Self-inflicted self-inflicted rebirth

Recently, it has been raining continuously, such continuous drizzle, suddenly like a dream, when it touched Su Chen's beam of light, it was like this at that time, and there was a thunderstorm, Su Li still remembered it vividly, it was the first time For the first time someone stood up for themselves.

Su Li used to spend a long, long time thinking about his delusions, his paranoia, where and when did his distorted emotions come from.

There is no answer.

When I realized it, I couldn't extricate myself. From the inside to the outside, from the beginning to the end, there was no room for others in my eyes and my heart. The whole world was Su Chen. That was Su Li's only light in this world. .

Su Li thought that he had always been a cold person, with a cold heart, a cold person, and a cold temperament. Only when he met Su Chen did Su Li know what warmth feels like. Makes one want selfish monopoly.

This kind of abnormal emotion is like a pot of highly poisonous but full-bodied spirits, knowing the result of drinking it, but still gulping it down, flocking to it and enjoying it.

In the dark room, Su Li closed his eyes and lay on his back on the sofa in the room. The room was peaceful, except for the regular sound of rain beating on the glass windows.

Su Chen had already been picked up by Chi Yu to go to work, and Su Li was the only one in the quiet apartment.

Su Li was a little irritable, but more anxious and restless.

Opening your eyes, you can see a corner of the sofa through the light from the curtains, where there is a tablet lying quietly, and the screen of the tablet is still on.

Xiang Mixia, today's top traffic in the entertainment industry, the small flat screen is full of this extremely beautiful person.

She has a face like a crabapple flower, tall and tall, with bumps and bumps, and her delicate little face seems to have a smile at any time. This kind of smile seems to make the sun to push away the darkness from the clouds.

Looking at the bright flat screen in the dark, Xiang Mixia is holding Su Chen's arm openly, walking on the red carpet, or any auction or dance.

It's dazzling...

Seeing Mi Xia's bright smile on the screen again, Su Li expressionlessly took the pillow beside the sofa in his hand and threw it away, completely covering the only light source in the darkness.

"An eyesore."

Su Li was a little irritable, and looked out of the window through the gap in the curtains. The drizzle gradually changed its sound, becoming more violent and violent.

Su Li's eyes were gloomy, and he reached out his hand to take out the cigarette that was pressed under the book from the drawer of the coffee table in the bottom corner.

Like thousands of times, skillfully lit, the smell of tobacco swirled down the nostrils and poured into the stomach, walked to the window, looked at the street below the apartment building, Su Li felt a little calm.

Su Li didn't like touching cigarettes, never liked them, and even hated them terribly, but this kind of rough, primitive stimulation could make people forget the boulder pressing on their hearts a little bit.

This kind of smoke, which is so light that there is no smell, is different from spirits that make people forget their troubles, because spirits cannot cover up the smell of alcohol.

Su Li is very obedient, whether it's real or pretending, he has always been like this in front of Su Chen, Su Li doesn't plan to change anything.

"Honey, get a towel here."

The sudden sound in the living room made Su Li's hairs stand on end. In a panic, the sparking cigarette butt touched Su Li's palm. Su Li frowned slightly, and quickly pressed it out.

"Ali?"

There was a sound at the bedroom door, and the footsteps got closer and closer. Before he could hide the cigarette case in the drawer when he approached the coffee table, the bedroom door was already pushed open.

Su Li suddenly stopped in his tracks, and quickly stuffed the cigarette case into his trousers pocket with the extinguished cigarettes.

"elder brother."

Su Li held back his slightly stiff shoulders, turned around and smiled at Su Chen, and asked softly, "Brother, why are you back?"

Su Li moved his eyes downward, and saw a white-gray British short-short blue cat with a world-weary face in Su Chen's arms.

"Baby, get a towel." Su Chen glanced at Su Li, walked into the bedroom, and sat on the sofa in Su Li's bedroom with the British shorthair cat that was drenched in the rain.

Su Li glanced guiltily at the lighter on the table, it wasn't conspicuous, but it was very conspicuous.

Su Li took the towel and handed it to Su Chen: "Brother, where did the cat come from?"

"This is Zhao Yaoze's wife." Su Chen took the bath towel, threw the fat cat into the bath towel, rubbed it, and wiped the wet cat hair with the bath towel.

Su Li was slightly surprised: "What?"

Su Chen put the fat cat on his lap, looked up at Su Li and said, "This is Zhao Yaoze's wife, she was raised at Chi Yu's house before, and he is going to S city on a business trip, you are not at home, take her here Let you raise it for two days."

"Come here baby, you don't like this kind of hairy ones, you can hold them and blow them dry."

Su Li stood at the same place and looked at Su Chen, his footsteps seemed to be tied with dozens of kilograms of iron. The light smoke was just light in taste, it was not completely tasteless, Su Li felt a little regretful, if Su Chen knew that he was not what he appeared to be. So well-behaved, what will be the reaction.

When Su Li was contemplating, Su Chen stood up and walked to Su Li's side very quickly, just two steps away.

Su Li's body stiffened, and he took two steps back.

"What? Don't you like it?"

Su Li shook his head: "No, brother, I like it very much."

Su Chen squinted his eyes and stared at Su Li quietly. Su Chen's eyes were deep and deep. Su Li only felt that Su Chen was suddenly like an impenetrable pool of water.

"Smoking?" Su Chen raised his eyes and suddenly looked into Su Li's eyes and asked calmly.

Su Li's expression changed, he held his breath, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he said in a trembling voice, "No."

Su Chen held the short in his arms, looked at Su Li's stiff expression, squinted his eyes, and continued to ask calmly: "Did you lie?"

Su Li's mind seemed to go blank, his fingers unconsciously grabbed the corner of his trousers, his face turned pale but he resigned to his fate and said, "It's over."

"Which one?"

"No."

Su Chen put the cat on the sofa beside him, and then stood in front of Su Li, seeing that he was standing stiffly like a primary school student, not daring to breathe.

Su Chen patted the pockets on Su Li's body, followed his chest to the sides of Su Li's waist, and then went to Su Li's trouser pockets.

Su Li's body became more and more tense with Su Chen's movements, his complexion was pale, the temperature of Su Chen's palms walking on his body was scorching hot, Su Li was like a frightened cub, panicking and trembling unconsciously with.

Su Chen whispered: "Don't move."

Su Li only felt that his chest was tight and he couldn't breathe, so he closed his eyes resignedly to his fate, waiting for the verdict of fate.

Su Chen took out the red cigarette case from Su Li's trouser pocket with his fingers, and snorted coldly: "You can really hide it."

Then he glanced at Su Li, and casually threw the cigarette case into the trash can.

Su Li's face became ugly, and he blurted out: "Brother, I was wrong."

"Your rebellion is really late, when did it start?"

Su Li pursed her lips, feeling very guilty: "UK, I can't sleep when I'm in school."

"Brother, I'm not rebellious, I'll listen to you, I won't move."

Su Li spoke in a hurry, as if he was swearing something.

Su Chen sighed: "I never asked you to be a gentleman, nor asked you to study hard, nor asked you to push yourself so hard."

"There is no such thing as only state officials are allowed to set fires, but ordinary people are not allowed to light lamps. Stop smoking rotten cigarettes."