Lin Xuan of the Red Chamber

Hearing the little girl's answer, Lin Xuan's heart sank to the bottom of the valley. He couldn't care less about thinking too much, and he couldn't care less about other people's surprised eyes, so he hurriedly ran towards Hong Ying Yard.

Lin Xuan's heart was already flustered to the extreme at this time. He ran to Hong Ying's yard with all his strength and as fast as he could. He was afraid, he was afraid that he would hear the worst news when he arrived. , he was even more afraid that he would never see Hong Ying again.

It's not that he scares himself, but that he understands that if Hong Ying is not really in danger, and is really about to die, that little maid will never be sent to find him, because Jia Min won't allow it, right now, that Jia Min probably didn't know about the arrival of the little maid, otherwise, that little maid would never have met him so smoothly.

In addition, there is a more important point, that is, Hong Ying is now pregnant for eight months, and although it is only a saying spread by the ancient folks, Lin Xuan knows that there is also a scientific basis for this saying Yes, it's not completely nonsense, and now Hongying is facing such a state, how can Lin Xuan not be worried.

Lin Xuan's mind began to constantly recall the time when he first came to this world with Hongying. At that time, Hongying was still a relatively simple woman. She hadn't learned how to fight for favor, how to protect herself, and how to fight back. , she hasn't even learned how to be a mother yet.

She just did things according to her own wishes and ideas. That year, the mother and son were assigned to the Shen family because Jia Min was pregnant. Logically speaking, such a life should be full of resentment and resentment. But the fact is not like that.

The Shen family is far simpler than the Lin family. Master Shen has not many concubines at all, and most of the remaining ones were sent away by Shen's mother. Uncle Shen did not have a wife at that time, and several concubines also had a few concubines. They are relatively honest and responsible, or they are very kind to Hong Ying and Lin Xuan, two people who do not interfere with their interests.

Shen's mother loved Hongying very much, and Aiwu and Wu also cared for Lin Xuan, so that time was not only a beautiful picture in Hongying's memory, but also an unforgettable happy time for Lin Xuan.

That kind of relaxed feeling is far from being able to be given to him by the Lin family. Although in the Lin residence, the old lady Lin treats Lin Xuan with obedience and love like a treasure, Lin Ruhai also values ​​him very much, even if she is not his biological mother. Jia Min treats him well, but every time Lin Xuan thinks of the treatment he received when Jia Min was pregnant.

That is something he will never forget. Although he is a very grudge-bearing person, this time it is not just because of grudges, because he can't think about it. Although the matter that time ended because Jia Min gave birth to a girl, but Next time, Jia Min is still young and Lin Ruhai is not very big, will they have children again? If Jia Min gives birth to a real son, how will Lin Xuan deal with himself?

In this world, the treatment of the concubine and the concubine is very different. It is not Lin Xuan who is arrogantly belittling himself. If Jia Min really gave birth to a concubine, his status will definitely plummet. You can see some of it from Jia Dairu's experience back then.

Maybe some people will say that Lin Ruhai is not from the Jia family, so he might not necessarily do this, but this is the way it is in this era, emphasizing concubines and concubines, if you don't do this, I'm afraid people will say you don't know etiquette, don't know the rules, Make people laugh.

Although Jia Min can see that he is somewhat sincere towards him, Lin Xuan understands more clearly that once Jia Min's own interests are involved, once Lin Daiyu is involved, this kind of sincerity will become nothing. However, this is not Lin Xuan's own speculation, but based on facts. Jia Min's attitude towards Lin Daiyu and Lin Xuan's attitude can be seen at a glance.

Of course, Jia Min cannot be blamed for this. It is impossible for anyone to treat his own daughter and a concubine equally. Lin Xuan never blamed Jia Min for this. On the contrary, he was somewhat grateful to Jia Min. After all, although Jia Min was not as good as Lin Daiyu to him, she still paid some attention to him.

But after experiencing Hong Ying's wholehearted love, Lin Xuan's gratitude to Jia Min in his heart could not be compared to his feelings for Hong Ying. This is not the ethics and morality advocated by the ancients, but just starting from selfishness , From your own point of view, to support and choose the person closest to you.

Some people may think that how could Lin Xuan have such a deep relationship with Hong Ying after only one year of getting along, only when you feel that there is someone who puts you first at all times, thinking about it at all times You, when you are thinking about you, you will understand that kind of moving, that kind of unspeakable emotion.

Hong Ying cannot be said to be a fully qualified mother, but she has the most sincere maternal love that all mothers have. This feeling is exactly the same as that of Jia Min to Lin Daiyu, and the old lady Lin to Lin Ruhai.

Hongying's courtyard is very far away from Lin Xuan's yard. This is Jia Min's arrangement. Since she can't get rid of Hongying, the best way is to make Lin Xuan and Hongying's chances of meeting less. Less or less, so when he arranged a yard for Lin Xuan, Jia Min deliberately chose a yard far away from Hongying Yard.

Lin Xuan has been running non-stop. If it was a month ago, such a long distance would definitely be a huge challenge for him. After all, he is small and weak, and he might not have the strength to run after halfway through.

But it's different now. Although it's only been more than a month since he started practicing the exercises, he can already see some results, and Lin Xuan can completely ignore this distance.

After running for more than an hour, Lin Xuan finally saw the shadow of Hongying Courtyard, but he suddenly stopped running forward and walked forward step by step.

Lin Xuan's heart became heavier the closer he got to Hongying's courtyard, because he didn't hear the shrill cry that should have been made during childbirth, nor did he hear any cries of children, and he didn't even hear the children in the courtyard who should be crying quickly. The sound of walking footsteps could not be heard, and the whole yard was extremely silent, and that kind of silence made Lin Xuan feel more and more uneasy.

Lin Xuan's footsteps were getting slower and slower. The extreme silence in the yard gave him a very bad feeling. His hands even trembled slightly. He was afraid. He was afraid that the scene he would face after entering was his own. The last thing you want to see.

On the way here, he rushed forward desperately, but when he actually got here, he was a little afraid to go in. It may be ridiculous to say it, but he actually did such a contradictory thing. Facing this short distance, Lin Xuan's footsteps felt heavier and heavier.

But after all, a long road has an end, not to mention that this road is not long. After a while, Lin Xuan came to the end. He stood at the gate of the yard, silently looking into the yard.

The courtyard was very quiet, extremely quiet, all the maids held their breath carefully, for fear of committing some taboo at such a critical moment and causing trouble.

Looking at the situation in front of him, Lin Xuan didn't know whether he should be happy or what to do. Although the current situation has not reached the worst state he had imagined, it is obvious that it is not much better, otherwise, These people don't look like that either.

When something happened to the pregnant Hong Ying, old lady Lin and Lin Ruhai would naturally not be there, even if it was not for Hong Ying, it was for the child in Hong Ying's womb.

At this moment, Lin Ruhai, Mrs. Lin, and Jia Min were all sitting on the chairs in the middle of the yard, but it seemed that they didn't seem to have any expressions of worry. Instead, they still had a little bit of joy, but they barely suppressed it. , is a worried look.

Maybe Lin Xuan is in a bad mood now, so things look dark, but it is conceivable how much Lin Ruhai and the others are worried about Hongying, whose life and death are uncertain in the delivery room.As for Jia Min, Lin Xuan couldn't blame her. After all, she and Hong Ying were opposites anyway, so it would be good if she didn't gloat at this time.

But Mrs. Lin and Lin Ruhai don't usually look very fond of Hongying, why don't they show much worry now? In their hearts, what exactly is Hongying.

Lin Xuan clenched his fists tightly, but at the same time he was angry but also felt a deep sense of powerlessness. He knew that he had no position to blame Lin Ruhai and Mrs. Lin, not only because of their love for him, but also because of his love for him. Their actions are completely in line with the moral values ​​of this world, and perhaps in their eyes, it is extremely correct for them to do so.

But as soon as he moved his eyes and noticed the two women behind Mrs. Lin, Lin Xuan finally understood that Mrs. Lin and Lin Ruhai were good people to Hongying on weekdays. Why did they have such expressions now? Lin Xuan couldn't blame them for this.

It's just that for Hongying lying in the delivery room struggling on the verge of life and death, Lin Xuan felt a little more heartbroken. At this moment, there are probably not many people who really care about her wholeheartedly.

Just when Lin Xuan was extremely anxious, the closed door of the delivery room finally opened, instantly attracting the attention of countless people.

Lin Xuan's heart tightened, and he couldn't help but clenched the corner of his clothes with his fists. His eyes were slightly fixed, and he looked straight there, but when he saw the serious expression on the face of the person who walked out, Lin Xuan's heart couldn't stop. sank.

The author has something to say: Persevere even in the cold, never cheat, make a fist ↖(^ω^)↗