Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

Only he is a superfluous existence in the world.

Ever since Mikhail learned the cause and effect of his birth, he has deeply understood the meaning of this sentence.

There is no doubt that Pandora's Actor is a madman.In order to bring back his lost lover, he struggled in reincarnation for hundreds of thousands of years, but in the end he was engulfed by despair and chose to step into destruction.

Pandora's Actor, that's not even his original name.Just like his original lover's name was not Mikhail, in order to prevent Fyodor who should have passed away from being discovered by the origin of the world, Osamu Dazai had to choose to replace each other's original address with a new name, so as to avoid Certain troubles.

As time passed, he was ultimately unable to prevent Fyodor's doomed death.Unwilling to accept the reality, Pandora chose to deceive herself, and filled up this shell that gradually lost its core with thoughts that had been beautified many times, and cast the personality of Mikhail.

He has never been the one Pandora loves. After occupying the dominance of this body, he who accidentally obtained the original memory of Fyodor also understands that the two are completely different existences.

Even his son on the social level is more like the original person than him.

No wonder Pandora's Actor finally had to wake up and give up continuing to sink into the phantom.

The two created substitutes love each other so deeply that no one else can interfere.Even though Pandora always sent Osamu Dazai to his side, destroying the youth's consciousness in the most cruel way, his heart never wavered.

Mikhail felt nothing but endless fatigue.

He knew that he was superfluous, and there was no place for him anywhere.After being led like a marionette through a long and ridiculous life, he can think of the most honorable ending, and there is no other way but to kill himself.

But he was not reconciled.

Men also fall into the endless vortex of self-deception. After being resurrected from the dead, they are unwilling to give up the false warmth that is at their fingertips.He carefully took care of Osamu Dazai who was originally sentenced to death, restored the youth's consciousness, maintained this ridiculous and sad family, and played the role of a husband.

Even if that feeling never belonged to him.

Mikhail knew that the day when the dream would be shattered would eventually come, and he also knew that everything he had now was based on the pain of Osamu Dazai.However, he doesn't care, doesn't care whether his actions are right or wrong, and doesn't care how miserable Dazai's life is.

He just wants to be selfish in the remaining time, pretending that he has firmly grasped the long-awaited happiness, and enjoying the warmth that should not belong to him.

The last sliver of rationality holding the man back came from the remnant soul of someone who shouldn't be here.

It was the original Fyodor who inexplicably woke up after seeing Sigma.

So Mikhail realized the difference between himself and the other party, and from the other party's memory, he learned the truth that Pandora's Actor would become what it is now.

After Osamu Dazai was taken by Sigma to the Armed Detective Agency, Mikhail made a very difficult decision.

He found Pandora's Actor, and used this last period of time to help this man who had been in madness for many years to complete the final arrangement of his life.

And all of this, Fyodor, whose reason has long been swallowed by anger, has no way of knowing.

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The bomb buried in this shopping mall successfully threw the forces behind the city of Yokohama into chaos.

This is not only a provocation to the local military and police, but deliberately choosing such a large shopping mall within the territory of the port mafia is also recklessly trampling their face in the mud.

All the escape routes were blocked by the collapse caused by the explosion, piled up with falling rocks, and an unknown number of people were besieged in the center of the shopping mall.

A man in a dark yellow military uniform appeared, and the mask that used to cover his cheeks disappeared, revealing a face that was exactly the same as Dazai Osamu.With a cold expression and contemptuous eyes, he casually glanced around the shop where the escape route was cut off, and his eyes finally fell on Mikhail who was soaked in blood all over his body.

"Is there no problem?" Pandora's Actor gave him a hand out of courtesy to take care of his allies. "I can't die for the time being, probably." Mikhail struggled to cover the wound on his chest, "How is your side?"

"That's not your concern."

"It's so cold..."

Even if she had done too many ridiculous things for Mikhail, Pandora, who was fully awake, did not want to get involved with Mikhail, and her words and deeds were full of indifference and impatience, which was very different from her initial attitude.

He is no longer confused, no longer sinking into illusions, and will not waste his mind on a substitute that has no resemblance to his beloved except for the body.

It's just a dispensable and short-term ally, even without Mikhail's presence, his plan can go smoothly.

The smoke and dust rose slowly, covering the clear sky outside the house and preventing sunlight from penetrating the glass windows and falling into the originally stylish store.

Pandora's Actor had a morbid smile, and his iris-colored eyes were extremely cloudy, filled with too many emotions that ordinary people could not understand.He walked slowly towards the vigilant Fyodor, ignoring the blood-stained white blade in his hand, and sighed in a low voice, "I really look forward to this day, can you imagine, Mr. Fyodor?"

"Those who walk in the dark, in order to touch the setting sun that falls on the horizon, have toiled for many years, and finally have the qualifications to touch that beam of light."

"..."

The pale-skinned young man pursed his lips tightly, his expression unprecedentedly vigilant.The long, soft hair hung down on both sides of his cheeks, and the sharp contrast of black and white made his face even more ugly.

Judging by the man's behavior, if he didn't understand what was going on, he wouldn't be Fyodor.

On the one hand, Pandora's Actor revived himself, on the other hand, he has long joined hands with Mikhail, the purpose is probably...

"I originally wanted to give everyone a happy ending as much as possible, and Xiao Zhi's child is the same. So after he has gone through all the hardships, he will be qualified to embrace you and walk through the long time together holding hands , not like me, the only thing I can embrace is loneliness.”

The man explained to himself, with a strange tone, and he had a bit of pity in his tone, but suddenly lost all superficial emotions, "But unfortunately, I can't take care of that much anymore."

From the moment the other party appeared, he noticed that the young man's breathing was slightly stagnant, "I resurrected me from the beginning, just for this day..."

Pandora's Actor would not revive him for no reason, a man who had been insane for years, but would not do things that were useless to his plans.

Since his purpose is not to bring everything back to normal, the only possibility Fyodor can think of is that Pandora needs to use him to further exert a spiritual influence on Osamu Dazai.

This is indeed the case.

"For a long time, I have neglected a necessary condition for fully inheriting the original power, and that is emotion." The man in military uniform shook his head, and the fine curly hair that was flattened by the brim of the hat fell from his forehead, covering his dark and unclear expression, "Xiao Zhi That child must have similar feelings to me before he can completely inherit everything from me."

"Are you going to make him the second you?" The young man's face changed when he realized what the other party wanted to do, and he angrily said.

The reason why Pandora's Actor became what he is now is that he still can't let go of his obsession with the one he loves.If you want Osamu Dazai to have emotions similar to his, it is inevitable that the young people will also suffer the pain and despair of losing their loved ones.

The reason why he will be resurrected is to stage the scene of his death in front of Osamu Dazai.Such Osamu Dazai, who cannot face death after accepting all the power, will fall into exactly the same situation as Pandora's Actor.

──Chasing the phantoms of the dead until they burn to ashes.

How ridiculous.

Facing the young man's question, the man in military uniform nodded his head in a very humane way, expressing his pity, "No, that kind of future is too cruel, I have a more suitable way to deal with it."

"..."

Probably shocked by the other party's shamelessness, Fyodor was at a loss for words for a while.

"Don't worry, I know what you are worried about. Sleeping Beauty will be hidden in the castle surrounded by thorns. The difference is that the child will not be disturbed by anyone, and naturally no one can do anything to his body " Pandora smiled perfunctorily, the smile that didn't reach his eyes made his expression even colder, and it also contained incomparably annoying boredom.

"Are you satisfied with this answer?"

He decided to let Osamu Dazai fall into a deep sleep after that, and replace his previous duties as a "book" with a biological identity with complete self-awareness.The only guarantee that can be made is that during this period, his body will not be defiled by outsiders and he can find peace.

"..." Fyodor, who was so angry that he had nowhere to release it, could only respond in silence.

He kept telling himself that he must remain calm and not be led by the nose by this man.However, rationality was unable to respond for a long time, and cold sweat slid down the bridge of the tall nose, making people have to fall into torment.

"Sure enough, it still doesn't look like it."

Suddenly, Pandora, who had been scrutinizing the young man's face for a long time, twitched the corners of his mouth and let out a helpless sigh.

"It's impossible for that person to put himself in such a passive situation. Feelings are unnecessary to him." He said mockingly, and quickly distinguished the difference between Fyodor and his beloved. There is a difference, and an unidentified emotion flashes across his eyes.

"It's not necessary?" The young man who caught the point repeated, "Then you are still crazy to this point because of that person?"

Pandora's Actor's words contradicted herself.

There is no doubt that he loves the Fyodor who once belonged to him deeply, and he can give everything he has for him.Now he says that such things as feelings are unnecessary for Fyodor, which obviously does not conform to his point of view of falling in love with the other party, and one can't help but wonder if there are other secrets hidden in this.

"What an unpleasant kid."

The man snorted softly, and no longer concealed the displeasure in his eyebrows and eyes. The roulette emerged from the wrist of his left hand, and he took out a pre-loaded pistol from it.

"The best way to make a person despair is to destroy everything that he really values ​​in his heart and show him in front of his eyes."

"you are the first."