Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

The beauty of allowing Mori Ogai to restore his memory is that he can more intuitively feel what kind of great help he has missed to trust him wholeheartedly.

Shuji Tsushima did not expect Mori Ogai, the leader of the port mafia, to change anything because of this.That man's personality is like this, unless he is forced to let go of the shackles of the organization that he has been carrying for a long time like the end of the root world, it is possible to show some emotional temperature.

Unfortunately, this does not include him today.

Deliberately leaving the most impactful picture until the end, the reason is due to some bad taste of the director, other than that, it has no meaning.After Mori Ogai has been baptized by various bloody stomachache scripts, and then the content of Osamu Dazai risking his life to protect him is revealed in front of his eyes, this is the long-awaited picture of Shuji Tsushima.

As it turned out, his approach was uncommonly effective and equally unethical.

After the servers are merged, the world conditions of both sides frequently appear, and discordant voices often resound in the ears of the selected characters.

Ogai Mori probed everything about Dr. Mihua Town Mori through the intelligence network of the port mafia, and then involved many incidents and every piece of information he got, trying his best to provoke his nerves.

It was as if some weird person with ooc written all over the rest of the face was completely identical except for his face, jumping around desperately before his eyes.He has a gentle personality, he is a well-respected clinic doctor in the neighborhood, and he is a full-fledged child-controller. He seems to wish to engrave all the excellence of his own children on his face, and shows just the right amount of shyness, so that people will not think that he is It's showing off.

The image of such a small clinic doctor was presented to Mori Ogai in the form of documents through the port mafia's very powerful intelligence network.

At this point, he had to believe that the man in the photo who put his hand on the shoulder of the middle school student Osamu Dazai and smiled brightly was another possible "self".

Like a silly dad.

Immediately afterwards, Pandora's Actor's sudden visit and some information revealed by himself made the man who was jokingly called a humanoid computer officially declare that the CPU was short-circuited.It was as if after the overlapping mysteries were dissipated, the reality did not clear the clouds as expected, but what greeted him was a thicker and deeper fog.

Mori Ogai didn't quite understand the meaning of Pandora's words. What he revealed was too absurd and completely overturned his previous cognition.

The figure of the man in military uniform gradually overlapped with the youth in his memory, and the curvature of his slightly curled curly hair was also similar.They already have the same face, even if they are dressed slightly differently, it is difficult to distinguish the difference between the two through their appearance.

Pandora's Actor, he has also experienced a past similar to Osamu Dazai. Combining some details of the last meeting, it cannot be inferred that these contents are similar to Osamu Dazai's time in the port mafia.Otherwise, there are some things that cannot be explained, why this man disguised himself as Dazai Osamu in the mimic incident, came to the chief's room, and argued with himself about the license to open the business.

In the next second, before he could even take a short breath, Mori Ogai's thoughts were interrupted by the flood of memories flooding his mind.

It was a piece of content that didn't exist in his mind, and the man could bet that he had never experienced it before.I haven’t been to that slightly dilapidated small clinic for many years. After being firmly established as the leader of the port mafia, for safety reasons, Mori Ogai seldom returns to the underground clinic he has used for many years. Ashes.

No doubt it was a terrible experience.

Different from the usual suicide behavior, Osamu Dazai's actions at that time were crazier and more purposeful.He slashed his wrist mercilessly, and dragging his bleeding body, he ran all the way from the port mafia headquarters to a nearby river, plunged in and followed the waves.

Knowing the information at that time, I had no choice but to go to find someone, and take the drenched boy back to my underground clinic nearby to implement first aid measures.It was also at that time that something unexpected happened.

It turned out that it was his first meeting with Pandora's Actor, and he witnessed the "death" of Osamu Dazai.

Compared with now, the 15-year-old Osamu Dazai's face is much more immature, his facial features have not fully developed, and he looks quite childish.Perhaps because of being too worried, after using the worst means to lure himself away from the headquarters, he failed to persist in the disguise to the end.

Facing his own questioning, the child was defeated, as if in an instant, the fortress that had been built with difficulty in the past collapsed.He is still the child who trusts his father wholeheartedly, even if the feelings he gave will never be reciprocated, he is stubborn and refuses to give up.

He was afraid, afraid of the man who appeared to be the owner of the coffee shop, afraid that he would have more contact with Mikhail.It was this fear that broke through Osamu Dazai's disguise and exposed everything he tried to hide.

The child blocked countless killers for himself, cleaned up those who threatened his position as leader without a trace, and even took that fatal bullet in front of Pandora's Actor.He showed his truest side, no matter what he experienced, he was a young man who would hide behind his father and put this trust in the most suitable place.

Osamu Dazai couldn't die, and he knew it at that time.

Mori Ogai recalled, the child's trembling when he timidly grabbed the corner of his clothes, that overly cautious look, in anyone's eyes, it was a very distressing expression.However, at that time, my attention was completely attracted by what Pandora said.

Knowing that Osamu Dazai once possessed the power of a hound, his first reaction was how to maximize the use of this ability to bring more benefits to the port mafia.Based on how well the child knew him, it was not difficult to infer this point. He still stood firmly by his side and never flinched.

He recalled the year when Osamu Dazai was in a wheelchair. The boy, who was permanently disabled, was uncharacteristically, sleepless, and tried his best to complete the tasks that gave him a headache, and handed in countless perfect answers. The benefits brought about are enormous and unimaginable.

Osamu Dazai just didn't want to be left behind by him, his body was already disabled, he could only prove that he was still useful in terms of strategies.However, at that time, I knew nothing about the truth, misinterpreted all the actions of the young man, and fear grew wildly.

A very important memory of him was erased, and he didn't know that the child was so afraid of Mikhail.Limited by intelligence, the best solution he can come up with may be the worst choice, personally pushing Osamu Dazai to hell.

He single-handedly destroyed that child.

After getting this memory that has been erased for a long time, Mori Ogai had to admit that even he, the moment he witnessed that scene, there was a wound in his heart that was difficult to heal.

It is an emotion that is not "correctly" recognized. The scene of Dazai Osamu "died" for him is like a string of the most powerful viruses, easily defeating the tightly operating system.

For such an extremely brief moment, a certain thought that would never have occurred in the past appeared in Mori Ogai's mind.He wants to protect this child, this child who has given everything for him, no matter what the result is.

His infallibility had gone awry.

Perhaps this is one of the reasons why Pandora's Actor chose to erase this memory.

"Mr. Mori, I really appreciate you very much."

A familiar voice rang out, making Mori Ogai, who was forced into memory, return to reality.Pandora's Actor had a smile on his lips, and in the dimly lit closed house, this smile that didn't reach his eyes made his expression quite strange.

"At first, I was still thinking about how to dedicate the sacrifice to the gods, but you did all of this for me. In the end, I was just pushing the boat along."

He mentioned the beginning of all the tragedies back then, and mentioned Mikhail, whose life seemed to be a joke.

"Although only the skin is the same, that man is the existence I have admired for many years. He made me fall, and I fell into confusion. I can only do this, leaving the last place for him in my heart, and mending it from time to time. At least Don't let this memory fade."

Therefore, he mercilessly treated the created Osamu Dazai as a sacrifice to the gods. The image of his beloved was beautified countless times through memory, and it seemed to become an inviolable existence.

It's a pity that Mikhail has a similar skin, but the inside is completely different from that person.Knowing this well, Pandora's heart seemed to be divided into two parts. One half knelt down beside the god's throne, begging for mercy from those who would never return, and the other half spurned all the counterfeit goods and threw them away.

Two diametrically opposed emotions collided, intertwined, fused, and mixed into the current him.

Mori Ogai rubbed his fingertips unconsciously, deep in thought.

"In what capacity did you say these words?"

He needs to know more about Pandora's Actor's status.

If everything this man said is true, then he should be similar to the character that Osamu Dazai showed during the port mafia period, and there may be other reasons for his current appearance.

From his understanding, it was absolutely impossible for Osamu Dazai to show such a chaotic side.

"Of course it's Dazai."

Pandora answered as a matter of course, even though he had no resemblance to Dazai Osamu except for his face, he still smiled lightly, like the closest person, and didn't care about showing his naughty side.

"This is what Mr. Sen gave me. Mr. Sen said that the leader is the leader and also the slave of the organization. I just apply what I have learned and change it a little."

Since Mori Ogai can sacrifice Oda Sakunosuke for the license to open a supernatural ability, he can also sacrifice the child he created for the future of this world by applying what he has learned.

"It's just the most primitive instinct. That child can bear it. Maybe there will be some minor problems in terms of psychology and physiology, but it doesn't matter. He can always overcome this hurdle."

Mori Ogai: "..."

It seems that the positions have been changed, and the situation is quite similar to the original mimic incident.The death of Oda Sakunosuke hurt Dazai Osamu in an extraordinary way, but this time he was the one who was sacrificed. I wonder if Mori Ogai can roughly understand what Dazai Osamu was like back then?

Pandora's Actor took out his mobile phone and carefully selected a photo that he had cherished for a long time from the album.

The content of the picture is unsightly. There is a very stiff smile on the corner of the mouth of the bruised teenager, and there is no intact skin on his body.His eyes were empty, and even though he was enduring unimaginable atrocities, he still dared not take any action of resistance because of excessive fear, timidly trying to get a little gentle treatment through acceptance and obedience.

I don’t know how Pandora’s Actor obtained this photo. Osamu Dazai in the picture is a little more immature than now. Some scars are too familiar to the eyes of this former underground doctor, so familiar that he has difficulty breathing , There were bursts of tingling pain in the lungs.

It was a photo of him being tortured by Mikhail.

Mori Ogai's pupils constricted suddenly, the aura surrounding him was cold and frosty, and his eyes fell on the man with unknown meaning.

"Look, this kid has learned to smile."

Pandora giggled, as if seeing the most satisfying funny stage play in the world, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.

"Are you angry?" he asked in a faint voice.

"If Mr. Mori can have feelings at this time, it should be the same as I was back then."

"I just want you to feel it too."