Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive
Chapter 232 I'm Dead
Perhaps from the very beginning, this was an irreparable tragedy.
At first, it was just the meeting of two teenagers. In the enchantment built by the nightmare, dark emotions that ordinary people could not understand grew up.Following the seemingly ordinary daily life, in the warmth, the two people who are the same kind gradually approach, and one day they will finally come together officially.
However, before that, a series of changes surrounding Osamu Dazai ushered in.
Besides Fyodor, the death of his only friend, Oda Sakunosuke, broke down a corner of the heart of the young man who maintained a cheerful personality at that time.
Maybe time can barely heal the scars in his heart, but it also left deep and visible scars.His life was completely messed up, and he fell from the top of heaven to the abyss all the way.
In order to avenge the death of her lover, the elder sister has been running around for several years, in order to personally solve the nightmare that killed her boyfriend.Oda Saku died in the hands of a nightmare named ghost, leaving only the unfinished manuscript of the novel spread out on the desktop at home, but no one can write to complete this unfinished story.
After that, the sky-high flames at night completely destroyed everything that was left of the young man.
During the time he was with Ferdor, the home that carried all his memories was destroyed in the sound of explosions as if the doomsday had come.
After the firefighters left, countless passersby stood outside the cordon to watch the excitement.Those faces are either familiar or unfamiliar, and there are many patients who have visited Mori Ogai Clinic.They had surprised and unbelievable expressions on their faces, as if they couldn't believe that such a major accident happened to them, but Osamu Dazai had no time to take care of it.
Standing in the dark ruins, the young man trembled uncontrollably, his face was as pale as a dead person, and every breath made his lungs extremely painful.
The choking smell of smoke and dust poured in, causing the distraught young man to cough. I don't know whether it was physiological or other reasons. Crystal tears swirled in his eyes and dripped into the charred ruins.
He knelt down in exhaustion, fiddled aimlessly among the ruins, but only touched the wreckage that had dissipated the remaining heat. Under Fyodor's silent comfort, he tried to find the corpse that could not even be seen in human form. ash.
There is the breath of nightmares.
Osamu Dazai knew his adoptive father very well. The man who graduated from Dongda University was usually serious about education, but he always softened his heart unconsciously because of the actual situation of himself and Akiko's sister.At the end of the matter, he often looks like an old father, helplessly looking at his two children, enjoying these ordinary and warm daily life.
The so-called gas leak was not the fault of Mori Ogai.
The existence of nightmares is enough to induce the dark side in human hearts, and at the same time, it can also quietly induce the captured prey to perish within the enchantment.
Osamu Dazai, who has been fighting nightmares for many years, is very familiar with the methods of this creature.He could completely guess what happened at home during his absence.
It was a nightmare, which led Mr. Mori to unscrew the gas valve in the barrier it built, and then turn on the stove with his own hands after the deadly gas filled the entire room.
Needless to say what happened after that, ordinary humans simply couldn't survive such a close-range explosion.In just an instant, the unconscious middle-aged man who was trapped in a nightmare was torn to death by the scorching flames.
As for Yosano Akiko, since a call with unknown meaning was hung up last night, there has been no news since then.
For those with supernatural powers who have been fighting nightmares all year round, the ending is already clear.
The world is like a gray-black curtain covering most of the sunlight that can fall on him.After his family died, Osamu Dazai lived alone in a daze.At this moment, only Fyodor, who has been silently taking care of him, can be the last pillar of his heart.
Maybe such a day is not bad, young people have had this idea many times.
Don't care about anything, nothing in this world is worth his continued protection.Important people left one after another, and I seemed to lose the need to continue to pretend.
That does not work.
A voice hidden in the depths of his heart said to him.
This is just his temporary negative thoughts. This world is very important. Even if the person he wants to protect is gone, there are still many things he wants to protect.He couldn't let himself be overwhelmed by sadness like this, he had to cheer up again, now Yokohama was left with only one person with supernatural ability, he had to stand up and protect more people from the nightmare.
However, Osamu Dazai was the first to wait for Akiko Yosano, who had turned into a nightmare. That was the end of the supernatural powers, and the posture that everyone will finally usher in.
He was unable to fight with his family, and after giving up resistance, his consciousness was gradually swallowed up, and he ushered in the eternal darkness with a wry smile.
The only thing that exceeded Osamu Dazai's expectations was the supernatural power that Fyodor awakened after his own death.
Before he completely became a so-called god, he didn't have any memory of reincarnation, and he didn't know how many times he had repeated such sad reincarnation.How did that frail and sickly Russian youth shuttle through the endless maze alone, trying to find the only exit.
It's just that Fyodor also failed, and there was only one thing that was firmly engraved deep in Dazai Osamu's soul.
Destroy all nightmares, all sources of sin and sorrow.Only in this way can the chain of grief that has lasted for an unknown number of years be ended.
Reincarnation starts, and the causal lines of countless parallel worlds are intertwined and superimposed, which strengthens the power possessed by Osamu Dazai himself.
He didn't know how many reincarnations it was, and the repeated tragedy came to an end again.The young man stood in the enchantment woven by the nightmare, silently watching the dancing metal butterflies around him, and made a decision deep in his heart.
If nightmares never existed, would it be possible to prevent countless tragedies and eliminate all sins in this world?Odasaku, Mori-san, and Akiko-san are all unlucky because of these creatures, as long as they disappear──
Then let him destroy it with his own hands, and he will bear all the despair spread by the nightmare.
At that time, Osamu Dazai didn't know what terrible consequences his thoughts would have.
This kind of subconscious thought, I didn't expect to be able to successfully transform the power on my body.The causal lines of countless parallel worlds caused the youth to break away from the category of human beings at that moment.His uncontrollable desire is so strong that it breaks the boundaries of time.
The youth's consciousness turned into countless avatars, coming to every nightmare that was about to be born, and witnessing the death of all people with supernatural powers throughout the ages.At the same time, he also knew that Fyodor had gone through countless reincarnations in order to save himself.Witnessing that sick and weak young man becoming ruthless step by step, all emotions were wasted in endless time, but before he could find the exit, the only person who wanted to save had already left him.
Osamu Dazai, who is burdened with countless causal lines, only needs a very simple opportunity to leave this world completely, go to a higher dimension, and survive as the concept of eliminating nightmares.
He is no longer human.
But things didn't go in a good direction.
The world has forgotten that Osamu Dazai existed, he was never born, let alone when he died.
After the nightmare disappeared, Yosano Akiko's family did not experience disaster, and she naturally continued to live in her original family.Mori Ogai has not adopted any children, as a single man who lives alone, there is no need to think about children considering that he has not even changed residences.He has been living in an apartment with a good location, and he goes to work in his own clinic nearby during the day. The quality of life is not much worse, but it always lacks the familiar warmth that Osamu Dazai is familiar with.
His place was missing in that family.
As for Fyodor, the young man who had been lost in the cycle of reincarnation suddenly heard the news, his blood flowed backwards for a moment, his expression was extremely bewildered, and he didn't know whether he should cry or laugh.
In the end, his efforts were nothing more than pushing the only person he cherished into a more brutal loneliness.
If the story ends here, it may barely be called an imperfect fairy tale. The ending makes people feel sad, but it makes most people happy.
Except Dazai Osamu who no longer exists in this world, and a person with supernatural power whose memory is gradually blurring.
It's everyone's paradise, their hell.
Osamu Dazai, who was transformed into a concept, did not realize how heavy the choice is to bear the despair spread by all the nightmares in this world.Perhaps his existence has broken away from the scope of human beings, but the remaining consciousness has not been able to escape this shackle, and is always framed on the human side.
Nightmares cannot disappear out of thin air, they are just eliminated by Osamu Dazai of the concept of incarnation before birth.
He kept going to all the supernatural beings who were facing death, transcending time and space, which is a scene that is absolutely impossible for human beings to see today.
The disappearance of Pompeii, the extinction of the Mayan civilization, the sinking of Atlantis.Osamu Dazai, as an unobtrusive bystander, witnessed these major events in human history, and at the same time dutifully eliminated all nightmares that existed in different time periods.
Such a mission is boring and tedious, but it can save countless people, so it is worth doing.
The young man warned himself like this, but he didn't notice that the sunlight falling on him dimmed a little.
The nightmare named ghost was wiped out by him ahead of time, and Oda Saku didn't have to die with the other party anymore, and he has been seriously writing novels.Yosano Akiko, who lived with her native family, also went to Osaka for the university entrance examination, and met her boyfriend who was not very powerful again.Only this time, the young man surnamed Liyuan did not die in the attack of the nightmare, and his relationship with Akiko was steadily advancing. Perhaps in the near future, he could receive blessings from both parents and walk towards the palace of marriage together.
There will be no more tragedies, no one will become homeless and lose everything because of the nightmare.
All the negative emotions that have ever existed in the world are poured down like dirt at the moment when the youth becomes a so-called god.The despair spread by the nightmare is transformed by the emotions of the superhumans themselves. They cannot disappear out of thin air, and will naturally attach to the nearest container.
The youth is soon shrouded in such negative feelings, his remaining self-awareness is violated, and the dark side that is usually only hidden under the surface is mixed with too much dirt, and the consequences of being soaked in it can only be assimilated by such feelings .
Osamu Dazai knew that his consciousness was dying, and the concept of eliminating nightmares was not perfect. As long as his human part remained, those indescribable filth would try to assimilate him.
The only solution is to let one's own consciousness die and completely erase the existence of Osamu Dazai.
The young man found that his thoughts gradually changed. He was already in the dark and could no longer illuminate anyone. Even the belief he insisted on was shaken by this reason.
It can't be delayed any longer.
The only stubborn resistance was nothing but a dying struggle.
However, Osamu Dazai missed another point.
He became what he is today because of Fyodor's awakened ability to manipulate time.Countless reincarnations have erased countless worlds that should have existed, and the causal lines are naturally all wrapped around the center of his reversal of time, that is, himself.
But this does not mean that Fyodor cannot reach the level of "God". The Russian youth who have become indifferent also has the potential to reach the same level, but now there is a lack of suitable channels.
He has gone mad.
The young man took the initiative to turn into a nightmare, using the characteristics of his supernatural powers to create a space that even Osamu Dazai could not sense.
He paid a very heavy price, reversing time again, touching a higher dimension, and tearing off a corner of the concept that was not yet stable.
As long as Fyodor is still a nightmare, Osamu Dazai has the duty to destroy him.However, when the target cannot be found for a long time, the young man has to suppress his own strength and memory, stay in the world and continue to search, and will not leave completely until the task is completed.
Once he recovers from the nightmare state, Osamu Dazai will return to the place where he was, dissociated from this world, living in the form of a certain concept.
This was probably Fyodor's craziest move.
In a situation that turns into a nightmare, the youth is forced to immerse himself in a never-ending nightmare.He tried to save his loved ones again and again, but failed again and again, and even because of his self-proclaimed god in the nightmare, all this seemed more tragic.
One thing is true, the only one who can control the gods is the existence of the same level as the other party.
Afterwards, things got easier. Fyodor hid his identity as a nightmare, and cleverly prolonged the time that Osamu Dazai's consciousness stayed in the world.He used the confession as an excuse to grab the opponent's hand, and quietly cast the enchantment of nightmare.As long as he can trap the other party's consciousness in a cage, he can turn the nightmare into a good dream, and give each other a future where everyone can be happy.
The fact is true, Osamu Dazai's human consciousness was trapped by him for four full years, he forgot his identity as a god, and listened to the lies presented to him by the devil.Without knowing it, they become lovers with each other.
Their lives are plain and warm, and their relationship is so good that countless people envy them.They love each other, regard each other as the most important person, and the progress of their relationship is very stable. Seeing that the barrier is about to be completed, they will formally propose marriage and move towards a happier future together—but Osamu Dazai refused.
Only then did Fyodor understand that the barrier of the nightmare had not completely trapped the god.As early as a long time ago, Fang Bian regained his memory. During this time, he has been playing ridiculous house wine with him, unwilling to expose his dream.
How ironic.
Fyodor's face was pale. In fact, he understood every word his lover said, and he also knew that his behavior was nothing but self-destruction, and he would even drag people from all over the world to be buried with him.
However, he doesn't care, only one important person is enough.
Rather than letting Osamu Dazai become a concept and go away, it is better to put him in a cage, at least in this way, he can enjoy happiness for a short time before everything is over.
This is not love, this kind of pure emotion has deteriorated in the endless cycle, replaced by a chilling possessive desire.
He does not intend to let Osamu Dazai go, and it is impossible to let him go, no matter what the process is, the other party must be by his side, otherwise──
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It doesn't matter anymore.
The curly-haired young man with messy hair was lying on his chest, but his sad expression couldn't hide the flush on his cheeks.Osamu Dazai huddled under the quilt, and at the same time leaned firmly in Fyodor's arms, trying to calm down his slightly chaotic breathing.
The barrier was completely formed, and the courtyard built by the most powerful Nightmare in the universe was finally completed.The bird trapped in the cage lost the possibility of flying forever, and could only sing softly under the caress of that person.I don't know whether what I am singing is a song praising love, or expressing the sadness deep in my heart.
Osamu Dazai did not stop Fyodor's behavior. The moment the barrier formed, the world ushered in the countdown to the end of life.
The power of his divine part is shut out forever, and not even the gatekeeper has the right to let it in.He could only be a bystander who could not interfere in the slightest, silently watching everything in Little Garden.
"Do you really know what you're doing?" Fyodor blinked as he stared at the ceiling of the apartment. In the darkness, the only source of heat beside him was the young man clinging tightly to his arms.
For lovers, the best way to vent is an expression of love that liberates each other.Even if you have just experienced the unpleasantness of a suspected emotional crisis, you can completely forget these contents after you are satisfied with each other.
Osamu Dazai stretched slowly, then turned over again, and put his thighs on the opponent's waist, as if he was using Fyodor as a human-shaped pillow.
He sighed contentedly, sniffing the faint scent of shampoo from his lover's hair with the tip of his nose, and replied lazily and softly, "I know."
If he failed to escape at the last moment before the formation of the barrier, certain things were already doomed, and the ending could not be changed.
Together they will enjoy the sight of the world collapsing.
Fyodor's tone was still elegant, he stretched out his hand to stroke his lover's fluffy curly hair, lowered his eyes slightly, and whispered to his ear, "Abandon your duty like this?"
Osamu Dazai just shook his head slowly, with a relieved smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's just a little greedy for the warmth from the devil."
After becoming a god, he was exhausted to eliminate all the nightmares in the world, traveling in different times, but he was always alone.No one can see him, not even the superhuman who is about to turn into a nightmare.
The young man has endured unimaginable loneliness in the endless time, and his soul has also been polluted, and it is no longer as dazzling as it was at the beginning.Instead, it is covered with a layer of black dirt, and can only wander in the mire, letting all the malice in this world be entangled.
Finally, the young man made up his mind to stay under the efforts of a certain devil who was mad because of love.
Even if the world is destroyed.
"Doesn't Fei Jia also think this kind of world is beautiful? Otherwise, you wouldn't set it up like this at all." Osamu Dazai giggled, and rarely wanted to take care of others, and turned the thin blanket covering his body towards Feio Dole pulled over there.
Although the climate in June does not require any quilts.
"The fleeting beauty is like the epiphyllum, which cannot usher in the dawn." The pale-skinned young man gently kissed the corner of the other's lips, and his purple eyes stared at Osamu Dazai with a smile on his mouth for a long time in the darkness.
"Is it worth it?" he asked softly.
Is it worth abandoning everything I have held on to for him, for this relationship?
The curly-haired youth curled his lips, moaned and pulled the quilt over his head, "No matter how I answer, you must have planned to do so in the first place."
Even when he was unwilling, Fyodor, who was terribly stubborn, would not stop, and the development of the situation would not be as tender as it is now.
At that time, it will be the real little black house play.
"That's right." The Russian youth admitted frankly without any intention of defending himself.
"However, your attitude is very important at this time. It makes me feel that all this is not real enough, like being in a dream."
Fyodor's original plan was to imprison Osamu Dazai by his side through this slow method.Unexpectedly, when it was actually carried out, someone who was the prey had no intention of escaping at all.He even took the initiative to walk into the trap and happily stayed where he was, obviously the atmosphere inside made him feel comfortable.
"What's wrong with the dream, anyone can usher in the best ending."
The curly-haired young man tried his best to rub against his lover's arms again. The sweat after strenuous exercise faded away, and his breathing finally stabilized.His breath gradually weakened, and his eyes showed sleepiness, as if he was about to enter sleep mode.
"Yeah, that's fine."
However, dreams will eventually wake up one day. Whether it is a good dream or a nightmare, once it is disturbed by the outside world, it will fall apart in an instant.
"It's not impossible at all." Osamu Dazai, who closed his eyes tightly, said abruptly.
Fyodor's breath paused slightly.
"I also want to create a future where I can work hand in hand with you, but both of us will lose a lot, but we can embrace each other in the loneliest time." The young man's voice was hoarse, breathing slowly, and his free hand caressed his lover's cheek inadvertently. Chest, fingertips are spinning back and forth.
"It's the fate line."
destiny line...
If it is said that their abilities are caused by the entanglement of the causal line, it means that this kind of thing that cannot be seen with the naked eye is real.So what evidence can show that such a thing as fate does not exist?
In countless reincarnations, Fyodor was still unable to change those tragedies.Mr. Oda will die together with the nightmare named ghost, and Akiko Yosano will die on the way to track down the nightmare that killed her lover, and Dr. Mori will also die under the attack of the nightmare.No matter how hard he tried to arrange, when a certain time came, those people would still die at a similar time, never without exception.
It's as if all of this has been arranged by some invisible existence, and with the ability of human beings, it can't be shaken at all.
So what is the fate of him and Osamu Dazai?
Abandoned by his biological parents, he lived in an orphanage until he was adopted by an important adoptive father.Life after that seems to be smooth, but in the last few years of life will usher in a series of tragedies, everything is deprived.Until the end, unintentionally becoming a god-like existence, completely disappearing from this world.
Or he was seriously injured when he was young, and was also abandoned by his biological parents, but he never lacked material conditions.After waking up, I met someone who was enough to change my life. I wanted to be with him, but because I couldn't save him, I fell into despair and pain.
If everything can be exchanged in a certain way, the fate of the two will be reversed, and Fyodor, who is the sole caretaker of the courtyard, will also be eligible for a dimension upgrade to fill in the lack of concepts.
If God really has such a thing as a godhead, then it belonged entirely to Osamu Dazai before that.However, when two people in the courtyard choose to exchange their fate lines, their fate trajectories will be completely changed and reversed.Fyodor, who was supposed to be transformed into a nightmare, became a so-called god after that. On the contrary, Osamu Dazai became a demon who fell into madness for love.
The godhead is divided into two, each controlled by two different individuals, but finally it is no longer incomplete, and it can gradually stabilize the world.
In this way, as long as they can solve the problem of the instant eruption of the nightmare, they can make the time of this dream into eternity.
"..." Fyodor sighed heavily, and rubbed his painful temples, "I see, this is indeed something I hadn't thought about."
This kind of whimsical plan may be more difficult to implement than imagined. Just looking for the fate line can stump them for a long time.
"I'm not sure if this kind of thing can be successful. It's a very crazy idea. The worst result is to use the time manipulation ability to restart the world after destruction. At least it can avoid a wave of annihilation swept by nightmares." Disaster." Osamu Dazai's expression gradually became serious, and he lowered his voice to explain.
If the concept collapses at the same time, the total amount of nightmares that swarm out in an instant will not change. It is only necessary to crush a wave as much as possible in a short time, and reverse it before the world completely collapses.Such a cycle can reduce the number of nightmares that destroy the earth in an instant to a level that humans can barely bear.
This measure is effective, but very slow, and the despair spread by the nightmares pouring into the world is too strong to be cleared away once or twice.They need to be immersed in reincarnation together until the nightmare is cleared so that it will not affect the normal operation of the world.
[Eliminate all nightmares in the world before they are born], the time when this concept collapses should be the same in every reincarnation, at a certain point after Osamu Dazai's 22nd birthday.
If it is for the future that the two can work together, it is not unbearable to be immersed in reincarnation again.
Fyodor, who was in deep thought, habitually bit his knuckles. After understanding everything his lover said, he felt a little more relaxed, but he frowned after thinking about something.
"Our action to clear the nightmare will definitely be delayed, but the darkness it induces in the hearts of humans will not fade away because of the demise of the nightmare. That is to say, even if we act in time, such a large-scale outbreak, the sequelae will probably be as long as show in other ways..."
Only when they cleared all the nightmares in the last cycle and restarted the world again can everything return to normal.
Dazai nodded slowly.
"It should be something like a war, a war involving the entire world. To be honest, it's a bit unimaginable."
"Then don't think about it." With a smile on the corner of Fyodor's mouth, he patted his lover's cheek lightly in the dark, "Giving up everything but each other sounds very suitable for your romance."
Once they exchange fate lines, all relatives who care about will leave them.
Osamu Dazai will no longer be adopted by Mori Ogai, and he will never return to the home that made him feel so warm. What he will face is his blood relatives who are still alive but abandon him.Fyodor, on the contrary, will have a family that adopts him. It's hard to say what the atmosphere will be, but he is destined to lose his family members one by one until he has nothing.
In the end, all they can embrace is each other.
"Give it to me." The curly-haired young man who had been silent for a long time stretched out his hand without warning, but with the back of his hand facing up.There was a hint of blush on his cheeks, which was not conspicuous in the dark, but it was enough to make the lover feel the heat.
Fyodor was slightly dazed. After realizing what the other party was asking for, he took out the diamond ring from under the pillow and asked again: "Are you sure you want to accept?"
"Of course, when there are only two people left in the world, there is no other choice, right?" The curly-haired young man groaned and glanced wildly to cover up his shyness.
When the silver ring finally bound his fingertips, the ring warmed by Fyodor's body temperature did not make Osamu Dazai feel the slightest cold.Only then did he turn over contentedly, spread out his hands with a smile on his face, gazed at the ring that made him feel safe with a soft expression, stretched out his little finger, and made a movement to pull the hook.
"Then it's agreed, no one will leave anyone behind, even if hell is waiting for us in the end, don't look back."
Fyodor just smiled and extended his bony hand as well.
"Ah."
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A child in a blue-and-white uniform was sitting on the shore of the artificial coast, holding a fishing rod tightly in his hand, his eyes following the extremely familiar unknown object he hooked up.
Dazai Osamu who was hooked by the collar by the fishhook: "..."
"Long time no see." The child nodded slightly, under the seemingly expressionless facial features, there was a trace of extremely obscure and complicated emotions hidden.
"Um……"
The young man with wet curly hair answered in a muffled voice. After a long silence, he squatted down and looked at Fyodor who looked like a child.
"It hasn't been too long, but if it's facing this face, it's really been a long time."
After the timeline was restarted, the atmosphere between Majin and Osamu Dazai, who shared the previous memories, was no longer as tense as usual because the administrator was hacking.It seems that because of the time they experienced together not long ago, the relationship between the two cannot be restored to the original appearance.
The child-like Majin blinked, and the bats that stayed beside him covered Dazai Osamu's body, instantly clearing away all the sea water and making the young man's clothes dry again.
"Do you need my help?" He deliberately tilted his head in a cute manner, and stretched out his hand to grab Dazai Osamu's cuff.
"...if you wish."
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Seeing the two figures, one big and one small going away, Shuji Tsushima, who was hiding in the dark, got into the clean trash can and closed the lid on his own initiative, refusing all prying eyes.
Fyodor, who was still dressed in a black robe, tapped the lid of the bucket lightly, and with a helpless expression on his face, he opened the private chat interface between the two.
[Private chat with "Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit"]
The kind Russian rice ball: Xiu Zhi, why is there no response?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage fine: a bit unbelievable.
Well-meaning Russian Rice Balls: Incredible What?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I didn't expect that they could really give up their prejudices and cooperate for the time being. [Frightened.jpg]
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Osamu Dazai and Majin, it's over, if these two join forces, the world will not survive for three days.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: Don't pretend to be surprised on purpose, isn't this all expected.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: As expected, I still find it strange that these two people can really live in harmony for so long when they get together!
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Obviously they were locked in the same room before, and they kissed with the aura of killing each other, but now they can even do such a shy gesture as holding hands!
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: [猫猫斗发.jpg]
The kind Russian rice ball: Xiu Zhi, is your level of shyness the opposite of that of normal people?
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: It’s no problem to fight with real guns and live ammunition. It was like this at the beginning, and the hobby is getting more and more self-indulgent.This kind of slightly youthful behavior can be so flustered that you even forget to control your heartbeat. The more innocent you are, the more uneasy you are.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Yes, is there a problem?
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Nothing, just for fun.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah... Fei Jia, you are like this again, don't pretend, I know all about it. [Disgusted eyes.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: What did you say? I think my hobby is too heavy-handed, and it is so exciting to play. You still like it every time.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: After all, this is the best way to destroy the old enemy from body to heart, Keke.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: That's why I didn't stop you entirely. [Watch the sky.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: You actually admit it like this?
Well-intentioned Russian rice ball: Yes, otherwise?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I always feel that I have no position to refute.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: In this situation, the content of the subsequent plot must be changed.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: I don’t know what will happen in the end, and I’m not sure who is instigating who. To be honest, it’s a bit difficult.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: What's so difficult?Fei Jia, with your expression of watching a show, don't think I don't know. [hum.jpg]
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On the other side, the two who looked at each other silently along the way managed to arrive at the residential area on the island.
Just like Osamu Dazai’s plan, after the mission of Atsushi Nakajima to find the terrorists in advance failed, the memory was sent back to the past by a time manipulator with supernatural powers, causing the timeline of the failed mission to become a certain place in the future. possibility.
Now they should have reconciled, according to Dun Jun's thinking, they would probably deliberately squat in front of the trash can where they used to hide, trying to scare themselves.
It's a pity that Pandora's Actor...or Osamu Dazai is more accurate, the intervention of that person led to everything going in an extremely strange direction.
At the same time, it is not only Atsushi Nakajima who has the memory of the last failure, but also himself, Fei Jia who has not yet recovered from the child mode, and two people who are hiding in the dark to watch the show.
Dazai Osamu's rare initiative, he got the gold coin from the small devil, and he no longer needs to try to steal the highest pass on the island.
With a lot of free time, the young man in a camel-colored windbreaker took a deep breath, and exerted a slight force on the hand that was holding the demon's small palm.
"It's time for us to have a good talk."
"Ah."
Those memories had too much influence on each other. Even at the beginning, he never expected that the two of them would be immersed in the memory for so many years, and because of this, they could entrust their entire relationship to each other.
Perhaps Osamu Dazai understood certain facts the moment he left that memory.
Once the problem of position ceases to exist, two people of the same kind will indeed inadvertently attract each other and gradually approach each other, until finally they hold hands and become the only ones to rely on in the dark.
He should obviously feel sick, but now he can no longer have this kind of thought, what is conveyed from his palm is only warmth.
"What are you going to do next?" The curly-haired young man tried not to turn his head, staring straight ahead, asking casually as if trying to resolve embarrassment.
Fyodor seemed to be hesitating, but after sensing the tension well concealed by the other party, he replied softly, "Let the two supernatural organizations in Yokohama fight each other first, and the opponent is you
At first, it was just the meeting of two teenagers. In the enchantment built by the nightmare, dark emotions that ordinary people could not understand grew up.Following the seemingly ordinary daily life, in the warmth, the two people who are the same kind gradually approach, and one day they will finally come together officially.
However, before that, a series of changes surrounding Osamu Dazai ushered in.
Besides Fyodor, the death of his only friend, Oda Sakunosuke, broke down a corner of the heart of the young man who maintained a cheerful personality at that time.
Maybe time can barely heal the scars in his heart, but it also left deep and visible scars.His life was completely messed up, and he fell from the top of heaven to the abyss all the way.
In order to avenge the death of her lover, the elder sister has been running around for several years, in order to personally solve the nightmare that killed her boyfriend.Oda Saku died in the hands of a nightmare named ghost, leaving only the unfinished manuscript of the novel spread out on the desktop at home, but no one can write to complete this unfinished story.
After that, the sky-high flames at night completely destroyed everything that was left of the young man.
During the time he was with Ferdor, the home that carried all his memories was destroyed in the sound of explosions as if the doomsday had come.
After the firefighters left, countless passersby stood outside the cordon to watch the excitement.Those faces are either familiar or unfamiliar, and there are many patients who have visited Mori Ogai Clinic.They had surprised and unbelievable expressions on their faces, as if they couldn't believe that such a major accident happened to them, but Osamu Dazai had no time to take care of it.
Standing in the dark ruins, the young man trembled uncontrollably, his face was as pale as a dead person, and every breath made his lungs extremely painful.
The choking smell of smoke and dust poured in, causing the distraught young man to cough. I don't know whether it was physiological or other reasons. Crystal tears swirled in his eyes and dripped into the charred ruins.
He knelt down in exhaustion, fiddled aimlessly among the ruins, but only touched the wreckage that had dissipated the remaining heat. Under Fyodor's silent comfort, he tried to find the corpse that could not even be seen in human form. ash.
There is the breath of nightmares.
Osamu Dazai knew his adoptive father very well. The man who graduated from Dongda University was usually serious about education, but he always softened his heart unconsciously because of the actual situation of himself and Akiko's sister.At the end of the matter, he often looks like an old father, helplessly looking at his two children, enjoying these ordinary and warm daily life.
The so-called gas leak was not the fault of Mori Ogai.
The existence of nightmares is enough to induce the dark side in human hearts, and at the same time, it can also quietly induce the captured prey to perish within the enchantment.
Osamu Dazai, who has been fighting nightmares for many years, is very familiar with the methods of this creature.He could completely guess what happened at home during his absence.
It was a nightmare, which led Mr. Mori to unscrew the gas valve in the barrier it built, and then turn on the stove with his own hands after the deadly gas filled the entire room.
Needless to say what happened after that, ordinary humans simply couldn't survive such a close-range explosion.In just an instant, the unconscious middle-aged man who was trapped in a nightmare was torn to death by the scorching flames.
As for Yosano Akiko, since a call with unknown meaning was hung up last night, there has been no news since then.
For those with supernatural powers who have been fighting nightmares all year round, the ending is already clear.
The world is like a gray-black curtain covering most of the sunlight that can fall on him.After his family died, Osamu Dazai lived alone in a daze.At this moment, only Fyodor, who has been silently taking care of him, can be the last pillar of his heart.
Maybe such a day is not bad, young people have had this idea many times.
Don't care about anything, nothing in this world is worth his continued protection.Important people left one after another, and I seemed to lose the need to continue to pretend.
That does not work.
A voice hidden in the depths of his heart said to him.
This is just his temporary negative thoughts. This world is very important. Even if the person he wants to protect is gone, there are still many things he wants to protect.He couldn't let himself be overwhelmed by sadness like this, he had to cheer up again, now Yokohama was left with only one person with supernatural ability, he had to stand up and protect more people from the nightmare.
However, Osamu Dazai was the first to wait for Akiko Yosano, who had turned into a nightmare. That was the end of the supernatural powers, and the posture that everyone will finally usher in.
He was unable to fight with his family, and after giving up resistance, his consciousness was gradually swallowed up, and he ushered in the eternal darkness with a wry smile.
The only thing that exceeded Osamu Dazai's expectations was the supernatural power that Fyodor awakened after his own death.
Before he completely became a so-called god, he didn't have any memory of reincarnation, and he didn't know how many times he had repeated such sad reincarnation.How did that frail and sickly Russian youth shuttle through the endless maze alone, trying to find the only exit.
It's just that Fyodor also failed, and there was only one thing that was firmly engraved deep in Dazai Osamu's soul.
Destroy all nightmares, all sources of sin and sorrow.Only in this way can the chain of grief that has lasted for an unknown number of years be ended.
Reincarnation starts, and the causal lines of countless parallel worlds are intertwined and superimposed, which strengthens the power possessed by Osamu Dazai himself.
He didn't know how many reincarnations it was, and the repeated tragedy came to an end again.The young man stood in the enchantment woven by the nightmare, silently watching the dancing metal butterflies around him, and made a decision deep in his heart.
If nightmares never existed, would it be possible to prevent countless tragedies and eliminate all sins in this world?Odasaku, Mori-san, and Akiko-san are all unlucky because of these creatures, as long as they disappear──
Then let him destroy it with his own hands, and he will bear all the despair spread by the nightmare.
At that time, Osamu Dazai didn't know what terrible consequences his thoughts would have.
This kind of subconscious thought, I didn't expect to be able to successfully transform the power on my body.The causal lines of countless parallel worlds caused the youth to break away from the category of human beings at that moment.His uncontrollable desire is so strong that it breaks the boundaries of time.
The youth's consciousness turned into countless avatars, coming to every nightmare that was about to be born, and witnessing the death of all people with supernatural powers throughout the ages.At the same time, he also knew that Fyodor had gone through countless reincarnations in order to save himself.Witnessing that sick and weak young man becoming ruthless step by step, all emotions were wasted in endless time, but before he could find the exit, the only person who wanted to save had already left him.
Osamu Dazai, who is burdened with countless causal lines, only needs a very simple opportunity to leave this world completely, go to a higher dimension, and survive as the concept of eliminating nightmares.
He is no longer human.
But things didn't go in a good direction.
The world has forgotten that Osamu Dazai existed, he was never born, let alone when he died.
After the nightmare disappeared, Yosano Akiko's family did not experience disaster, and she naturally continued to live in her original family.Mori Ogai has not adopted any children, as a single man who lives alone, there is no need to think about children considering that he has not even changed residences.He has been living in an apartment with a good location, and he goes to work in his own clinic nearby during the day. The quality of life is not much worse, but it always lacks the familiar warmth that Osamu Dazai is familiar with.
His place was missing in that family.
As for Fyodor, the young man who had been lost in the cycle of reincarnation suddenly heard the news, his blood flowed backwards for a moment, his expression was extremely bewildered, and he didn't know whether he should cry or laugh.
In the end, his efforts were nothing more than pushing the only person he cherished into a more brutal loneliness.
If the story ends here, it may barely be called an imperfect fairy tale. The ending makes people feel sad, but it makes most people happy.
Except Dazai Osamu who no longer exists in this world, and a person with supernatural power whose memory is gradually blurring.
It's everyone's paradise, their hell.
Osamu Dazai, who was transformed into a concept, did not realize how heavy the choice is to bear the despair spread by all the nightmares in this world.Perhaps his existence has broken away from the scope of human beings, but the remaining consciousness has not been able to escape this shackle, and is always framed on the human side.
Nightmares cannot disappear out of thin air, they are just eliminated by Osamu Dazai of the concept of incarnation before birth.
He kept going to all the supernatural beings who were facing death, transcending time and space, which is a scene that is absolutely impossible for human beings to see today.
The disappearance of Pompeii, the extinction of the Mayan civilization, the sinking of Atlantis.Osamu Dazai, as an unobtrusive bystander, witnessed these major events in human history, and at the same time dutifully eliminated all nightmares that existed in different time periods.
Such a mission is boring and tedious, but it can save countless people, so it is worth doing.
The young man warned himself like this, but he didn't notice that the sunlight falling on him dimmed a little.
The nightmare named ghost was wiped out by him ahead of time, and Oda Saku didn't have to die with the other party anymore, and he has been seriously writing novels.Yosano Akiko, who lived with her native family, also went to Osaka for the university entrance examination, and met her boyfriend who was not very powerful again.Only this time, the young man surnamed Liyuan did not die in the attack of the nightmare, and his relationship with Akiko was steadily advancing. Perhaps in the near future, he could receive blessings from both parents and walk towards the palace of marriage together.
There will be no more tragedies, no one will become homeless and lose everything because of the nightmare.
All the negative emotions that have ever existed in the world are poured down like dirt at the moment when the youth becomes a so-called god.The despair spread by the nightmare is transformed by the emotions of the superhumans themselves. They cannot disappear out of thin air, and will naturally attach to the nearest container.
The youth is soon shrouded in such negative feelings, his remaining self-awareness is violated, and the dark side that is usually only hidden under the surface is mixed with too much dirt, and the consequences of being soaked in it can only be assimilated by such feelings .
Osamu Dazai knew that his consciousness was dying, and the concept of eliminating nightmares was not perfect. As long as his human part remained, those indescribable filth would try to assimilate him.
The only solution is to let one's own consciousness die and completely erase the existence of Osamu Dazai.
The young man found that his thoughts gradually changed. He was already in the dark and could no longer illuminate anyone. Even the belief he insisted on was shaken by this reason.
It can't be delayed any longer.
The only stubborn resistance was nothing but a dying struggle.
However, Osamu Dazai missed another point.
He became what he is today because of Fyodor's awakened ability to manipulate time.Countless reincarnations have erased countless worlds that should have existed, and the causal lines are naturally all wrapped around the center of his reversal of time, that is, himself.
But this does not mean that Fyodor cannot reach the level of "God". The Russian youth who have become indifferent also has the potential to reach the same level, but now there is a lack of suitable channels.
He has gone mad.
The young man took the initiative to turn into a nightmare, using the characteristics of his supernatural powers to create a space that even Osamu Dazai could not sense.
He paid a very heavy price, reversing time again, touching a higher dimension, and tearing off a corner of the concept that was not yet stable.
As long as Fyodor is still a nightmare, Osamu Dazai has the duty to destroy him.However, when the target cannot be found for a long time, the young man has to suppress his own strength and memory, stay in the world and continue to search, and will not leave completely until the task is completed.
Once he recovers from the nightmare state, Osamu Dazai will return to the place where he was, dissociated from this world, living in the form of a certain concept.
This was probably Fyodor's craziest move.
In a situation that turns into a nightmare, the youth is forced to immerse himself in a never-ending nightmare.He tried to save his loved ones again and again, but failed again and again, and even because of his self-proclaimed god in the nightmare, all this seemed more tragic.
One thing is true, the only one who can control the gods is the existence of the same level as the other party.
Afterwards, things got easier. Fyodor hid his identity as a nightmare, and cleverly prolonged the time that Osamu Dazai's consciousness stayed in the world.He used the confession as an excuse to grab the opponent's hand, and quietly cast the enchantment of nightmare.As long as he can trap the other party's consciousness in a cage, he can turn the nightmare into a good dream, and give each other a future where everyone can be happy.
The fact is true, Osamu Dazai's human consciousness was trapped by him for four full years, he forgot his identity as a god, and listened to the lies presented to him by the devil.Without knowing it, they become lovers with each other.
Their lives are plain and warm, and their relationship is so good that countless people envy them.They love each other, regard each other as the most important person, and the progress of their relationship is very stable. Seeing that the barrier is about to be completed, they will formally propose marriage and move towards a happier future together—but Osamu Dazai refused.
Only then did Fyodor understand that the barrier of the nightmare had not completely trapped the god.As early as a long time ago, Fang Bian regained his memory. During this time, he has been playing ridiculous house wine with him, unwilling to expose his dream.
How ironic.
Fyodor's face was pale. In fact, he understood every word his lover said, and he also knew that his behavior was nothing but self-destruction, and he would even drag people from all over the world to be buried with him.
However, he doesn't care, only one important person is enough.
Rather than letting Osamu Dazai become a concept and go away, it is better to put him in a cage, at least in this way, he can enjoy happiness for a short time before everything is over.
This is not love, this kind of pure emotion has deteriorated in the endless cycle, replaced by a chilling possessive desire.
He does not intend to let Osamu Dazai go, and it is impossible to let him go, no matter what the process is, the other party must be by his side, otherwise──
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It doesn't matter anymore.
The curly-haired young man with messy hair was lying on his chest, but his sad expression couldn't hide the flush on his cheeks.Osamu Dazai huddled under the quilt, and at the same time leaned firmly in Fyodor's arms, trying to calm down his slightly chaotic breathing.
The barrier was completely formed, and the courtyard built by the most powerful Nightmare in the universe was finally completed.The bird trapped in the cage lost the possibility of flying forever, and could only sing softly under the caress of that person.I don't know whether what I am singing is a song praising love, or expressing the sadness deep in my heart.
Osamu Dazai did not stop Fyodor's behavior. The moment the barrier formed, the world ushered in the countdown to the end of life.
The power of his divine part is shut out forever, and not even the gatekeeper has the right to let it in.He could only be a bystander who could not interfere in the slightest, silently watching everything in Little Garden.
"Do you really know what you're doing?" Fyodor blinked as he stared at the ceiling of the apartment. In the darkness, the only source of heat beside him was the young man clinging tightly to his arms.
For lovers, the best way to vent is an expression of love that liberates each other.Even if you have just experienced the unpleasantness of a suspected emotional crisis, you can completely forget these contents after you are satisfied with each other.
Osamu Dazai stretched slowly, then turned over again, and put his thighs on the opponent's waist, as if he was using Fyodor as a human-shaped pillow.
He sighed contentedly, sniffing the faint scent of shampoo from his lover's hair with the tip of his nose, and replied lazily and softly, "I know."
If he failed to escape at the last moment before the formation of the barrier, certain things were already doomed, and the ending could not be changed.
Together they will enjoy the sight of the world collapsing.
Fyodor's tone was still elegant, he stretched out his hand to stroke his lover's fluffy curly hair, lowered his eyes slightly, and whispered to his ear, "Abandon your duty like this?"
Osamu Dazai just shook his head slowly, with a relieved smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's just a little greedy for the warmth from the devil."
After becoming a god, he was exhausted to eliminate all the nightmares in the world, traveling in different times, but he was always alone.No one can see him, not even the superhuman who is about to turn into a nightmare.
The young man has endured unimaginable loneliness in the endless time, and his soul has also been polluted, and it is no longer as dazzling as it was at the beginning.Instead, it is covered with a layer of black dirt, and can only wander in the mire, letting all the malice in this world be entangled.
Finally, the young man made up his mind to stay under the efforts of a certain devil who was mad because of love.
Even if the world is destroyed.
"Doesn't Fei Jia also think this kind of world is beautiful? Otherwise, you wouldn't set it up like this at all." Osamu Dazai giggled, and rarely wanted to take care of others, and turned the thin blanket covering his body towards Feio Dole pulled over there.
Although the climate in June does not require any quilts.
"The fleeting beauty is like the epiphyllum, which cannot usher in the dawn." The pale-skinned young man gently kissed the corner of the other's lips, and his purple eyes stared at Osamu Dazai with a smile on his mouth for a long time in the darkness.
"Is it worth it?" he asked softly.
Is it worth abandoning everything I have held on to for him, for this relationship?
The curly-haired youth curled his lips, moaned and pulled the quilt over his head, "No matter how I answer, you must have planned to do so in the first place."
Even when he was unwilling, Fyodor, who was terribly stubborn, would not stop, and the development of the situation would not be as tender as it is now.
At that time, it will be the real little black house play.
"That's right." The Russian youth admitted frankly without any intention of defending himself.
"However, your attitude is very important at this time. It makes me feel that all this is not real enough, like being in a dream."
Fyodor's original plan was to imprison Osamu Dazai by his side through this slow method.Unexpectedly, when it was actually carried out, someone who was the prey had no intention of escaping at all.He even took the initiative to walk into the trap and happily stayed where he was, obviously the atmosphere inside made him feel comfortable.
"What's wrong with the dream, anyone can usher in the best ending."
The curly-haired young man tried his best to rub against his lover's arms again. The sweat after strenuous exercise faded away, and his breathing finally stabilized.His breath gradually weakened, and his eyes showed sleepiness, as if he was about to enter sleep mode.
"Yeah, that's fine."
However, dreams will eventually wake up one day. Whether it is a good dream or a nightmare, once it is disturbed by the outside world, it will fall apart in an instant.
"It's not impossible at all." Osamu Dazai, who closed his eyes tightly, said abruptly.
Fyodor's breath paused slightly.
"I also want to create a future where I can work hand in hand with you, but both of us will lose a lot, but we can embrace each other in the loneliest time." The young man's voice was hoarse, breathing slowly, and his free hand caressed his lover's cheek inadvertently. Chest, fingertips are spinning back and forth.
"It's the fate line."
destiny line...
If it is said that their abilities are caused by the entanglement of the causal line, it means that this kind of thing that cannot be seen with the naked eye is real.So what evidence can show that such a thing as fate does not exist?
In countless reincarnations, Fyodor was still unable to change those tragedies.Mr. Oda will die together with the nightmare named ghost, and Akiko Yosano will die on the way to track down the nightmare that killed her lover, and Dr. Mori will also die under the attack of the nightmare.No matter how hard he tried to arrange, when a certain time came, those people would still die at a similar time, never without exception.
It's as if all of this has been arranged by some invisible existence, and with the ability of human beings, it can't be shaken at all.
So what is the fate of him and Osamu Dazai?
Abandoned by his biological parents, he lived in an orphanage until he was adopted by an important adoptive father.Life after that seems to be smooth, but in the last few years of life will usher in a series of tragedies, everything is deprived.Until the end, unintentionally becoming a god-like existence, completely disappearing from this world.
Or he was seriously injured when he was young, and was also abandoned by his biological parents, but he never lacked material conditions.After waking up, I met someone who was enough to change my life. I wanted to be with him, but because I couldn't save him, I fell into despair and pain.
If everything can be exchanged in a certain way, the fate of the two will be reversed, and Fyodor, who is the sole caretaker of the courtyard, will also be eligible for a dimension upgrade to fill in the lack of concepts.
If God really has such a thing as a godhead, then it belonged entirely to Osamu Dazai before that.However, when two people in the courtyard choose to exchange their fate lines, their fate trajectories will be completely changed and reversed.Fyodor, who was supposed to be transformed into a nightmare, became a so-called god after that. On the contrary, Osamu Dazai became a demon who fell into madness for love.
The godhead is divided into two, each controlled by two different individuals, but finally it is no longer incomplete, and it can gradually stabilize the world.
In this way, as long as they can solve the problem of the instant eruption of the nightmare, they can make the time of this dream into eternity.
"..." Fyodor sighed heavily, and rubbed his painful temples, "I see, this is indeed something I hadn't thought about."
This kind of whimsical plan may be more difficult to implement than imagined. Just looking for the fate line can stump them for a long time.
"I'm not sure if this kind of thing can be successful. It's a very crazy idea. The worst result is to use the time manipulation ability to restart the world after destruction. At least it can avoid a wave of annihilation swept by nightmares." Disaster." Osamu Dazai's expression gradually became serious, and he lowered his voice to explain.
If the concept collapses at the same time, the total amount of nightmares that swarm out in an instant will not change. It is only necessary to crush a wave as much as possible in a short time, and reverse it before the world completely collapses.Such a cycle can reduce the number of nightmares that destroy the earth in an instant to a level that humans can barely bear.
This measure is effective, but very slow, and the despair spread by the nightmares pouring into the world is too strong to be cleared away once or twice.They need to be immersed in reincarnation together until the nightmare is cleared so that it will not affect the normal operation of the world.
[Eliminate all nightmares in the world before they are born], the time when this concept collapses should be the same in every reincarnation, at a certain point after Osamu Dazai's 22nd birthday.
If it is for the future that the two can work together, it is not unbearable to be immersed in reincarnation again.
Fyodor, who was in deep thought, habitually bit his knuckles. After understanding everything his lover said, he felt a little more relaxed, but he frowned after thinking about something.
"Our action to clear the nightmare will definitely be delayed, but the darkness it induces in the hearts of humans will not fade away because of the demise of the nightmare. That is to say, even if we act in time, such a large-scale outbreak, the sequelae will probably be as long as show in other ways..."
Only when they cleared all the nightmares in the last cycle and restarted the world again can everything return to normal.
Dazai nodded slowly.
"It should be something like a war, a war involving the entire world. To be honest, it's a bit unimaginable."
"Then don't think about it." With a smile on the corner of Fyodor's mouth, he patted his lover's cheek lightly in the dark, "Giving up everything but each other sounds very suitable for your romance."
Once they exchange fate lines, all relatives who care about will leave them.
Osamu Dazai will no longer be adopted by Mori Ogai, and he will never return to the home that made him feel so warm. What he will face is his blood relatives who are still alive but abandon him.Fyodor, on the contrary, will have a family that adopts him. It's hard to say what the atmosphere will be, but he is destined to lose his family members one by one until he has nothing.
In the end, all they can embrace is each other.
"Give it to me." The curly-haired young man who had been silent for a long time stretched out his hand without warning, but with the back of his hand facing up.There was a hint of blush on his cheeks, which was not conspicuous in the dark, but it was enough to make the lover feel the heat.
Fyodor was slightly dazed. After realizing what the other party was asking for, he took out the diamond ring from under the pillow and asked again: "Are you sure you want to accept?"
"Of course, when there are only two people left in the world, there is no other choice, right?" The curly-haired young man groaned and glanced wildly to cover up his shyness.
When the silver ring finally bound his fingertips, the ring warmed by Fyodor's body temperature did not make Osamu Dazai feel the slightest cold.Only then did he turn over contentedly, spread out his hands with a smile on his face, gazed at the ring that made him feel safe with a soft expression, stretched out his little finger, and made a movement to pull the hook.
"Then it's agreed, no one will leave anyone behind, even if hell is waiting for us in the end, don't look back."
Fyodor just smiled and extended his bony hand as well.
"Ah."
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A child in a blue-and-white uniform was sitting on the shore of the artificial coast, holding a fishing rod tightly in his hand, his eyes following the extremely familiar unknown object he hooked up.
Dazai Osamu who was hooked by the collar by the fishhook: "..."
"Long time no see." The child nodded slightly, under the seemingly expressionless facial features, there was a trace of extremely obscure and complicated emotions hidden.
"Um……"
The young man with wet curly hair answered in a muffled voice. After a long silence, he squatted down and looked at Fyodor who looked like a child.
"It hasn't been too long, but if it's facing this face, it's really been a long time."
After the timeline was restarted, the atmosphere between Majin and Osamu Dazai, who shared the previous memories, was no longer as tense as usual because the administrator was hacking.It seems that because of the time they experienced together not long ago, the relationship between the two cannot be restored to the original appearance.
The child-like Majin blinked, and the bats that stayed beside him covered Dazai Osamu's body, instantly clearing away all the sea water and making the young man's clothes dry again.
"Do you need my help?" He deliberately tilted his head in a cute manner, and stretched out his hand to grab Dazai Osamu's cuff.
"...if you wish."
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Seeing the two figures, one big and one small going away, Shuji Tsushima, who was hiding in the dark, got into the clean trash can and closed the lid on his own initiative, refusing all prying eyes.
Fyodor, who was still dressed in a black robe, tapped the lid of the bucket lightly, and with a helpless expression on his face, he opened the private chat interface between the two.
[Private chat with "Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit"]
The kind Russian rice ball: Xiu Zhi, why is there no response?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage fine: a bit unbelievable.
Well-meaning Russian Rice Balls: Incredible What?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I didn't expect that they could really give up their prejudices and cooperate for the time being. [Frightened.jpg]
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Osamu Dazai and Majin, it's over, if these two join forces, the world will not survive for three days.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: Don't pretend to be surprised on purpose, isn't this all expected.
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: As expected, I still find it strange that these two people can really live in harmony for so long when they get together!
Human-shaped self-propelled bandage spirit: Obviously they were locked in the same room before, and they kissed with the aura of killing each other, but now they can even do such a shy gesture as holding hands!
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: [猫猫斗发.jpg]
The kind Russian rice ball: Xiu Zhi, is your level of shyness the opposite of that of normal people?
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: It’s no problem to fight with real guns and live ammunition. It was like this at the beginning, and the hobby is getting more and more self-indulgent.This kind of slightly youthful behavior can be so flustered that you even forget to control your heartbeat. The more innocent you are, the more uneasy you are.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Yes, is there a problem?
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: Nothing, just for fun.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: Ah... Fei Jia, you are like this again, don't pretend, I know all about it. [Disgusted eyes.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: What did you say? I think my hobby is too heavy-handed, and it is so exciting to play. You still like it every time.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: After all, this is the best way to destroy the old enemy from body to heart, Keke.
Well-meaning Russian rice balls: That's why I didn't stop you entirely. [Watch the sky.jpg]
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: You actually admit it like this?
Well-intentioned Russian rice ball: Yes, otherwise?
Humanoid self-propelled bandage spirit: I always feel that I have no position to refute.
Well-meaning Russian rice ball: In this situation, the content of the subsequent plot must be changed.
Well-intentioned Russian rice balls: I don’t know what will happen in the end, and I’m not sure who is instigating who. To be honest, it’s a bit difficult.
Humanoid self-propelled bandage essence: What's so difficult?Fei Jia, with your expression of watching a show, don't think I don't know. [hum.jpg]
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On the other side, the two who looked at each other silently along the way managed to arrive at the residential area on the island.
Just like Osamu Dazai’s plan, after the mission of Atsushi Nakajima to find the terrorists in advance failed, the memory was sent back to the past by a time manipulator with supernatural powers, causing the timeline of the failed mission to become a certain place in the future. possibility.
Now they should have reconciled, according to Dun Jun's thinking, they would probably deliberately squat in front of the trash can where they used to hide, trying to scare themselves.
It's a pity that Pandora's Actor...or Osamu Dazai is more accurate, the intervention of that person led to everything going in an extremely strange direction.
At the same time, it is not only Atsushi Nakajima who has the memory of the last failure, but also himself, Fei Jia who has not yet recovered from the child mode, and two people who are hiding in the dark to watch the show.
Dazai Osamu's rare initiative, he got the gold coin from the small devil, and he no longer needs to try to steal the highest pass on the island.
With a lot of free time, the young man in a camel-colored windbreaker took a deep breath, and exerted a slight force on the hand that was holding the demon's small palm.
"It's time for us to have a good talk."
"Ah."
Those memories had too much influence on each other. Even at the beginning, he never expected that the two of them would be immersed in the memory for so many years, and because of this, they could entrust their entire relationship to each other.
Perhaps Osamu Dazai understood certain facts the moment he left that memory.
Once the problem of position ceases to exist, two people of the same kind will indeed inadvertently attract each other and gradually approach each other, until finally they hold hands and become the only ones to rely on in the dark.
He should obviously feel sick, but now he can no longer have this kind of thought, what is conveyed from his palm is only warmth.
"What are you going to do next?" The curly-haired young man tried not to turn his head, staring straight ahead, asking casually as if trying to resolve embarrassment.
Fyodor seemed to be hesitating, but after sensing the tension well concealed by the other party, he replied softly, "Let the two supernatural organizations in Yokohama fight each other first, and the opponent is you
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