Self-inflicted self-inflicted rebirth

Su Chen stood on the balcony where the cold wind was blowing, and the flames at his fingertips were extinguished, and the number of fireworks burned on the balcony was already countless. Even smoking cigarettes one after another still couldn't get rid of the distraction.

The howling cold wind blows on the body, there is no feeling of coldness to the bone, and you can't feel this reality.

Looking at the lights of Wanjia in front of him, and looking at the dimly lit small room with his head tilted, that feeling of being so concerned that his hands are tied up, that unspeakable feeling made Su Chen uneasy.

The moonlight in the night poured into a corner of the room through the glass window, and when he returned to the room, Su Chen sat on the sofa, as long as he closed his eyes, all he could think of was Su Li's innocent little face.

In my mind is Su Li's expression of calling me, and it really...is a very happy expression...

"Love" is such an unrealistic thing, Su Chen thought that he had seen through it in his previous life, bullshit love is just an excuse for people to trap themselves in a small place.

Until now, Su Chen didn't believe in such unrealistic and illusory emotions. Su Chen only believed that what he saw and felt before his eyes didn't come down to love.

It's just that I know that Su Li is the self in my previous life, and I am eager to make up for myself, or that I am obsessed with the self in my previous life, not succumbing to fate, not to this kind of shit.

Everything is due to... Blamed... Twirling his fingers, Su Chen was in a mess and didn't want to think about it anymore.

After a long silence, Su Chen's eyes darkened in the darkness. After a long time, he let out a breath, but the bitterness in his heart still did not lessen, on the contrary, it became heavier.

Since when... Su Li started sticking to her...

Su Chen couldn't remember clearly, it seemed that they were in this world as they should be, they were inseparable.

If he had noticed before... Su Chen couldn't help thinking, but then he suddenly smiled, if he had noticed before, he probably wouldn't stay away, and the result would be the same after all.

In fact, I have noticed it before, I noticed something wrong with Su Li, but I forced myself not to care about it from the bottom of my heart, I have already distinguished myself, Su Li is a living person, and I am two individuals... Separated a long time ago It's clear...

Su Chen is not sure... His thoughts are so chaotic, he always wants to find a beginning to sort them out from the beginning, but looking back, they are already entangled and can't be dealt with.

After all, it was caused by myself. I secretly instilled this kind of thought into the pup. It was the hint I gave to the pup every day with my own hands, and it was also because I tried my best to be good to the pup.

From the very beginning of the meeting, he took him under his wing as a matter of course, never shy away from being nice to him, and loving him...

And Su Li, just obediently followed his own preferences, and maybe he had an illusion about himself, or maybe he was really deep...

A ray of light reflected from the dark environment, the light I want to catch...

Su Chen only felt that good luck tricked others, that Su Li was his own obsession, his own paranoia, and that he had become Su Li's obsession, Su Li's paranoia.

How fair!

The cold moon hanging in the sky took advantage of the cool wind in the night to fall into a deep sleep. Su Chen couldn't tell whether it was late at night or early in the morning.

Unknowingly restless, letting time slip by before his eyes, the hotness in his heart has not disappeared, no matter how he calms down, he has not calmed down.

"I fell in love with myself..." This kind of result was unexpected.

Thinking like this, in the middle of the night, Su Chen unexpectedly fell asleep like this.

At night, the cool wind blew past, Su Chen closed his eyes and groped a few times, then suddenly woke up, looked at the clock on the wall, it was already five o'clock in the morning, and the sky was getting brighter.

He raised his hand and pressed his forehead, he had a terrible headache after drinking, and it was even more uncomfortable after a night of cold wind.

Reluctantly letting himself go, Su Chen opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling above his head. The sky was getting brighter, and Su Chen didn't know what to do. His previous dog-like temper was pretending to be obedient. I won't let it go.

"Crack!"

Su Chen's emptied head suddenly became half-empty, and there was some confusion in the living room. At this time, four or five o'clock in the morning...

"Where are you going?"

Su Chen pushed the door open and walked to the living room. This was the scene that caught his eye. Su Li simply carried a bag on his back, and his hand was already on the handle of the door.

When Su Chen saw such a scene, he was shocked first. Su Chen thought of countless options, how to solve this problem, how to solve this matter, but he never thought that Su Li would leave.

Leaving, in Su Chen's cognition, this option never existed. At this moment, Su Chen's anger surged unconsciously, and he panicked and trembled from the bottom of his heart.

"Where are you going! Where can you go at this time!!!" Su Chen tried his best to calm himself down, making his voice not sound so scary.

Su Chen looked at Su Li's body and immediately froze at the door, Su Li probably never thought that he would be caught on the spot when he left.

"Turn around and look at me." Su Chen roughly knew that even if he suppressed his anger, his tone now was not very kind.

The doorknob squeaked again.

Su Chen only felt a chill behind his back, and hurriedly walked towards that son of a bitch who didn't dare to turn around to look back, and suddenly pressed down the finger that was reluctant to let go of the doorknob, and domineeringly pulled Su Li's fingertips to the door. After the distance of the handle, Su Chen raised his hand and grabbed Su Li's wrist, and pushed him against the wall next to the door.

The anger welling up in his heart made Su Chen seem unable to control his behavior. Su Chen frowned and said, "Su Li, you fucking... are you going to leave? Avoid me? Have I ever said that we'll talk about it tomorrow... "

The more he talked, the angrier he got, the son of a bitch wanted to leave without saying a word, and just walked away?

Su Chen exerted a little force on his hands, and heard Su Li groan softly because of his rudeness, Su Chen suppressed the anger in his chest, but tried to lighten his movements as much as possible, and said in a low voice beside Su Li's ear : "Speak, baby."

For two breaths, being pressed against the wall by himself, Su Li remained silent, without saying a word, just being pushed against the wall without any resistance.

With such an attitude of not responding, Su Chen only felt that the aroused anger was burning more violently. Su Chen said impatiently, "What the hell are you talking about, Su Li, are you trying to avoid me!! Don't be a fucking dumb, and then Stuffed you try."

Letting go of the arm pressed against the wall, Su Chen immediately grabbed the collar of Su Li's chest and questioned him face to face.

"You want to run away? Just wear such a fucking dress at night and carry a small bag, where do you want to go? Ah, you are fucking capable, Su Li, try to go away, Walk out of this door, and I'll break your leg."

Su Chen said: "Look up, look at me, what the hell is on the ground!!"

Su Chen looked at Su Li's look, this boring look, as if everything was boring, Su Chen didn't know why this happened, at least it was normal until last night.

They were in a stalemate, just like this, as if Su Li didn't want to respond to what Su Chen said.

After a while, Su Chen suddenly laughed, and tightened his grip on Su Li's neckline, and said coldly, "Okay, then don't talk."

After finishing speaking, Su Chen forcefully broke Su Li's chin, before waiting for Su Li's reaction, he kissed him deeply...

The moment they kissed, Su Chen's heart seemed to tremble suddenly. Seeing Su Li's pupils suddenly dilated, with an unbelievable look, Su Chen couldn't tell what it felt like at that moment, that throbbing feeling. ...

When his tongue was about to pry Su Li's lips and teeth open, Su Li struggled a few times, but pushed Su Chen's body away and took a few quick breaths.

Su Chen looked at Su Li's staring eyes, stretched out his hand to support Su Li's body that couldn't stand because of his weak legs, looked at Su Li's flushed eyes, Su Chen seemed to say casually: "What do you want? This is it."