Supernatural powers are intellectual and handicapped, how do I survive

From the day the two met, Chuya Nakahara knew that Osamu Dazai's attitude towards the port mafia was so different from normal people.

He stays in the organization just because he finds it interesting, except for the slight interest in the daily life of the mafia at the beginning, after getting used to it, life becomes boring again.

It seems that the word loyalty does not exist in this person's dictionary, or that all emotions are so weak on him that there should be no redundant emotions.

He is nothingness, only gradually stained with the same color because he is in the darkness.

Without the desire for power, he wandered on the borderline between life and death, and spent countless days and nights in the dark like this.

When the bullets passed by again in the hail of bullets, Osamu Dazai would show a bored expression, as if he was speaking with the only dark iris-colored pupils that were exposed.

[He didn't die again. 】

Is it really possible for such a person to hide his true feelings deep in his heart and cover up his original appearance with a thick mask?

Is everything he shows false?

Zhong Yuan, who was about to leave, also turned around, looked at his partner wrapped in a black wedding dress in the middle of the bed with a gloomy expression, and said in a low voice, "I have never seen you care about the organization before, as expected you This bastard mackerel has been hiding something since the beginning."

If his guess is true, then there is a reasonable explanation for what Dazai Osamu did after he woke up from a coma after the operation.

His loyalty to Mori Ogai is not simply the relationship between his subordinates and the leader, but a more intimate relationship than that.

Just like a child's admiration for his father, he wants to do his best to show himself in order to get his father's praise.In times of crisis, he subconsciously seeks shelter from the wind, in order to get the warm shelter of his family.

After all, when Osamu Dazai was forced by Mikhail three months ago, he asked Mori Ogai for help on the phone in a daze, and murmured weakly not to abandon him.

If he didn't think Mori Ogai is someone he can rely on from the bottom of his heart, he wouldn't say that.

As for why he wanted to hide this feeling, I'm afraid it still has something to do with Pandora's Actor.

As time flowed backwards from the wounds on the limbs, Shuji Tsushima's consciousness seemed to have recovered a lot along with it.It's just that his demeanor is still shrouded in fatigue, and his words are full of weakness, "At least I wanted to be a doctor at first, and this is true."

Zhong Yuanzhong also leaned on the door frame at the secret door, stared at him with an indescribable expression, shook his head and said, "Farewell, I'm afraid you will suddenly commit suicide with a scalpel on the operating table, such first aid will become a waste of time." It's for two."

Shuji Tsushima gave him a feeble smile back.

"...Speaking of which, I always thought you were talking nonsense. What happened to your five-month-old boyfriend?" The orange-haired boy hesitated for a long time before asking this question, "If you want to be a doctor? If it's true, then you don't need to lie about this, but why have there never been rumors about this in the organization?"

It was hard for him to imagine how someone like Osamu Dazai would fall in love with someone. That picture must be beautiful, completely overturning his previous character design.

Even though it's already collapsed.

In just over three months, Osamu Dazai stepped out of various auras such as being a confidant and double black, which were highly valued by the port mafia leader.He became a poor little boy who was toyed with by two transcendents, and was even forced to be the bearer. He was abused to the point of physical disability, and his whole body was covered with the label of "fragility".

If it weren't for his deal with Pandora's Actor, he would have spent his entire life in a wheelchair.

Shuji Tsushima slowly closed his eyes, avoiding the complicated sight of his partner, and after a long silence, he said in a muffled voice, "He is dead."

At least on the bright side of the script, Pandora's Actor cannot be allowed to know the fact that Fyodor is not dead.

Realizing that he had inadvertently opened his partner's scar severely, Zhong Yuanzhong was also momentarily at a loss for words.

"Is that so..."

"Mr. Mikhail should have mentioned it." A dull voice came from the pillow, Shuji Tsushima buried his face deeper, and his tone revealed a bit of sadness.

"what?"

I don't know why the topic suddenly turned to Mikhail, Zhongyuan Zhong couldn't react, "Wait, could it be——?!"

He suddenly remembered why he and Mikhail formed a friendship. Mikhail, who was still showing himself as the owner of the coffee shop at the time, revealed at the beginning that he had a child who died young .If that child was still alive, he would probably be the same age as himself.

And Osamu Dazai called another person's name during that phone call.

—Fei Jia.

It is also a Russian-style nickname, and the age range is also suitable, which means that the boyfriend he said is five months younger is actually Mikhail's child.

Nakahara Chuya's face turned pale in an instant, not much worse than Osamu Dazai who was seriously injured again.An inexplicable sour feeling occupied his heart, and the young man subconsciously took two steps back, but he couldn't stop the absurdity from filling his mind.

Then Osamu Dazai is the father of his lover...

Shuji Tsushima let out a deep breath, tightened his arms around the pillow, and said in a trembling voice: "Don't tell Mr. Mori, even I have things that I don't want others to know."

If he didn't hide his expression any more, the little dwarf would see his distorted face with a suppressed smile.

What's more, the administrator account is not in Wenye World now, and it is impossible to read the file immediately, which may trigger a series of events that will affect the subsequent plot.

"Ah, yes." Zhongyuan Zhong also tried to calm down his chaotic thoughts with deep breaths, "But the port mafia can't protect you from the two transcendents, what are you going to do next?"

The black-haired boy thought about it for a while, as if he realized that he had no other way out, he murmured weakly, "Just don't be caught by them, I'm afraid Mr. Mikhail won't do anything to me anymore, the rest It's Pandora..."

Although it is said that Pandora's Actor is the Great Demon King, and ordinary people can't stop him from doing what he wants to do.

"It was him last night, right? The one who opened the door for me and said crazy things." The corners of Zhongya Zhongya's mouth tightened, and self-blame spread.

He unexpectedly failed to distinguish the difference between the two, completely recognizing Pandora as his partner.Why do you still stubbornly believe that the other party is Osamu Dazai, even though you have already noticed so many violations?

It's as if that person...is a mackerel after going crazy.

"Yeah." Shuji Tsushima still answered in a short and dull voice.

"Why does Pandora's Actor look the same as you? If it's not father and son, could it be twins?"

"...I don't expect anything from a slug's brain either."

Zhongyuan Zhongye: "..."

I don't know if it's due to the hope of his body's recovery, Osamu Dazai is slowly changing back to his previous appearance, picking up the title of dislike for his partner again.

The orange-haired boy was not angry with his intentionally provocative words, but heaved a sigh of relief.He lowered his top hat uncomfortably, and the weight that had been oppressing his heart for several months was finally removed, his tone could not hide his dryness, "It's better for you to be like this."

Finally, it is no longer a lifeless appearance that may burp at any time.

Shuji Tsushima smiled wistfully, taking advantage of his current state is not too bad, continued to explain: "I am the gene provider, in a sense, I am a clone of Pandora's Actor."

"Clone...?"

A gravitational operator who didn't expect such a relationship was a little confused.

The young man nodded his head slowly, curling up his body even tighter, "Probably, but according to what he said, I'm more like a container to hold some kind of strength."

Not just carrying cause and effect.

Zhong Yuan was also speechless for a while, his expression was too subtle, as if he had recovered his sanity after being in a daze for a long time, and murmured: "You are also a product of the laboratory..."

The word "also" is very spiritual when it comes out of his mouth.

Shuji Tsushima was trying to get rid of his cumbersome accessories, pretending not to hear what his partner said, and whispered solemnly, "I am afraid there is no one in this world who can beat him, not even Mr. Mikhail. "

"How come... Mikhail first, Mikhail is one of the seven traitors, and his strength is the top transcendent in the world. If even he can't do anything, then Pandora's Actor What kind of monster is it?" Nakahara Zhong also had an unbelievable expression on his face, and his fingertips curled up unnaturally.

What will be above the transcendent?

"Who knows, it's definitely not a human being anyway." The pale boy's voice gradually turned cold, staring at his wrist that was slowly recovering, and abruptly changed the subject, "I'm still on vacation, I won't be disturbed for a while , just to allow the wound to heal properly."

After the function of the tendons in the limbs is restored, he will have to start a year-long rehabilitation.

"But Pandora's Actor won't be so kind. I'm afraid it will take about a year for my body to return to its original level. By then, I can continue to go on field missions."

Weird.

By that time, Osamu Dazai had completely defected to the port mafia because of the death of his best friend and Mori Ogai's fear.

If God's script is not tampered with, it will take four years for Shuanghei's comeback, and there is no other possibility.