Li Li

At night, Li Li was tossed by Xiao Yanjin for a long time, her whole body was so hot that her hands were drenched with sweat and she couldn't hold onto anyone.Xiao Yanjin whispered many words in his ear, and the heat fell on his ear, burning from the pinna to the bottom of his heart.

Li Li blinked, he couldn't grasp what Xiao Yanjin was talking about, he leaned against his arms, his eyelids were heavy.

Xiao Yanjin clasped Li Li's five fingers together, and kissed his brows, he felt that Li Li was very enthusiastic tonight.Although Li Li didn't talk much, Xiao Yanjin also noticed that Li Li didn't have much enthusiasm for this in the past, so he stopped every time he did it once or twice.

The breath he exhaled was hot and humid, and his whole heart felt so soft in his ears and temples.

After the rest, Xiao Yanjin hugged Li Li to clean up, then wrapped him in a cloth towel and carried him to the bed.

Two luminous pearls are embedded in the copper pillar carved with auspicious beasts and unicorns, illuminating a corner of the land.When Li Li moved, her body ached and ached, and she was so tired that she couldn't sleep.

Xiao Yanjin rubbed his hair gently with her hands, Li Li lowered her head and picked at her nails, the tops were already scratched and uneven.

Li Li pulled off a small piece of nail with all her strength, and suddenly her hand was caught.

"You wait for me to get the scissors." Xiao Yanjin frowned, Li Li still hadn't changed her nail-picking habit.

Li Li used to bite her nails when she was a child, and the nails were incomplete and ugly.Xiao Yanjin has been refusing to shake his hand, thinking that his fingers are ugly.

He found the scissors in the cabinet, and squatted down to trim Li Li's nails, but he couldn't trim even the flesh was cut out.

"Does it hurt?" Xiao Yanjin touched the flesh without nails.

"It doesn't hurt." Li Li flinched and withdrew her hand.He didn't dare to put his hand in Xiao Yanjin's.

His throat was so dry, his eyes wandered from the kettle on the table, and he tentatively asked: "My lord, aren't you going to sleep?" Xiao Yanjin fell asleep, and he could go back to Li Jiu's place to drink water.

This overly cautious attitude made Xiao Yanjin raise her head sharply, her heart was pulled into a ball.

"Lili, do you still hate me? Even Li Jiu hates me so much."

"How dare a slave..."

"Why don't you dare, if you give me such a knife, I will also be hurt." Xiao Yanjin interrupted him, there was a shattered light in his eyes: "I know it hurts now."

Li Li swallowed hard, but her mouth felt bitter.He opened his mouth but couldn't speak, Xiao Yanjin hugged his waist fiercely, and buried his face in his waist.Li Li could feel the hot and humid waist, and the squatting man suddenly cried.

Xiao Yanjin is a person who is very good at enduring pain, Li Li has been with him for so long and has never seen him shed a single tear.Xiao Yanjin has always believed that tears are worthless. He never cried once when he was bullied when he was a child. It is not worth it for some unnecessary people.

After a long time, Li Li knew that she was classified into these unworthy people.He had never expected it once, so he suddenly seemed overwhelmed by these things, but he would not comfort Xiao Yanjin.

Li Li's throat was sore and bitter, but when he realized it, he pushed Xiao Yanjin away violently.

He used to always look in Xiao Yanjin's direction, but he never looked back.Li Li was crawling in the mud behind him, and he also expected Xiao Yanjin to reach out and give him a hand.In the end, it was pulled out, but it was much, much too late, and he was afraid of falling.

Li Li knelt in front of Xiao Yanjin in fear, her forehead was knocked to the ground and she couldn't say a word, her back was trembling.

Xiao Yanjin didn't feel any pain when she was pushed down, but Li Li's low-key posture was like a knife piercing his heart again, and it hurt deeply.

"You are here to take revenge on me, Lili, you hate me."

Any relationship is nothing more than love to disappointment, discouragement gives birth to hatred, resentment leads to disaster, and it is hard to get over the water.But for some people, after you get used to giving, no matter how sad you are, you will feel very upset.

Li Li didn't dare to act recklessly towards Xiao Yanjin, let alone act recklessly.He is trembling like walking on thin ice, he hasn't hated Xiao Yanjin for so long, but at the beginning he resented him, and now he is deeply afraid of him.

Xiao Yanjin promised Li Jiu to continue studying this morning, but he had nothing to offer, he could only try his best to please him.Now Xiao Yanjin's words are venting to himself, but to Li Li, they are the words that can kill him the most.

Li Li shook her head like a rattle: "Don't dare, my slave doesn't dare."

Xiao Yanjin was in so much pain that she was really helpless with Li Li.All he said and did was like a punch in the cotton, which was useless, Li Li only had subdued fear in front of him.

Xiao Yanjin hugged him into her arms: "Tell me what do you like? What do you love and what do you dislike? What do you hate?"

Li Li was tired, and Xiao Yanjin was tired of dealing with these questions: "It's all good, the slaves like them all, and there is no one who doesn't like it."

Xiao Yanjin could see Li Li's perfunctory, but became more serious: "You like me too, love me again."

Li Li's mouth was thirsty and uncomfortable, he didn't have the energy to talk to Xiao Yanjin about love.He understood many years ago that these so-called love affairs are not as good as a meal and a suit of clothes to keep him fed and warm.Xiao Yanjin actually understands this better than him, but Xiao Yanjin understood at a very young age that it took him many years to learn to grow through a lot of suffering.

Li Li's gaze fell back to the teapot on the table: "Thirsty."

"I'll pour you water." Xiao Yanjin immediately got up to pour water for Li Li, brought it to him and watched him drink it.

When the cup was bottomed out, Xiao Yanjin asked, "Do you want more?"

Li Li shook his head, his requirements are very low now, as long as he can relieve a little discomfort, he will no longer have extravagant hopes, unlike when he dared to make trouble with Xiao Yanjin to say what he wanted.

Xiao Yanjin took the teacup away, Li Li had already given up going back to Li Jiu's place tonight, he touched the good quilt on the bed, and asked when Xiao Yanjin came over, "Are you still doing it?"

Xiao Yanjin was stabbed in the heart by him: "You need to sleep well."

Li Li lay down on one side of the bed, a small space, every time Li Li lay next to Xiao Yanjin, the space she occupied was not much.He sleeps very peacefully and doesn't move much at night.

As soon as Li Li closed his eyes, Xiao Yanjin leaned over, put his arms around his waist, pressed his chest against his back, Xiao Yanjin's warm breath filled the crest of his neck.

"I really want to wake up and go back to more than two years ago. I didn't drive you out."

If Yin Zhen heard this, it would be a joke after dinner for a few days.

Xiao Yanjin is not a person who can say regret, he never knows how to bow his head to admit defeat or want to go back to the past.He is a man who only looks forward in pursuit of rights, and does not look back to remember the past.

Li Li twitched the corner of his mouth, he didn't know whether he was laughing at Xiao Yanjin or himself.Xiao Yanjin was right next to him, but because of him, Li Li couldn't sleep well every time.

In a trance, I don't know whether I am in reality or staying in a nightmare.