpless in the face of Hong Ying and Jia Min's open and secret struggle.Why, it's because he can't completely stand on either side, he has feelings for Hongying and Jia Min, and he doesn't want to help one side deal with the other.So knowing that the conflict between Hong Ying and Jia Min has reached an irreconcilable level, he still pretends like an ostrich that he doesn't know at all.

Humans make mistakes, and Lin Xuan is no exception. Facing Hong Ying's death and the victorious Jia Min, he cannot remain indifferent.So he designed to avenge Hongying, but after avenging, facing the Lin family who seemed to have changed in an instant, his heart seemed to be hollowed out, and he felt uncomfortable. .

Do you regret it? Lin Xuan can be sure that he does not regret it. If time comes again, he will still do that.But whether you don’t regret it or not, the guilt and resentment in your heart can’t be summed up by a simple sentence of no regrets.

To say something cowardly, Lin Xuan has been deliberately avoiding these years, he wants to forget what happened back then, he wants to start everything again.That's why he acquiesced to Shen Shuang's entry, and that's why his reaction to Lin Daiyu was so strong.

Did Lin Daiyu's return really have such a big impact on Lin Junyao? I'm afraid not necessarily, otherwise Lin Junyao would not have accepted Lin Daiyu so indifferently.In the final analysis, it was Lin Xuan's selfishness, he didn't want to face Lin Daiyu, because seeing Lin Daiyu would remind him of Jia Min and everything back then.

Since the end of the test, he has been playing around with Huang Shang and others outside, naturally to vent the pressure, but whether there is any idea of ​​avoiding Lin Daiyu and reducing contact with her, I am afraid that even Lin Xuan himself is not very clear.

The time since Lin Daiyu came back was actually enough for Lin Xuan to figure out his emotions, but he was still subconsciously avoiding.If Lin Daiyu's purse hadn't brought back memories of his past, I'm afraid Lin Xuan would continue to escape like this.

For Jia Min, Lin Xuan couldn't simply resent, otherwise he wouldn't have been avoiding those things back then, or he would have helped Hong Ying to bring down Jia Min.

Facing the purse that Lin Daiyu embroidered was exactly the same as the one Jia Min embroidered for him in the past, it finally brought back those warm memories of Lin Xuan and Jia Min in the past.Finally, Lin Xuan made up his mind to face this matter, instead of just avoiding it all the time.

Now that Lin Xuan has decided not to run away, he will not deliberately keep Lin Daiyu away from thousands of miles away.Although Lin Xuan knew that his relationship with Lin Daiyu would not be intimate in this life, at least he shouldn't be as indifferent as he is now, and he shouldn't let outsiders see the joke and say that his elder brother is unkind.

Having finally made a decision, coupled with the good results in the exam, Lin Xuan felt a little more relaxed. He was no longer as irritable as he was a few days ago, and he was in the mood to prepare for the next palace exam.