My star is hard to keep

Afraid of Zhan Yanxi's malicious speculation, Liu Wanwan quickly explained, "Boss, don't listen to Su Yiran's nonsense..."

"What nonsense did she say?" Zhan Yanxi interrupted Liu Wanwan's explanation, seeming to ask with a sneer.

"That...it's okay, you can be busy..." Liu Wanwan really wanted to hang up the phone, but Zhanyan Xiai could think whatever she wanted, anyway, she was going to Shanghai, so she had a bad stomach, right?Then she would go again with a flat stomach, so she wouldn't have to worry about going to the bathroom halfway because of a stomachache.She was just going to meet a friend, why should she care what others say, Liu Wanwan was a little angry, she never liked to explain, she was so wishful thinking just now, Zhan Yanxi didn't believe her at all.

Zhan Yanxi hung up the phone, feeling a little stuck, what happened to her?That person entangled her like a ghost, and when she was busy and messed up, she would still think of those beautiful lips and those white hands.Just now, she wanted to be more concerned, but when she thought of Liu Wanwan's purpose of asking for leave, her words became sharper. It seemed that she could only feel better if she hurt the other party. Zhan Yanxi frowned and felt quite speechless.

Liu Wanwan hung up the phone and finally got some respite, lay down to rest, flipped through the phone and found a message, "Wanwan, it's okay if you can't come, I'll go find you." This was Shen Xiaocha's reply, still so caring.Liu Wanwan was so moved in his heart, what a stomachache!Crawling over without legs, the promise is not to write a bad promise, but to cash it, "Chacha, wait for me."

"Okay, I'm here all the time." Shen Xiaocha quickly replied, Liu Wanwan felt warm in his heart, and his stomach didn't seem to hurt anymore.Shen Xiaocha is a good medicine, and it is most important to keep it in the family. Liu Wanwan got up and prepared to travel to Shanghai.

Liu Wanwan did what he said, his stomach didn't hurt anymore, and he planned to leave the house without the owner at the speed of the wind.As soon as the person walked to the door, he felt that it was not good to leave like this, so he put down his things and went into the kitchen to fiddle, and then left after a long time.When he got home, Liu Wanwan started to tidy up, so he didn't need to dress up when meeting Shen Xiaocha.Liu Wanwan was wearing a white shirt, a black leather jacket with a waist, brown skinny jeans, and small black leather shoes.With her hair tied into a ponytail, Liu Wanwan looked at herself in the mirror, applied skin care lotion, no make-up, and dressed in a simple, heroic manner.

Fortunately, before Liu Wanwan, she was worried that something would affect her travel time, so she bought two trips, and now she wasted one, leaving one night.Liu Wanwan didn't tell Shen Xiaocha that she was going there by car at night, for fear that the girl would go to the station to wait for her when she heard the news. The most exaggerated time was when Shen Xiaocha waited from dawn to late at night, and Liu Wanwan was so distressed.

The car was at night, Liu Wanwan thought that she could take a rest, she didn't need to worry about this trip, as long as the person she was expecting would appear.Liu Wanwan and Shen Xiaocha have many unseen agreements, such as not buying birthday gifts for each other, as long as people pass by, so Liu Wanwan doesn't have to bother choosing gifts.Two people have the same birthday, and they are used to being with each other on this day, only each other, nothing else.

Liu Wanwan rested at home until the evening, she got on the bus and headed to the station, the lights were on, the traffic was busy, and the flow of people and vehicles was in a hurry, Liu Wanwan suddenly felt no sense of belonging.In such a bustling city, nothing is hers, Liu Wanwan asked herself why she chose to stay here, for her dream?An unattainable dream.

Before getting into the car, Liu Wanwan hesitated whether to report to Zhan Yanxi, but, thinking about it, this is her private matter, and the boss is so busy, there is no need to bother her with these trivial matters.After getting in the car, Liu Wanwan kept looking out of the car window, and in her mind, there was also a little train of memories speeding along, and there were her and Shen Xiaocha in the little train.

Liu Wanwan still remembers the day she met Shen Xiaocha. She changed schools once in junior high school. In the second year of junior high school, she transferred to a new school, and Shen Xiaocha was her deskmate.

That day, Shen Xiaocha was very beautiful, like a fairy. She sat in a corner and looked at the transfer student on the podium with quiet eyes. The transfer student said, "My name is Liu Wanwan." She smiled shyly.Shen Xiaocha remembered that Liu Wanwan's eyes were particularly beautiful that day. When she smiled, her eyes were as bright as the moon.

Liu Wanwan didn't talk much, and so did Shen Xiaocha.The first sentence between the two was not hello, but three days later in a self-study class, when Liu Wanwan woke up from his sleep, he saw the smiling face of an angel.Shen Xiaocha has been looking at her, even if she wakes up, Shen Xiaocha is not in a hurry, with the corners of his mouth upturned, he said softly: "Your eyes are so beautiful." Liu Wanwan smiled, didn't speak, but turned away quickly Reading, only she knows, Shen Xiaocha's words made her panic, but such a beautiful person is praising her, everyone is happy to appreciate beautiful things, and they are in a happy mood.In Liu Wanwan's eyes, Shen Xiaocha is an exquisite treasure, and she will take good care of it, not letting anyone touch her, not even herself.

From Liu Wanwan's point of view, Shen Xiaocha's temper is very docile, docile, not gentle. Shen Xiaocha always smiled lightly and agreed to her requests, so when they knew that each other's birthdays were on the same day, that year Liu Wanwan said: "Let's celebrate our birthday together every year from now on, no matter where we are." These words were really fulfilled by them.

This year is the eighth year since they got together after separation, Liu Wanwan's mood is the same as before, she cherishes Shen Xiaocha, and she also knows that Shen Xiaocha also cherishes her.No matter how far you go or how long you are apart, you always know in your heart that someone will miss you. This feeling is happiness, and Liu Wanwan's heart is warm when he thinks about it.Shen Xiaocha is her warmth, she is always by her side, Shen Xiaocha said: "As long as you need me to appear, I will appear." The same promise, Liu Wanwan also gave Shen Xiaocha, but neither of them made a request, They are all Ning Yuan tormenting themselves, and they are unwilling to torment each other.

Zhan Yanxi got off work and rejected Qiao Yue's dinner invitation. Qiao Yue had just rushed back from abroad and wanted to have dinner together, but Zhan Yanxi was worried about the sickness at home, half-jokingly asked Qiao Yue to find someone first to have a happy reunion.Qiao Yue thought that Zhan Yanxi was sincere, and praised her good friend for knowing her heart, so she happily went to see her little lover.Zhan Yanxi was thinking about Liu Wanwan, and drove back eagerly. When she got home, she found that what greeted her was darkness and an inexplicable sense of emptiness.

Once people start to care about something, their thoughts will slip by involuntarily, Zhan Yanxi is like this now, the curiosity at the beginning was as thin as a pin, but now the gap is getting bigger and bigger.

Without turning on the light, Zhan Yanxi, who had been exhausted all day, was still surrounded by darkness. It had been a long time since she felt this empty feeling, as if everything was meaningless.People are going to die after all, so what if they live a brilliant life?She can't bring fame and wealth into the coffin, and she has nothing to say and no one to sue when she is alive. No matter how great success is, she can only swallow it by herself.Tired, Zhan Yanxi was physically and mentally exhausted. She wanted to be perfect for the first time, so she could pretend not to care, and she was calm in front of the media, but she was also afraid, afraid that someone would say that this was a movie. bad movie.This kind of worry, Zhan Yanxi can only keep it in her heart, and she is unwilling to talk about her distress, but no one can sincerely share her happiness, which is also a kind of sadness.