dancer on the knife

Speaking of writing, I have to start from high school. It was an accidental opportunity to buy "Liaoning Youth", which contains many classic articles, and because I was awarded the school's "three good students", I was awarded a notebook. As the most important honor in my life, I naturally hope that such a prize will not be wasted, so I copied the articles in the publication one by one.Maybe it was not satisfying, so I recited the excerpted exquisite sentences and articles.The direct benefit of doing this is that when writing a composition, the sentence I recited suddenly flashed in my mind, and the written article was also praised by the Chinese teacher, who praised my writing level for great improvement.

A casual praise from the teacher can sometimes give a lot of encouragement and even affect a person's fate.From then on, in addition to excerpts from exquisite articles and sentences, I also started my life of writing a diary.The hobby of writing has been developed since then.

After I started working, I kept writing on and off until February 2012, when I found a writing method that suited me, so I persisted every day.If I don’t write every day, I feel uncomfortable and at a loss what to do, so sometimes I fall asleep, but I still get up, and I don’t sleep until I write an article.

For me now, writing is no longer a habit, nor a belief, but a part of my life.I have also gone through multiple stages on the road of writing, which may be a reflection of a true state of mind when I grow up.

The writing during my study period contained a lot of vanity elements. At that time, I didn’t know what writing meant?I also don't understand the true value of writing. I only know that if I write a good composition, I can have face in front of my classmates.After all, for those who are not top-notch, have no other specialties, and don't like to cause trouble, if they want to have some influence in front of classmates and teachers, the only way left is writing.

After stepping into the society, I participated in the three-month induction training in the hotel. There were hundreds of new employees. Some of them were experienced; In such a group, I have very few opportunities to stand out.Later, when I encountered a group essay competition, I felt that the opportunity had come, just like a person who fell into the river pulled a rope and took it as a life-saving rope.Based on this kind of psychology, the story of everyone falling asleep, and I took a small bench to the street lamp to rush to write an article happened.Fortunately, the article was later published in the group's publication.One day we were practicing making the bed in the classroom. When the supervisor asked me to read aloud on stage in front of all my colleagues, I was like a person walking the red carpet. I was greatly satisfied with my inner vanity, and at the same time I was full of confidence in the future .

The writing after work is still very utilitarian. Everything is for publication, and I am eager to get the manuscript fee. Unfortunately, nothing has been done.In order to give it a try, Dang finally quit his job and devoted himself to writing, but when the reality faced him, he had to bow his head.At that time, I was hesitant and confused, and I didn't know whether to persist or give up completely.It wasn't until I saw a sentence that awakened myself that I was enlightened. After passing through the hurdle of every writer who loves writing, I completely liberated myself.A person's motivation is very important, and utilitarian expectations often backfire.

After starting a business, writing began to consider more factors.In the first few years of the establishment of the company, when I changed from a free person to a legal person, my life began to enter a new process, and it also started the most mixed life.Because of the change of the role, the text has also changed a lot. I learned to hide myself and my inner world slowly.The loneliness in the soul is all testing myself, and because it is not easy to start a business, and the daily life is like walking on thin ice, so writing becomes cautious.In order to keep encouraging myself, so many inspiring articles came into being.Looking back, what would my life be like without the company of writing?I really dare not think about it.In addition to learning to endure, I also began to write a series of professional articles related to work. In addition to enhancing the company's influence, it is also a summary of my own experience.When writing begins to have scruples, the text appears to lack a kind of color.

No matter what stage of life you are in, in the process of writing, what you feel the most is loneliness. This is the true portrayal of writing, and it is also the wealth bestowed on everyone who really loves writing.The loneliness in writing can make the heart calm in an impetuous society; writing is also the initiator of the spark of wisdom, making a person wise; although writing is lonely, growth is not lonely, it is growth A good teacher and helpful friend on the road; writing is a lamp that illuminates the way forward. When one day you lose yourself, you can find yourself along the words.

Millions of words of articles, diaries, poems, and novels were written in this lonely journey, which has become the most important wealth in my life.

Writing has become a second life, but not every writing is in a waking state, and some of them are written in a sleeping state. Writing in a sleeping state can be said to be repeated failures.It usually only takes more than half an hour to write an article of more than 1000 words, but it takes an hour or two when you are going to sleep.The kind of writing and deleting, deleting and writing again, the battle between instinct and will is vividly reflected at this time.As for why this is so, I think the best answer is: there is no reason.

In the time when will and instinct fight against each other, in the end, it is the will that defeats the instinct.In the process, I also accumulated some very reliable tricks, mainly including slapping the face, washing the face and hair, listening to the best music, and pinching the body hard. The methods used can be described as original.

slap face

When writing encounters drowsiness, it is normal to fall asleep. Often, the hands are still on the keyboard, but the saliva flows down unconsciously.After waking up, I will blink my eyes vigorously, and then see how to write next. It is often at this time that the upper and lower sentences are incoherent and the sentences are not fluent enough.I just wrote less than two sentences, and fell into a half-sleep state again. I really had no choice but to slap myself in the face with my right hand.After fanning, you can stay awake for a while, and start fanning again after a while until you finish writing.

wash face and hair

When fanning the face cannot effectively keep you awake, you will consider washing your face and hair.Washing your face is easy to see the effect in winter, and the cold water can instantly wake you up.I fell asleep after writing a paragraph, and went to wash my face again, twice, three times, or even four or five times, all just to finish writing.In summer, the effect of washing your face is often much worse. Putting your head under the faucet can make you feel refreshed.Taking advantage of this sobriety, I often finish writing articles in one go.

listen to music

After so many years of writing, I have also developed some unique writing habits, that is, writing while listening to music.In most cases, I will listen to piano music and light music, but when sleepiness comes, only the best music can be effective.In order not to affect others, I would wear earplugs and turn up the volume. When the bloody melody sounded, the blood began to boil. At this time, the state was like a different person, and the thinking became different. Smoother and a little more inspired.

Pinch the body hard

Sometimes when drowsiness forcefully presses the will in the corner, causing the thoughts to fragment again and again, at this time, I will pinch the body vigorously with my hands.When the effect is not satisfactory, I can't wait to prick myself with a needle.That kind of short-term pain can only keep people awake for a short time, and it is only a partial pain, but this kind of temporary sobriety can also open up a channel for the stuck thoughts, making it possible to continue writing.

Using a single trick, the effect is still very little, often first slaps the face, then washes the face and hair, then turns on the music, and sometimes pinches the body, the effect of this combination of punches is still very powerful, at least once After sleepiness for the second time, an article is completed.

Although what I am most satisfied with is writing. I have been doing it for 20 years, but this is what I can't let go of the most, because this loose, aimless and random writing style makes me I have not been able to really make a breakthrough, and even once encountered a bottleneck in writing.If I can't focus, then the road to writing is stuck here, and it is difficult to make a breakthrough.Although with such awareness, the writing volume of professional articles has made a great breakthrough, but this is still a temporary solution, not the root cause. I have to really start another writing life, that is to focus and then focus.

I can no longer kid myself that many manuscripts and novels are only partially completed, and these are the painful history of my writing, which I have been unwilling to face.But if you want to break through, you have to face it squarely.Ever since, I made the most challenging decision in my writing life: get up at 4:2 in the morning every day, and then write for [-] hours.

As for why this decision is made, it is based on the fact that in order to complete a high-quality article, you need to maintain enough time and be in the best state, otherwise it will be difficult to achieve what you want.Thinking about myself for so many years, 99.9% of my writing is at night, but sometimes I can’t agree with what I write at night, and I even fall asleep while writing. How can I write high-quality in such a state? article?

Thought is the guiding light of action, I have to use writing to start a new day of my life, not to mention that staying up late itself is a kind of overdraft to the body, I have already overdrawn too much, and I can no longer do whatever I want.As the most important thing in my life, I must maintain enough time and energy to complete it.Many problems in life come from my own thinking and understanding. Since I started my life at 4:[-] in the morning, I discovered another completely different world.In this world, I am clear-headed, quick-thinking, and eloquent.

Waking up at 4:[-] every morning, I started to feel that it was difficult, but everything was difficult at the beginning, so I persisted.One day, I forgot to set the alarm clock on my mobile phone, but I still woke up on time. This surprised me very much. Once the biological clock is developed, everything becomes simple.

Sometimes in order to determine what to write every day, I would think for a long time, and the situation of writing and deleting would still happen, but it was much less than before.Every morning, I write thousands of words of articles to start my daily life, which has greatly improved my overall state.Using the habit of getting up early to force yourself to go to bed early is still very effective.

I think this decision must have had such an impact on me that I feel the magic now.It used to be several years before I could write a novel with less than 10 words, but now I can do it in a month.Writing in this way of highly focusing on writing goals and locking in a specific time, what else can I not achieve?Since I like codewords, let's take the matter of codewords to the limitless state.As long as you keep going, you can write millions of words a year, which will be a subversive writing life.

Drinking water and thinking about the source, when I felt the benefits of this good work and rest habit, I thought of the article that influenced my decision, because it recorded Wang Yongqing, the god of management, who got up at 4 a.m. every day. When I saw it, I I was shocked, can people still live like this?It's just that I didn't understand it thoroughly enough at that time, so that I didn't really practice it until many years later.Great people always have habits and thinking that are different from ordinary people.Since I am determined to use this life to realize my great dream, I must take a different path from ordinary people.

A new life has begun. Under the tempering of life, the text has become flesh and blood. The green text is replaced by the full text; the empty text is replaced by the thoughtful text; the simple text is covered by the deep text.Life is the best material for writing.Different life writes different words, what you experience and what you feel will become the source of writing.Although you can't write very beautiful sentences like other writers, as long as you feel life with your heart, keep reading, and keep writing, you will definitely gain something.