What happened in the summer of 2020

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One said: No.

The old lady looked at me again, and muttered: It looks the same with a mask on.

Then he dragged the puppy and walked away as if nothing happened.

Someone looked at me begging for mercy.

If there is a prop, it seems that he will immediately put a big knife on his neck.

He wanted to use this method to dilute the sudden change of atmosphere.

I didn't say anything, and walked into the dark shadow of the tree silently.

One is still standing in place.

He said: Don't leave tonight, let's chat.

I patted the roof of his car and said: I also wanted to go back.

He was tall and seemed a little discouraged, and finally walked into the shadow of the tree.

I guess his expression must be well done, but I didn't look at it, opened the door and sat in the back row.

He started the car, but did not leave the parking space for several minutes.

I said: let's go.

He said: Are you angry?

I said: No, I just show you my depression.

He turned sideways and stretched his arm through the seat, trying to pat me.

I blinked my eyes to show that it didn't matter that much.

The car drove out of the community, passed the hospital, passed the school, passed the place where we ate, passed the hardware store where we bought sandpaper, and drove to Central.

The lights were not turned on in the car, only the faint light coming in from the windows. He looked at me through the rearview mirror, and I looked at him through the rearview mirror.

He said: Sorry, I didn't tell you about my past earlier.

I said: It's nothing. At our age, it's normal to have a past.

He said: If you have any questions, just ask, and I promise to tell the truth.

I thought about it, and said: Let the past be the past. Things before the epidemic feel very far away.

He heard the meaning of my words and assured him: It was definitely before the epidemic.

Hearing him say that, I felt my shoulders relax all of a sudden.

Although I didn't realize I was holding a breath before.

How much do I care?

It is really difficult to objectively measure the past and memories.

Perhaps, if I could have known earlier, such as digging out the information that he once had a roommate from the female supervisor, I might digest it with relish.But this kind of material just happened today. After we have kissed and dated, it is difficult for me to stay out of it.

I don't know what position I should take, after all, who hasn't had a past?

Since I want to talk about the past, I thought about it and said: I once liked someone, and I liked him for a long time. Maybe until now, even if I know that he is married, I am not sure if I have completely given up.

He said: Did he give you any hope?

I said: No, maybe I misunderstood his kindness at first, but we didn't talk directly, and we haven't seen each other since graduation.

He said: Then you are too persistent, I can't do it, I like you, so I will try my best to be with you.

I said: Maybe I just used him as an excuse and never dared to develop a relationship in reality.

He said: "I've had two relationships in total.

two paragraphs?All right.I said: I thought you would have more.

He said: The first period was when we met during the internship, and we have been together seriously for three or four years.The second paragraph is acquainted on a business trip. First we talked in different places for a while, and then we lived together——

He thought for a while and said: Last year, it was about four years.

I said: Will the enthusiasm fade after four years?

He said: Possibly, but mostly because they were all getting married.

Oh.

Marriage is really an inevitable intersection.

A certain person said that on the road of life, there is an intersection at the age of 25, to get married or not to get married?

I chose not to get married and continue to walk. When I was 28 years old, there was another intersection. To tie or not to tie? At the age of 30, there will still be such an intersection.There will be such an intersection every year thereafter.

It sounds exhausting.

I said: The roommate the old lady mentioned just now is your second job?when did he get married

He said: I will get the certificate this year. I don't know the exact time, but he has been preparing for it for a long time.When he was just with me, I asked him if he would get married, and he said he would.I was still relatively confident at the time, thinking that I could change him.Later we moved in together very smoothly, and he was also very happy. I thought he would never want to get married, but he didn't expect his plan to change at all.

He said with a smile, but it sounded a little sad.

I wanted to distract him and answer my doubts, so I asked: Did you call him for his wife?

He said: Well, you overheard.

I didn't eavesdrop!I said: You must have called in a public area, that's why I heard it and thought you were married.

He said: I occasionally call him wife, he is a little bit of face-saving, so I occasionally tease him and have a little fun——

I coughed and he stopped talking.

I said: I might get married one day too.

He said: "That day will be after the end of the world, you said.

Emmm... I said so, but, I said scumbag: I don't make any promises.

He said: This is not signing a contract.However, if one day you decide to get married, we will have to separate.

I said: Are you so principled?

He said: "Being with someone who is married is too complicated, I tried.

I? ? ?

He said: The first boyfriend was older than me, he had already made plans, and felt that he could handle it well even if he got married.

I said: physical marriage?

He said: Well, his marriage partner claims to be Lala, but he doesn't have a regular girlfriend.After we got married, we lasted for half a year, and the original intention of the three of them changed, and the parents also came in to stir up trouble, which became more and more complicated.Probably, once the rules of marriage are broken, it will make people feel that many principles can be broken, and we broke up later.

I made up some plots of ethical movies in my brain, and suddenly I heard him say: You have seen him before.

ah?My social circle is very small, I said: Is it from the company?

He said: It's the client, the one you went drinking with me last time.

what?

I said: Is that the big boss?

He coughed and said: Of course not.

Oh, it's the capable general, who is even older than a certain one?No wonder he looked weird that day, it turned out that he had been beating someone with words.

One said: He is getting more and more wild now, and told me that he wants to divorce.

I said: Want to reunite with you?

He said: Impossible.

I said teasingly: You are so ruthless.

He said: He has changed, marriage will change a person.So the last time we met, to prevent him from going too far, I called you.

I? ? ?The mistress is actually me?

However, that competent general looks very good on the surface, with a very stylish body and hair. Can I compare with him?

Thinking of this, I realized the danger.

I am a cranky person.

Knowing a certain ex-boyfriend will definitely make me have a comparative mentality.

I said: I don't want to hear about your ex-boyfriend anymore.

He just silenced.It seems to be pretending to be wronged.

Damn it, why do I want to comfort him in turn!

Is this the obligation to see his pecs?

I didn't expect that love would encounter setbacks as soon as it emerged.

The car drove to the door of my apartment.

He said it again: I'm sorry.

I pushed the car door open, and he said: I only confess this after I have established a relationship with you.

I stretched out my legs, and he said: I don't want to add to your troubles.

I said: I'm fine, my mood fluctuates, but it's within the controllable range.

He said pitifully: Then I go up and sit down?

How can I bear to refuse?I said: next time, today is too late.

I say goodbye to him.

He didn't drive away either.

The doorman took my temperature, and he watched from the car window.

I went into the apartment, thinking the doorman would be turning him away soon.

With a cruel heart, I turned into the stairwell, went up to the fifth floor, and looked down from the corridor window——Damn it!He happened to look up and waved to me, as if he touched his heart?

It's too oily.

I have never been in love, why can't I have something light for the first time.

He is so oily, I can't tell whether he is acting or really sad.

It would be great if I could meet him sooner. When he was still refreshed, the smile on his college graduation photo might be because of me.