Li Li

It was difficult for Li Li to believe Xiao Yanjin, let alone any words he said, which always made him a little vigilant.

That day when Xiao Yanjin visited the tomb, Li Li looked at it from a distance, and even the crooked words on the tombstone could not be seen clearly in the smog.

After many years, Yan Gongwang asked Li Li, who had been following Xiao Yanjin, if he had ever visited the grave for his parents. Li Li pursed her lips and remained silent.

He had a lot of dreams. He dreamed that Li Jiu would grow up and get a good name; he dreamed that Li Yuan's illness was cured and he could run and dance happily; he also dreamed that Xiao Yanjin asked him to leave again; But I didn't dream about my parents, nor heard them say forgiveness in my dream.

It has been too many years, Li Li did not dare to go there and did not dare to have any expectations, maybe he himself was afraid of seeing his parents in his dream; or maybe he would kneel down and beg for their forgiveness when they get together one day.

Yan Gongwang was somewhat disappointed that Li Li did not visit the grave, and his attitude became much colder.But he loves Li Jiu and Li Yuan very much, and will always let them stay with him for a few days, but Li Yuan's illness has not improved.

Six-year-old Li Yuan's face was pale and bloodless, her body was weak, she quietly followed Li Li's side, obedient and obedient.

Li Jiu took good care of this younger sister, taught her to read, teach her to write, and taught her to be the biggest in the world.

Li Yuan's eyes were pitch-black, revealing a bit of aura: "Daddy is big too."

The father she was talking about was Xiao Yanjin, Xiao Yanjin had been hugging her since she was a child, teaching her how to speak, and playing with her.Xiao Yanjin taught her to call her 'Daddy', and the innocent Li Yuan called her 'Daddy'.

Little Li Yuan wondered why she and her father didn't have the same surname

Xiao Yanjin combed her hair, not as skilled as Li Li and Jixiang.He took advantage of Li Li's absence and said, "Li Li is the biggest in the family, so we have to take his surname."

"What about Daddy?"

Xiao Yanjin didn't feel that there was anything wrong with combing her hair for her. He even blurted out without any hesitation when he heard Li Yuan's question: "Daddy is the biggest when encountering danger and can protect you."

The simple and honest girl doesn't know the joys and sorrows in the adult world, she has a few people in her heart and grows up under their protection.

But that winter, Li Yuan's paralysis suddenly became severe, and there was no cure for it. Li Li stayed by her all the time, hugged the painfully pale Li Yuan in her arms, and softly comforted her.

He was so anxious that he was tormenting on a hot pot. There were more than a dozen imperial doctors outside trying to find a way, but none of them could save her, they just said they were resigned to fate.

Xiao Yanjin became angry, this was the biggest anger that Li Li had seen Xiao Yanjin get angry in the past few years, the imperial physician was trembling and used all kinds of methods.

Li Yuan's heart aches very badly, she usually suffers from palsy attacks, but she endures it and passes, this time the palsy attack cannot be relieved.

She hugged Li Li and asked, "Li Li, am I going to die?"

Li Li got angry with red eyes: "Children can't talk, how could you die, you just got sick."

Li Yuan muffled in his arms: "Lili is angry."

"Of course." Li Li flustered, as if he couldn't grasp anything, he stroked Li Yuan's hair: "You can't say such things."

No matter how evasive, but when death is in front of you, you can't deceive yourself.

After all, Li Yuan didn't survive that winter, she walked in Li Li's arms.

Like her name, there will be a day when she flies away.

After Li Yuan left, Li Li lost weight, and when she left, she was still arguing with Li Li, saying that she wanted to go out to play, to ride a horse, and when spring came, the flowers she planted were about to bloom.She finally said that Daddy always said sorry to Lili, but Lili still can't forgive him, Lili is the biggest in the family, and a lot of adults don't have the same knowledge as Daddy, so let's forgive him first.

Li Li planted a lot of flowers in front of Li Yuan's grave. Li Yuan liked flowers since she was a child, so Li Li planted a large area for her.The child he raised for six years was carefully guarded, and one day he passed away in his arms.

The years are long, but life is too short, and the entanglement has already led to death, which is unprepared.

Li Li is always silent, no matter how sad she is, she keeps it in her heart.Xiao Yanjin was anxious about his situation, put aside all matters and took Li Li to leave the capital for a walk.

When he came back again, Li Jiu had already passed the imperial examination and entered his official career. With Xiao Yanjin's support, he made smooth progress all the way.