Comprehensive fear: this dead heroine

The existence of An Qi was an accident. After the birth of Annabel, the couple decided not to have any more children. They were afraid that if they had one more child, their feelings for Annabelle would not be so pure. After discussing with others, they decided that in this life, only Annabelle would have one child.

So one year after Annabelle was born, the couple decided to have a sterilization operation, making sure that they would only have one child, Annabelle.

However, Esther's health is not good, and the sterilization operation hurts her a lot, so the person who undergoes the sterilization operation becomes Serior.

After Seriol underwent sterilization, the family of three had a very happy time, but when Annabelle was one year old, Esther became pregnant again.

When Serior knew that Esther was pregnant, his first reaction was that Esther had someone else behind his back. He had already undergone a sterilization operation, and the child could not be his.

But Esther swears with her own life that the child in her belly is definitely Serior's.

There is nothing foolproof in this world. Maybe a person who has been sterilized may make his wife pregnant. They asked the doctor, and the doctor said that there is a possibility, but the possibility is very low...

Esther has never done anything to betray Serior, but Serior obviously does not believe her words, and Serior still has feelings for Esther, but the child in her womb was not what they expected produced, and her existence changed Serior's feelings for Este.

Esther rejected Serior's suggestion that she abort the child. She wanted to give birth to the child and do a paternity test to prove that it was Serior's child.

Because of Esther's decisiveness, Serior also became somewhat skeptical, but the thorn in his heart had already been pierced, and even if the thorn was finally raped, it would still leave a wound.

Unlike when she was pregnant with Annabelle, Esther suffered a lot when she was pregnant with this child. At that time, Serior’s work also had problems. A doll he made seemed to be involved in a religious case His reputation has also been greatly affected.

The huge work pressure made the originally gentle Serior seem to be a different person. He gave all the remaining gentleness to Annabelle, and the person who took over his fiery temper was Ace. special.

The pregnant Esther took on too many negative emotions, and she didn't know how to vent them, so she attributed everything to the child in her womb.

This child was not expected from birth.

Pregnant in October and giving birth once.

Esther had been in pain for three days and three nights, and was tortured. She had just given birth to a girl. Not long after the baby was born, they did a paternity test.

When she confirmed that the child was Serior, Esther also felt a little affection for the child, and she named the child Angie.

However, these traces of love and affection completely disappeared after three days.

When Angie was born, Annabelle was just a two-year-old milk doll, and she had an extraordinary interest in Ann, a soft, bubbly child.

In the beginning, Annabelle and Angie were placed in the same room for the convenience of care. Esther also told Annabelle that the baby was fragile and could not play with her now.

Annabelle agreed at that time, and promised that she would not touch the baby casually. She did exactly that two days ago. She just lay on the outside of the crib to watch Angie, not daring to reach out to touch her. she.

But on the third night, Esther fell into a deep sleep because of his weakness, so he didn't go to the nursery to see the baby all night.

But that night, Serior also left home because of work, and there were only three of them, mother and daughter, left in the house.

The next day, when Esther woke up and went to check in the baby's room, he found a terrifying thing.

Annabelle slept in Angie's crib. She slept dishonestly and pressed Angie under her body.

An Qi's mouth and nose were all covered, and she was suffocated to death.

Looking at the little daughter's bruised face, Esther's mind went blank. How terrible is it that her eldest daughter killed her younger daughter?

Esther was greatly stimulated, but seeing Annabel's innocent expression, Esther knew clearly that Annabelle cannot be blamed for this matter.

She is just a child, how does she know what she has done?

One daughter is already dead, and she can't let the other daughter bear the reputation of killing her own sister.

So Esther was going to hide this matter, she carried the cold body of her little daughter out of the crib, and wanted to dispose of the body as soon as possible.

But when she was about to bury An Qi in the dug deep pit, the child who had already lost his breath opened his eyes again.

Resurrection from the dead, this is the ability that only demons possess...

Drop drop! ! !

The ear-piercing horn sounded, and Esther's consciousness was withdrawn from her memories. She looked at the oncoming large truck and turned the steering wheel suddenly.

The car stopped, Esther was lying on the steering wheel, panting heavily, just passing by the god of death, Esther's heart was beating violently, and his mind was blank.

She is still alive, her heart is beating, her blood is still flowing in her body, she is still breathing, she is not dead...

After the great panic, there was the joy of the rest of her life. Esther lay on the steering wheel, tears falling down, she is still alive, there is no better thing in this world than this.

Zuo Si sat in the back seat, quietly looking at the woman in the front seat who was trembling with fear, her delicate and beautiful face showed no expression.

Death does scare people, but since she is not dead, why is she crying like this?

Zuo Si didn't understand, didn't understand, and didn't bother to ask Esther about it.

This person used to have only a little bit of disgust towards her, but now, he is full of malice. She hates her to the extreme, hates to the extreme, why should she care about her feelings.

After crying for a long time, Esther finally stopped crying. She raised her head and wiped the tears from her face. She glanced at the rearview mirror inadvertently. As the expressionless child, Esther's hands clenched.

Didn't she already know it?Why bother?

Her child is already dead, and the one who is alive now is just a demon in her child's skin.

Est took a deep breath and restarted the car.

The silver-white car is driving on the road, leading to an unknown journey.

Zuo Si turned his head sideways, looking at the desolate scenery outside the car window, without much expression on his face.

Zuo Si had vaguely guessed what Esther was going to do, but what did that have to do with her?She has hands and feet, so she can live anyway, where and how she lives are all the same.

After driving for a full eight hours, Esther brought Zuo Si to the bustling big city. After all, she did not lose her conscience and left Zuo Si on the desolate road, but placed her in the bustling city , and left her clothes and some food and money.

There are many kind-hearted people in this world. When they see this child, they will always be tempted and adopt her.

Although they abandoned her, they also arranged a future for her so that she could continue to live.

Those people don't know what happened to her in the past, don't know her origin, and will take good care of her.

They are also worthy of her.

"An Qi, stay here obediently. Mom is going to buy some things and will come back to pick you up right away."

Esther's lies were so clumsy that Zuo Si looked up at her, with a faint light shining in those blue eyes.

"Are you coming back to pick me up?"

Zuo Si knew she couldn't, but he still asked, wanting to get an accurate answer.

Looking at Zuo Si's pure eyes, Esther's heart trembled, and she thought of the doll whose head had been twisted off, and their lovely Annabelle, her softened heart instantly became stiffened.

"You wait obediently."

After finishing speaking, Esther left in a hurry without hesitation.

Holding the food in his arms, Zuo Si walked slowly to the side of the street, and sat down next to the wall.

Beside him was a homeless man dressed in shabby clothes. Seeing Zuo Si who was dressed cleanly, the homeless man felt compassion: "Little girl, why are you here alone? Where's your mother?"

Zuo Si glanced at him and sensed his kindness, Zuo Si said, "Mom asked me to wait for her here, and she said she would come back to pick me up."

She repeated Esther's words in a flat tone, and the tramp's face changed immediately when he heard it.

No normal mother would leave her three-year-old daughter on a strange road...

"Little girl, what's your mother's name? Do you remember where your own home is? Uncle will take you to the police and send you home, okay?"

Zuo Si shook his head and rejected his kindness. It doesn't make much sense if she can't go back. Even if she goes back, she will still be discarded again. Esther is full of hatred for her. Maybe this time Just lose her, who knows what she will do next time?

The homeless man didn't talk anymore, he just quietly stayed by Zuo Si's side, blocking those who had malicious intentions.

A little girl who looks as delicate as a doll is just discarded on the street, what will happen if there is no one to protect her?

This world seems to be safe, but in fact, there are many dangers hidden under the appearance of safety. She is a weak little girl, who can protect her?

It was still dusk when Zuo Si was discarded. Not long after, the sky darkened and colorful neon lights lit up. Zuo Si sat in the corner, looked at the strange street in front of him, and sighed a long time.

Esther really doesn't want her anymore.

In early summer, the night was still a bit chilly, Zuo Si couldn't feel the cold, but her body could feel it, her small body curled up into a ball, resisting the invasion of the cold.

The homeless man who had been taking care of her before saw this scene, walked over silently, and covered Zuo Si with his warm clothes.

This is just a poor little girl, but no one can bear to watch her suffer from hunger and hunger. How cruel must her mother be to throw such a cute child on the street?

The long night passed quickly, and Zuo Si kept his eyes closed to rest his mind. When the sky brightened and a new day came, Zuo Si opened his eyes.

The city during the day and the city at night looked like two completely different places. Zuo Si ate the food left by Este yesterday and prepared to leave here.

"Angie, wait a minute."

The homeless man who stayed with Zuo Si all night grabbed Zuo Si's arm. Zuo Si stopped and looked back at the bearded homeless man who couldn't see his true face.

"what?"

After a night, the homeless man still had a faint hope that the woman would come back to look for his child. He thought that the woman really didn't want the child anymore, so he couldn't just watch Zuo Si leave like this , she is just an ignorant child, what should she do if she encounters any danger?

"I'll take you to the police uncle, okay?"

Zuo Si blinked, looked at the man's serious matter, and nodded slowly.

The homeless man got off and took Zuo Si to the police station.

The person in charge of their case was a very gentle young lady who patiently asked Zuo Si many things.

"Who is your father?"

Zuo Si shook his head, when the two of them abandoned themselves, they had automatically given up their identities as her parents.

"Who is your mother?"

Zuo Si continued to shake his head.

"Where does your family live?"

Zuo Si shook her head, she really didn't know this time, she had only been in this world for more than a day, how could she know so many things?

Zuo Si asked three questions, and the policewoman had no choice. The police also went to check the surveillance, but the place where Zuo Si was abandoned was in a blind spot of surveillance, and they couldn't find who abandoned Zuo Si at all.

The name An Qi is a bad street name. There are countless children named An Qi in the whole city. It is impossible for them to check them one by one. It would take a lot of manpower and material resources, and it is impossible for them to do it for one child. of.

After checking and checking, they couldn't find any clues. In the end, they had no choice but to send Zuo Si to the orphanage.

That tramp wanted to take care of Zuo Si, but he didn't have a decent job himself, so how could he take care of a child? He followed the police and sent Zuo Si to the orphanage, and then handed over the little money he had left to the orphanage. Dean Charlotte, please take good care of Zuo Si.

Those who can open an orphanage are all kind-hearted people. Charlotte is a nun. Seeing Zuo Si's cute appearance, and hearing what the tramp said about Zuo Si's poor life experience, she felt pity for her.

"We'll take good care of her."

The tramp left the orphanage reluctantly.

Zuo Si touched him very deeply. The homeless man had to live on the street because of great changes in his family. He originally planned to live in such a muddle for the rest of his life, but the appearance of Zuo Si pulled him out of depression. come out.

The homeless man found a job. Although the salary was not high, it was enough to support himself. His conditions were not enough to adopt Zuo Si, so he took a step back and sent some money to the orphanage every month. The people among them took good care of Zuo Si.

The man would come to the orphanage every other week to see Zuo Si and take her out for a walk.

Although this man named John had no blood relationship with Zuo Si, he treated her much better than those two nominal parents.

People's feelings are mutual. John treats Zuo Si with sincerity, and Zuo Si naturally treats him with sincerity.

The orphanage Zuo Si stayed in was not big, including her, there were only six children in total, and Zuo Si was the youngest among these children.

This orphanage seems to be converted from a monastery. Charlotte, the dean of the orphanage, is a nun. She is a devout believer, and she adopts orphans because of her fraternity.

Probably because Charlotte was a nun, all the girls she adopted were girls.

The oldest girl in the orphanage, named Jenny, is a very beautiful blonde girl, and the other girls are Linda, Kelly, Lulu, and Grace.

Including Zuo Si, these six girls are all blond and blue-eyed girls, they look like dolls, and they are all very beautiful.

The conditions in the orphanage are difficult, and not many people donate money to them. The money can only maintain the most basic life. If they want other things, they have to support themselves.

There are no idlers in the orphanage, even if Zuo Si is the youngest, she still has to do some quick things, cleaning, washing dishes and mopping the floor, these jobs are done in shifts, from Charlotte to Zuo Si, there are seven people, exactly Exactly one day per person.

Although Zuo Si's body is small, her soul is already an adult, and she has not failed in any of the things that she should do, and she has even done better than the other children.

She is well-behaved and cute, and her hands and feet are diligent, so Charlotte's liking for her has changed from three points to five points, and she also takes good care of her on weekdays.

There are only so many resources in the orphanage, she is taken care of, and other people naturally get less, so those children have some opinions on Zuo Si to some extent.

Zuo Si is used to these things. She also grew up in an orphanage and has experienced too many such things. Compared with the previous experiences, these girls are at most verbalizing her, which is even more outrageous. things will not be done.

Zuo Si just stayed in the orphanage. Compared with the home of Serior and Este, Zuo Si still likes this place better.

Although the orphanage is not big, but because there are not many children, they can each be allocated a small room. The room belongs to their private space, and all the things they like are placed.

There were more or less decorations in the rooms of the other girls, but Zuo Si's room was the emptiest, except for the most basic bed, cabinet and table, there was nothing else.

The room looked nothing like a three-year-old girl's room.

Charlotte felt a little sorry for Zuo Si, but Zuo Si didn't feel too much about it. She had slept in a room worse than this one, and such a room was really not bad.

Charlotte has always kept in mind whether it is the child she likes, and she will tell John about it when John comes again.

"Mr. John, I want to talk to you about Angie..."

On the second day after they talked, John bought a beautiful doll for Zuo Si.

"Angie, do you like it?"

The price of this doll is not high, and the rough-made doll is naturally different from the high-end customization of Seriol. This doll does not look like a real person. Although the doll is as tall as Zuo Si, it does not make people feel it is true.

Compared with the doll that Annabelle played with, Zuo Si, who didn't know how to appreciate it, liked the one John gave her better.

"I like it very much, thank you, Uncle John."

John's hanging heart finally let go, he was still afraid that Zuo Si would not like this doll.

"As long as you like it."

****

From winter to spring, in the blink of an eye, Zuo Si stayed in this orphanage for three years. Zuo Si grew up from a baby to a charming little girl.

Three years is enough for a lot of things to happen.

John got married and had his own children, so he spent less and less time in the orphanage, but the money he gave each month remained the same, but few of his people came.

Zuo Si didn't feel much about this.

There is always a banquet in the world, and Zuo Si, who has experienced several worlds, knows this very well. John has his own life, and Zuo Si will only be happy for him, and will not feel that John has given others what he should have given to himself. people.

These days, Charlotte has been in a bad mood. The monastery they rented is going to be demolished. It is said that the office building will be demolished, and the government will take the monastery back. As for her and the things she brought For children, they will have to find another place to live.

There was a notice for them to move out within three months, but Charlotte didn't have any money at all, so how could he find a suitable place to house these children?

Zuo Si knew Charlotte's troubles more or less. Her emotional changes affected the children in the orphanage. When these children knew that they would lose their home again, they became very panicked.

Charlotte tried to comfort her a few times, but it didn't work. Her own emotions were not stable, so how could she stabilize the emotions of these children.

Three months passed in a blink of an eye, but Charlotte still couldn't find a way out. Just when they were desperate, John came and told them that he found a message on the Internet that a couple married themselves The family's home was transformed into an orphanage, but their home could not accept very few children, only about ten children.

Because the place where the couple lives is very remote, the place is not too big, and the number of children they accept is not too many, so although this news has been posted for several months, no one has come to it.

For other people, that place is not suitable, but for Charlotte, a small orphanage, that place is just right.

Charlotte quickly got in touch with there.

After confirming again and again, Charlotte took her six children and prepared to move.

The car was hired by the other party, a bus loaded with their people and all their assets, driving them to an unknown future.

Linda was a little scared, Linda was only slightly older than Zuo Si, she was only seven years old this year, and she was a timid and soft lolita.

She and Jenny had the best relationship. After getting in the car, Linda clung to Jenny's side, as if she wanted to draw strength from her and ease her own anxiety.

Jenny is just ten years old this year, and she is actually not much more courageous than Linda, but because she is the oldest one in the orphanage, her personality is calmer.

Jenny took Linda into her arms, touched Linda's soft hair, and said softly: "Linda, don't be afraid, Charlotte said, they are all very good people, and they will treat us well .”

Linda opened her round eyes and looked at Jenny. The fear in her eyes faded a little: "Really? Jenny?"

Jenny nodded and said affirmatively, "Really."

The fear and anxiety in Linda's heart subsided a little. Jenny said that they were very good, maybe they were really good, and she would be obedient. Don't adults like obedient children?If she is obedient, they will treat her very well...

Jenny naturally didn't know what Linda was thinking. She touched her injured left leg, but her mood was not as good as she showed.

These children without a home are like duckweeds without roots. They are here today, and maybe they will go to other places tomorrow. They have no way to decide their own future. All they can do is to see how other people treat them...

The more she thought about it, the more depressed she became. In the end, Jenny's eyes were slightly red, as if she was about to cry. If it wasn't because Linda was beside her, Jenny might be about to cry.

Among the six children, Jenny and Linda are the most thoughtful, and they think more, while the three of them, Kelly, Lulu, and Grace, belong to the type of silly older sister with a carefree personality. Because the orphanage was about to disappear, they had been worried for a while, but now that they knew that there was a new place to take them in, the three little girls immediately became cheerful. They sat on the back seat of the car, chatting and discussing. Looking like a new home.

Zuo Si sat quietly in the front row by herself, and the noise next to her had nothing to do with her. As the car drove forward, Zuo Si felt that the roads the car passed were somewhat familiar.

Her memory is very good. Although it was three years ago, and the scenery on both sides of the road is also very different from that time, Zuo Si can still recognize it. This is where Esther walked when she lost herself. that way.

What they were going to was probably Serior's home, right?

As soon as this idea came up, it was rejected by Zuo Si himself, which was impossible.

Serior and Esther had such a precious daughter as Annabelle, and even threw her so far away because she was in the way. How could they suddenly become so kind and send so many children back?

It was her thinking too much.

The place they were going to seemed to be far away. Before dawn in the morning, they set off from the orphanage, and they arrived at their destination when it got dark.

Seeing the familiar yet unfamiliar house, Zuo Si felt that she could become a fortune teller.

She just thought about it casually, and what was clearly impossible, actually happened.

Serior and Esther really transformed their home into an orphanage.

Zuo Si was in the front row. When she got off the car, she was naturally the first one to get off. Through the transparent car window, Zuo Si saw Serior and Esther couple outside.

She still remembers their appearance. Compared with three years ago, they are much older, and they have a more lifeless look. They are obviously only in their thirties, but they look like two people in their 60s. like the old man.

What happened during the three years when she was absent?

Zuo Si sat there in a daze, Charlotte had already walked over, she pushed Zuo Si, and asked, "An Qi, what's wrong?"

Zuo Si came back to her senses, she pursed her lips, and stood up, "There are some things that have to be faced. Esther lost her three years ago. She might not have imagined that three years later, She will come back here.

***

In three years, too many things happened.

After Esther discarded Zuo Si, he drove back home. Annabelle was already five years old, and at such a young age, she already knew a lot of things.

After learning the news of Angie's disappearance from her mother, Annabelle started to make a fuss.

"I want An Qi, I want my sister, I don't care, I want my sister."

Annabelle kept making troubles. Esther and Seriol coaxed her for a long time but nothing worked. In the end, Annabelle even got seriously ill. The doctor said that she was overwhelmed, and she had to make sure she was in a good mood, otherwise Small ailments can also develop into big problems.

Even when she was sick, Annabelle still clamored for her younger sister. If they refused to allow her to look for her sister, Annabel would not eat or take medicine, and tormented her body.

Although she is young, she knows how to make her parents obey her.

Sure enough, after she had been arguing for so long, it finally had an effect. For the sake of her health, Serior and Esther had to agree to her request.

"When your body recovers, we will take you to find An Qi."

With the guarantee from her parents, Annabelle calmed down, obediently ate and took medicine, and took care of her body.

Half a month later, Annabelle's body completely returned to normal, and Serior and Este took her to find Zuo Si.

Both of them knew very well that they might not be able to find the child this time. They did this only to make Annabel give up and believe that her sister would never come back.

The accident happened on the way.

Their car broke down. When the husband and wife were repairing the car, Annabelle got out of the car. She ran into the middle of the road and was hit by a roaring car and flew out.

Her life ended in the summer when she was five years old.

Esther couldn't accept the death of her daughter. After a serious illness, she has been in poor health.

And Serior has been in the shadow of his daughter's death all day long, and he can't get out for a long time.

Three years have passed, and Esther's situation has become worse and worse. In order to cheer up his wife, Seriol suddenly had the idea to transform his home into a small orphanage. He felt that if there were more Children, maybe seeing these children, the wife's situation will be better.

***

The car door opened, and a little girl in a white dress got out of the car. Seriol glanced at the little girl, then looked away again.

He didn't recognize who she was.

In three years, Zuo Si grew taller and thinner. In fact, his appearance is not much different from that of three years ago. It's just that Serior never cared about her, so he didn't know that she came back again.

After Zuo Si came down, other children came down one after another. Charlotte took a step forward, exchanged greetings with Serior for a while, and then led the children towards the big house not far away.

Whether it is long or short, three years has not changed much here, but compared with three years ago, the atmosphere here seems to have become a little lonely, and the originally vibrant courtyard has also become dull. Too much pissed off.

What happened during the three years she was away?

Where is Annabelle?Where is she?

In fact, Zuo Si didn't have much feelings for Annabelle, but that child was pretty good to her, so Zuo Si always remembered her, and now that he was back, he naturally wanted to see her again.

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