fall in love, pass by

After some exercise, the two took a shower and left the school together. The hot pot restaurant at this time can be said to be the peak time for eating, and they queued for 10 minutes before they finally got a seat.

After taking a seat and ordering the dishes, he started eating quickly. Across the steaming hot pot, Jian Yifan looked at Ke An, who was enjoying his meal, and kept picking up hot dishes for him. Watch him eat.

Ke An seemed to be aware of Jian Yifan's gaze. He stopped his chopsticks only to realize that he hadn't eaten much. He couldn't help saying, "What are you doing? I'm full just by looking at it? Eat quickly, and you won't be able to eat if you cook it for a long time." It's delicious."

"It's okay, I'm not too hungry." He said, scooping up the cooked bacon and putting it in his bowl.

Ke An curled his lips, stuffed something into his mouth, and lowered his voice vaguely to ask, "When did you start liking me?"

Although he spoke vaguely and in a low voice, Jian Yifan could hear clearly. He held his chopsticks on his chin and thought for a while, as if recalling the scene when he first met Ke An in the dormitory, his hearty smile and enthusiastic expression. The self-introduction left a deep impression on Jian Yifan, and Jian Yifan fell in love with him at first sight because he didn't come. It was a strange feeling, his smile fascinated him so much and he couldn't help it.

Seeing him laughing alone, Ke An didn't answer, so he couldn't help but hit his chopsticks with his own chopsticks, and immediately made a crisp slapping sound, "Hey, what are you thinking? Huihun, I'm giggling endlessly, hurry up and say .”

Jian Yifan pursed his lips and groaned with a smile, "You really want to know?"

Seeing his expression deliberately whetting his appetite, Ke An curled his lips, picked up a piece of beef from the hot pot, and chewed it viciously, as if the meat in his mouth was Jian Yifan, and picked it up after swallowing it Eyebrows said, "Be lenient when confessing, and be strict when resisting! If there are lies, you will end up like this!"

"So ruthless?" Jian Yifan held back his smile, and had to put on a solemn expression and coughed twice, "Well, actually..."

Jian Yifan's tone was low and drawn out, and he spoke slowly, which made Ke An, who had pricked up his ears, lean forward involuntarily, carefully catching his voice so as not to miss a word, and couldn't help but stare at Jian Yifan's opening and closing. He moved his lips and uttered a word, which made Ke An startled.

"It was love at first sight, and it was love at first sight," he said.

"One, love at first sight?" Ke An was stunned, with a strange expression on his face, "Then you know that there may be no results, but you have always...persisted? And...from the day you registered as a freshman..."

Jian Yifan didn't think too much, raised his lips and said, "Well, I thought I would have a crush on you until we graduated from university and we went our separate ways, and then in the days to come I might forget that you met someone else, or I would always miss you, But fortunately we are together, but I am sorry to drag you on this road, but don't worry, no matter what happens in the future, I will stand in front of you."

When Jian Yifan said the word "in the future", Ke An's body trembled visibly, and his expression became a little stiff. He lowered his eyelids and pursed his lips, "So you treated me so early..." Ke An smiled He smiled and didn't talk.

Jian Yifan's enthusiastic eyes and words did not get Ke An's response, which made his eyes darken a little. He only thought that Ke An entered this circle, and everything was not ready yet, so he understood very well, so he nodded, and the two We chatted about other things individually, and we went back to school together after dinner.

They hugged each other to sleep at night, and since they didn't have a long talk, Jian Yifan felt that Ke An might need time. After all, it takes courage and time for a person to recognize that he is gay and think about the future.

It's just Ke An, I love you more than anything else, I have the courage to face our future and bear any words, what about you?

It was silent in the middle of the night, and the beautiful moonlight shone into the dormitory through the cracks in the curtains. In the dark dormitory, two men breathed evenly. Efforts made by one person, but the brave person in the relationship will always be hurt by the timid person. Although they love each other, because of various ties and practical problems, they are advancing bravely together, desperately keeping this hard-won relationship, But the other is constantly retreating because of fear of various practical problems, and between advancing and retreating, it must be falling apart and falling apart.

Today, Jian Yifan's promises about the future scare Ke An, because he has never thought about the future at all. The pressure of public opinion from his parents and society makes him afraid when he thinks about it, and it is impossible for him to be with him. Parents showdown and come out!He even began to regret his impulsiveness.

In the early morning, the weak light of winter came into the dormitory, Jian Yifan had finished washing, he was still swaying by the bed, and Ke An, who had no sign of waking up, said, "Ke An, wake up, you have a compulsory course this morning If you don’t go, you will be scolded.”

Ke An, who was disturbed by Jian Yifan's dream, snorted a few times, only to feel that the voice in his ears was very noisy, and he just slapped him without even thinking about it. Perhaps such things happen often, and Jian Yifan caught it with one hand as if he knew it in advance. The slapped hand pulled Ke An up.

Only then did Ke An wake up a little bit, opened one eye and narrowed his eyes and mumbled, "Oh, get up right away."

Jian Yifan smiled lightly, and let go of his hand, "Today I made an appointment with my tutor to talk about the internship, so I'll go first, I'll buy breakfast for you and put it on the table, put on more clothes today, and go outside It's snowing." He said and bent slightly.

Ke An was kind, squinted his sleepy eyes and kissed him on the cheek and replied, "Okay, I see, you can go."

"Well, good." Jian Yifan left the dormitory contentedly, until he heard the sound of the door being gently closed, Ke An yawned, rubbed his eyes and began to put on his clothes.

After washing up, Ke An picked up what Jian Yifan bought on the table, put it in his mouth, and left the dormitory. He couldn't help shrinking his neck when it was cold outside, and looked out from the corridor on the third floor of the dormitory to see the vast expanse of whiteness outside. If it really snowed as Jian Yifan said, it seems that it fell all night last night, but now the snowflakes as big as goose feathers are still floating.

On the way to the teaching building, there were only a few students passing by in twos and threes. Some were in a hurry, and some stopped to appreciate the first snow this year.

This school is considered a prestigious school in D City, with a large scale and good environmental facilities. The teaching building and the dormitory are separated by a tree-lined path. The lake sits between this secluded path and the dormitory building, and it naturally has some scenery here when it is snowing.

But Ke An didn't have time to stop and watch. He trotted all the way towards the classroom building, barely catching up with the time and not being late.

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