My star is hard to keep

Zhan Yanxi burst into tears, and called Liu Wanwan, "Where are you?" Liu Wanwan heard a heavy nasal voice, thinking it was Zhan Yanxi who found out that she was not that person, and cried out sadly.Liu Wanwan's nose was sore, and she was about to cry sitting in the garden downstairs, but she deliberately teased Zhan Yanxi with a relaxed tone, "I'm not her, so I shouldn't be so sad, right? Hehe." Enduring the tears for a long time As it poured down, Liu Wanwan hastily raised his hand to wipe it off.

Zhan Yanxi just cried, kept crying, crying until Liu Wanwan's heart broke, and said with a smile: "Don't cry, I'll help you find her back, really, just please, don't cry, I My heart...it hurts..." Liu Wanwan's voice finally trembled uncontrollably, "I won't make things difficult for you, and I won't blame you, I know what it's like to lose the most important person, you lost her , must be very sad." She is also very sad, she is not that Liu Wanwan, she will lose the most important person again.But why does it hurt more than before?Liu Wanwan squatted down, leaning against the flower bed, her body shaking slightly.

"Where are you?" Zhan Yanxi asked, "Why can't I see you?"

"I'm downstairs, don't come out, I'll be back in a while." She, can she go back?Liu Wanwan asked himself.

"I've already come down." Zhan Yanxi cried until her voice became hoarse, "So, where are you! Come out!" Zhan Yanxi's emotions suddenly became agitated, "Hurry up and appear in front of me, I hate that you are here Come out where I can't see you!"

Liu Wanwan already knew where Zhan Yanxi was. She heard her voice and knew her position. Liu Wanwan slowly stood up and looked towards the road. Zhan Yanxi was standing in the middle of the path with her back to her , "Yan Xi..."

"Liu Wanwan, I love you, so don't leave me again." Zhan Yanxi lowered her head and stood in the middle of the road.

"I'm not her……"

"Liu Wanwan, you are her." When Zhan Yanxi said these words, her chest was hurting. Scenes were replayed in her mind, and all the past events were blowing like the wind. In the end, the most innocent remained. each other.Liu Wanwan was stunned, unable to think in his brain for a long time, only that sentence was playing back repeatedly: You are her, you are him, and you are her.

"Liu Wanwan, are you leaving? You don't want me anymore, how can you do this?" Zhan Yanxi suddenly squatted down, burying her face between her knees, "I beg you, don't leave, okay? I love you."

Liu Wanwan didn't speak, and slowly walked towards the crying trembling figure, step by step, the person on the phone was still saying: "Liu Wanwan, if you don't want me, I will really die. Should I collect the body? I was wrong to leave back then, you can punish me, but can you change the way, as long as you don't leave again..."

"Yan Xi..." Liu Wanwan stood behind Zhan Yanxi, holding the phone in his hand, crying wantonly, "I'm afraid I'm not her."

When Zhan Yanxi heard the voice behind her, she stood up abruptly, feeling dizzy for a while, ignoring other things, hugging Liu Wanwan tightly, wishing to pull her into her body, "Wanwan, Wanwan, Wanwan..." Yan Xi just kept calling her name, Liu Wanwan's hand was slowly raised, frozen in mid-air, and after a long time, he finally hugged Zhan Yanxi tightly.

Back upstairs, Zhan Yanxi still refused to let go of Liu Wanwan, Liu Wanwan was speechless and wanted to laugh, patted Zhan Yanxi's back, and sighed: "What a child."

Zhan Yanxi continued to read the diary, Liu Wanwan meant that since he knew it, there was no need to read it, especially Zhan Yanxi's red and swollen eyes made people feel distressed.Zhan Yanxi insisted on reading it, and yelled that she was hungry, so Liu Wanwan went to make her something to eat, while Zhan Yanxi continued to read the diary in the living room.After a while, Zhan Yanxi's cry came again, because she jumped and saw Liu Wanwan's memory loss and the process of forgetting her bit by bit, Zhan Yanxi could feel Liu Wanwan's pain and despair from the lines .

11.11 cloudy day

It has been three months since the car accident, and my body has recovered a lot. However, I find that I have become more and more forgetful recently.

Strong wind on 11.12

Sometimes, I have to stare at someone for a long time before I can remember who she is. I think I am sick, but I can still easily think of Yu Xuan, as if she never left.She must have a good life, and she must have a new friend, someone better than herself... But, little fairy, friends don't like the new and dislike the old, why don't you contact me?In fact, I really miss you, but when I miss you, my heart hurts, which feels really strange.

11.18 Xiaoxue

I went to the hospital for an examination today. The doctor gave me a test, but the results were not satisfactory. Many people and many things began to become blurred.Zhan Yuxuan, Zhan Yuxuan, Zhan Yuxuan... I will cry when I say your name, I am really scared, I am afraid that you will disappear from my memory, and then I will have nothing.

12.1 heavy snow

It's very cold today, I may be numb from the cold, and even my memory is frozen.I habitually say your name every day: Zhan Yuxuan, Zhan Yuxuan, I still miss you today, I will never forget you, God will not be so cruel to me, I have already lost you , can you leave the memory to me.

12.8 sunny

It snowed heavily for several days, and the north wind blew for many days, and I seemed to sleep for many days.I seem to be getting more and more lethargic. When I fall asleep, I will suddenly wake up and say Zhan Yuxuan in my mouth. It takes a few times to feel at ease, but... I can’t remember more and more, why I have to repeat this name.Zhan Yuxuan, do you really want to be so cruel, don't you leave me with a little thought?I just miss you, that's all.

12.20 sunny

Went to the hospital for a test, the doctor tested me, I can't remember what he asked me.I always feel like, what have I forgotten, one thing I've been used to, what is that thing?I thought about it for a long time, and finally thought of you, Zhan Yuxuan, I think I'm going to die, can you come back and see me?Then I will die without regrets.When I think of you, I will cry. I don’t know if I used to be like this. Even if I read your name, tears will flow down. My heart hurts, but I will never see you again.

1.1 Xiaoxue

It's the new year, my mother said that the new year has a new atmosphere, we are going to move, and live in a brand new place.I am looking forward to, will there be new friends in the new place?Most definitely.I found that the time interval between me thinking about you is getting longer and longer, and sometimes I get a headache from thinking about it, and I don't know what your name is.Zhan Yuxuan, I really can't grasp you anymore, I will lose even the you and me in my memory.I obviously forgot it, but when I think about it, my heart still hurts like it did at the beginning.Sometimes, I really want to die, but I have parents, I can't be so selfish, they are working hard to let me live.

1.31 Yin

It's cold today, I seem to have forgotten to do something.

2.2 Yin

I can't remember what it was, maybe it wasn't something important, or how could I have forgotten it.

2.3 Cloudy to sunny

But... why do I feel uncomfortable in my heart? I feel that I have lost the most important thing. The once vivid memory is now blank. I finally can’t remember it. What was my past like?

2.28

School starts tomorrow and I'm off to a new school, hope, hope everything will be alright.

3.3 sunny

There is a beautiful little fairy in the class. She said her name is Shen Xiaocha, and her name is also beautiful. I like to be with her because my heart will not hurt.

……

Zhan Yanxi was crying so much that she was already sobbing, Liu Wanwan was distressed, she came over to hug her and listen to her, comforting her, Zhan Yanxi pulled Liu Wanwan down, pressed herself on top, sobbing and said: "Never forget me again."

Liu Wanwan's eyes were also sore, "Well, as long as you don't leave."