new world of dreams

After the sports meeting, the students started to study normally, but I basically never opened the book in class. Later, some students joked that my books could be sold at the original price. Indeed, some of my textbooks even even No name is written.

In another monthly exam, I was ranked in the bottom 3 in the whole grade after studying without reading for a long time.My mother’s scolding started again, and I ran away from home angrily that night, but because I had nowhere to go, I found my only child in the village. He worked as a kitchen assistant in a restaurant in our county after graduating from junior high school. Ask him to borrow 20 yuan.I said to him then:

"My mother usually doesn't have enough living expenses, so I can only pay you back the 20 yuan next Sunday."

He said: "It's okay, you can use it whatever you want, it's only 20 yuan, it doesn't matter."

Because of my simplicity, I thought he didn't need me to pay back the money after hearing this sentence, but I didn't pay any attention to it.

Afterwards, I went to an Internet cafe all night. At that time, I didn’t really know how to play online games. I just simply watched TV shows, listened to music, and played casual games.The next day, I went to school as usual. After a day of study, I returned to my residence. My mother was not so angry anymore, so she asked me:

"Where did you go last night?"

I said: "Student's home." Then let it go.

One week later, on Sunday, Fa Xiao was too embarrassed to ask me to pay back the 20 yuan directly, so he sent me □□ to ask me to pay him some phone bills, which actually meant asking me to pay him back the money.In fact, I didn't have 20 yuan at the time, so I told him that I had no money to pay his phone bill. I didn't know if it was because of the 20 yuan that we lost contact. We haven't seen each other for several years, and after meeting a few years later, we feel that the relationship is no longer as close as when we were young.I also once regretted my broken promises at that time. That incident was also the second regret in my life, and the third regret has not yet appeared.

Later, the quarrel with my mother became more and more intense. I often ran away from home to spend the night in Internet cafes. Once, I had a quarrel with my mother because of dinner. I left angrily and said to my mother:

"I'm not coming back tonight."

Mom said: "You love to come back and not come back, who are you scaring if you don't come back?"

After the self-study last night, I found Zhang Zilong, who I met on the first day of registration, because I remember he told me that he rented a house alone, and my idea was whether I could borrow his room for a night. What I thought of was that this boy who has always been quiet in class agreed to the request of such a mischievous student like me, and then I followed him to his room, but he was uncharacteristically, oh my god, this mouth can even beep better than me Beep, I just found out that his introversion at school was all faked, what a scheming Zilong.

Zilong said: "Xu, I also saw you running the 5000 meters on the field. You are so awesome. I have never seen such a powerful explosive power in my life. You are like a god. I'm an idol."

My self-esteem was greatly satisfied and I said: "Be low-key, low-key, and it's not very good, it's not like I won the first place."

Zilong said: "Don't be humble, don't be humble, I feel that you are absolutely capable of winning the first place, but you just started to use too much force. In fact, I liked you when we met for the first time. You said I said Changshan Zhao Zilong, you don’t know that when I heard this, I felt that labor and capital were the invincible Zhao Zilong.”

I said: "Long, in fact, I was thinking in my heart at the time, just this, just this, dare to call Zilong, Changshan Zhao Zilong looks handsome, but this guy's looks, hey, really can't be called handsome. ,Ha ha."

Zilong said: "Made, I'm still narcissistic, okay, I'll take back the compliment I just gave you..."

I said: "You also said that you had a crush on me a long time ago, why didn't you help me when the monitor and the others beat me up."

Zilong said: "Actually, I was going to do it, but I didn't feel right. It seemed that I didn't have much contact with you. What if my face was swollen after I did it? So when you were beaten, I used my hand to block my own The face told myself I didn't see anything."

I said: "Damn it, why didn't I find you so cheap before, stop for me... Haha, I caught you, did you make a mistake, call me brother."

Zilong said: "A gentleman can be killed but not humiliated. Come on, kill me. I, Zhang Zilong, will never yield to your despotic power."...

Then we became best friends with each other, and we exchanged secrets with each other.I also gradually understood the reason why we hit it off so well. It turned out that he, like me, spent a childhood of low self-esteem because of his nickname.In high school, the most outgoing and lively character in his heart was only shown to me. In the minds of all other classmates, Zilong was always thought of as a shy boy. The two of us were inseparable from each other. The feeling in his eyes is also very incredible. Zilong never talked much in class, but once he heard some classmates talking about me behind his back, he went crazy and yelled at those classmates. Others were very surprised, why he never Talking Zilong will also have such a big anger.

One day, after lunch, when it was time to take a lunch break, Zilong asked me a question like this:

"Xu, you said before that your father taught you kung fu, is it true?"

I said: "Of course it's true. It's just some of the most basic external skills. I haven't practiced Kung Fu for a long time, and my physical fitness has dropped a lot."

Zilong said: "You don't know that I have admired those generals and heroes on TV since I was a child."

I said: "I am the same, so I pestered my father to teach me Kung Fu. When I was young, my father was going to send me to Shaolin Temple in Songshan, but my mother didn't allow it, so I couldn't practice further."

Zilong said: "Why don't we practice our hands and learn from each other here."

I said: "I'm not bullying you, you are not my opponent, and I didn't use my full strength when the squad leader attacked me. I was really afraid to use my full strength to maim any of them."

Zilong said: "In this case, give me a hand. If you can knock me down, I will call you brother."

As soon as I heard that I was called my brother, I immediately agreed and said: "Okay, I will use this left hand. If you put me down, you will call me brother. I will not take advantage of you. If you put me down, I will take advantage of you." Call your brother." Ten seconds later.

Zilong shouted: "Brother."

I laughed loudly: "Okay, good brother."

At this time, Zilong said: "I only called you brother, but didn't call you a few times. Haha, I feel like I'm at a loss. Even though I'm one year older than you, I still call you brother."

I said: "Made has been plotted by you again, next time I bet, I must make you promise to be my brother for the rest of my life."...

After that, Zilong and I would have a battle every week, and he lost every time without exception, but the time that this guy can last in my hands is indeed getting longer and longer.

In the last fight, he said that if I could bring him down with one hand, he would grant me a future request, and he lost again.

Nine years have passed, and I have never asked him for that promise. Today, I want to make this request, that is, I hope that in his future life, he can find someone he loves in a place of love□□ career.