From cannon fodder to heartthrob after wearing a book

Covering her ears behind the girl, he heard the little girl's exclamation. He turned his head to look into her eyes, and saw the fireworks that ignited the night in her eyes: "Are you happy?"

"Happy. Thank you brother."

"You are very polite."

Xue Jinzhao praised her, and when he finally sent her home, Xue Jinzhao handed her some pink bills and left his contact information: "If you encounter difficulties, you can ask me for help. You must study hard at ordinary times. If you do well in the exam, I will take you to KFC McDonald's."

Xue Jinzhao chose the most attractive food for children to encourage her.

The three of them walked for a while, Su Qingran suddenly grabbed Xue Jinzhao's hand, he was so forceful that he trembled, even his voice trembled: "I have something to say to you."

Xue Jinzhao didn't refuse, and let Zhou Chaoshen go first according to his wishes, and stood in front of his house waiting for his next words.

Su Qingran looked into Xue Jinzhao's eyes, her heart was shaken, and she wanted to say something to achieve her goal.

Xue Jinzhao is easy to feel sorry for others.

Distress and love are probably only a little bit short.

Su Qingran said: "Actually, I am similar to that little girl..."

On this point, he didn't lie.Probably he really held a bit of resentment, his words were incomplete, tears were already falling, and Xue Jinzhao was also taken aback.

"what's wrong?"

Xue Jinzhao touched his cheek with his hand, his sleeves were already wet, and he could only wipe his tears with his fingers: "It's okay, it's over."

"I……"

How should Zhou Chaoshen be slandered?Su Qingran pondered over his words, tears entered the scene earlier than him, and fell more violently.

"Why are you crying so hard?"

Xue Jinzhao really regarded him as his younger brother, and said it without paying attention: "I treat you as my younger brother. If you cry like this, I will feel very distressed."

"Come on, brother hug."

Xue Jinzhao hugged Su Qingran into his arms, not at all ambiguous through the down jacket, as frank as a brother.

"Brother, stop crying."

Su Qingran's words were stuck in his throat like this, he couldn't go up and down, he hesitated for a long time, and finally he couldn't bear to say "brother", and couldn't say what he wanted to say.

"If only we could remain good friends."

"definitely."

Xue Jinzhao patted him on the back hard, then let him go: "We will always be good brothers."

"Okay."

Su Qingran complied and waved goodbye to him, and didn't say what he didn't say.

He had literally renounced some kind of nasty means.

Xue Jinzhao walked back to Zhou Chaoshen's side, and suddenly felt the desire to hold his hand, and then withdrew it: "Su Qingran is quite cute."

"Then do you like him?"

Zhou Chaoshen looked at him, and asked the question intentionally or unintentionally: "You have never been so gentle with He Zhaoran before."

what happened?Be wary of him as a love rival?

Xue Jinzhao almost exploded, but still suppressed his anger: "I like it, I think he is cute and cute."

"You obviously didn't say that before."

"Then I don't think so now?"

Fortunately, Zhou Chaoshen was speechless with his own words. He speeded up his pace triumphantly, walked for a while, and looked back at Zhou Chaoshen who was in a bad mood.

Xue Jinzhao was counting silently in his heart, and so was Zhou Chaoshen.

three.

He really likes Su Qingran.

two.

Forget it, I won't mind.

One.

"Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year."

Instead of watching the Spring Festival Gala on TV, they just walked on the road and looked into each other's eyes.

Xue Jinzhao suddenly felt a little emotional: "It's great to be able to walk by your side like this."

"Then just stand by me."

Zhou Chao pursed his lips deeply, and his tone was so firm that he didn't seem to be joking.

"How can this be done? You have to stand beside the person you like, and I will stand far away so that..."

A mouthful of dog food.

"What if I say, I like you?"

Zhou Chaoshen's tone did not change, but he looked at Xue Jinzhao with a firm expression, and he could see his unshakable heart at a glance.

Xue Jinzhao recalled that night again, the shattered light in Zhou Chaoshen's eyes, when he was staring at him, he didn't even notice that something was wrong.

"Deep tide..."

Xue Jinzhao's voice softened, the more he thought about the past, the more he felt that he was an asshole, that his self-righteousness and consideration for him were all stabbing him in the heart.

After stabbing him with a knife, he still raised his head and smiled at himself. He didn't complain even a word.

"Sorry……"

The author says:

表白了，没留到番外感谢在2021-08-2518:50:31~2021-08-2621:29:54期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottle of Nandeng;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

36. Poetry

◎"Don't say I'm sorry."

Zhou Chaoshen quickly stopped him, hesitated and said, "Don't answer me. …◎

"No need to say sorry."

Zhou Chaoshen quickly stopped him, hesitated and said, "Don't answer me."

"I...don't want to know the answer yet."

Xue Jinzhao also wrote a lot of drafts. He is a person with a vague sense of boundaries. He loves his lover regardless of dimension. Even in the world of crossing books, he truly gives others love and joy.

But Zhou Chaoshen, he never imagined it.The first person he meets in the book, who is the most honest and open to him, will have other plans for him.

His mind was blank, and he loaded it for a long time to no avail. At the end, there was only one sentence: "From now on... you don't have to teach me to do my homework anymore."

The person he likes is always by his side, which is a kind of torture for Zhou Chaoshen. He has to constantly suppress his beating heart, cannot suppress his liking, and always have false fantasies.

Xue Jinzhao has no experience of rejecting friends, but he can learn experience from the emotional lines in countless worlds. He once transmigrated as a disciple of a certain sect, and the second senior brother has always accompanied and guarded the junior sister as a friend. Jinzhao also asked him, why didn't he leave?

At that time, the junior sister was already with the elder brother, and he made light bulbs in front of the two of them every day, in vain.

"I can't bear it... I always feel that one day she can look back and see my goodness."

Xue Jinzhao didn't have a bitter story to relate to, but he was also shaken and understood a truth - let go of those who cannot be loved.

Just like how he alienated Gu Jianzhou intentionally or unintentionally, Zhou Chaoshen will now become the target of this exile.

"I see."

Zhou Chao walked out quietly, went downstairs, washed up, and went to bed.He was mentally prepared long ago, but being rejected by the other party was still like a blow to the head, which made him unable to open his eyes in pain.

He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling. The good sound insulation of the villa would not let him know that there were people upstairs who were tossing and turning like him.

Xue Jinzhao was heartless enough, the two of them never got together during the whole summer vacation, even the milk before going to bed was excused by him, as if the story went back to the timeline when Zhou Chaoshen was treated as a transparent person by him.

But without Zhou Chaoshen's guidance, Xue Jinzhao struggled a bit in his studies, and often made Lianmai phone calls to discuss topics with his classmates, but often ended up with nothing.

No one was watching, and sometimes Xue Jinzhao was too indulgent, playing games until eleven o'clock at night.

He subconsciously felt that it was going to be bad, but he sank insanely like escaping from reality.In the first mock exam back to school, he plummeted.

Xue Jinzhao thought that his grades would not be very good, but he didn't expect it to reach such a terrifying level. His essays comprehensively declined, and his geography even fell below seventy.

When Gu Jianzhou took the test paper and turned around to ask him how many points he had scored, Xue Jinzhao was still blaming himself, so Gu Jianzhou asked him again.

"No, I said how many points did you get in the exam?"

Gu Jianzhou snatched the test paper with a smile and read it. After a few seconds of silence, he smoothed things over: "It's okay, it's just a miss."

Xue Jinzhao didn't want to face failure, and he was furious at being exposed. With tears in his eyes, he thought about a few swear words but couldn't swear. He threw away the test paper and ran to the rooftop in a hurry.

Of course not to jump off.

He just... just hasn't gotten used to losing.

Xue Jinzhao walked to the corner of the dark stairs again, squatted down, buried his face in his knees, and cried out suppressedly.

He was so absorbed in crying that he didn't notice someone approaching. He gently touched the top of his head with one hand, and then retracted it.

The man sat down beside him.

Xue Jinzhao didn't even want to raise his head to look at the other party. After being together for so long, he could recognize Zhou Chaoshen faster and more acutely than anyone else.

"Failed in the exam? Huh?"

Zhou Chaoshen comforted him.

It was rare to be discovered while hiding and crying. Xue Jinzhao felt extremely ashamed, buried his head in it and lifted it up, and defended himself in a low voice: "I'm fine."

"it is good."

Zhou Chaoshen sat beside him, and said in a calm tone: "I have something to do, I am fifty points more than No.2 this time, and I feel pressured."

Good fellow, put Versailles aside!

Xue Jinzhao even cried back in anger, raised his head and gave Zhou Chaoshen a punch that was neither light nor heavy: "Scholar, get out!"

Zhou Chaoshen observed him, his eyes, nose and face turned red when he cried, but Xue Jinzhao only looked pitiful and wanted to hug him.

Zhou Chaoshen stretched out his hand, and quickly wiped it from the corner of Xue Jinchao's eyes, wiping away a teardrop: "Blame me for not giving you European spirit before the exam."

The more Xue Jinzhao thought about it, the more he reasoned: "Then it's your fault."

Zhou Chao couldn't help but laugh. He could see a little bit of innocence and pampering from Xue Jinzhao, and he also loved such innocence and pampering.

"Let me continue to tutor you."

Although Zhou Chaoshen was sitting next to him, he kept a certain distance from him politely, and pressed the ice mineral water in his hand to his cheek: "Without you, I can't find the place to study."