fall in love, pass by

On the seventh day of the first lunar month, Ke An came back to Jian Yifan to pick up the plane. As soon as he got home, Milk ran around Jian Yifan's feet, making "barking" sounds from time to time, completely ignoring Ke An. Ke An was very surprised, "You , where did your dog come from?"

Jian Yifan smiled and bent down to pick up the milk and said, "It's called milk. I picked it up on the side of the road. You don't mind if I raise it?"

"Pick it up?" Ke An stretched out his hand and poked Milk's head, immediately greeted with a low bark of dissatisfaction, Ke An said with a smile, "You will pick it up, the market price of this dog is several thousand, okay Well, let's keep it."

Jian Yifan didn't know much about dog breeds. He ran his hand along Milk's hair and asked curiously, "Oh? Do you know what kind of dog it is?"

Ke An nodded and looked at the milk, "This is a Pomeranian, a small dog, with a very docile and lively personality, quite noisy, huh? It looks like it is more than a year old, right?"

Jian Yifan seemed a little happy, and sat on the sofa with the milk in his arms, "Yes, I took it to the hospital for vaccinations and asked the nurse, who said it was one and a half years old."

"That's okay. It's more difficult to raise a puppy. By the way, how are you doing at home? I called you several times and you didn't answer. Are you busy?" Ke An also leaned on the sofa , stretched.

"Ah..." Jian Yifan avoided Ke An's sight, pretending to tease the milk, "A little bit, many cousins ​​in the family are getting married in the first lunar month, so they are a bit busy."

"Then why don't you call me back?" Ke An was slightly dissatisfied, and reached out to snatch the milk in his arms. The milk immediately struggled, and its front paws crawled forward, trying to crawl back into Jian Yifan's arms. Ke An Seeing this, he snorted and picked up the ham on the table, tore off the packaging and fed it, and the milk stopped making noise immediately, and he licked his mouth and ate the extremely delicious ham.

Glancing at the traitorous milk, Jian Yifan felt a little helpless, and spread his hands, "Okay, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I should have called you back as soon as I was free, can't I be wrong? ?”

"Hey, it's not too bad." Ke An let go of his hand and put the milk on the ground, and Ke An rolled over and sat on Jian Yifan's lap and hugged his neck, "Then you make it up to me."

"Okay." Jian Yifan smiled, hugged Ke An, put one hand on the back of his head, put one arm around his waist, licked his earlobe and neck with the tip of her tongue, and said in a low voice, "When the time comes Don't cry and stop."

Ke An groaned and said with a smile, "I won't."

The days are as warm as ever, with a little flatness. Occasionally, the two will quarrel over some trivial matters, but this does not affect the relationship between the two, but it is the mediator of life. But as the weather gets warmer, another When the graduation season of [-] was approaching, both of them knew that something was coming.

After returning from work and having dinner, they took Milk together and went for a walk in the park. Along the way, Milk jumped up and down, always running in front of them excitedly. One of his legs was a little lame, so his pace was a bit slow when he ran, but he didn’t It affects its happy running. When it runs a long distance, it stops and looks back when it finds its owner is still walking slowly behind. It makes a few 'barks' to express its dissatisfaction, but it still obediently lies on the ground and waits for them. When they approach, it continues to go. Run ahead.

"Look at how happy it is." Ke An couldn't help feeling a little envious when he saw Milk running freely.

Jian Yifan nodded in agreement, "Yeah, I don't know if milk is bothersome, but even if it is, I'm afraid I don't know."

"There should be, but we don't know." Ke An said with a sigh, "Time flies so fast. I still remember that we just graduated at this time last year. I didn't expect it to be another year." Ke An held his lips and smiled, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Jian Yifan glanced at him and his heart throbbed for no reason, "If... if you think being with her is better than being with me in the future, will you regret being with me? At least you can be fair..."

"Afan, will you?" Ke An smiled and didn't answer directly.

Jian Yifan shook his head and smiled wryly, "No."

"Then neither will I. I will never regret falling in love with you and being with you." Ke An stopped and looked at Jian Yifan with a firm expression that he had never felt before.

"Will you think of me after that?" Resisting the urge to touch Ke An, Jian Yifan turned his face away and hid it in the darkness.

For some reason, this sentence made Ke An feel uncomfortable. He tried his best to restrain his emotions and said to Jian Yifan with a smile, "Yes, if one day we are all old, then these days when I'm with you will become my life. The only memory worth remembering and cherishing in my lonely old age, I will keep you in my heart and hide it well." After a pause, Ke An said very seriously, "Afan, I'm sorry."

Jian Yifan raised his head to force back the tears rolling in his eyes and said, "What are you sorry for? It's not you who are sorry for me, but this cycle of ethics that cannot be broken for thousands of years. What you choose is right. Just don't forget me. .”

"Afan..." Ke An opened his mouth to speak but stopped.

Jian Yifan stretched out his hand and rubbed his hair and smiled brightly at him. In a trance, he returned to his college days. The days when he didn't think too much and fought and played carefree every day. Before Ke An could speak, Jian Yifan Fan waved to Milk who was waiting for them, "Milk, we are going home."

Milk let out a 'woof', turned his head to look at the park that was still a short distance behind him, and was a little reluctant to part, but he still wagged his tail and ran back to Jian Yifan and followed him back home.

At night, Ke An fell asleep in Jian Yifan's arms, and Jian Yifan just hugged him like this. They were not talking, just listening carefully to each other's heartbeat and breathing in the dark, and Jian Yifan could feel Ke An's warm breathing. On his own chest, and the hot tears scalding his chest, Ke An tried to call Jian Yifan at around three o'clock in the morning, and found that Jian Yifan was already asleep, so he slowly raised his head to look at his face , Stretching out his hand between his eyebrows to draw his outline over and over again, nose, eyes, mouth, eyebrows, these are all the facial features he is familiar with, tonight he will firmly engrave this face in his heart.

Slowly pulling away Jian Yifan's hand holding him, Ke An quietly got up and put on his clothes, he leaned over and kissed the sleeping Jian Yifan, stroked his face and said, "Afan, no matter what I decide You have to believe that I love you, although we can't be together, but you have to remember that I love you forever, in the next life... the next life, shall we be together?" Tears rolled down Jian Yifan's face, Ke An hurriedly Taking a step back and observing him, he was relieved to see that he hadn't woken up. He wiped away his tears and said, "I will be reborn as a woman in my next life. Wait for me, and I will definitely find you."

After speaking, Ke An turned and walked out of the bedroom. When closing the door, he took a deep look at Jian Yifan for the last time, and closed the door gently.

The moment the door closed, tears flowed from the corners of Jian Yifan's closed eyes. He moved his lips and made a hoarse voice, "Okay, I'll wait for you in the next life."

The body curled up slowly, his arms were empty, and Ke An had already left.

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☆, postscript

Seven years later.

On the weekend evening, Jian Yifan and his three-month-pregnant wife brought milk to the night market together. Maybe there were too many people and Milk was reluctant to go by himself. Jian Yifan hugged it, and the two chatted while walking in the night market. Su Haimei said, "Yifan, I want to buy some maternity clothes. I have gained weight recently, and I can't wear the clothes I just bought."

Jian Yifan nodded and said apologetically, "I was negligent, let's go, there is a shopping mall in front."

Su Haimei smiled and was very considerate, "I can't blame you, you've been busy with work recently, you work overtime every day and come back so late, how can you worry so much, in fact, I can buy it myself, but I still want to talk to you Spend more time together."

Jian Yifan nodded and said, "Thank you for your hard work. I will ask for leave to bring my parents to take care of you when the company slows down a bit next month."

Su Haimei quickly said, "It's okay, my parents are far away from us, and the long and hard ride in the car also made the old man suffer. In fact... If you don't mind my mother saying that she wants to come and take care of me, you see, my parents' house is also far away from ours." It’s not far away in the same city, what do you think?”

"Ah?" Jian Yi and Fan Wei hesitated, "But running at both ends is also very troublesome..."

Su Haimei was slightly disappointed, and was about to say, 'Forget it, it's fine', when Jian Yifan said, "Let your parents come and live together, it's convenient, if you want, I'll pick them up tomorrow night. "

"Really? Then I'll call Mom when I get home." Su Haimei smiled immediately, very happy.

Looking at Su Haimei's pure and joyful face, Jian Yifan felt guilty instead. All he could give her was to treat her as best he could, and he couldn't give more. He nodded and was about to speak, milk But suddenly he jumped out of his arms with a bark, and ran directly to the opposite side of the road, barking while running. Just as Jian Yifan was about to tell him to 'come back carefully', he saw a man in a suit The man who was about to enter the hotel turned his head, Jian Yifan subconsciously hid in the crowd, the assistant next to the man looked surprised at the puppy running straight towards them, and was about to step forward to block In front of the man, the man showed surprise and called out the dog's name: milk.

Ke An squatted down, regardless of the fact that he was wearing a brand-name suit and had to meet a client later, and picked up the milk. The milk happily rubbed against his arms, making a cry of joy. At this time, the assistant next to him opened the door with doubts. "President Ke, do you know this dog?"

Ke An replied without further explanation. He held the milk and looked on both sides of the street, looking around but did not see the person he wanted to see. He couldn't help showing disappointment, and he said, "Milk, why are you here alone? ? Did you get separated from him?"

Milk's whimpering seemed to respond to Ke An, but it didn't seem to be the case. Ke An smiled and thought, "That's right, he loves you so much, how could you lose you? He must not want to see me, so he is hiding somewhere now." Bar."

Ke An held Milk full of nostalgia, buried his face in Milk's chubby body, felt his breath, does he hug you like this every day?you are so happy.

At this time, the assistant beside him looked at the time and reminded, "Mr. Ke, the representative of the other company has arrived, and we will be late if we don't go in."

"I see." Replied lightly, Ke An patted Milk's head and put it on the ground and said melancholy, "Let's go, go back to him, don't leave him."

Speaking of Ke An, he turned around and walked into the hotel. Seeing that Ke An was about to leave, Nai Nai yelled "Wow, woof" and was about to follow in, but was stopped by the hotel receptionist, but Nai Nai had to wag his tail and turn around in place, and from time to time yelled at Jane. Yifan called twice in the direction where he was, and Jian Yifan ran to Milk and took it away before driving him away from the hotel.

Going back to the opposite road, Su Haimei asked strangely, "Isn't that Ke An just now? If I remember correctly, weren't you two very close before? Why don't you go say hello?"

"As you can see, he's the big boss now, and I'm just an ordinary person. It's normal for us to lose contact with each other. Okay, let's go to the mall." He rubbed Milk's head as he spoke, as if he had just The place where Ke An buried his face was still warm, but Milk was not happy, and lay in his arms with his eyes closed, motionless, as if he was angry why he didn't show up just now.

Su Haimei smiled and reached out to touch the milk and said in surprise, "I never thought that milk would still remember him after so many years, it's incredible."

Jian Yifan nodded and didn't speak, but he couldn't help but feel sentimental in his heart. Even after seven years of milk experience, he hasn't forgotten you. What about me?I don't know what you said about coming to me in the next life, will you still remember it in the next life?

Although the distance between the two is only a road and two buildings, it is actually a road that cannot be crossed in a lifetime.

Even the unexpected encounter between the two seven years later was going in opposite directions, one was going forward, the other was going backwards, and they went in two directions.

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