Self-inflicted self-inflicted rebirth

The dim light weakly illuminated the silent room, and the slender and long smoke slowly burned on the slender fingertips. The smoke was lingering, and Zhang Mingxuan's sharp-edged face was looming...

"Why don't you stay with Ah Li, what are you doing lying here without a shape?"

Shen Yan's steady and soft voice appeared in the quiet room. Zhang Mingxuan, who looked like a villain and a dude, lay carelessly on the sofa in the room, with a slowly burning candle between his fingers. cigarette.

"If I don't go, someone will accompany me."

Zhang Mingxuan responded slowly with a low voice, and suddenly stepped on the coffee table in front of him, which made a harsh creaking sound.

"Sit down, Xiao Ming." Shen Yan cast a glance and then spoke softly.

The corner of Zhang Mingxuan's mouth curled up, and he looked at Shen Yan who was leaning on the desk and watching something seriously.

"Humph."

"I don't, you come here and stab me?"

Zhang Mingxuan frowned at Shen Yan's eyebrows, then raised his eyes and didn't speak, just looked at himself quietly.

"Don't look at me like this, you will only make me want to move around, I will not be able to control myself, Ah Yan..."

Shen Yan put down the document in his hand, lifted his chin slightly, looked at Zhang Mingxuan, squinted his eyes, and said nothing.

The dim light cast Zhang Mingxuan's shadow on the yellowish wall, and the room was quiet.

After a while, Zhang Mingxuan sat upright and extinguished the fireworks in his hand.

"I'm really jealous. I'm so jealous that I'm going to die. How can someone who has nothing to do with you have an intimate relationship with you, and I, and I, have nothing to do with you!" Zhang Mingxuan's tone became more serious, with a bit of hoarseness .

Shen Yan continued to move, flipped through a few documents in his hand, sorted them out, held them in his hands, and did not listen to Zhang Mingxuan's words, Shen Yan calmly walked towards the door.

"Let's go, Xiao Ming."

"You never look me in the face!!!" Zhang Mingxuan hoarse.

Shen Yan's footsteps stopped suddenly, and she unconsciously tapped the document in her hand, then squeezed it tightly.

"You don't take me seriously, you think I'm a kid, you fucking think I'm just a..."

Zhang Mingxuan stopped talking suddenly, walked around the sofa table, Zhang Mingxuan walked to Shen Yan's side, leaned casually against the wall, and suddenly smiled.

"Sometimes, I really want to get you drunk, and while you're unconscious, I'll fuck you to death, and see if you're covered in my stuff, and see if you're still like this... huh? I'm a fucking dispensable..."

Shen Yan frowned, turned around and looked at the frivolous but extremely serious child.

"Shut up, Xiao Ming, I don't want to hear this from you."

Zhang Mingxuan paused for a breath: "But I can't do it, I can't afford to lose, if you wake up and look at me with disgust and indifference, I... here, I'll be damned in pain!"

Zhang Mingxuan tapped his heart with his finger...

Shen Yan looked back at Zhang Mingxuan, then moved away and continued to walk forward.

"boom!!"

"Ok!"

There was a loud noise with a few muffled hums...

Zhang Mingxuan pushed Shen Yan between himself and the wall, blocking Shen Yan's path...

"I don't want to hear you say this, get out of the way."

Zhang Mingxuan lowered his head slightly, and looked at the man in his arms: "You are always very calm, you don't want to hear me say this, what do you want to hear?"

"A love story?"

Zhang Mingxuan approached Shen Yan's ear, exhaled lightly, rubbed the tip of his tongue against Shen Yan's earrings, and leaned forward a little, onto Shen Yan's body, with a little coaxing at the end.

The earrings were wet, and the dull eyes suddenly became sharper. He pulled a little distance away, raised his head to stare at Zhang Mingxuan, and said in a steady voice, "Xiao Ming, get up."

"Hmm!" Zhang Mingxuan snorted again, his eyes moved down a little bit along his tired eyes, and a cold and ruthless black iron lump pressed against his waist and the wound he had suffered last time.

"Ha ha."

Zhang Mingxuan smiled suddenly, pressed it forward stiffly, and said nonchalantly, "Take it well."

Zhang Mingxuan tilted his head and gently kissed Shen Yan's neck...

The iron bump on his waist unceremoniously pressed his chin, and the indifferent voice with a bit of emotion came again.

"Xiao Ming, be obedient."

Zhang Mingxuan looked at Shen Yan's bright red lips, pursed his lips, grabbed that life-threatening hand, and slowly moved it down, letting it touch his chest.

against a beating heart...

"Being a person who has nothing to do with you, I would rather you hold my heart and use this to pass through, I will not howl, nor sad, just quietly disappear in your world, and then... forever lives in your memory..."

Zhang Mingxuan spoke seriously and swears, and looked directly at Shen Yan's deep and murderous eyes.

Zhang Mingxuan stretched out his hand to lift Shen Yan's chin, and gently continued the action just now, rubbing his teeth against Shen Yan's neck, and kissing him lightly like a treasure...

Immediately after that, it was like a rainstorm, biting with his teeth, as if he wanted to rub the person in his arms into his bones and take it as his own.

"Zhang Mingxuan, are you crazy?"

Zhang Mingxuan's movements stopped for a moment, the man got angry and called his name.

"Yes, I'm going crazy, then you...just treat me as a crazy person."

Zhang Mingxuan's slender fingers touched Shen Yan's waist: "If you don't like it...just shoot..."

The moist feeling stimulated Shen's disgusting senses, and he appeared in this quiet and somewhat dim room with an ambiguous voice. He was pressed against the wall again, and his strong arms imprisoned him again...

"Hmm!" Shen Yan snorted, frowned, and put his hands on his throbbing chest but couldn't let go.

Just like that rainy night a few years ago, and like the isolated island a few years ago, my heart is soft after all...

"Don't bite, Xiao Ming, it hurts."

Shen Yan felt Zhang Mingxuan paused, and he stopped moving...

"What? Don't continue?"

Shen Yan squinted her eyes, put away the things that were on Zhang Mingxuan's chest, and looked at the child who was lying on top of her and suddenly became stiff.

"Huh? Bluffing?"

Zhang Mingxuan's body froze, and he was hit...

Shen Yan moved his body, opened the distance, looked at Zhang Mingxuan's guilty eyes calmly and indifferently, and then kissed the corner of his mouth...

Zhang Mingxuan's eyes widened, he couldn't believe it, the teardrops overflowing from his eyes looked like broken pearls...

"Cried?"

Shen Yan was suddenly tightened and hugged desperately in his arms: "Ah Yan, don't torture me..."

"do not do that……"

Zhang Mingxuan seemed to be trembling slightly, tears poured out uncontrollably, and his chest was sinking...

"Ah Yan... Ah Yan..."