Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive
Chapter 310 Ah, I'm Alive Again
The young man's eyes were covered with mist, and his pupils were hidden behind the too obscure color, and soon they were swallowed by the too deep darkness.Those kite-colored eyes were like a dead pool of water, unable to make any waves, hiding a kind of determination that ordinary people couldn't understand.
Osamu Dazai leaned down, and placed a soft kiss on the lips of his lover who still had some lingering warmth.Even if the disgusting bloody smell spread in his nasal cavity, he remained unmoved and stubbornly completed his actions, like a pilgrimage.
He has lost too much, and from now on, he doesn't want to give up any more.
Pandora's Actor left after dropping the threatening words, with madness in his eyes.There is no doubt that the man's next target is Mori Ogai, who is staying at the headquarters of the port mafia, and he deliberately mentioned it in front of Osamu Dazai in order to further destroy him.
Only in this way, the overwhelming despair will crush the young man, penetrate into the bone marrow from every pore, and realize his ultimate long-cherished wish.
"Sigma." Osamu Dazai stood up, his legs showed no signs of inconvenience, and with a hoarse voice, he softly called the name of the young man behind him.
"Yes……"
The young man, who was vaguely aware of what the other party wanted to do, pursed his lips and couldn't help clenching his palms.
Osamu Dazai didn't stay where he was for too long, he wanted to get to where Mori Ogai was as quickly as possible.However, the wheelchair used for transportation was destroyed in the chaos just now. With the incident as the center, the surrounding order seemed to be out of order. It was not easy to arrive in time, and he had no more time to waste.
He took one last look at his lover who had lost his voice, his bangs drooped from his forehead, covering his eyes, and solemnly asked, "Take care of him."
Sigma looked down.
The pain from the chest was indescribable, the dull pain from being squeezed by a heavy object, mixed with bursts of pain as if the spleen and lungs were being torn apart, it was difficult for the young man with strange hair color to control his facial expression and maintain a calm attitude Give a response.
He just bit his lower lip tightly until the bloody smell stained his tongue, and he barely suppressed the choking of his voice.
"I see." Sigma murmured.
Hearing this too helpless answer, Osamu Dazai was silent for a while, unwilling to turn his head to look at his child's expression.
Contrary to the words that Pandora's Actor used to mock him, Osamu Dazai really cared about very few things in his heart, just a few people.
Many of his feelings have been wiped away in the endless river of time. No matter how important the treasures in his heart are, they are like sharp stones at the bottom of a sleeping pool.
There are many things that he can't be true at all.
Mr. Sen is no longer a father he can rely on, and the feelings they pay are not equal.No matter how much I am willing to do everything, what I get is mostly merciless use and fear, and eventually become the victim of the best solution.
Fyodor is no longer his lover, and their positions are completely opposite. The one who uses his feelings first is doomed to be the loser, which has been verified many times in history.
There was also a time like that when Osamu Dazai, who had suffered a complete defeat in a chess game, had an emotional breakdown in front of the Majin.
Facing a lover who has no memory, he once cried until he was out of breath, with big teardrops rolling down his cheeks, completely contrary to Osamu Dazai's usual personality.As a result, it is conceivable that the demon will not care about these at all, and even because of the young man's defeated performance, he deeply feels that his judgment has made a mistake.
With such a Dazai Osamu, there is no need for him to be too vigilant.He thought he was one of the few of his kind in the world, but in the end, it was just his illusion.
However, Osamu Dazai can't resent at all. Under the brainwashing of emotions, he can always find the most reasonable explanation to deceive himself so that he doesn't look so pathetic.
In addition, the only person he cherishes left is Oda Sakunosuke, who has become the bottom of the port mafia.It is also the only important friend whose attitude has not changed since the reincarnation started.
Even so, the other party always died due to Mr. Mori's schemes in reincarnation, and did not end well.
Osamu Dazai could not resent the culprit of the whole incident, but the cracks in his heart became more and more serious, and the young man struggling in the cycle of reincarnation finally ushered in confusion.So he chose to deal with it in another way, ignoring some unthinkable issues, and remained silent.
Only in this way can he cooperate with his obsession, strengthen the last fortress called emotion in his heart, and hold on to the emotion that has been destroyed by reality to the point of fragmentation.
Today, this fortress, which can be called the last line of defense, has taken in a new member.
It was a child born from his blood, born in suffering, but possessing the genes of himself and his loved one.
This alone is enough reason for Osamu Dazai to accept Sigma.
He opened his lips and teeth lightly, and his tone contained endless guilt, "Sorry, I left you alone."
The young man who was stunned in place stagnated for breath.
The words have come to this point, no amount of action will be enough.It's better to harden your heart and let go of your feelings in advance before they vent out like a flood of dikes, and it will be more enjoyable.
Obviously, Sigma also understands the meaning of this passage.
Osamu Dazai had no intention of coming back alive.
Although according to Pandora's Actor's plan, he will definitely not let Osamu Dazai die in a real physical sense.But as a container capable of carrying the original power, there are many ways for Osamu Dazai to "survive" in the world, and he can even become a dead thing like a "book", never waking up.
Sigma understood that if he allowed Osamu Dazai to leave, the only thing he could wait for was Sleeping Beauty who fell into a deep sleep.The prince who could wake him is no more, and the fairy tale is headed for the worst possible ending.
But compared to the dead bones walking in the world, eternal sleep is a relief for Osamu Dazai.
He didn't ask such meaningless words as 'do I have to go?'.
Sigma watched the curly-haired young man leave, and as his back disappeared into the depths of the crowd, his well-trimmed nails were pressed too hard into his palms, leaving a few scars oozing blood.
He didn't take a step after all.
Withdrawing from this overly obscure and complicated emotion, the young man grabbed the collar of a certain child beside him, seemingly preventing him from getting lost in the noisy and chaotic crowd, but actually there was another reason.
Sigma snatched the skateboard from Edogawa Conan's hand, fearing that he would slip away, and followed Osamu Dazai all the way away, warning sharply, "Don't run around, this is not something ordinary people can handle."
The intention was easily seen through, the boy hastily retorted: "But──"
"I don't care what high school detective you are. There are many things in this world that you don't understand. Interfering rashly will only kill you."
Sigma raised his voice, looked gloomy, and faintly mixed with a little anger, and did not hesitate to expose some content that Edogawa Conan tried his best to hide on weekdays.
He wasn't surprised that the other party was a high school detective. Mr. Fyodor had already informed him of these things in advance.In addition, in a certain sense, Sigma himself is also a detective, and he will not have any admiration for it, and his attitude will not be reserved.
"You can also understand Mr. Dazai's mood, who killed that Maori lady in front of you, and then went to kill your father, can you remain indifferent?" The young man sighed, and briefly recalled Edogawa Conan's interpersonal relationship, giving an example.
"This kind of thing..."
The young man was stunned.
A similar development was the worst possible possibility for him.That is, the identity was exposed by the organization, and all the people close to him became the targets of the organization's obliteration, and he was powerless to stop it.
For Osamu Dazai, he seemed to maintain his calm on the surface, but in fact he had already made a self-destructive decision in his heart, and this reaction was perfectly normal.
Now Dr. Mori is no longer the original him. As a person involved in the dark forces, it is impossible to follow the routine operation. Seeking help from the police in this situation has successfully made the status quo a knowledge blind spot for Edogawa Conan. .
There are still too few things he can do. The identity of the leader of the port mafia directly blocks all the solutions he can think of, but he can't ignore the crisis that Dr. Mori and Brother Dazai are about to encounter...
The boy's mind was in chaos, no matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't break free from the shackles of this seemingly thin man with strange hair color.The whole body was still in great chaos, and the humming of the fire engine from far to near hit his eardrum together with various noises.So much so that Edogawa Conan didn't notice at the first time that a character who was very close to him stopped nearby.
Edogawa Ranpo still had that smiling face, as if the turmoil hadn't aroused his interest, and he wouldn't treat it with the most serious side.
He waved his hand and greeted him briskly, "Ah, Mr. Sigma, what a terrible scene."
"Mr. Ranpo? And Dr. Xie Ye!" The young man was slightly stunned. After seeing the doctor that no one in the detective agency dared to provoke, his eyes flashed with a luster called Xiji, "Why are you here?"
Even if Pandora's Actor said so, but if it was with Dr. Yosano, Mr. Fyodor might still be saved!
He pursed his lips nervously, his gaze inadvertently turned over the body of the young Russian man lying on the ground, and his pupils constricted suddenly as he was stimulated by the bright red eyes.
"Hmph! Nothing can be hidden from a good detective! You must thank me after this."
Edogawa Ranbo put his hands on his hips, and his overly confident performance was a shot in the arm, which made Sigma's high-hanging heart barely drop.
"Is this Dazai's boyfriend?"
Unexpectedly, Yosano Akiko on the other side did not investigate Fyodor's situation carefully at the first time, but just roughly observed the other party's face, frowned, "It is impossible to distinguish him from Mi Hayle's difference."
She didn't have a good impression of that man.
"And Dr. Xie Ye! Father... Mr. Fyodor, can he still be saved?" Seeing the other party's unhurried behavior, Sigma asked anxiously, even ignoring the elementary school student who was grabbed by the collar in his hand , the light gray eyes seemed to be falling into the light, and they were closely watching Yosano Akiko.
"I already know the details. He is not an ordinary human being, and his definition of death is also different from ours."
"What do you mean?"
Since this is not a good place to display supernatural powers, Yosano Akiko was not in a hurry to start treatment.She stared thoughtfully at the corpse on the ground whose heart had stopped beating, and said softly, "That means he can still be saved."
Osamu Dazai leaned down, and placed a soft kiss on the lips of his lover who still had some lingering warmth.Even if the disgusting bloody smell spread in his nasal cavity, he remained unmoved and stubbornly completed his actions, like a pilgrimage.
He has lost too much, and from now on, he doesn't want to give up any more.
Pandora's Actor left after dropping the threatening words, with madness in his eyes.There is no doubt that the man's next target is Mori Ogai, who is staying at the headquarters of the port mafia, and he deliberately mentioned it in front of Osamu Dazai in order to further destroy him.
Only in this way, the overwhelming despair will crush the young man, penetrate into the bone marrow from every pore, and realize his ultimate long-cherished wish.
"Sigma." Osamu Dazai stood up, his legs showed no signs of inconvenience, and with a hoarse voice, he softly called the name of the young man behind him.
"Yes……"
The young man, who was vaguely aware of what the other party wanted to do, pursed his lips and couldn't help clenching his palms.
Osamu Dazai didn't stay where he was for too long, he wanted to get to where Mori Ogai was as quickly as possible.However, the wheelchair used for transportation was destroyed in the chaos just now. With the incident as the center, the surrounding order seemed to be out of order. It was not easy to arrive in time, and he had no more time to waste.
He took one last look at his lover who had lost his voice, his bangs drooped from his forehead, covering his eyes, and solemnly asked, "Take care of him."
Sigma looked down.
The pain from the chest was indescribable, the dull pain from being squeezed by a heavy object, mixed with bursts of pain as if the spleen and lungs were being torn apart, it was difficult for the young man with strange hair color to control his facial expression and maintain a calm attitude Give a response.
He just bit his lower lip tightly until the bloody smell stained his tongue, and he barely suppressed the choking of his voice.
"I see." Sigma murmured.
Hearing this too helpless answer, Osamu Dazai was silent for a while, unwilling to turn his head to look at his child's expression.
Contrary to the words that Pandora's Actor used to mock him, Osamu Dazai really cared about very few things in his heart, just a few people.
Many of his feelings have been wiped away in the endless river of time. No matter how important the treasures in his heart are, they are like sharp stones at the bottom of a sleeping pool.
There are many things that he can't be true at all.
Mr. Sen is no longer a father he can rely on, and the feelings they pay are not equal.No matter how much I am willing to do everything, what I get is mostly merciless use and fear, and eventually become the victim of the best solution.
Fyodor is no longer his lover, and their positions are completely opposite. The one who uses his feelings first is doomed to be the loser, which has been verified many times in history.
There was also a time like that when Osamu Dazai, who had suffered a complete defeat in a chess game, had an emotional breakdown in front of the Majin.
Facing a lover who has no memory, he once cried until he was out of breath, with big teardrops rolling down his cheeks, completely contrary to Osamu Dazai's usual personality.As a result, it is conceivable that the demon will not care about these at all, and even because of the young man's defeated performance, he deeply feels that his judgment has made a mistake.
With such a Dazai Osamu, there is no need for him to be too vigilant.He thought he was one of the few of his kind in the world, but in the end, it was just his illusion.
However, Osamu Dazai can't resent at all. Under the brainwashing of emotions, he can always find the most reasonable explanation to deceive himself so that he doesn't look so pathetic.
In addition, the only person he cherishes left is Oda Sakunosuke, who has become the bottom of the port mafia.It is also the only important friend whose attitude has not changed since the reincarnation started.
Even so, the other party always died due to Mr. Mori's schemes in reincarnation, and did not end well.
Osamu Dazai could not resent the culprit of the whole incident, but the cracks in his heart became more and more serious, and the young man struggling in the cycle of reincarnation finally ushered in confusion.So he chose to deal with it in another way, ignoring some unthinkable issues, and remained silent.
Only in this way can he cooperate with his obsession, strengthen the last fortress called emotion in his heart, and hold on to the emotion that has been destroyed by reality to the point of fragmentation.
Today, this fortress, which can be called the last line of defense, has taken in a new member.
It was a child born from his blood, born in suffering, but possessing the genes of himself and his loved one.
This alone is enough reason for Osamu Dazai to accept Sigma.
He opened his lips and teeth lightly, and his tone contained endless guilt, "Sorry, I left you alone."
The young man who was stunned in place stagnated for breath.
The words have come to this point, no amount of action will be enough.It's better to harden your heart and let go of your feelings in advance before they vent out like a flood of dikes, and it will be more enjoyable.
Obviously, Sigma also understands the meaning of this passage.
Osamu Dazai had no intention of coming back alive.
Although according to Pandora's Actor's plan, he will definitely not let Osamu Dazai die in a real physical sense.But as a container capable of carrying the original power, there are many ways for Osamu Dazai to "survive" in the world, and he can even become a dead thing like a "book", never waking up.
Sigma understood that if he allowed Osamu Dazai to leave, the only thing he could wait for was Sleeping Beauty who fell into a deep sleep.The prince who could wake him is no more, and the fairy tale is headed for the worst possible ending.
But compared to the dead bones walking in the world, eternal sleep is a relief for Osamu Dazai.
He didn't ask such meaningless words as 'do I have to go?'.
Sigma watched the curly-haired young man leave, and as his back disappeared into the depths of the crowd, his well-trimmed nails were pressed too hard into his palms, leaving a few scars oozing blood.
He didn't take a step after all.
Withdrawing from this overly obscure and complicated emotion, the young man grabbed the collar of a certain child beside him, seemingly preventing him from getting lost in the noisy and chaotic crowd, but actually there was another reason.
Sigma snatched the skateboard from Edogawa Conan's hand, fearing that he would slip away, and followed Osamu Dazai all the way away, warning sharply, "Don't run around, this is not something ordinary people can handle."
The intention was easily seen through, the boy hastily retorted: "But──"
"I don't care what high school detective you are. There are many things in this world that you don't understand. Interfering rashly will only kill you."
Sigma raised his voice, looked gloomy, and faintly mixed with a little anger, and did not hesitate to expose some content that Edogawa Conan tried his best to hide on weekdays.
He wasn't surprised that the other party was a high school detective. Mr. Fyodor had already informed him of these things in advance.In addition, in a certain sense, Sigma himself is also a detective, and he will not have any admiration for it, and his attitude will not be reserved.
"You can also understand Mr. Dazai's mood, who killed that Maori lady in front of you, and then went to kill your father, can you remain indifferent?" The young man sighed, and briefly recalled Edogawa Conan's interpersonal relationship, giving an example.
"This kind of thing..."
The young man was stunned.
A similar development was the worst possible possibility for him.That is, the identity was exposed by the organization, and all the people close to him became the targets of the organization's obliteration, and he was powerless to stop it.
For Osamu Dazai, he seemed to maintain his calm on the surface, but in fact he had already made a self-destructive decision in his heart, and this reaction was perfectly normal.
Now Dr. Mori is no longer the original him. As a person involved in the dark forces, it is impossible to follow the routine operation. Seeking help from the police in this situation has successfully made the status quo a knowledge blind spot for Edogawa Conan. .
There are still too few things he can do. The identity of the leader of the port mafia directly blocks all the solutions he can think of, but he can't ignore the crisis that Dr. Mori and Brother Dazai are about to encounter...
The boy's mind was in chaos, no matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't break free from the shackles of this seemingly thin man with strange hair color.The whole body was still in great chaos, and the humming of the fire engine from far to near hit his eardrum together with various noises.So much so that Edogawa Conan didn't notice at the first time that a character who was very close to him stopped nearby.
Edogawa Ranpo still had that smiling face, as if the turmoil hadn't aroused his interest, and he wouldn't treat it with the most serious side.
He waved his hand and greeted him briskly, "Ah, Mr. Sigma, what a terrible scene."
"Mr. Ranpo? And Dr. Xie Ye!" The young man was slightly stunned. After seeing the doctor that no one in the detective agency dared to provoke, his eyes flashed with a luster called Xiji, "Why are you here?"
Even if Pandora's Actor said so, but if it was with Dr. Yosano, Mr. Fyodor might still be saved!
He pursed his lips nervously, his gaze inadvertently turned over the body of the young Russian man lying on the ground, and his pupils constricted suddenly as he was stimulated by the bright red eyes.
"Hmph! Nothing can be hidden from a good detective! You must thank me after this."
Edogawa Ranbo put his hands on his hips, and his overly confident performance was a shot in the arm, which made Sigma's high-hanging heart barely drop.
"Is this Dazai's boyfriend?"
Unexpectedly, Yosano Akiko on the other side did not investigate Fyodor's situation carefully at the first time, but just roughly observed the other party's face, frowned, "It is impossible to distinguish him from Mi Hayle's difference."
She didn't have a good impression of that man.
"And Dr. Xie Ye! Father... Mr. Fyodor, can he still be saved?" Seeing the other party's unhurried behavior, Sigma asked anxiously, even ignoring the elementary school student who was grabbed by the collar in his hand , the light gray eyes seemed to be falling into the light, and they were closely watching Yosano Akiko.
"I already know the details. He is not an ordinary human being, and his definition of death is also different from ours."
"What do you mean?"
Since this is not a good place to display supernatural powers, Yosano Akiko was not in a hurry to start treatment.She stared thoughtfully at the corpse on the ground whose heart had stopped beating, and said softly, "That means he can still be saved."
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