Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

The authorities are confused, but the bystanders are clear. I am afraid that what they are talking about is the current situation.

A year ago, when Osamu Dazai was diagnosed as permanently disabled after the operation, the young man frantically took on the task like desperately.As soon as he changed from his usual laziness, he changed from an angry child to a very reliable adult overnight, earning extraordinary benefits for the port mafia.

However, his behavior of completing a large amount of work without sleep and rest without taking into account the limits of his body, in the eyes of Mori Ogai, is a precursor to usurping the throne.

Establishing prestige in the organization and showing enough strength is like pulling votes in an election, trying to further improve his status in the hearts of Hong Kong and black members.

However, it seemed that Osamu Dazai felt a burst of urgency due to his physical disability. In the confusion, he made a decision to complete the plan that should have been slow in a short time.As a result, all these actions were so blatant that he was aware of the hidden meaning behind the incident.

If it was normal, he would never dispel the vigilance of the leader by spreading ridiculous rumors at the grassroots level.

Those grassroots members who have never seen Dazai's methods would actually believe the nonsense that [Dazai was afraid of being abandoned by the organization after becoming disabled, and had to work hard to prove that he brought benefits to the port mafia].

At that time, Mori Ogai took these as a joke, and the rumors were quickly eliminated by Nakahara Chuya's rectification, and he tried his best not to spread to the ears of his disabled partner.

Looking at it now, this may be the child's true thoughts back then, and he never had the twists and turns he thought.

He is afraid of becoming a burden to the organization due to his physical disability, afraid of becoming a dispensable marginal existence in the port mafia, and afraid of being abandoned by Mori Ogai as the leader...by himself.

The child has explained it very clearly.

The reason why he has two completely different personalities like a split personality is just to avoid the attention of someone who is watching him.Because of this, Osamu Dazai has been wearing a thick mask for several years, and no one can see through the truth behind him.

Even himself, until now, has not realized the child's loyalty to him.

Sure enough, it was all because of that man named Pandora's Actor.

The cold moonlight fell on the curly hair of the young man. He lowered his head and stared at the blurred shadows of the two on the carpet, unable to hold back the choking of his voice.

"I'm really...so tired...so painful..."

Crystal clear teardrops dripped down on the back of his bony hands. In the dark room, the shoulders of the overly thin young man kept twitching. Under the gaze of the middle-aged man, he soon broke down in tears.

I don't know if it's because the emotions that have been accumulated for many years finally found an outlet, Osamu Dazai, who was swept away by the dull pain from his chest, couldn't do anything but cry.

The premature death of his lover, the death of his best friend, and the expulsion from his "father", the superposition of various events is enough to make this ill-fated youth fall into a desperate situation.

Faced with the dilemma of being unable to save Oda Sakunosuke, Osamu Dazai pinned his hopes on the next reincarnation, but was ruthlessly exposed by Pandora's Actor.

There will be no reincarnation in this world.

Oda Sakunosuke, who he failed to save, also lay down forever on the cold floor tiles full of gunpowder smoke and bloody smell, and lost his life in that dilapidated bungalow.

And he didn't even hear the last words.

During the half month of imprisonment, the young man did not eat or drink in a closed room, hugging his knees tightly and curling himself up into a ball.As if the body was just a shell, Dazai Osamu's consciousness was blocked inside, and he could only wander in the eternal night with great grief.

He cried desperately in the dark, unable to perceive the space between day and night, he gradually lost his sense of time, and could barely guess the passage of time through his painful stomach.

It wasn't until Pandora's Actor threatened him again, saying that Mr. Mori would be the next to die, that Osamu Dazai came to say his last farewell with his body so weak that he was on the verge of dying.

Being able to break in so easily is also due to the retrograde.

To be honest, in order to be able to escape the surveillance of the Supernatural Secret Service during the whitewashing period, Shuji Tsushima, who was holding a poor script, was almost suffocating from laughing.

Tears were still gathering in the eye sockets that were smudged red by the onion, as if the lacrimal glands of the young man had collapsed at this moment, the stimulated tears scattered like broken pearls, and wet the back of his pale hands with water.He heard Mori Ogai's breathing froze.

Shuji Tsushima buried his head deeper, like a child who has not received an answer for a long time, letting the fear deep in his heart bloom with the passage of time in the extremely quiet space.

The young people who have not received love are afraid that any actions they take will be rejected, so they can only grit their teeth and stop their sobs with difficulty.

He didn't need to look up to know what kind of disbelief Mori Ogai would have on his face.

The child who has been raised for many years does not know the true character until today, and the calmness and composure in the past is all a disguise.He can act like a baby, cry, and secretly devote all his loyalty to the leader of the Hong Kong gangsters who he regards as his father. This is the real Dazai

The so-called idea of ​​usurping the throne is nothing but Mori Ogai's guess on his own.

The middle-aged man's eyes have never been so complicated as it is now. He stared at the red-eyed young man for a long time, and whispered: "Is it...is this your true character?"

Mori Ogai's evaluation of himself is extremely accurate. He is usually like a machine with precise logic, pursuing the optimal solution in everything, and never takes emotion as a judgment factor.

Because of this, he failed to understand Osamu Dazai's feelings for him.

Shuji Tsushima, who was holding back his laughter until his face was about to twitch, nodded slowly, and replied in a hoarse and trembling voice: "Well, because there is no need to act now."

After all, according to the script, he still has to open the map of the Armed Detective Agency, so he can't continue to waste time in Hong Kong.

Mori Ogai opened the extremely concise resignation letter, stared silently at the paper that was obviously wet with tears, and replied in an obscure tone: "Yes, I approve."

Even if it was the result he already knew, he still couldn't help but flinch when he saw the young man, as if he couldn't accept such an ending.

The man who is the leader of Hong Kong gangsters tapped lightly on the table, finally put down the scalpel he had held in his hand for a long time, and explained soothingly: "But if you want to come back, I will always keep the position of cadre for you. of."

He saw that the young man's eyes brightened obviously, but they were quickly swallowed by the boundless darkness, and the kite-colored pupils that finally fell into a little light were covered with a layer of indistinct thick fog again.

"No need..." Shuji Tsushima lowered his head, and said a line that was too unsuitable for the role of Hei Shizai, "I don't like staying in the dark."

Anyway, according to the script, it is impossible for him to have a chance to come back.

What's more, he doesn't know how much truth and sincerity is contained in Mori Ogai's seemingly persuasive words.As long as the relationship between Osamu Dazai and the transcendent Pandora's Actor is not resolved, he will be a ticking time bomb.

How could this old fox put him at ease in the port mafia?

It's just another superficial effort to know each other well.

The handwriting of the resignation letter was neat, not at all casual like the mission reports written by Osamu Dazai in the past.Except for the long-dried tear stains, he didn't even draw rows of stick figure slugs in the blank space, which is enough to show the confusion when writing this thin paper.

Mori Ogai frowned unnaturally.

Being able to write such neat handwriting shows that Dazai Osamu's hands are not unusual, but his previous performance was not like this.

It's like stepping back into the days of being diagnosed as permanently disabled.

The man's eyes shifted to the other's too slender wrist. Dazai Osamu, who had lost a lot of weight in just half a month, revealed a sickness all over his body, and finally asked the doubts that had troubled him since the two met.

"Speaking of which, why did Dazai-kun sit in a wheelchair? Didn't your body recover a long time ago?"

He had also heard about the child's whole year of rehabilitation. His body, which had been improving with the naked eye, was now so weak that he would be sent to the intensive care unit almost in a second.

Did Sakunosuke Oda's death really affect him so much?

Or is it because of other reasons that the child became what he is now?

Shuji Tsushima, who entered the Biaoxi mode, clenched his lower lip, perfectly interpreting the appearance of the scar that was unintentionally raised, with an expression of wanting to endure the pain alone, and whispered softly, "Because it's useless."

His expression is extremely fragile, the skin carefully carved by God is like a glass product that has already been broken, barely maintaining its original shape, but at the same time, the whole body has long been occupied by fine cracks.

Just touch it lightly, and it will completely crumble and shatter.

"So what if I have a healthy body, so what if I can defeat Mimic by myself... In the end, I can't do anything."

The young man stared at his trembling palm. In a trance, it seemed that a dazzling bright red occupied his entire field of vision, staining his palm which he could not hold.

It was the blood of Oda Sakunosuke in countless reincarnations.

"It would be better not to give me hope in the first place."

Mori Ogai, who had calmed down, became stiff without warning, and in the darkness with only a little moonlight falling, his wine-red eyes were filled with astonishment.

He really felt sorry for Osamu Dazai's current situation, until just now, he would not regret his decision to drive this kid out of the port mafia.

Even if the young man has been loyal to him from the beginning to the end, and has never had superfluous thoughts about the leader, then Osamu Dazai's position is nothing more than a cadre who may force Hong Kong gangsters to stand against the transcendent at any time.

If this time bomb can be thrown out at the same time as the ability to open a license, and the possibility of the organization being hated by the transcendent is eliminated.In comparison, the defection of a cadre is not a big loss.

But what did the kid just say, can he beat Mimic alone?

Could it be that even the true strength is within the scope of Osamu Dazai's concealment?

The leader of the Hong Kong gangsters who wanted to ask immediately couldn't get an answer. At some point, a third person suddenly appeared in the leader's room where there were only two people.

It was a young man in a dark yellow Nazi-style military uniform, who appeared behind the wheelchair where Osamu Dazai was sitting without any warning, caressing his pale cheek.

His front bangs were braided and fixed behind his ears, with a playful smile on his face, but his iris-colored eyes, which were exactly the same as those of the young man in the wheelchair, were extremely cold, without any emotion.

The young man's face is exactly the same as Dazai Osamu's, just like twin brothers, and there is no difference between them except temperament.

"Have you finished your farewell?" Pandora's Actor ignored the staring gaze from the leader of the Hong Kong gangsters, and focused all his attention on the young man in the wheelchair.

The man who disappeared on the surface for many years should have been hunted down by the governments of various countries, and the transcendent Mikhail who wanted to crush him was closely followed behind him, but his behavior was not in a hurry, as if such a world-wide net could not pass It's just entertainment after dinner.

Pandora's Actor swaggered back to Yokohama just like that, and came to recover the little spinoff that he had been away from home for many years.

"……Um."

Osamu Dazai responded weakly, his eyes filled with confusion and fear left nothing but nothingness.

"Then let's go, I've indulged you for too long, it's time to go back to where you really belong."