fall in love, pass by

Jian's mother leaned on Jian's father and burst into tears, "Afan, how can you behave like this? Is it because our education is wrong? If you have something in your heart, please tell us, we did not do well, we can change, you , how can you, how can you like men! Gay, how can you be gay! Oh my God, what the hell have I done! God wants to do this to me!" Mother Jian said and cried, and finally Sitting on the ground with Jane's father, weeping.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Jian Yifan also cried. He knelt aside and felt very uncomfortable. Both sides were his favorite people. It was a last resort for him to come out and hurt his parents, but he and Ke An If you want to be together forever, you have to face these sooner or later.

"Afan, Afan." Crying and crying, Jian's mother suddenly took a few steps forward and grabbed Jian Yifan's arm who was kneeling beside her, with tears in her eyes full of hope, "I, let's see a doctor, shall we?" ? This is abnormal! Let’s go to a psychiatrist, there must be a solution! You must correct it! Otherwise, how will you let your mother live!”

"Mom..." Jian Yifan looked at his mother sadly and shook his head, "Mom, it's not a disease, I'm just like everyone else, but I fell in love with a man!"

There was a clear and crisp slap on the face, and Jian Yifan's right cheek suddenly felt hot and swollen, and Jian's mother looked at him incredulously, and said hoarsely, "Is this not a disease? What is it?" Isn’t it a disease? Others like girls, get married and have children, it’s a matter of course, but you like men! Isn’t this a disease? So is it only people who like women who are sick? "

"Mom, that's not what I meant. It's just that heterosexuals account for the majority. There have been cases of homosexuality since ancient times. There were also people with broken sleeves in ancient times. How can this be called a disease? Anyway, I just like him. I want Be with him!" After speaking, Jian Yifan's expression became more determined, and Jian's mother looked at her stubborn son, and couldn't help crying.

At this time, Father Jian who took out a feather duster from behind the living room door came over, and he slapped Jian Yifan hard on the back. Cursing, "I'll kill you, you shameless guy, I'll beat you to death! Shameless! It violates common sense of ethics, you're fashionable, fuck a man? Why don't you mess with you and fuck a man? I'll beat you to death!" Dozens of lashes in a row.

Jian Yifan didn't dodge and grit his teeth to bear it, he said in a trembling voice, "Dad, as long as you can feel better, even if I am beaten to death by you, I will have no complaints, but please don't get angry."

"How dare you say that? Are you still afraid of our bodies? How can you do such a thing if you are so filial!" After the words fell, Jian's father slapped Jian Yifan on the back with all his strength, and there was a slap , the feather duster was broken in two, and Jian's father picked up the ashtray on the coffee table angrily and wanted to smash it down. If this thing was smashed down, it would definitely kill someone, but Jian's mother snatched it off, she cried and cursed, "You're crazy! Do you really want his life?"

Jian's father suddenly aged ten years, he slowly let go, the ashtray fell to the floor tiles and broke into several pieces, he walked up to Jian Yifan and raised his hand to slap him hard, straight Jian Yifan fell to the ground in a dizzy tinnitus, and it took him a long time to recover. He looked up at his father, who was about to speak, but saw that his father, who was always hot-tempered and upright, shed a line of tears, and suddenly choked up and couldn't speak. .

Father Jian looked at him, his lips trembled, and finally he said, "You, get out, get out immediately! If you still want to be my son, don't like men! If you are stubborn, get out! I will treat you as my son! You think it over for me!"

"Dad!" Jian Yifan cried out in pain. Looking at the heartbroken faces of his parents, he got up from the ground and knelt down straight, "Dad, Mom, since you don't want to recognize my son, the son will not recognize me." You can only be unfilial! Although you don't recognize me anymore, you two elders are still my parents, I really love him, and I love you both." He kowtowed three times.

"You!" Father Jian's face showed old sorrow, he waved his hand and almost shouted, "Get out, get out!!!"

Jian Yifan kowtowed and went back to his room to pack his things, bought a train ticket and went back to school. Before leaving, he heard his mother's mournful cry and his father's suppressed sobs, but he didn't look back. He believed that his parents would one day will understand him.

Because it is still on the verge of the Spring Festival, train tickets are not easy to buy. There is a train from City A of C to City F of D at 01:30 in the morning. Jian Yifan waited for three hours before finally getting on the train. It wasn't crowded, everyone looked sleepy, and most of them were already asleep. After putting away his luggage, Jian Yifan lay down on his berth. His back was in a burning pain and he couldn't touch it at all. He took out his mobile phone to take a picture Looking at his own face, it was ugly, and the slap marks were still clearly red on his face. He sighed and looked at the time.

It’s already this point, Ke An should be asleep, thinking that he put his phone back into his pocket, folded his clothes, and fell asleep on his stomach like this. Because the heavy snow never stopped, the train was moving slowly, and it took about three hours. The drive turned into nearly five hours, and I didn't arrive at the site until after five o'clock.

Jian Yifan yawned and got out of the car with his luggage on his back. He stood at the exit of the quiet and lonely station. He exhaled a cloud of white mist and stood on the side of the road for twenty minutes before hailing a taxi.

It is still during the holiday, basically there is no one in the school, but the school gatekeeper is a single old man, and he has not returned home during the Chinese New Year, so he lives in the school. Jian Yifan stretched out his frozen hand and patted the electronic Tiemen, shouted, "Uncle Chen, please come out and open the door for me, Uncle Chen, Uncle Chen."

Jian Yifan yelled for a long time before the guard room was opened, and the old man Chen, who was wrapped in a blanket, with sleepy eyes and messy hair, walked out impatiently. He was shivering from the cold and cursing. , "Who? Early in the morning?"

At first sight, it was a familiar face, but after careful consideration, it occurred to me that it was a student in the school who couldn't help wondering, "It hasn't started yet, why are you back at school?" As he spoke, he opened the electronic door with the remote control.

Jian Yifan shyly bowed his head to old man Chen and said, "Uncle Chen, I'm really sorry, my parents went on a long trip, and I didn't go because I thought I was about to graduate. Anyway, there is no one at home, why don't you go back to school and study hard?" Review your homework and prepare to find a company for an internship."

"Oh, that's it, this person doesn't have a natural talent at all, he just relies on hard work, but you are too hardworking, you wait until I get the key and I just gave it to you, and the dormitory manager also went home to celebrate the New Year Alright, she left the key to the iron door of the dormitory for me to keep, you can use it and don't lose it." With that said, old man Chen went back to the room and took a bunch of keys to Jian Yifan.

Jian Yifan thanked him gratefully, "Thank you, Uncle Chen."

Old man Chen waved his hand to express that he didn't need to thank him. He looked at Jian Yifan's face with some hesitation and said, "You, your face..."

"Oh, this, I accidentally made it okay." Jian Yifan said it was okay, and even poked his face, he said, "Then I'll go back to the dormitory first, I'm sorry to disturb your sleep, I'll buy some at noon Hot dishes to have a meal with you."

"Okay, then go back to the dormitory." Old man Chen sighed as he looked at Jian Yifan who was dragging his luggage to the dormitory. Of course he didn't believe his excuse, but it was his own business, since he didn't want to say it , he didn't need to ask further.

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