Square inch by Kyushu

On this day, Gu Yanxi drank tea and read as usual, lying on the rattan chair in the small courtyard basking in the sun, closing her eyes and resting her mind.

He seemed unaware of the "turning upside down" outside the courtyard wall.

Qingyu was originally a cautious person, but the running around in the past few days and the change of the current situation had already made his nerves extremely tense, and he couldn't help being a little powerless when he acted.In addition, Gu Yanxi didn't do any strange actions for many days, and what he did every day was fixed and unchanging. It was really boring and heavy, which made it hard for him not to take it lightly.

Therefore, when he opened his eyes again, he was no longer in the General's Mansion, but in a cave where the sun was out of sight.He yelled in his heart that it was not good, but at this moment his whole body was tied up like a rice dumpling.Besides, he felt that he hadn't just been in a coma for an hour or two, so no matter how bad it was, it probably wouldn't help now.

Thinking of this, he calmed down instead.

Now that things have come to this, it is better to let nature take its course.

Then he started, calmly trying to find a way to get out of here.

After finishing Qingyu, the other hidden guards became nothing worth mentioning in Gu Yanxi's eyes.

So when he was in the general's mansion, no one would know him when he traveled through mountains and traced trails, and stepped on water vines, and no one could stop him after he cracked the mechanism and entered the hall.When he walked into the secret room under the general's mansion, it was like entering a land without people.

But the word "Li Muge" still has weight after all, so he was extra careful every step he took, and kept recalling the road map drawn after countless visits in his mind.

Finally, after every step of the way, they finally found the "cage" where Ji Yiran was imprisoned.

Before entering the "cage", he remembered the bet he had made with Li Muge.

What he bet on was that Li Muge would not be able to win the Kingdom of Xi within one month.If he wins, Li Muge will let him go; if the opponent wins, he will hand over all the confidential information of the other three southern countries—Jin, Chu, and Yue.This is tantamount to offering with both hands the Zhufenglou that he had planned so hard to obtain.

And that envelope was the bargaining chip he showed: some of the confidential information of Jin.

He didn't know, Li Muge hadn't noticed the relationship between his bet and Ji Yiran, but now no matter whether he made a bad move against him or just used his tricks, he could only take it all.

After all, Ji Yiran can't wait anymore, and he can't wait anymore.

Even if this step is a trap, he has no choice but to jump off it willingly!

Ji Yiran has spent too long in this dark prison, so long that he has already forgotten what it means for the sun to rise and the moon to set, what it means for the stars to change.Now, time is long darkness and boundless silence for him, as if he is in a tomb, unable to distinguish whether he is dead or alive, from fear to despair, from despair to numbness, day after day.

So when the stone door rang softly, he was in a daze as always—there was a sound from the stone door every day, and it was the sound that kept him alive—the food delivered would tell him: he was not dead yet.But the person who delivered the food never made any sound, not even the sound of breathing. At this time, he would doubt whether he was still in the world?

Today, he thought, the same is true.

But even so, he still wants to live, even if life is worse than death, or walking dead.

So he walked to the stone gate as usual, quietly waiting for the food to be delivered from the dark compartment.

At this time, the stone gate suddenly swayed, and at the same time made a loud noise.Then a ray of warm yellow light came in instantly, and it came suddenly accompanied by the footsteps and breathing of "one person"!

The long period of darkness has made him afraid of the light, Ji Yiran wanted to see the light, but his eyes were instinctively closed.At this moment, his heart is full of remorse and anger, because he knows that maybe he is about to miss the last chance to see the light in this life.

But at this moment, his body was suddenly supported by someone, and an unusually familiar voice whispered in his ear: "Yiran, Yiran." As soon as this voice came out, tears burst into his face instantly.

He felt that he must be dying soon, but it was a worthy death to have such a beautiful dream before he died.

Seeing Ji Yiran who was so delirious, Gu Yanxi couldn't help frowning, and without hesitation, stabbed the silver needle in his hand into the other's Baihui acupoint.

Ji Yiran felt pain at the moment, opened his eyes suddenly, and saw Gu Yanxi in the dim light.

It's not Gu An, it's not someone else, it's just Gu Yanxi - that long-lost face deeply imprinted in my heart.

"Are you finally willing to see me? Am I dead?" Ji Yiran raised his hand to lightly touch the face that made him miss it day and night, tears already flooded unconsciously.

Gu Yanxi didn't answer him, she still had a calm and indifferent face, but her hands had already involuntarily embraced him into her arms, and the wrinkles on her brows had also been tied into a tight knot, which had never been untied from the beginning to the end.

With just this embrace, Ji Yiran already knew that not only did he not die, but he would bid farewell to this hellish despair forever.

Before walking out of the secret room, Gu Yanxi tore off a corner of his clothes and covered Ji Yiran's eyes to prevent the sudden strong light from damaging his eyes.Ji Yiran held Gu Yanxi's hand tightly like a child, the cold sweat on his palm revealed his strong anxiety.

Gu Yanxi looked at Ji Yiran, who was trembling like walking on thin ice, and felt very distressed.And when he thought of the great changes he would face next, he felt even more guilty.

Thinking back three months ago, Ji Yiran was still a king and overlord, with a heroic spirit.But now things have changed, and nothing remains.And thinking of every word Jiuye said before he died, he was even more speechless to trust him.

But things have come to this point, and we can only plan for the best in the worst situation. After all, Feng Shui takes turns, and it is unpredictable.

Ji Yiran didn't know what Gu Yanxi was thinking, she was still immersed in this sudden dream, thinking that all suffering would end.

After rescuing Ji Yi, Gu Yanxi did not take him out of the general's mansion in a hurry, but led him back to her bedroom first.

Back in the room, he gave Ji Yiran simple injections to promote blood circulation in the brain so that he could adapt to the light as soon as possible.But he is not a doctor after all, and he can only do some basic treatment.

After Ji Yiran took off the blindfold, his vision was still blurry, but he could already see Gu Yanxi clearly.

At this moment, his eyes seemed to be glued to Gu Yanxi's face, and he never missed it for a moment.

"Yanxi, you...do you still blame me?"

Unexpectedly, the first sentence after a long absence was actually this sentence, Gu Yanxi felt a pain in his heart.Walking to him with a wry smile, patted his shoulder, shook his head and said, "Yiran, I will never blame you in my whole life, nor have I ever blamed you."

"But I blamed you. I blamed you for changing since you went to Nanqin. I blamed you for never forgetting Huangfu Guangbo. I blamed you for always protecting me like a child...but I blame you for leaving me behind. Died alone. But I don't blame you now, I don't blame anything, not because you saved me, but because you came back to life." After that, Ji Yiran got up abruptly, and hugged Gu Yanxi tightly from behind arms.

Gu Yanxi wanted to break free, but when a warm streak brushed against his neck, he could only close his eyes and sigh softly in his heart, tightly holding Ji Yiran's hand.

He found that for the Ji clan, he seemed to be able to make compromises constantly.

Whether it's towards Master Jiu, towards Yiran, or towards his absurd life experience... Could this be the so-called "fate"?

So, whether it was because he had already predicted Ji Yiran's unusual feelings for him, or tried his best to blow him up and stay away from the court, in the end, he still couldn't avoid such a result?

People, in front of the giant wheel of fate, are either pushed forward or crushed to death.And those successful resistances are nothing more than running faster and a little farther away from fate.

The warmth of his hands made Ji Yiran's tears even more violent. He had waited too long for this moment.With dry lips biting round earballs, Ji Yiran's kiss ran down the back of Gu Yanxi's neck, madly and fiercely.

Gu Yanxi closed her eyes tightly and bit her lower lip. Since he owed him everything, and since the things he will face next are all thanks to him, why not let him get his wish this time.He should also feel the pain he has to endure, otherwise how can he feel at ease?

Seeing that Gu Yanxi did not resist at all, Ji Yiran thought that his infatuated love for many years had finally shaken him, so he was ecstatic in his heart, tentatively pressed his lips on his lips, and tentatively pushed the tip of his tongue deep into the sandalwood.

Gu Yanxi's body trembled suddenly, and she just wanted to instinctively push the person away.But when his hand reached the opponent's chest, he restrained his strength abruptly.Finally, he slowly closed his eyes, letting the endless darkness completely obliterate his entire world.

At this moment, Li Muge's face suddenly appeared in his mind.

He thought of his kiss.The same softness, but different warmth; the same entanglement, but different breathing.

He was taken aback by his own thoughts, but he had to admit it with a helpless smile in his heart.

When he came back to his senses, he found that he was pressed to the ground with his clothes half stripped.Ji Yiran in front of him looked at him longingly, his hands brushed over every inch of his skin eagerly.

His eyes and palms were hot, but he only felt a bone-chilling coldness.

It turns out that this kind of thing would be so disgusting if it was someone else?

It turned out that he could only accept Huangfu Guangbo in this life, no matter whether he became Li Muge or anyone else.

At this time, the tip of the other party's tongue slipped out of his mouth flexibly, sticking to the crystal liquid, and quickly moved over his whole body - from the pinna to the ear lips, from the crest of the neck to the tip of the nipple, rolling over one by one with incomparable attachment, leaving Under the intoxicating bright red.

Ji Yiran had imagined scenes like this thousands of times in his dreams, and all the links were familiar to him, and they had become part of his instinct.

Gu Yanxi still closed her eyes tightly, just letting him get whatever he wanted with a blank expression.Although the body had a reaction, it didn't have the slightest pleasure/feeling transmitted to the brain.

Your body can lie to you, but your heart can't.

Although he has always been alienated and indifferent, with a high degree of self-control, it does not mean that he has no heart.There are also times when he cannot convince himself, and he also has obsessions that cannot be overcome.

At this moment, he finally understood that some things really cannot be forced.

If you are reluctant to come, then you will be forced to bear it.

He bit his lower lip desperately, resolutely sealing all the pain in his body.Don't reveal any of your emotions.Even at this time, he is still the Gu Yanxi who "can't bear what others can't bear", right?

Besides, it was his own choice.

When everything was finally over, all the sounds stopped abruptly. At this moment, the silence in the house was shocking.

Ji Yiran, who regained his sanity, looked at Gu Yanxi with a little worry, and saw him who had always loved Jie lying motionless on the cold floor, letting his body be stained with blood and his body sticky and smelly.

His eyes are very light, very empty, very pale.As if nothing happened just now, or everything that happened just now has nothing to do with him.

"Yanxi..." Ji Yiran's voice was a little guilty, but there was no regret in his eyes.

Tentatively, she stretched her hand towards him, and as soon as her fingertips touched the other's cheek, Gu Yanxi suddenly lay down on the ground and began to vomit faintly.As if to pour out all the internal organs in the body.

At this moment, he felt that although he was in a mess, his heart was surprisingly peaceful.

Because, at this moment, he was no longer so afraid, and he saw Ji Qishun no more.

Perhaps, this method can also be regarded as a kind of compensation... The author has something to say:

To be honest, I revised this chapter N times... N times... N times... I changed it and changed it, and finally used the first draft.

After thinking about it for a while, I think this kind of plot is in line with the character's heart. Although I have struggled with this part of the plot for a long time, I still have to kill it!

There is guilt after writing, but no regrets.

PS: The article involved the plot of fresh meat and was locked.It should be the pure version now...